"But father, didn't you tell Qing'er that if you know your mistakes, you have to change them, shouldn't adults do the same?" Gu Changqing muttered very dissatisfied.

At that time, he didn't understand why his father said differently than before.

"Qing'er, adults and children are different. You see that we adults are taller than you, so we have to bear more things than you need to bear, you are simple and innocent, that is the most sincere gift from God to you, but when people grow up, they will pay attention to fame and fortune and face dignity, just like you like to wear new clothes, fame, fortune, dignity and face are so important to adults.

If you do that, you are hurting the old gentleman's face, which is equivalent to not letting you walk on the street in clothes, do you think he can not be angry?! ”

"But can I wear old clothes instead of new ones? Then why can't the old gentleman admit his mistake in that situation? Gu Changqing's face was innocent.

Gu Jingping took his hand appreciatively and walked outside the door, at this time it was already full of stars, and the crescent moon was hanging in the middle, exuding a very soft light.

"Therefore, this is the cleanest place for you children, and it is also the most cherished place, your heart is as clean as the moonlight, but in the eyes of adults, even the stars and moon in the sky will not be more dazzling than that fame and fortune."

Gu Changqing's head shook into a rattle, "Qing'er doesn't understand." ”

Gu Jingping squatted down and stretched out his finger to point at the crescent moon, "Qing'er, tell your father, what did you see?" ”

"The moon?"

"Look again."

"Or the moon?"

But in the eyes of adults, what they see is not the moon, but how can it be turned into a means of money and power. Naturally, you won't understand it now, but when you understand it one day, the father still hopes that you can keep what you think today, keep the innocence in your heart, and don't be infected by the darkness of this society.

You must always remember the contempt you have for those people in your heart at this moment, and you must constantly warn yourself that you should never allow yourself to become the kind of person you despise today.

Do you understand? ”

Gu Changqing nodded as if he didn't understand, he couldn't understand why such a beautiful moon had become a means of money and power in the eyes of adults.

"Then Qing'er, should I apologize to the old gentleman tomorrow?"

Gu Changqing nodded, but after returning to his room, he first wrote a letter of apology to his father guiltily. Taking advantage of the night, he secretly slipped through the crack in the door of his father's room.

Since then, Gu Changqing has been handing it in according to this method if he has anything that he can't say, and it seems to have become a secret between father and son, a secret that is unknown but cherished by both of them.

On weekdays, he didn't mention anything about this matter when they met, but whenever Gu Changqing made a request, Gu Jingping would do what he thought.

This went on until the day when it could never be recovered.

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"May I come in?"

Early in the morning, Yan Mu found Xie Ling and told her not to disturb Gu Changqing today no matter what.

But in Xie Ling's heart, the more she was at this time, the more panicked she became.

According to Gu Changqing's temperament that she would rather hold it all in her heart than say a word to others, she was not at all at ease to let him stay alone at such a time.

Even if it is tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, it doesn't matter if he is left alone in the house, but the more special festivals like this, the more people who have grown up in the absence of children want to be accompanied.

Even if he doesn't speak, it's fine, but as long as he turns his head, he can see that he is not alone.

"Come in, right?"

Hearing this, Xie Ling turned his head

Sticking out his tongue at Yan Mu, Yan Mu looked helpless, in the past, he didn't dare to talk to him, let alone knock on his door and get an answer to get in, it was really a different life for men and women.

Yan Mu sighed and walked back, and Xie Ling also gently opened the door and entered the house.

Gu Changqing was still writing, and he said without raising his head, "You eat something by yourself first, I have something to do now." ”

"I'm not in a hurry, you do yours, I'll just sit here by myself for a while." Xie Ling waved his hand and said softly.

Xie Ling said to sit for a while, but before that moment came, Gu Changqing looked up and saw that she was already lying on the table and drowsy.

He glanced at it lightly, then lowered his head on the spot and continued to write.

Gu Changqing didn't know why, this year's feeling was very different from every year, although he still felt that his heart was blocked, but it seemed that the feeling of sadness that he was always alone was not as serious as in previous years.

He raised his head and watched the sound of Xie Ling's slight breathing as he fell asleep, and the whole room seemed to warm up.

He put the papers away, got up and stretched, and his whole body was much lighter.

Slowly walked to Xie Ling's side, he stretched out his hand and was about to touch her gently, but he was startled by Xie Ling's big face with a wicked smile, "Did you wake up without a sound?" ”

"Who wakes up and still needs to shout that I'm awake, are you ready? That's a fool, I'm a smart person, and I've always done things quietly. Xie Ling shook his shoulders and said casually.

In fact, she had already woken up, she was just pretending to be asleep at that time, she kept hiding her eyes under her arm, and secretly watched Gu Changqing come over. Then find the right moment to scare him.

"Have you eaten? Take you to dinner. ”

After speaking, Gu Changqing felt that this question was not quite right, but he couldn't control it, and when he saw Xie Ling, he wanted to ask this sentence.

"No, no." Xie Ling shook his head, "I haven't paid back the money I borrowed last time, and he won't let me go out to eat with you anymore." ”

Gu Changqing was very worried in his heart, it was really not the time for these two people to eat themselves.

"Gu Changqing, let me ask you, are you particularly sad today?" Xie Ling hesitated for a long time, but still said it, in fact, she didn't want to ask directly.

"It's okay. It's been sad for a long time, and I'll get used to it. Gu Changqing sat on the chair and replied as if he didn't care, but the water in the trembling cup he held in his hand betrayed him without the slightest hesitation.

"But you care so much, why do you never ask me if I've seen them?" Xie Ling asked in a hoarse voice.

"Why ask? Can you bring them back to life? Gu Changqing's voice was as cold as ice, and even his face turned pale.

"Gu Changqing, tell me, what are you running away from? Are you still living in the world you imagined, and are you still not convinced that they are leaving? Why don't you talk to us about all this for so long, you're a coward, you don't dare admit anything. But what's the use of you being so self-deceptive? Will they be able to come back alive? Xie Lingmo's pupils turned slightly, and he thought about it in his heart for a long time before he endured the feeling of being even more heartbroken than Gu Changqing at this time and said those words.

She understands that maybe this is not a good time to say this, but she really can't bear to watch Gu Changqing have been a turtle in this matter, the wound in her heart is the same as on the body, the rotten meat has to be dug down ruthlessly, only in this way can new meat grow in the wound, even if it will leave scars in the end, but it will no longer be as bloody as that, but if it is not dealt with in time, it will not be eliminated in the most bloody way, I am afraid that it will hurt day and night.

The wound will grow from small to large and eventually festering to the whole body.

But such words were so harsh in Gu Changqing's heart.

"Get out." Gu Changqing stretched out his hand and pointed to the door, Xie Ling's face seemed to have a layer of ice, and he shouted loudly without the slightest emotion, "Get out." ”

( = Old Song)

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