Konstantin's heart suddenly sank into a deep cold, as if it was instantly frozen in ice, and there was no way to melt it again.

He had imagined all sorts of scenarios, and he had imagined the worst. He told himself again and again that if this was really the case, it was also her choice because he was not good enough. Konstantin wants Shaida to feel happy and happy, and he wants to be stronger and stronger and can give her happiness and joy. But what if she doesn't want it?

Respect her choice. Even so, you have to protect her!

But after all, it's all imagination, not seeing it with your own eyes.

When I really saw it with my own eyes, I knew that it was not something that a fragile human heart could bear.

Konstantin didn't know how he left at all, like a drunken man whose mind was blank and didn't even know how to get home. When he got home, he didn't even bother to change his clothes, and collapsed on the bed as if he was paralyzed, unable to sleep all night.

That's why we have today's complete aberration.

On this day, I have been blaming myself in my heart. Konstantin kept saying to himself, I am a dancer, and no matter what happens, I must not affect the expression in the dance, even in practice!

However, it simply can't be done!

Konstantin took the stage from a very young age and was also known for his mental stability from a very young age. He has overcome many difficulties, and no matter what blows, unhappiness and sadness he encountered, it has never affected his performance on stage.

Konstantin in the dance is a different person entirely.

But today, he found himself unable to restrain his inner turmoil no matter what, and he couldn't stay in shape no matter what.

Such a gaffe was discovered at once by the perceptive Principal Holden.

Konstantin had nothing to say and decisively chose to retreat. There is no point in continuing to practice, and the top priority now is to stabilize your chaotic mind as soon as possible.

But when I went out, I was blown by the cold wind, but I still couldn't wake up anyway.

I can't go home, I linger for a long time, and I still can't open my legs. It was at this time that he received a call from Shaida and ended up sitting here side by side with her.

Now, Konstantin regrets that he asked such a question.

Ask her if she's in a relationship with Fantasia? Is this what you want, do you want to see her nod her head and say yes?

It's not that I haven't seen it!

It's been a gaffe all day. Sure enough, it's a mess now, and I don't know what I'm doing.

Shaida was speechless by the question, not knowing how to answer.

Headmaster Holden admonished Gray and forbade him to show his feelings in public until the end of the match, which Shaida heard outside the door. In the principal's words, in addition to considering the development of Gray and Shaida, he also mentioned that their relationship is no longer a matter of two people, and it may also affect the two pillars of the team, Constantine and Aviana.

Shaida then persuaded Gray to keep his undisguised innocence from being exposed. She didn't think much of it, not out of strategy, but out of intuition.

Since he understood his own thoughts, his attachment to Gray has unconsciously increased day by day. Shaida knew that sooner or later, she would have to face Kosgaard, who had confessed his heart so sincerely, and her feelings for Gray would definitely hurt him.

But this heart can only be given to one person, can only respond to one person, given and accepted completely.

At first, she really wanted to hide it from everyone, so that she didn't have to face this sad situation soon.

But if he knew, if Kosgaard already knew, Shaida would never have lied to him, even if it would anger Headmaster Holden.

No matter what happens, Kosgaard must never be deceived by lies.

"Kosgaard," Shaida turned to Konstantin, her voice unexpectedly firm, "I'm sorry, I'm ...... Already in love with Gray, so ...... I'm dating Gray ......."

Konstantin already knew this answer, and a heart has long been ravaged by this answer. Ravaged with holes. However, when this answer really came out of the mouth of the beloved girl, it was like a knife that was too sharp, piercing straight into his chest.

He sat like a stone statue for a long time before he nodded and said in a hoarse voice, "Ida, I understand." ”

This period of time is like standing still, and the grief that envelops it like a flood is almost suffocating. Shaida sat beside Konstantin, empathetic to all of this, barely able to control her tears.

It turned out that this incident would make Kosgaard sad so much......

But if Gray had been replaced, would the sadness be a little less?

Time passed, and in the process of getting along with Gray, Shaida had already used her body to skin and felt the depth of his affection.

There are some things in the world where there really is no way to have it both ways, and if so, perhaps the only thing that can be done is to be honest.

Shaida searched for the barren words in her head, trying to say something to comfort Konstantin, but as soon as she opened her mouth, he suddenly reached out and covered it.

"Don't say it, Ida, don't say it......"

In the hazy night, Konstantin's face was pale, and his sun-like blonde hair and blue eyes seemed to have lost their original vibrant color in an instant.

It took him a long time to calm himself down.

If this continues, she will suffer and be sad with herself, how can all this she has endured be transferred to her?

In Konstantin's heart, Shaida should not have a sad expression. She will always be the bright flower of the grassland, she deserves to be cared for, and she should always be bright and beautiful.

"Date, don't blame me......" Konstantin stretched out his finger and gently stroked Shaida's cheek. Her face was cold, but the tentacles were so delicate that it was heartwarming.

This is the first time I have reached out and stroked. Touching her cheek, I've liked her for so long, I've never had the opportunity or the courage to get a little close to her.

It turns out that this is the feeling -

It's so beautiful, so beautiful that it brings more sorrow that you can't ask for.

"Ida, don't say anything. No matter what you think in your heart, no matter who you love, I am here, guarding your ......"

Shaida was startled, an answer she couldn't afford at all.

"Kosgaard, you can't do this, you ......"

"Don't speak, don't refuse me...... Konstantin's tone almost turned into a pleading, "my feelings for you are completely my own will, and I have nothing to do with you, I will not bother you, and I will not ask you for anything." I just ask you not to deprive me of this right, and give me a little courage so that I can sustain it......"

Without waiting for Shaida to reply, he suddenly got up, said "I'm leaving," and turned to quickly flee into the darkness.