Shen Yiming was a little surprised, and he was an old acquaintance? Still sick and hospitalized and can't afford to pay medical bills? I couldn't help frowning. He stood up and walked towards the door, "I'll take a look." ”

The little nurse nodded gratefully, thinking to herself, Dr. Shen is really as gentle and elegant as everyone rumored! A gentleman who is polite and polite.

Shen Yiming followed the little nurse to room 506 of the inpatient department, and he was about to step in, when the little nurse suddenly grabbed his sleeve.

Shen Yiming looked at her puzzled.

"This patient ...... It's stage 3 syphilis, and it's scary to look at, so you have to be mentally prepared. The little nurse was worried that Shen Yiming couldn't stand it, after all, he was a psychiatrist, and he had less contact with patients who could see this kind of genuine illness, so he kindly woke up.

He nodded in surprise, "Okay, thank you." ”

Gently pushing open the door of the ward, there was an elderly mother-in-law on bed No. 1, her eyes closed, curled up on the bed. There was no one in bed number two.

The little nurse pointed to the innermost.

Bed No. 3 was covered with a blue curtain, and it was going to be covered with a bed curtain, so it seems that it will be very frightening.

Shen Yiming swallowed his saliva and opened the bed curtain.

A woman with a reddish round rash on her face, her face was densely covered and uneven, like a withered sunflower field, which made her scalp tingle, her back chilled, and she unconsciously had a layer of goosebumps.

Shen Yiming swallowed his saliva again, grabbed the corner of his clothes, and suppressed the nausea surging up in his body.

Just now, I just glanced at her face, because her face had been covered by these red rashes, and with her eyes closed at this time, I couldn't see what she looked like.

Shen Yiming looked at the name tag on the bedside seriously, and muttered: "Han Qin......" Then, his eyes widened, Han ...... Han Qin?

He lifted his slightly trembling left hand to cover his mouth, and he couldn't believe that the name belonged to the poor woman on the bed.

He came to the head of the bed, looked at the woman under the skin through the red round rash seriously, and pieced together her previous appearance, which was indeed a little similar, just because of the illness, the original plump face, now, the cheekbones are high, the chin is angular, the eye sockets are sunken, and the rash is too dense on the skin......

No wonder he didn't recognize this person as Han Qin all of a sudden, and he couldn't help but feel a sour and sore pain in his heart.

Perhaps intuitively sensing that someone was staring at her, Han Qin opened his eyes, but at the moment he opened his eyes, he raised his hands to cover his face at the same time, and muttered in his mouth: "No...... Don't look at ...... Don't look. The hands were shaking.

The raised hand, the sleeve of the shirt shrunk down, revealing half of the arm, and there was also a dense rash and red spot on it, even more rampant and wanton than the one on the face, like a weed that no one cared about, stimulating people's vision and impacting people's hearts.

Han Qin...... You, how could you...... It's like this. Shen Yiming said bitterly.

The glamorous Han Qin, the arrogant Han Qin, the courageous Han Qin, the self-pursuing Han Qin, so many Han Qin who live in memory and imagination, but I never thought that there would be such a Han Qin now, poor, sick, and terrible, and he couldn't appear in front of people all day long.

What exactly did she do?

Why did a good person become like this?

The last time I saw her was five years ago, and I remember she said that she had nothing, so that was the case.

Shen Yiming closed his eyes in pain.

There was a low whimper and sobbing sound from the hospital bed, which enveloped the blue curtain with a frightening atmosphere.

The little nurse opened the curtain and retreated when she saw the reaction of the two, confirming that the two knew each other, leaving space for the two to talk.

The old woman in bed No. 1 didn't seem to hear anything, and her eyes were still closed peacefully.

"I'm too ugly now, don't look at it......" Han Qin held the hand that covered his face and never put it down.

Shen Yiming didn't know how to respond well, it was too sudden, even if he was separated, even if he didn't love it, he didn't want to see the other party have such a bad time, what did the little nurse say just now, I remembered it, the third stage of syphilis, isn't that equivalent to the late stage, you can only wait for death?

"Put your hands down."

After hearing him say this, Han Qin slowly lowered his arm.

It's just that her eyes flickered and she looked away, not daring to look directly at him. But Shen Yiming kept staring at her without fear, as if he wanted to stare out of a hole. The scene when the two first met came to mind, the scene where she sang confidently and caught people's attention.

A long sigh silently, this is a jealous face?

Her eyes looked at Han Qin elsewhere, tears rolled down the corners of her eyes, salty tears slid across her cheeks with pimples and rotten scars everywhere, causing bursts of itchy and painful sensations, poking straight at the nerves, she gritted her teeth, grabbed the sheets, and tried not to let people notice the unbearable discomfort, but her trembling body still fell into Shen Yiming's eyes.

She said in a low tone: "You can laugh at it, I am to blame for everything." ”

didn't expect her to say this about herself, Shen Yiming was stunned.

Is it self-inflicted?

There is only one way to get syphilis infection, and it's disgusting to think about it.

Shen Yiming didn't want to delve into it anymore, "When did it start?" ”

"Three years ago, maybe earlier, whatever." She stared vacantly at the chandelier on the ceiling, no longer flickering, but neither at him.

She has no face to see, when people are about to die, she thinks more clearly, and understands that she knows that she was retribution, she gave up Shen Yiming first, she abandoned Shen Xinqian first, she did it, and no one forced her.

It's the path she chose.

I couldn't help but have tears rolling down again, and there was a mixture of itching and pain.

He knew that Han Qin was not lying, he must really have no money, he was originally a child who grew up in a single-parent family, and it was not strange to say that he had no relatives, it might be Han's mother......

"Where's Aunt?" He couldn't help but ask, wanting to ask for a definite answer.

"I went two years ago, but I was useless, and no one was able to keep it. No, it was a deliberate effort to push everyone away, and I thought it was rare that no one was there," she snorted and laughed to herself, "until they were really gone, and I realized that I was so lonely." "It was her pride that made her miserable.

Shen Yiming closed his eyes and said, "I will pay for your treatment." ”

Anyway, she is the biological mother of the child, anyway, they used to have a relationship. She is unkind, and he is unjust, so he will be the same as her. At the moment of life and death, if there is a disease, it is still cured.

Han Qin turned his head to stare at him suddenly, there was a flame in his eyes, his eyes were red, and his face should have been swollen red, but because those red rashes were already red, he couldn't tell whether his face was red or not.

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