Chapter 58: The Battle of Qingming (2)
"Gu Changqing", Xie Ling also stood up, at this time she was just to Gu Changqing's shoulder, but despite this, the sharp wind in her words was not lost, "Gu Changqing, don't be a turtle with a shrunken head anymore." That's nothing, this process is something that everyone will go through, it's just that you went through it earlier.
Then you are the county order, you are the Gu Changqing who became famous in the entire capital by virtue of himself, you shouldn't always hide yourself in a dark corner, I know, you feel pain and sadness in your heart, but think about it, will your parents be willing to see you like this?
Who doesn't want their children to be well, can you give them peace of mind? Is this filial piety? ”
Xie Ling's aggressive appearance seemed to be a sharp heavy rainstorm, and he couldn't help but say that it hit all places.
"I didn't be a shrunken turtle." Gu Changqing retorted weakly, slowly walked to the window, and looked at the scenery that was gradually becoming vibrant.
Perhaps, the flowers in this yard are blooming, it should be more fascinating, right?
"You didn't be a turtle with a shrunken head, why don't you mention those things, we have known each other for a little time, it doesn't matter, what about Yanmu, he has known you for more than 20 years, but why do you always act like a nobody, why don't you even cry?" Xie Ling raised his head and glanced at Gu Changqing, but his heart was in a heart-rending pain, but he just turned his head slightly and gently wiped away the tears that were about to gush out.
She hadn't seen her parents, nor had she felt the pain of saying goodbye to each other, but she could still imagine the six-year-old Gu Changqing lying on such a gradually cooling body, and her body couldn't help shaking.
How can you get out of such a bloody scene?
Maybe it's better to talk to someone close to you, or maybe it's a reckless cry than to bear it silently by yourself.
"Who are you? Does any of this have anything to do with you? Why am I talking to you, why am I crying in front of you? Gu Changqing's palms were clenched into fists fiercely and put them on his waist, and every word in his words was like a sharp sword.
"Why not with me? Why don't you cry? Is that because you are cowardly, you are cowardly, you dare not admit all this, you think that as long as you don't admit yourself, you can treat it as if none of this happened, you think that as long as you write to them every day, they will receive it, you can treat it as if they are all alive? A trace of sadness flashed in Xie Ling's eyes, such aggressiveness, such fierce rhetoric was not her original intention, but since the words had already been said here, since she had already started to use a knife to remove the rotten flesh that had accumulated in the wound for a long time, she could not be soft.
Just like on the battlefield, once you shoot, you must cut the grass and eradicate the roots, and never suffer from future troubles.
"I said, what does my business have to do with you, you go out, this is my room, I'm going to rest." Gu Changqing pointed to the door and said mercilessly, but the trembling voice betrayed the composure he pretended to be at this time.
No one will be eternally calm, eternally indifferent.
Joy and anger are invisible, that's not pretending to be good.
"What does it have to do with you if I can't go? These legs are on my body. Xie Ling didn't hesitate to refute the past, playing a scoundrel, who wouldn't.
"It's okay if you don't want to admit it, it's okay if you're willing to hide yourself under that dark layer of protection forever, but why did you ask Ye Fu like that in the first place, why did you ask him, is it possible for someone there
Live forever. Only you know what you think, but you can deceive us, and you will never deceive yourself. ”
Gu Changqing, who touched his heart, felt a sense of powerlessness at this time, he understood that all the words Xie Ling said today were right, he was cowardly and timid, so he would keep secretly crying in the bed, he would be afraid of the dark, and he would be inexplicably depressed and unable to breathe in that kind of dark place, he understood all this, but many things were easy to say, but it was not necessarily a great success to do but to do cramps and pull out bones.
Seeing that Gu Changqing just lowered his head and didn't answer, Xie Ling couldn't bear to stimulate him like that anymore, just walked lightly to the side of the bed he occupied, reached out and tugged his sleeve slightly as before, and said in a soft voice, "Gu Changqing, do you know?" In our hearts, you will always be the most powerful person, you are smart, persistent, upright, and there is nothing you can't do without success. But how can you not understand that life is not only painful, but if a person only remembers pain, then it will be a life of only pain. ”
The room was gradually filled with the bright afternoon sun, and they fell unscrupulously on the faces of the two people, like dancers in some court, floating lightly.
"But I can't do it, I can't forget it." Gu Changqing's face was as miserable as snow, and it looked even more pale and powerless under the sunlight, but his face was no longer as cold as ice, nor was it the slightest emotion, as if it was a momentary thing, and those psychological sorrows, sorrows, and desolations all jumped on his face.
"I'm here, Yanmu is also there, everyone is here, we will slowly accompany you. Separation is not scary, and we will always see each other one day. The terrible thing is that this short decades of separation has completely hit you, and I am sure that they will not want to see you like this.
If you are happy, they will be happy, even if you are separated by a far, long distance, even if you can no longer see it, but the emotions between you are always interconnected.
How you feel, they will naturally feel. ”
After that, Xie Ling quietly touched Gu Changqing's hand, and the two hands, which were cold in the afternoon, gradually became entangled, warming each other.
Xie Ling believes that all the fate in this world will not be for no reason. The encounter between himself and him must be to make both of them live better and find the truest and happiest self.
She led him out of the fear of death and separation.
He led her to the expectation of clarity and happiness.
"Did you really never see them?" Gu Changqing stretched out his hand and squeezed Xie Ling's hand vigorously before turning his head, staring at her intently, and saying the most difficult question in his heart in his most plain tone.
The violent beating in Xie Ling's chest because of the fierce words, and because of Gu Changqing's indifferent question, he was finally calmed down.
None of them are angry and irritable people, and all their anger is just because they have touched the people they care about, so they will argue with each other so carelessly.
Because they care, they will speak ill of each other when they are in pain.
"I haven't seen it, but don't worry, as long as they appear, as long as they are willing to let me see it, no matter what, I will tell you, so that you can have the opportunity to say all the words of the past twenty years to them." Xie Ling's head tilted slightly, leaning on his shoulder, his face was soft, and his words were gentle.
It was as if the person who confronted Gu Changqing just now was not her.
( = Old Song)
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