Chapter 268: Sending Off
Leng Qingxi turned out the lunch brought by Mu Xuncheng, handed it to the nanny and aunt, and told her to heat up the meal and take Xiaoyu to eat first.
Xiao Yu sat in the cemetery with Leng Qingxi all morning, and now his stomach was already rumbling with hunger.
He obediently followed the nanny and aunt to dinner.
In the living room, only Mu Xuncheng and Lengqingxi were left.
Every time she encountered this situation, Leng Qingxi felt extremely embarrassed, she looked at Mu Xuncheng, and Mu Xuncheng looked at her.
Leng Qingxi sighed and said to Mu Xuncheng: "Sit down, don't stand all the time." ”
Mu Xuncheng nodded, and the two sat down one after another.
"Did you go to see Bai Shunan?" Mu Xuncheng opened his mouth first.
"Yes, Xiaoyu is leaving, I have to give him an explanation." Leng Qingxi said.
Mu Xuncheng nodded: "Thank you." ”
"Thank me for what?" Leng Qingxi asked puzzled.
"Thank you for everything, thank you for the decision you made, I know that it was not easy to make this decision."
Leng Qingxi waved his hand and motioned to Mu Xuncheng not to say any more.
"Don't talk about this, everything I do is for Xiaoyu, don't get me wrong."
"I didn't misunderstand, Qingxi, you still have feelings for me, right? You used to say you loved me, didn't you? Mu Xuncheng's expression suddenly became excited.
"Actually, these days, my mood is also very entangled, I have been waiting for your forgiveness, waiting for you to give me a chance. Since you can promise to let my parents take Xiaoyu away, why can't you think about it and return to our Mu family? ”
Leng Qingxi smiled bitterly and shook his head: "You are mistaken, Mu Xuncheng, these are two concepts at all. I promised Xiaoyu to go to the United States for treatment, there are conditions, and you should know these conditions very well. I did this completely for Xiaoyu's sake. As for us, I've said it many times. We can't do it. ”
"You still won't forgive me. I've tried so hard to make up for it, so why can't I just give it a chance? Mu Xuncheng said dejectedly.
"I have already said that I can forgive you, but, only that, there will be no more. Have you ever thought about it, if I am really with you, what kind of face will I have to go to see my father and Shunan again? ”
"I'm going to apologize to them, I'm going to apologize to their tombstones in person, I'm going to confess to them." Mu Xuncheng hurriedly said.
Leng Qingxi shook his head gently: "It's useless, Mu Xuncheng, they can't hear it anymore." Tears slid down the corners of Leng Qingxi's eyes.
"I can ignore the suffering you have inflicted on me, but I cannot forget the damage you have done to my dearest love, some things can be remedied, and some things can never be done." Leng Qingxi's tone was helpless and sad, she no longer looked at Mu Xuncheng, just stared ahead.
Mu Xuncheng's own efforts failed again.
During these days, he didn't know how many times he had tried, but Leng Qingxi would refuse again and again.
Mu Xuncheng knew that it would be a very long and difficult road, but he didn't expect that every step on this road would make them so painful for each other.
After a while, Bai Yu jumped over and plunged into Mu Xuncheng's arms.
He looked at the two people in front of him a little strangely, pointed to Leng Qingxi and said, "Mom, you're crying again." Leng Qingxi hurriedly wiped away the tears on his face, shook his head, and said, "No, no mother didn't cry." ”
"You're biased, obviously crying." Saying that, Bai Yu raised his head and looked at Mu Xuncheng: "Bad uncle, are you bullying your mother, why is your mother crying!" ”
Mu Xuncheng looked at Bai Yu apologetically: "Xiaoyu, I'm sorry." ”
"It's really you, why are you bullying mom! You're really a bad uncle. Bai Yu said as he broke free from Mu Xuncheng's arms and stood in front of Mu Xuncheng, looking at Mu Xuncheng angrily, looking like a teacher asking for guilt.
Leng Qingxi hurriedly said to Bai Yu: "Xiao Yu is good, my mother is really not being bullied, my mother just felt uncomfortable when she thought that Xiao Yu was going to leave her mother for a while, so she cried out accidentally." ”
"Really?" Hearing Leng Qingxi say this, Bai Yu walked in front of Leng Qingxi, stretched out his little hand, and wiped the tears remaining on Leng Qingxi's face.
"Mom, don't be sad, Xiaoyu can't bear to be mother."
Leng Qingxi nodded: "It's because my mother is too unproductive, and she is not as brave and strong as Xiaoyu." ”
"Well, Xiaoyu will definitely be a good boy who is strong and brave." Bai Yu, who heard the praise, immediately expressed his attitude to Leng Qingxi.
Leng Qingxi hugged Bai Yu, raised his head and said to Mu Xuncheng, "Otherwise, you can go back first." Tomorrow Xiaoyu is leaving, and I want to be alone with him. ”
"Oh, okay, then I'll go first." Leng Qingxi hurriedly stood up and said to Leng Qingxi and Bai Yu.
Bai Yu waved his hand to Mu Xuncheng and said, "Then, goodbye, bad uncle." ”
One afternoon, for a pair of mother and son who are about to separate, it really flies.
Soon night came.
Leng Qingxi coaxed Bai Yu into sleep, but he said that he couldn't sleep anymore.
She knew that she was worried about Bai Yu and was reluctant to give up Bai Yu, but what could she do, she had no choice.
All night, Leng Qingxi didn't sleep well, she lay on the bed tossing and turning, Bai Yu's smiling face in her mind, from when he was just born, until now, every bit of them appeared in her mind.
Early the next morning, Leng Qingxi got up and saw two huge dark circles under his eyes.
She smiled wryly, she had known that this would be the case.
The luggage was ready, and it was placed at the door early, in fact, Bai Yu was just a five-year-old child, how many things could he have, but Leng Qingxi still prepared a big box and stuffed everything he could think of into it.
In fact, she knew that the Mu family could give Bai Yu better, but she was still not at ease, she was not at ease about anything, just like now, she looked at Bai Yu who was sitting opposite her and was eating, and suddenly had an impulse.
She wanted to give up, she wanted to regret it, she didn't want to send Bai Yu away, she wanted to keep Bai Yu by her side, the doctors in China didn't say that they couldn't treat it, she could take Bai Yu to the doctor, why did she have to hand over the child to the Mu family.
Of course, this thought was only a fleeting thought.
After the impulse, it is still back to reason.
Leng Qingxi knew that he couldn't go back.
She couldn't eat anything, just stared at her son for a moment, as if she couldn't take a second look.
Bai Yu was stared at by his mother and was unaware, still eating seriously with his head down.
After a while, Bai Yu raised his head and said to Leng Qingxi, "Mom, I'm full." ”
"Huh? Full? Leng Qingxi was still in a daze, and when she heard Bai Yu say that she was full, she said with some loss: "Why did you eat so quickly, otherwise, let's eat some more?" ”
Bai Yu patted his round little belly and said, "I'm really full, my mother is so strange, didn't you say that you can't eat too much?" ”
"Oh, oh, yes, then you're full, and we're ready to go."
"Hmm." Bai Yu nodded, stood up, and walked outside the door.
Leng Qingxi hastily ate two bites of food, and then walked out with him. She first dressed Bai Yu, packed up, and put on a coat for herself.
At this time, there was a knock at the door, Bai Yu jumped over to open the door, and it was Mu Xuncheng standing at the door, he picked up Bai Yu and said, "How is it?" You ready? ”
Bai Yu nodded: "Well, it's all ready." ”
Mu Xuncheng moved his gaze to Leng Qingxi and asked in a deep voice, "How is it?" Are you okay? ”
Leng Qingxi nodded, only to feel a familiar feeling in his stomach hit again. She forcibly suppressed her discomfort and said to Mu Xuncheng, "It's all ready, let's go." ”
Mu Xuncheng held Bai Yu in one hand and dragged Bai Yu's luggage in the other, and walked out the door.
In the car, the second elder of the Mu family was already waiting for them. Leng Qingxi sat in the co-pilot's seat, while Bai Yu and the two old men did it behind.
After the family sat down, Mu Xuncheng started the car and drove towards the airport.
The airport has always been a place where partings and reunions are constantly staged.
Leng Qingxi took Bai Yu's hand and walked in the bustling crowd, watching other people's parting or reunion, some people's faces were filled with joyful smiles, and some people's eyes were full of parting sentimentality.
Those are other people's hilarity.
Leng Qingxi only felt that he was suppressed by a sad emotion at this time. No matter what Mu Xuncheng and Leng Qingxi said, she couldn't be interested.
The little Bai Yu seems to have been infected by this emotion.
He may not know what parting means, but when he saw his mother's sad expression, he knew that it must not be a good thing.
When he thought that he would not see his mother for a long, long time, his little face turned cold. looks like you want to cry or not.
However, the second elder of the Mu family showed a rare relaxed expression on his face, and this trip to the United States was an excellent opportunity for them to have a chance to enhance their relationship with Bai Yu.
The parting is imminent, but Mu Xuncheng has an indescribable feeling.
He had never come to pick up his parents before, and he didn't have much of a sense of their coming and leaving.
Especially after Ling Zhi'er's incident, he didn't allow anyone to pick him up.
Therefore, this is the first time in so many years that he did not come to the airport because he was on a business trip.
He knew Leng Qingxi's reluctance to Bai Yu, so why shouldn't he himself.
He even thought that he would follow Bai Yu to the United States, but he thought that he couldn't leave Leng Qingxi here alone, so he had to give up.
Now, looking at Leng Qingxi's uncomfortable appearance, he himself is not comfortable.
However, time never shows mercy.
Bai Yu's boarding time will not be delayed because of Leng Qingxi's reluctance.
When Mu Mu walked to the boarding gate with Bai Yu in her arms, Leng Qingxi finally couldn't help it, hid her head in Mu Xuncheng's arms, and cried.
She didn't dare to look at Bai Yu, nor did she dare to listen to his voice calling her mother loudly. She was afraid of the cruelty, but she couldn't hide it.
Mu Xuncheng didn't speak, just gently patted Leng Qingxi's shoulder. Bai Yu's voice crying and calling for his mother still echoed in the air. He could only try to give Leng Qingxi a little comfort and support.