"Am I that kind of person? You were found because of money? After saying that, he paused again, isn't she that kind of person? She didn't even know it herself.

Shen Yiming frowned, "If it's a disease, it must be treated." You can't just let it go, you're going to have a hard time. ”

Han Qin sneered, "If you can't cure it, don't you know that you are a doctor?" Even if this disease is cured, it is a half-life, a lifetime thing, just a waste of people. It's better to settle the matter sooner......"

"Han Qin! Don't say such frustrating things! He snapped a scold.

Han Qin was stunned, her heart was so good, there were still people who were worried about her life, and there were still people who wanted to save her life if she was like rotting garbage on the dirty ground, but she was really lucky. She smiled bleakly, like a flower on a cliff.

"Thank you in advance."

After that, the two fell silent, silent, and lifeless.

"Actually, I was looking for you just to ask, is Sissi okay?" She asked weakly.

"It's good, she can already speak, and now she is in elementary school and lives like any other normal child."

Han Qin's breath became short, he was happy and happy, "Great, great." ”

The debt she owes to their father and daughter cannot be paid off.

"I'll go out for a while, you're waiting for me here." After Shen Yiming finished speaking, he lifted the curtain and went out without waiting for her reply.

He went straight to the venereal disease clinic to find Han Qin's attending physician, and the little nurse said that it was Professor Meng from the first clinic.

He came to the outside of Professor Meng's office, "Hello, Professor Meng. ”

Professor Meng raised his head when he heard the sound, his reading glasses slid to the tip of his nose, and he rolled his eyes to look at the person at the door.

"This is Dr. Shen from the Department of Psychology, right?" Shen Yiming has become a small celebrity in the hospital in recent years, and all major clinics have taken him as an example to promote in the clinic, saying that they want to learn from the young and promising Shen Yiming, so although Professor Meng has almost no contact with the psychology department, he can recognize people at the first time.

"That's right. This time, I wanted to ask something. ”

Professor Meng pointed to the chair in front of the table and motioned for him to sit down and speak. Professor Meng also thought of a person for the first time, Han Qin. It's probably related to her.

"Come, let's talk."

"What's wrong with Han Qin's condition?"

Really.

"Not optimistic." Although he had been prepared, Shen Yiming still chuckled when he heard what the attending physician said, and Professor Meng sighed and continued, "When she went to the hospital, she was confirmed to be a terminal syphilis patient, and now the virus has metastasized to the internal organs, attacking the heart." In fact, she knew that she had this disease three years ago, but she did not actively treat it, and was not admitted to the hospital until she was seriously ill two months ago. Shengsheng missed the golden period of healing. ”

Why did he know that he was sick and didn't actively treat it, Shen Yiming looked at the ground blankly and listened to Professor Meng talk.

"Now, her condition is getting worse day by day, and I don't know how long she can last, and it is currently expected to be a month."

Hearing this, Shen Yiming's heart chuckled again, and his eyes were empty, as if he was looking at Professor Meng, and his thoughts seemed to drift into the distance.

It's only a little bit of time.

Shen Yiming didn't go any further, stood up and bowed slightly, "Okay, I know, thank you." ”

Professor Meng looked at him and smiled bitterly.

As a doctor, I have long looked down on life and death, and I don't look down on life and death, what to do

A good doctor, a good doctor does not need surging emotions, that is not conducive to them to make an accurate judgment of the disease, is not conducive to them to appease the patient's emotions, if the doctor is more impatient than the patient and first shows fear, then how can the patient face the unknown condition, how to believe that the doctor can save his life?

In order to build a relationship of trust between patients and doctors, doctors have developed a mindset that is not alarmed by changes over the years. Every day in different departments, there is bad news, it is habit and numbness.

But when this life and death are put on a familiar person, it still can't be calm. Although someone dies, it is always a stranger, and you can still stay calm, once it happens to someone you know or even care about, you can't calm down, everyone is not a saint, and you can't really abandon the seven emotions and six desires.

Professor Meng knows this feeling, and he has obviously saved the lives of countless people, but he can't save the lives of people he cares about.

After watching Shen Yiming walk out of the office lonely, he lowered his head and shook his head.

Shen Yiming walked back to ward 504 in a daze, and along the way, he was in a trance as if his soul was out of his shell.

The mother-in-law of bed No. 1 had already woken up, with her eyes half open, and watched indifferently as Shen Yiming walked in, her eyes followed him from the moment he entered the door until he entered the curtain.

He lifted the blue curtain again, and Han Qin was looking at him.

"Do you want to see Sissi?" He said stiffly.

Han Qin was stunned, he didn't expect him to ask such a question.

Yes, of course I do. Although he knew that he was not worthy of seeing his daughter, after being asked like this, he still had a shameless desire in his heart, as fierce as wave after wave of water crashing onto the reef.

“…… May I? She didn't say yes, but asked if it was okay, she felt that she needed to get permission from his family to see Shen Xinqian.

"Yes, I'll convince them."

Han Qin burst into tears again, "Thank you." ”

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Shen family.

Shen Xinqian was taken down to play by Wang Ma ten minutes ago.

"Why are you still mentioning that woman after all this time!" Mother Shen roared and stood up from the sofa, and the pillow she was holding on to was thrown to the ground hard.

Father Shen still sat on the sofa with a stern face and did not express his opinion.

Shen Yiming stood in front of the second elder, hanging his head.

This scene is no stranger to their family, and it also appeared many years ago when Shen Yiming first proposed to marry Han Qin.

Strongly oppose and insist.

"Mom, listen to me, don't hear Han Qin be so excited."

"How could I not be excited! You're sticking to what we're both against! Over the years, I even dreamed that Han Qin was coming to snatch Sissi away! After waking up from the dream, I was glad that it was a dream. But now, my son said he was going to take Sissi to meet that mean woman! Why don't you get excited! Qian Qian is just a little better, you will send her over urgently, do you say that you are still obsessed with that woman......" Shen's mother was so anxious that tears flowed out, she hid her face and cried, and only when Han Qin was mentioned, Shen's mother, who had always been gentle and virtuous, would lose control, after all, that woman had hurt two people she would strive to protect.

Shen Yiming held his forehead and said patiently: "Mom, this is really getting farther and farther, you listen to me first, Han Qin ...... her"

As soon as she heard Han Qin's words, Shen's mother had another sign that she was going to faint, "You are an unfilial son, and you still mention it!" ”

Father Shen coughed, waved his hand, and said solemnly: "Okay, what is crying like, it's not too late to cry after listening to him first." ”

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