"I saw the emperor hugging the concubine, the concubine snuggled up to the emperor's chest, the two looked at each other and smiled, my mood at the time, like someone cut my heart with a knife all of a sudden, the child in my belly has been three months, I walked to the emperor's side, the emperor asked me how I came out, don't you want to take care of the fetus? I'm sad. I told him that I was just bringing the child over to see how amorous his father was. ”

"Later, when I returned to the dormitory, at night I suddenly felt like something was dragging down in my stomach, it hurt, the doctor came, and I felt that my whole dormitory was messed up, and then I was unconscious, all the pain seemed to swallow me, I was in pain, and when I woke up again, the child was gone."

After the queen finished speaking, there were tears in the corners of her eyes, and Xia Ye'er hurriedly comforted:

"Don't continue to think about it, isn't it good now, now you also have your own children, and the emperor and you are also very affectionate, isn't that good?"

The queen shook her head, as if her current life was not what she wanted:

"Ye'er, these words, maybe I can only tell you."

"Queen Mother, if you think it's beautiful, you can tell me, it's okay." Xia Ye'er was most worried that the queen would become sad because of these things, but the queen seemed to have been holding back something, Xia Ye'er thought it was her own delusion, but the queen's expression seemed to be very serious:

"At that time, I woke up and saw that my stomach was gone, my lower abdomen was like a tear pain, I knew that my child must not be able to be saved, I had the mind to die at that time, I hated, ruthless but the emperor's family, how did I add to the emperor's family, my child is the child of the emperor's family."

"But I know that it's useless for me to go down, if I keep being so weak, everyone will think I'm incompetent, everyone can bully me, I don't want to be like this, if I'm still like before, I can't keep as many children as I was, I must protect myself."

The queen looked at Xia Ye'er, and Xia Ye'er felt more and more that the queen's shoulders had borne too many things that she didn't know before. The Queen's tears have already flowed:

"I can't do this, I want to be very strong, and then I figured it out, the emperor is not yours alone at all, and you don't need to give him everything you have, he won't really cherish you, the most important thing is yourself, and the most important thing is the person who really loves you."

After the queen finished speaking, she looked at Xia Ye'er, Xia Ye'er didn't expect the queen to think like this, but why did she look like on the surface, the relationship between the emperor and the queen was very good, why, could it be that the relationship between them was also disguised? ：

"Queen Mother, Kos, I don't think the relationship between you and the emperor is very good?"

The queen smiled, and this laugh was more like a mockery:

"Ye'er, whoever is sincere to whom in this deep palace, the person who is tempted will lose, the person who is tempted by me is lonely, Jimo will lose, but I originally thought I would win, but I didn't expect that in the end I still lost."

When the queen said the last sentence, the loss in her eyes couldn't be hidden, Xia Ye'er knew that the fairy was her most real, maybe the queen really wanted to take revenge on Jimo, but she didn't expect that she would also be sincere, feelings are so funny, no one has ever really been able to win feelings, it's just a collision of hearts and hearts.

Xia Ye'er looked at the queen, the queen's tears had slipped to her mouth, Xia Ye'er hurriedly wiped the queen's tears:

"Queen Mother, are you alright?"

"I'm fine, I'm not hating Jimo, I'm just hating myself, hating myself for not being able to avenge my child, my child, that's my first child." When she said this, all the tears that the queen held back broke out, and Xia Ye'er knew that this was what the queen was most concerned about.

Feelings are really an uncontrollable thing, no matter what you think at the beginning, it is what it is, but in the end, the result may not be what you originally thought.

Xia Ye'er didn't expect that the emperor and the queen looked so affectionate, but now she knows that the two of them still have such a story, and Jimo still doesn't know that his queen hates him like this.

is the most ruthless emperor's family, what the queen said is quite right, this sentence is deeply imprinted in Xia Ye'er's heart, maybe one day, he will also experience such a thing, and then he will want to take revenge on Chu Huaide, but will he still fall into Chu Huaide's arms in the end.

The queen knows that the current Xia Ye'er needs to be quiet by herself:

"Ye'er, you don't have to think too much, these things still have to wait for you to experience slowly, it's useless to say how much."

Xia Ye'er smiled, the queen has always been sincere to me, and Xia Ye'er was also relieved in her heart, but now let's look at the more urgent things in front of her, Xia Ye'er asked:

"Queen Mother, we will leave tomorrow, in the future, when you are in the palace by yourself, remember to protect yourself, as well as the child in the belly, and when we come back, maybe we can listen to the child's heartbeat."

When Xia Ye'er said this, her heart was warm, this is a new life, and she has not accepted a new life for a long time Xia Ye'er looked at the queen's stomach and smiled.

The next day came soon, Xia Ye'er got up early, but it seemed that there was still a lot of getting up earlier than herself, when Xia Ye'er opened her eyes and was about to get up and get dressed, she saw Chu Huaide already standing there.

Xia Ye'er was very surprised, when did this Chu Huaide come in, Xia Ye'er rubbed her eyes, but the person in front of her was really Chu Huaide:

"Why are you here now? Got up so early? ”

Chu Huaide gathered the clothes on his body, it was early in the morning, and it was still relatively deserted outside, Chu Huaide was covered with a mink cloak, white, and looked very handsome.

Xia Ye'er lost her mind for a moment, and then her eyes returned to their original dimness, seeing Chu Huaide dressed so neatly, she was still a little puzzled, what was she going to do, maybe she just got up in the morning, and she hadn't come back to her senses yet, Xia Ye'er's brain was a little short-circuited.

Chu Huaide smiled, went to Xia Ye'er's side again, and looked at Xia Ye'er dotingly: