Xiao Yin is a classmate of mine in high school, so he should be a friend, at least that's what I think.

I vaguely remember the first time I met Xiao Yin at the class introduction meeting in high school, where everyone from different towns sat timidly in their seats, and then stood up and introduced themselves incoherently.

"My name is Liu Quan, I am fifteen years old this year, I am from the normal junior high school, I hope you will take care of me in the future." This was my awkward opening statement, but now I don't have any disgust in retrospect, because the students at that time were all like that, everyone was nervous, everyone was scared, everyone was stammering, and those childhood troubles became the most precious images in my mind.

Xiao Yin is different from us, he seems so out of place in our group.

He introduced himself without any stage fright, at that time he walked up to the podium with a long hair and facial expression, and then began to tell us calmly some of his opinions, he said a set of very profound things, to be honest, I couldn't understand that passage with my knowledge at the time, I couldn't understand it and it was naturally difficult to remember, so I can't repeat what he said to you now, I only remember his last sentence "The world shouldn't be like this, I want to change it." ”

A strange-looking teenager said a bunch of ethereal words, which naturally attracted everyone's attention, and when he finished speaking and walked off the podium, the classroom was silent, everyone was stunned in their seats, and their eyes forgot to blink. And our head teacher was so angry that his face was almost purple, he glared at Xiao Yin fiercely, but he was embarrassed to blame Xiao Yin directly because of the first meeting.

But this self-introduction made Xiao Yin's bad image buried deep in the heart of the head teacher, and released a drop in the next high school life.

Everyone knows that if it is just because this person likes to talk big, or if he doesn't eat fireworks in the world, he can't punish a student at all, so the head teacher found a very valid reason, that is, Xiao Yin's hair, the head teacher will count Xiao Yin's long hair every day, and ask him to immediately reduce it to a small flat head, otherwise he will be punished in the classroom. When he heard this threat, Xiao Yin would always consciously go to the back door of the classroom and stand without saying a word, and because of Xiao Yin's persistence, his long flowing hair was kept for two years in a strictly disciplined high school.

Not only did the teacher not get used to him, but many classmates were also very disgusted with him, so he always saw some classmates going to trouble him, pretending to be careless and spilling water on him, or beating Xiao Yin for a trivial matter. But these unbearable things are so worthless for Xiao Yin, there has never been a trace of panic in his eyes, at first we thought it was because he was more cowardly, so he could only swallow his anger, but later I learned that this was not the case, he learned Jeet Kune Do at a very young age, and it was more than enough to deal with our classmates of the same age, and the reason why he kept putting up with it was not because he had a good temper. It's because he doesn't feel like those people are worthy of his emotional turmoil.

Another classmate and I were the only two people in the class who could talk to Xiao Yin, because we had always been strong contenders for the first and second lowest grades, and we were bad students as determined by the teacher. And "Xiao Yin" is also a bad student in the eyes of the teacher's classmates, as the saying goes, things gather by like, people are grouped, the two of us always consciously move closer to Xiao Yin, and now I still remember the fragments we were together. We climbed over the iron fence of the school to go to the Internet café to surf the Internet, at that time everyone was playing AR3, and the three of us also played, but I could clearly feel that Xiao Yin and we were not playing the same game, he almost memorized the values of all the characters, and then studied all the tactics thoroughly before he began to get started, and his hand speed is amazing, put it on the keyboard like a galloping horse, and he is a top god as soon as he gets started. I still remember that at that time, a company called E came to our county to find Xiao Yin, hoping that he could drop out of school and become a professional gamer, but Xiao Yin refused. This is the only time we reached a consensus with Xiao Yin's idea, at that time, it was not like now, the people who played the game were Internet addicted teenagers, and you just had to play alone, it was a bit ridiculous for you to treat this matter as a career.

After the third year of high school, Xiao Yin's whole person changed, he began to study hard, and completely got rid of the ranks of the crane tail. The reason for this is because Xiao Yin and the secretary of our class fell in love, she is a girl who is super good at learning, Xiao Yin hopes to be admitted to the same university as the girl, we don't evaluate the girl's appearance and personality at that time, because high school students don't know how to dress up at all, and they don't know what to do, so there is no need to evaluate. But Xiao Yin's sudden fall in love with this girl is indeed a bit sensational, according to common sense, if you really fall in love with a girl at first sight, then you should also start chasing after it in the first year of high school, instead of waiting until the third year of high school to prepare for the exam. I asked Xiao Yin why she fell in love with this female classmate, and the reason Xiao Yin gave me was that "she told me that day that she thought what I said at the freshman meeting made sense." ”

This is really a bit ridiculous, maybe the female classmate was just a polite remark, but Xiao Yin took it seriously.

In fact, it is not a sin for everyone to secretly fall in love in high school, but this matter has become a big sin for Xiao Yin and that girl. The reason is that the girl is a Tsinghua seed player in our school, and the output of Tsinghua Peking University in our county is generally one or two a year, can you understand the seriousness of this problem? That girl's future results represent the school's enrollment guidelines for the next year, and it is a serious political task. So Xiao Yin was driven home, and the principal ordered him to study only at home in the future, and he must not delay that female classmate for a minute or a second.

The college entrance examination is over, and the results are unexpected, Xiao Yin got the highest score in the school, and the girl was both admitted to Tsinghua University, which became a breaking news in our county that year.

In fact, I expected Xiao Yin to be a blockbuster, he was so rigorous even playing games, if he really used that strength in learning, he would definitely be able to improve by leaps and bounds. It's just that I couldn't predict that Xiao Yin's love life would be so desperate in the future, after the female classmate arrived in college, she had a tall and handsome senior to pursue, so she was completely uncompetitive compared to Xiao Yin, so the female classmate naturally split Xiao Yin's legs, and then threw him such a sentence.

"When have we ever been together?"

After Xiao Yin collapsed, he began to indulge in online games again, began to watch Japanese action movies every day, and began to spend time by handjob every day, until five years after graduation, Xiao Yin never fell in love again, I don't know if he is desperate for love, or desperate for this world?

After graduating, he found a very unpopular mobile phone company, and for a long time lived in a basement in Beijing, living a dark life and not communicating with others. If he hadn't called me that time, I would have forgotten about such a person.