"I'm sorry..."Xie Ling felt Gu Changqing's heartbeat from his body to his heart little by little, the feeling was amazing, as if he had taken some forbidden medicine, his heart was beating fast.

But because of her urgency just now, she knew that those words would definitely hurt him, so she had to speak and break this wonderful scene.

Gu Changqing's face had softened a lot, but his eyes were still in a daze at the scenery outside, and the branches of the small saplings facing the two people had gradually begun to have a trace of green from the gray appearance in winter.

Still, it was so small, as small as if a gust of wind could blow it away.

But since he came to this county office, he has watched him walk through the demon wind in the autumn, through the overwhelming snow in the winter, and now he is slowly welcoming the nourishment of the spring rain and spring breeze.

"You shouldn't apologize, you didn't do anything wrong. I've been locking myself down all along. Even if I have such a good relationship with Yanmu, I have never shown the sadness in my heart.

I thought that as long as I didn't say it, others wouldn't know what I had been through, and they wouldn't know the pain in my heart.

When I was a child, I was like this because as long as I was even the slightest bit weak and not strong, I would be bullied. Later, it was because the older I grew up, the more I realized how happy it is to be an ordinary person, to be a person who has not experienced strong winds and waves, and who has been ordinary all his life.

I want that life, and it doesn't matter if it's just a little bit of money. At the very least, everybody's there. I thought that if I did this, I could really live like that. ”

Gu Changqing stretched out his hand and blocked Xie Ling's bright and dazzling light from the window, but he didn't expect that his fingers would fall shadows on her face one by one.

They lined up, and they landed on her face without the slightest scramble.

"Then Qingming, do we want to go on a trip together. You won't take me with you just because I scolded you today, right?! ”

Although Xie Ling sometimes doesn't look like a girl, she understands a lot of truths, and she also knows how to stop in moderation.

She felt that the sad topic of today's relationship was over, and she couldn't say anything more.

So, just squinting your eyes, smiling maliciously, and asking this sentence.

Gu Changqing was stunned for a moment, "I don't want to take you there, but I have to take care of you?" ”

"Really? Then I'm going to go along?! Don't think I'm talking too much. Xie Ling lowered his head and pursed his lips and smiled.

At the same time, the two people under Gu Changqing's window instantly let out a long breath, and this breath was so long that they almost couldn't breathe out.

Yan Mu patted his chest, suppressing the inexpressible joy in his heart, he grew up with Gu Changqing, so he naturally knew him very well.

When he was a child, Gu Changqing had a serious illness, and after his parents gave him medicine every day, he asked Yanmu to stay and take care of him.

Gu Changqing, who is as cold as ice on weekdays, doesn't talk much, and doesn't play with himself, is white and pure like a weak little girl in the pain, and the fine hair on his forehead is tightly attached to his forehead and cheeks because of fever and sweating.

Yan Mu just wanted to step forward and didn't come down, but he watched him in his sleep and began to tremble violently, and beads of sweat appeared on his forehead one after another, one after another.

Some of them were so bold that they couldn't bear the weight, so they simply slowly flowed down the side of their foreheads around their ears and wet the pillow.

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p; The hands that were still a little baby fat were holding the quilt tightly, and it seemed that he also wanted to control the trembling all over his body in the dream.

At that time, Yan Mu was also very small, but looking at Gu Changqing, who was a few months younger than himself, his whole heart felt as if he had been shattered by something.

He didn't understand why such a young child was so frightening when he was asleep, could it be that there was a beast chasing him when he was dreaming.

Later, when Yan Mu grew big enough and understood that there were many things in this world that were more terrifying than beasts, he naturally understood why Gu Changqing was so scared in his dreams at that time.

Yan Mu still remembers that when he walked over with a handkerchief trembling and wanted to wipe the beads of sweat rolling down his face, Gu Changqing's tears also fell, wetting the young Yan Mu's heart.

At that time, he was thinking that he must protect his younger brother well, so as not to let him be so scared and not let him cry.

However, after that time, Yanmu never saw him cry again.

That was after Yan Mu asked Gu Changqing why he was crying in his dream, Gu Changqing secretly put a lock on his room and locked it from the inside, as long as he was sleeping, no one else could go in, not even Yan Mu.

At that time, he was very young and already understood that vulnerability can only be seen by himself, no matter how sad he is, he must pretend to be strong in front of others, otherwise he can only be bullied.

Yan Mu understood Gu Changqing's temperament, so he came here uncomfortably after he had already told Xie Ling not to disturb him, Xie Ling's temperament was a little straight, and he was afraid that if she said something wrong, she would provoke Gu Changqing today.

Therefore, from the time when the two of them were violently confronting and arguing in the house, Yan Mu had been holding his breath, and he didn't dare to come out, wanting to go in and persuade him, but he was denied by Yan Huailiu beside him who shook his head gently.

Yan Huailiu said that many times, the pain of friendship cannot be erased, maybe love can.

Yan Mu was right to think about it, after all, many times, Xie Ling could indeed unexpectedly get privileges from Gu Changqing that he had never gotten.

The two of them have been listening to the movement inside with bated breath in the spring breeze, from the initial stability to the intensity in the middle and then to the warmth and calmness later, the two of them also seem to have followed the two people inside to experience a rapid heavy rain in the summer, wetting their eyes and hearts.

Yan Mu looked at Yan Huailiu, whose eyes were red, and couldn't help but stretch out his arm and hug her over, like all men, protecting the person he liked in his arms.

It's just that this protection was too short-lived, and he was quickly withdrawn by Yan Huailiu's glare.

But listening to the situation of the two people in the room, Yan Mu also slowly let go of that heart.

At that time, when the two of them were arguing, he was also afraid that Xie Ling would be destroyed by Gu Changqing's momentum, and he would be so frightened that he couldn't speak when Gu Changqing stared at him.

But when Xie Ling's knife rose and fell extremely quickly, directly impacting the most vulnerable defense line in Gu Changqing's heart, in Gu Changqing's voice that gradually calmed down.

Yan Mu gradually understood that God had arranged Xie Ling's appearance after careful consideration.

Maybe in the eyes of many people, it is impossible for the two colors to stand together, one is the new champion, and the other is growing up with a group of homeless people.

But every time, when others were helpless, only Xie Ling could make Gu Changqing different.

Not so stubborn, not a dull face, but also laughing, and even sometimes a little jealous and tangled.

Perhaps, this is the fundamental appearance of emotion.

( = Old Song)

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