Chapter 267: Farewell to Bai Shunan
Leng Qingxi and Wente looked at Xiao Li, who was sweating profusely, and smiled.
"It's nothing, I just asked Qingxi about his future plans." Went explained.
"Later?" Xiao Li scratched his head and smiled.
Leng Qingxi continued the topic just now.
"When the matter on my side is over, I will also go to the United States to find Xiaoyu and accompany him for surgery, if the operation goes well, when he recovers, I will take him away."
Xiao Li and Wente nodded, and the three of them looked back at Bai Yu, who was smiling very happily, and they had their own tastes in their hearts.
Children are like this, sadness comes and goes quickly. Happy and happy, unhappy and happy.
Xiao Yu, who was having a lot of fun just now, immediately turned cold on his little face when he heard that he was going to say goodbye to Aunt Xiao Li's family. Several people persuaded Xiao Yu and told him that they would meet again in the future, but Xiao Yu lowered his head and said, "Then when will I come back?" ”
Leng Qingxi hugged Xiao Yu and said, "Xiao Yu, don't worry, my mother will accompany you after she is busy with the work in hand." When your illness is cured, my mother will take you back to see Aunt Xiao Li, okay? ”
"No, there's little sister, and Uncle Vent." Bai Yu corrected.
"Yes, yes, Xiao Yu is right." Leng Qingxi echoed.
Leaving Xiao Li's house with Bai Yu, Leng Qingxi also had an indescribable loss in his heart.
Five months ago, when she took Bai Yu back to China, she never imagined that things would develop to this point today.
Thinking back to what had happened during this time, Leng Qingxi sighed tiredly.
She did not take revenge, but accepted a lot of help from the Mu family.
She didn't draw a line with Mu Xuncheng, but became entangled.
The more she wanted to stay away from something, the closer she got there, which was completely contrary to her original intention.
Leng Qingxi drove all the way, and when he arrived at the door of the house, he found that Bai Yu had fallen asleep.
Maybe he was too tired to play at Xiao Li's house today, Bai Yu is now leaning on the car chair and falling asleep. Leng Qingxi looked at his son's sleeping face, and felt reluctant.
This child, by her side, has been with her for five years.
In the past five years, it has been the loneliest and most difficult five years in Leng Qingxi, and these five years are also the best memories of her and Bai Yu. Many times, people always feel that children can't do without adults, but Leng Qingxi knows that it is he who leaves Bai Yu.
Yes, Bai Yu was the driving force behind Leng Qingxi's life, and he appeared when her life was bleak and hopeless. When she had no purpose in life, and she didn't even know if she should live, it was Bai Yu who gave her the courage to survive.
Now, however, she was going to send him away with her own hands. Although it is not known how it will end.
However, before the separation began, she was already feeling sad.
Early the next morning, Leng Qingxi got up early.
This was the last day she agreed with the Mu family.
Tomorrow will be the day Bai Yu leaves.
Leng Qingxi got up early in the morning, she was unusual, she didn't wake up Bai Yu, but made breakfast, and sat on the side of Bai Yu's bed, waiting for her son to wake up.
It was about eight o'clock before Bai Yu woke up faintly.
I opened my eyes and saw my mother sitting at the head of the bed, looking at me.
Bai Yu sat up, said good morning to Leng Qingxi in a daze, and then sat on the bed in a daze.
Leng Qingxi helped Bai Yu clean up and get up.
During the meal, Bai Yu asked, "Mom, are we still going to grandparents today?" ”
Leng Qingxi shook his head: "No, today, let's go to see your father." ”
Bai Yu nodded and sped up his meal.
After breakfast, Leng Qingxi and Bai Yu packed up and went out.
They first went to the flower shop to buy a bouquet of chrysanthemums, and then drove to the suburbs.
When we arrived at the cemetery, it was too early. There is no one at all.
In the huge cemetery, there were only a few sparse people, Leng Qingxi took Bai Yu's hand and came to Bai Shunan's tombstone with a familiar car.
The vicinity of Bai Shunan's tombstone is very clean, perhaps because Leng Qingxi often comes.
However, during this time, because there were too many things, Leng Qingxi hadn't come to see Bai Shunan for a long time.
Leng Qingxi asked Bai Yu to put the flowers in front of Bai Shunan's tombstone, and pulled Bai Yu to sit next to the tombstone.
She gently stroked Bai Shunan's tombstone and said, "I'm sorry, Shunan, I took so long to come to see you, recently, too many things have happened, so I didn't have a chance to come to see you, you won't blame me." ”
After speaking, she paused for a moment, and then smiled: "I knew that you would not blame me." You have never blamed me, you have always been so good to me. ”
Bai Yu raised his head and saw that tears were already rolling in his mother's eyes, he didn't speak, just sat obediently beside his mother, silently accompanying her.
Leng Qingxi glanced back at Bai Yu, and then continued: "I'm sorry, I still have to say I'm sorry to you, I didn't help you take revenge, I didn't knock down Mu Xuncheng, and I didn't let him apologize to you in front of your tomb." During this time, a lot of things happened, I almost lost Xiaoyu, and I also knew a lot of the inside story. It turned out that back then, there was not only one person who harmed you, but there was also one person, but she was already dead. ”
Bai Yu didn't know what his mother was saying, but he felt so scared, he couldn't understand a word of what his mother said.
Bai Yu cautiously shook Leng Qingxi's arm and asked, "Mom, what are you talking about?" ”
Leng Qingxi glanced at Bai Yu, touched his little head and said with a smile: "It's nothing, these are my secrets and your father's secrets." ”
"Oh." Bai Yu nodded as if he didn't understand and stopped talking.
Leng Qingxi turned his head and continued to tell Bai Shunan: "Xiao Yu is leaving, forgive me, make such a decision, if it is not a last resort, I will not give Xiao Yu away." However, in the current situation, there is no way for me to choose. After you left, I gave birth to Xiaoyu, and the child's body, as you know, has always been bad because of premature birth. ”
Leng Qingxi said this, sobbing: "But, but I never thought that Xiao Yu would have such a disease." ”
She knew that in front of Bai Yu, she couldn't say too much, so she just brushed it over. Then he continued: "The doctor said that the best treatment and technology are abroad, for Xiaoyu's consideration, I decided to send him to the United States, the Mu family has already wanted to recognize Xiaoyu, but don't worry, I told Xiaoyu that you are his only father." ”
Bai Yu tilted his head and listened to his mother's words, hearing this, he finally heard what he could understand, he nodded happily, and said to Bai Shunan's tombstone: "Yes Dad, Xiaoyu only has you as a father." ”
Leng Qingxi smiled with relief: "You see, Xiaoyu is always so sensible. ”
Bai Yu also smiled proudly when he heard Leng Qingxi praising himself.
"I have promised the people of the Mu family that they will take Xiaoyu abroad for examination and treatment first, and after I finish my work here, I will also go to the United States to accompany Xiaoyu. I'm sorry, I just told you about this matter, because I also decided it in the past few days. I really can't bear Xiaoyu. ”
Leng Qingxi said softly: "I don't know, if I go to the United States, I will be successful, but this is an opportunity, although the risk is very high, I may go to Xiaoyu." However, I'm willing to give it a try. I'm here today to tell you this. Don't worry, I will definitely take care of myself and take care of Xiaoyu. ”
Leng Qingxi said so many words in one breath, although he didn't get any response, but he felt a little more comfortable in his heart.
She sat up, changed her position, and hugged Bai Yu in her arms.
"In the past few months since I returned home, none of the things I wanted to do have succeeded, and now I still encounter such things, and sometimes, I really don't know where to go. Shunan, if you're still here, how nice it would be, so that I won't be so confused. ”
Leng Qingxi said with tears in her eyes.
Of course, she knew that this was just talking, and Bai Shunan would never come back.
Coming out of the cemetery, it was almost noon, Leng Qingxi's eyes were swollen and scary, Bai Yu had been carefully peeking at Leng Qingxi, not knowing what had happened to his mother in the past two days.
drove back home, only to find Mu Xuncheng waiting at the door of his house.
Leng Qingxi's current state, he didn't want to see Mu Xuncheng, but the other party was already waiting at the door, and Leng Qingxi was embarrassed to let the other party stand outside the door, so he had to let him come into the house too.
Bai Yu was very happy to see Mu Xuncheng, his mother's behavior was very strange today, which made Bai Yu a little scared, and now he saw the bad uncle he had always trusted, which made his heart relax a little.
Mu Xuncheng followed Leng Qingxi into the house and asked casually, "Where did you go?" ”
Today, Leng Qingxi did not come with Bai Yu as scheduled like two days ago, which made the Mu family wait for nothing. Although it was not discussed, Leng Qingxi has been coming for the past two days, and it has become a habit for the Mu family.
Mu Mu had already prepared everything, eating, and playing, but Leng Qingxi and Bai Yu did not show up for a long time.
Let the Mu family wait in vain all morning.
When it was time to eat at noon, Mu's mother was still talking about it.
After lunch, Mu Mu handed over a wrapped lunch to Mu Xuncheng and asked him to send it to Leng Qingxi, saying that it was prepared for Bai Yu.
Mu Xuncheng was also curious why Leng Qingxi didn't come.
So he set off with his things, not long after he arrived here, he rang the doorbell, and the nanny aunt told Mu Xuncheng that Leng Qingxi took Bai Yu out early in the morning.
Mu Xuncheng didn't call Leng Qingxi either, but just waited at the door of Leng Qingxi's house.
After a while, I saw Leng Qingxi driving back with Bai Yu.
Leng Qingxi glanced at Bai Shunan, but before he could speak, Bai Yu had already rushed to reply, "I'm going to see Dad." ”
"Oh, that's right." Mu Xuncheng nodded a little disappointed.
Although Mu Xuncheng didn't say anything, he was really a little lost in his heart, Bai Yu was called Bai Shunan's father. I once desperately wanted to tell Bai Yu the truth,
But with this five-year-old child, there was no way to explain it clearly, so he just gave up, but every time he heard Bai Yu call Bai Shunan's father, he would feel strange in his heart.