Chapter 247: The heart is like a knife
What's wrong with Kosgaard?
Konstantin rarely had instability, he was always known for his stability, and he rarely made mistakes even on stage.
Moreover, his emotional control is outstanding among his peers, and he has not heard of any unexpected events that can affect his performance in dance.
If Holden had said that, the situation would have been quite serious.
Xia Ida thought about it, and she didn't feel at ease. Finally, looking forward to the end of the practice, she quickly took out her mobile phone and called Konstantin.
The phone was connected for a long time, and the other party finally picked it up, and said in a low and soft voice: "Hey......"
"Kosgaard, are you sick?" Shaida asked eagerly.
Konstantin was silent for a long time. He rarely does this on the phone, so Shaida is even more worried.
"What's wrong with you? Where are you now? Don't scare me! Her voice grew anxious.
"Date ......" Konstantin, who had been quiet for a long time, finally spoke, "I'm ...... at the school gate"
What the hell is going on? It's really abnormal!
From the time Konstantin left the classroom to the end of the training, there was more than an hour in between. And for more than an hour, not only did he not go home, but still lingered at the school gate?
How cold it is outside!
"Kosgaard, which door are you in, I'll look for you, I'll look for you now!" Shaida said categorically.
Konstantin hesitated for a moment, and finally said: "I'm ...... at the back door"
Shaida didn't say a word, put her bag on her back and ran out.
It was already dark, and she ran to the back door, and after searching for a long time, she finally saw Konstantin on a bench in the middle of nowhere.
Under the faint light of the street lamp, Konstantin wrapped himself in a large scarf, and the whole person seemed to shrink and look extremely fragile.
Shaida walked over, first stretched out her hand and touched his forehead, not having a fever, then relieved her heart and sat down beside him.
Konstantin's body trembled slightly, and then it returned to its sculptural solidification.
"What's wrong? Can you tell me......" Shaida asked cautiously.
This is not like Kosgaard at all, usually he seems to be bathed in the sun all over his body, but now he is like a withered leaf in the wind.
Konstantin was silent, bowed his head, and seemed to hesitate for a long time before finally turning his head and looking at Shaida.
"I can't do it, I can't concentrate anyway......" he said in a hoarse voice.
"How ......"
Before he could finish speaking, he was interrupted by Konstantin, as if he would lose his courage if he didn't say it quickly.
"Ida, are you with him...... and him...... In a relationship? ”
Shaida was startled, and it took a while for her to finally understand what he meant.
"He" couldn't have been referring to anyone else, he had to be talking about Gray.
"From that day on, from the moment he took you away from my house, I told myself to be calm and to keep a peaceful heart no matter what happened. However, it was not until yesterday that I realized that the reason why I was able to maintain peace of mind was because I still had illusions and hopes in my heart......"
"Yesterday ......"
"I'm sorry Ida, yesterday, I followed you......"
Shaida froze. She never expected Konstantin to do this.
If Konstantin really stalked her, he should have seen it...... Himself with Gray.
I just don't know what he saw......
Saying these words, Konstantin's heart was also very painful, but the pain had almost reached the extreme, and no matter how much more or less, it didn't seem to make much sense.
Yesterday, Gray Fantasia, who hadn't been seen for many days, suddenly appeared with a new work. He must have gone into retreat choreographing, which is why everything is so calm these days.
But when he appeared, Konstantin found that Shaida's eyes were quietly chasing him. There was not a lot of tacit communication between the two of them, but it made people suddenly extremely uneasy, because the girl's eyes were different from any other time, and there was a suppressed eagerness in her eyes when she looked at him.
It must be very, very happy to be wrapped in such a gaze, and Konstantin envied that gaze, but that gaze never fell on him.
When Shaida looked at Konstantin, her eyes never dodged, always full of down-and-out ...... Friendship.
Konstantin knew that Shaida had always been full of affection for him, but that emotion was not what he wanted, that emotion was like a symbiotic relative, but it was not a heart-to-heart couple.
Now, that unsettling look...... Finally appeared.
In the days that I didn't know and were full of entanglements and doubts, did something happen, something happened that was enough to change everything?
So, when the training was over and Shaida packed up her things and went back, Konstantin followed her from a distance.
These days, for the convenience of practice, she sometimes lives in the school dormitory. But today, she chose to go back.
She didn't walk fast, and she didn't look anxious, maybe she was too worried, right?
However, when Konstantin saw Vantacia standing outside the school gate from a distance, smiling and waiting, it was as if a sharp knife had been inserted in his heart.
Watching the two people, they slowly walked into the distance side by side.
They made an appointment, and he waited for her here......
I know that I shouldn't continue to watch it, but I can't control myself. Konstantin followed deep and shallow, barely knowing what he was doing.
Perhaps, what about just going home together?
After all, she lives in his house, works for his family, and receives his family's salary. Vantacia hasn't returned for a few days, so it's normal to walk back together.
With such a glimmer of hope, Konstantin followed them into the woods. At the moment when their figures disappeared into the woods, he saw Vantacia stretch out his arm and take the girl into his arms!
It was so natural that it wasn't the first time!
Konstantin's body suddenly stiffened there, feeling the bitterly cold wind of winter.
He knew that he should not follow any longer, neither for others nor for himself, but his mind was blank, and his body did not obey at all.
Konstantin walked slowly into the woods, it was already dark, and only the moonlight sprinkled in the woods, illuminating everything hazy.
The footsteps were a little staggering, deep and shallow, stepping on several dead branches, making a soft "click" sound. However, the two people who saw it from a distance seemed to have nothing outside in their hearts, and they had long been deaf to such a voice.
Konstantin saw Vantacia hold the girl against the tree and bury her head deeply. The girl did not resist at all, but gradually responded to his closeness, embraced him, and intertwined tightly with him.