Chapter 1058: The Empress's Distress

The queen nodded:

"You're right, I'll write a letter to the emperor in a while, I haven't written to the emperor for a long time. , the latest chapter access: ШШШ.79xs.СоМ . ”

Xia Ye'er thinks that the current queen should miss Jimo very much, the two of them are so good, they haven't seen each other for so long now, and they can only rely on writing letters, but the queen is still so sensible, and has been silently waiting for Jimo, this is what a good queen should do, but Jimo still has three palaces and six courts, can the queen be patient? :

"Queen Mother, I have a question for you."

"What's the problem?" The queen thought that she was going to write a letter to the emperor, and she was still very happy in her heart, so she said.

Xia Ye'er wanted to know what happened between the emperor and the queen, why the queen was so willing to wait for the emperor, and was willing to silently endure all the 'women' around the emperor.

"There are so many 'women' around the emperor, three palaces and six courtyards, but you love him so much, how can you bear it, watching her be with other 'women'." Xia Ye'er was worried that the queen would feel embarrassed about this matter, but the queen smiled:

"Ye'er, in fact, I couldn't understand this matter at the beginning, and at the beginning, I was also very sad, because there were really a lot of 'women' around him, not only me, I was very sad, but then I figured it out, the king is like this, the king is not my own, it can't belong only to me, and I understand it if I think about it."

Xia Ye'er shook her head: "I still don't understand, can you really stand it?" ”

The queen smiled bitterly and shook her head:

"To be honest, even if you figure it out, you won't really be able to bear it, but at least you will feel better in your heart, I am the queen, I must learn to forbear, this is what I must do, just like I have to accept other concubines generously, Ye'er, I don't want to do these things, but I can't change them."

"Queen, these days, when I was in Yunwang Mansion, I figured out a lot of things, and I didn't know what my feelings were for Chu Huaide before, but in the past few days in Yunwang Mansion, I would think of Chu Huaide from time to time, and when I encountered danger, the first thing I thought of was Chu Huaide, and even sometimes, I would wonder if Chu Huaide would be in danger."

"Ye'er, you already understand, what kind of feelings you have for Chu Huaide." The queen smiled, in fact, the queen had long known that Xia Ye'er's feelings for Chu Huaide, but she didn't expect that Xia Ye'er had already realized this feeling, but she was also very lucky to be able to 'figure' her mind this morning.

Xia Ye'er nodded:

"It turns out that what you said is true, it's good to figure it out, I feel about Chu Huai now, the fairy, I can't suppress it, but I haven't thought about suppressing it, since I'm here, I'll accept it, but I still don't want to tell Chu Huaide now, develop slowly, I believe that there is fate between us."

The queen nodded:

"No matter what, it's good that things between you are figured out, and the future development still depends on yourself, I can only bless you here, Ye'er, you have figured it out, knowing that the feelings in your heart are the best, and this is also where I am most gratified."

Xia Ye'er smiled, she didn't seem tall, in the few days in the Yunwang Mansion, she had changed so much, but Xia Ye'er had always had a knot in her heart, it can be said that when she was in the Yunwang Mansion, she witnessed the various 'women' in the palace fighting each other, witnessing the intrigue between them, and she didn't want to live such a life.

But Chu Huaide is also a prince, if he is really with Chu Huaide, he will not live like that in the future, it seems unlikely, the men of the emperor's family, which one of them are not all three wives and four concubines, Xia Ye'er sighed, I had thought about avoiding this question before, but now I clearly understand that this is no longer a problem that I can avoid if I want to avoid it, and I feel a little sad inexplicably when I think of this.

The queen remembered the question that Xiao Ye'er asked herself just now, and then looked at Xia Ye'er's reaction now, and knew what Xia Ye'er was thinking now:

"Ye'er, are you thinking, what if you are with Chu Huaide in the future? Will there be so many 'female' patients around him, will you not be able to stand it? ”

Xia Ye'er looked at the queen, is it really that she has been together for a long time, what she is thinking, does the queen mother know? His heart has been guessed, Xia Ye'er said:

"That's right, I'm just thinking about this problem, I used to think about this problem, but at that time I would still blindly avoid the problem, but now we can't avoid this problem, and I can't help thinking about it, thinking that I seem to really like it, so I have to think about it in the future."

The queen will definitely understand Xia Ye'er's feelings, but in the end, this matter must rely on Xia Ye'er to figure it out by herself, and the queen patted Xia Ye'er on the shoulder:

"Ye'er, I know you don't want to avoid this question now, but in fact, to be honest, you still have to figure it out by yourself in the end, if you don't understand it, you won't be able to listen to anyone's words, understand?"

Xia Ye'er nodded:

"Queen Mother, I really admire you, the emperor is not your alone, but you can relieve your emotions so well, you must have experienced a lot of things, have you also had a lot of things that you don't want to face."

The queen smiled, remembering the days in the harem for so many years, it was really not very good, although she was the master of the harem, but in this deep palace, intrigue, how could there be much less, the queen remembered her first child:

"Ye'er, in fact, I used to have a child, but that child has never had any fate with me, there was no more when I was five months old, I thought I would never have any more children in the future, but until now, I have a child again, I know again the happiness of being a mother, this is a gift from God, my life in the harem is not good enough, you should also know in the past few days."

Xia Ye'er was very surprised, the queen mother actually had her own child, but why hadn't she heard of it? Xia Ye'er was very curious, but she was worried that this would touch the queen's heart, so she didn't think about asking again, but the queen seemed to be very willing to say it to Xia Ye'er:

"At that time, I just entered the palace, less than a year, I was pregnant, the emperor was very happy, took good care of me, at that time I thought I was the happiest 'woman' in the world, but later, one day at noon, I was resting in the dormitory, and suddenly I heard that the emperor was in a concubine, two people loved each other, sweet and sweet, I couldn't think about it, so I rushed over."