When Eleven Niang went to college, she came alone and brought many expensive things. After all, I was young and full of joy in my college years, and I must have had many friends and laughter. But love and the like are probably still diaphragms. Even if you go to society, because of your profession, you have to come into contact with many very dark things, the good thing is to make people calm and mature, and the bad thing is that people are not easy to trust and rely on. Eleven Niang has never had a happy little girl era!

When she came to this era of conceptual incompatibility, she was forced to be in an extremely unfortunate position as a concubine, facing a cold housewife, a sister without brotherhood, and a powerless biological mother who still needed her protection, and the only one who could help each other was these maids around her who were worse than her status, and none of these people could become her confidants spiritually, what a lonely and lonely situation.

When I saw her reading a > all day long, I couldn't help but think of Zweig's helplessness and thrilling torture for a man who had been locked up in prison for many years and played chess with herself. Locked in a cage with his wings severed, he used the only thing available to keep him awake in order not to go crazy, and in the end, the man was still schizophrenic. I don't know how people like Eleven can not be divided, if there really is such a person. Good thing this novel won't let her be like that. Forbearance and strength are certainly commendable, but not having a proper outlet is not good for the spirit. Although Eleven Niang found embroidery, it can be said that she is preparing for survival, but she also does things like any chess player to prevent her thinking from derailing.

If Eleven Niang can successfully become a monk, it may be a good path. Unfortunately, it didn't work out.

Eleven Niang is very lonely. Forced to hide his true self in front of everyone in a low-key manner. Even if she gets married, she meets a man who can't really understand her at all. This Hou Ye may have many virtues that traditional men have, but also has many men's deep-rooted inferior nature, such a person can be a good husband for weak women in the original era, but it is difficult to match a woman like Shi Niang who has social experience in her previous life, and is proud and tenacious by nature. Especially Eleven Niang may also have the spiritual cleanliness of women who are particularly self-loving in our time, and how disgusting it is to endure a man with several women. Toothbrushes are not shared with men, and this is not even about love. It's an instinct. So I was very sad to see that Eleven Niang endured her husband's sex on such a loveless night, just bitter.

Eleven Niang has the courage to face reality, but no matter how brave she is, no matter how good she is, the more she forbears, the more lonely she is. Status, wealth, and a good husband are not likely to bring true happiness. Only when the self finds the place to realize itself and the self-worth is realized, can there be happiness! There's really no way I'm going to believe that Eleven Niang will find understanding here. Maybe in the end it's just some warmer family life, facing a husband who wants to be good to himself. But it is not conceivable that Eleven Niang can freely show her inner self. So spiritual loneliness is impossible to get rid of.

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