Chapter 256 Parting is speechless

"Qiyun, the seventeenth brother is going to take Chenxi back to Beijing, why don't you go with him?"

I sat on horseback and watched the sunset in the distance – was it beautiful? Do you have to travel all the way to see the sunset? Or is it because as long as the seventeenth elder brother is by her side, she will feel very beautiful?

"Qiyun, you speak, I know you can speak now." Because of my long silence, the air around me was very heavy.

Can you change anything? Such an ending?

I can finally speak, but I don't want to say anything......

"Brother Seventeen didn't ignore you, you know, you're so smart." My silence had become torture for the Fourteenth Elder Brother, so much so that he was finally willing to tell the truth: "It's my selfishness, I didn't tell you." When we killed the enemy, Brother Seventeen had already fallen into a coma, and in order to save him, Dawn changed into his clothes to attract the attention of the enemy - Brother Seventeen was not sorry for you, he knew that you were forced to commit suicide, and he rolled out of bed excitedly! ”

"I know." I replied sullenly, I never dared to believe that the seventeenth elder brother would change his mind, and I was sure from the way he looked at me - but the heart remains the same, the real environment will still change, everything is no longer the same, isn't it?

"If Dawn hadn't come here, we could have ignored her all the time, and I could tell myself that she was a third party and that what I did was not wrong." The sunset is indeed beautiful, because of destruction, he exerted all his strength in an instant: "But she came all the way, she was with him at that moment, and she gave him the hope of life in order to save him......"

Can I do it?

Ask yourself if I can't do it, I don't even have the courage to commit suicide, I'm still alive!

"Is Dawn's leg useless?" I looked up and looked through my tears at the fiery sunset on the horizon.

"You know everything?" The fourteenth elder brother exclaimed.

"I guess." I hope I didn't guess for sure - even if Brother Seventeen really changed his mind, I could play tricks and snatch him back again.

However, if Dawn is really ruined, I will never have a chance again......

In this world, feelings will always be lost to one thing, and that is - responsibility.

"You were besieged outside the city that day, in fact, the city is not much better, the seventeenth elder brother has been in a coma for a day and a night, in order to save people, Chenxi decided to pretend to be him to break through......"

"Is that why you were able to hold me and drag me until reinforcements arrived?" Should it be like this? After all, there were so many rebels that I really thought we would never be able to escape. But in the end, none of us died, and it must have been because there was something else that was attracting the attention of the enemy army.

"Well, her decision just happened to save you and me. But she was shot off her horse by a spear - you know, it was chaotic and her horse was frightened and trampled on her leg......"

Providence......

Providence I am destined to owe her, Providence, Seventeen can no longer refuse her!

"Brother Seventeen was calling your name as soon as he woke up, and he almost went with you when he knew that you had committed suicide. He cried all night by your bedside, and he himself was so wounded that an arrow pierced his shoulder. ”

"Don't say it." I know what? If I can't let it go, it's just embarrassing Brother Seventeen again.

"I want to say, it's me who is selfish, but I know how Brother Seventeen treats you, and I know your heart, I don't want you to be just because of ......"

"Not just because, but because it has to be." Dawn is gone, if Brother Seventeen is still indifferent, then he is not a man, and he is not worthy of my love.

"Chenxi woke up and found that she couldn't stand up anymore, she wanted to die several times, but the seventeenth brother had no choice." The fourteenth elder brother knew that I couldn't listen to him, but he didn't say that he would die of guilt: "The seventeenth brother actually secretly comes to see you every night, but he can't watch the morning light die, at least not now." He told me not to tell you, he was afraid that you would know that the burden would be heavier, and he did understand you. ”

"Fourteenth elder brother, thank you for being willing to be honest with me." If you want to intercede for the seventeenth elder brother, it's hard for you.

"Qiyun, you should hate me, if it weren't for me, things wouldn't be the way they are." My gratitude made the fourteenth elder brother uncomfortable.

I should hate you, but I can't, it's my selfishness!

Because of you, Brother Seventeen has suffered too much this time, but I will never hate you - maybe because of your actions that day, right?

On that day, you picked me up, just like you "rescued" me from the hands of the Heaven and Earth Society, and suddenly I felt like a world away - except that this time it was fake, and this time it was real!

Fourteenth elder brother, this time you really saved me, as if you were destined to be a hero in my life, because of this feeling, I can't hate you.

"Fourteenth Elder Brother, do you know why I am reluctant to go back to Beijing with Seventeenth Elder Brother?" As the sun set and the earth began to get dark, Brother Fourteen wanted to take off his clothes and put them on me, but I refused—since I decided to stay, I should learn to adapt to the cold.

"Because Dawn needs a chance, she's lost a pair of legs, and she's entitled to get that opportunity—to make Seventeen fall in love with her, or die." It is very difficult for me to say these two endings, and even the ending is actually a tragedy: "And I, the worst bystander, no matter how it develops, I can't watch it, and I don't want to see it." "Just one time to lead a horse, I'm almost crazy, this story, I can't watch this story.

"You're not afraid that your husband will really love Dawn and ...... in the end"

"If it will, it's useless for me to stop it." I also have no position to stop it, and the legs of the dawn have made me lose the right to refuse. "If not, I don't need to follow, let time tell!"

"Qiyun, you've changed ......," the fourteenth elder brother sighed.

Yes, I've changed—I used to be able to do whatever it takes to get there, but now I've changed, and my feelings have made me weak.

Perhaps, leaving Brother Seventeen for a while is not a bad thing for me.

I still have the most important thing at present - Kangxi, the unintentional house arrest has made me get such a terrible fact, Kangxi will kill me after all.

I'm just a pawn for him to stimulate the Fourteenth Elder Brother.

But I can't turn to anyone for help in this matter - I can't say Seventeen, I can't let their father and son turn against each other, and besides, Seventeen Elder Brother has no capital to turn against his Emperor Amma.

I can't say anything about the fourteenth elder brother, but tomorrow is my death.

Calculated in this way, the date of my death should be when Kangxi was dying of serious illness, and this great emperor was ready to bring me, a scourge, into the ground before he died.

It's now fifty-four years of Kangxi, and I still have six years to go – if I'm not fully prepared, then I only have six years left in my life.

If I only have six years to live, then what do I have to fight with Dawn?

"Seventeen, is he gone?" Standing at this tuyere all the time, none of us want to go back first.

I don't want to face parting, and Brother Fourteen doesn't want to face my true feelings.

"It's supposed to be going, Qiyun, if you don't go, don't you even want to send it?"

"Hehe, I'm just sending him." I'm sad to see him, and I don't want to lose control anymore; He was even more upset to see me, because I had once again given up on him, but I was reluctant to say why......

Six years, if I can win by luck, if I can survive, then whatever is in front of us, it will not be a problem.

It's just that the king wants the minister to die, and the minister has to die, I'm not stupid and loyal, but do I still have a chance?

"Shall we go back?" I greeted the fourteenth elder brother, but I saw that he was looking into the distance: "What's wrong?" ”

The fourteenth elder brother listened attentively: "There is the sound of horses' hooves, it is very urgent, and the people who come are very angry, I think I should avoid it." After saying that, he slapped the horse's buttocks and went back before me.

"Hey—" Really, how can anyone do that? I was about to get angry at him, and the dust was flying in the distance—no experience was needed now, and I knew someone was riding this way.

Seventeenth elder brother, after all, he took the initiative to come to me......

"Qiyun, why are you hiding?" It may be that I have been holding it for too long, and even the seventeenth elder brother, who has always been gentle, has to use a straight question tone when he asks me now.

"Woo-" Because I'm sad too, though I know it all.

But now, there is a veil between us, and we can no longer see it. So, I hate to say, I'd rather continue to be a.

"Qiyun, you don't go to the capital with me, is it because of the morning light? You know it all? The seventeenth elder brother's face was full of sorrow written on his face that was no longer immature: "If I hadn't been in a coma because of a high fever that day, I wouldn't have let Chenxi go, and I would rather lose my legs than I, at least I wouldn't make you sad!" ”

"Woooooo I shook my head desperately—no, I could lose you, you could fall in love with Dawn, but you couldn't be a waste, and this time you were in trouble solely because of me.

For this, I thank Dawn and thank her for saving you.

"Qiyun, you believe me, I did this just for fear that Dawn would do something stupid. I hope I can give her the courage to live, and my heart for you will not change! ”

But the courage to live is you—so I gave up on you, so I chose to stay, you know?

"Qiyun, I know you can already speak, the fourteenth elder brother told me. I also know you don't want to say anything right now. Qiyun, your mind is too complicated, I guess every time I get tired, but I like to guess your mind, but I'm sad now because I guessed that you wouldn't talk to me......"

Damn Fourteenth Elder Brother, his tongue is really long!

I don't want to speak, because as soon as I open my mouth, I will fall into your injustice, what I want to say most is - take me away, take me out of this ghost place, let's go to Jiangnan to continue our happy life, and let Chenxi die!

But I can't say, Chenxi's trip is known in the capital, if you bear her again, you will be scolded by thousands of people!

"Qiyun, you really don't want to say anything?" The seventeenth elder brother rode back step by step, his eyes were extremely empty, as if there was a bottomless abyss behind him.

I have!

I don't want to say it, just write it!

I grabbed him by the sleeve and quickly wrote a few words on the palm of his hand - why Dawn?

Why Dawn, this has become a knot in my heart - why, such a dangerous moment, it is simply a life-and-death emergency, you are going to find Dawn? Why didn't you notify me? Why did you think of the dawn at such a moment?

If I don't reveal this mystery, then even if I am given death by Kangxi in the future, I will die without turning a blind eye!

"Because you are Qiyun, because I can't drag you down, because I know that the goal of Brother Fourteen is you." Brother Seventeen retreated step by step, but his words still rang clearly in my ears: "I thought I was going to die, I knew I was selfish, but I couldn't bother you." I thought that if you find Dawn, you may die, if you are willing to follow Brother Fourteen, he will definitely take good care of you! ”

"Smack!" I slapped you Seventeen Elder Brother hard, not for poor Dawn, but for myself - Seventeenth Elder Brother, in your eyes, I am so easy to give up, so easy to give up?

"I should be beaten, God is punishing my selfishness, I hurt the dawn." The seventeenth elder brother slapped himself again: "But I hate me even more and almost killed you, I saw you covered in blood and carried by the fourteenth brother into the military tent, I saw so many gauze stained red by your blood......"

It's not your fault, you didn't kill me, if I didn't go, the fourteenth elder brother would definitely not send troops, I was gambling, and I won......

"Please cherish and wait for me!" Through the air, I wrote virtually in the air - wait for me, wait for me to have the strength to protect myself, wait for me to go against the sky to defend our love......

Please wait for me, sooner or later, no one can stop me anymore!