Chapter 481: Is There Any Other Way?
Tang Jun was dumbfounded. Power, status, these things, I don't know when they began to gradually occupy his heart. He still remembered the first time he met Su Yingxue a few years ago, at that time, although he was extremely depressed about the situation of Duanwangfu, he never really took these things to heart.
Later, he felt that Su Yingxue was really a stable person, although she always said that she wanted to live a carefree life, but in the deep house, she was also quite quiet and secure. It's just that sometimes the temper is really not small. It's just that she always can't bear to lose her temper with the people she cares about, and those she doesn't care about are unwilling to compromise.
He knew that her heart for himself was impeccable. Since they fell in love, although Su Yingxue has relied on him for many things, whenever she makes a move, it is for his good, and she acts for him, even though there are thousands of excuses, and those excuses are even hidden from herself, but he knows why.
How could such a girl who loved him give up so easily?
However, do you really want to follow her to live in seclusion?
......
Su Yingxue retracted her gaze and looked away. She didn't want him to think about it anymore.
Because, a lot of calculations.
He thought about it for so long, just wondering if she was worth giving up all he had. And the more she was so careful, the more she made Su Yingxue feel uneasy. If he thinks and gives up everything because of him, then one day, when he regrets it, he will have all kinds of hatred for her.
But she is really not suitable to enter the royal family. Those intrigues are too tiring. The things she has to deal with in the past few years are enough for her to get bored. She just wants to live a comfortable life every day, just want to live the simplest life.
Tang Jun, the person she loves is still no longer the person who can accompany her.
She knew he still loved her, but the future was different.
"In three days, I'll be leaving." Su Yingxue suddenly spoke.
Tang Jun stood up with a 'rub' and said in a panic: "I didn't say ......"
The corners of Su Yingxue's mouth showed a faint smile: "Ah Jun, I know everything." Of course I understand your intentions for me. However, life is long, I have my own desires, and you have your own desires. In the past, there may not be any contradictions in our future path, but now we have already gone in a different direction, so why bother with this? The two of us, I still have your love, you have my love, the love is true, and the meaning is also true. It's also true that they are chasing their own lives. We are all responsible for our own lives. ”
"But I'm going to be miserable to lose you." Tang Jun said hurriedly.
Su Yingxue lowered her head and tried her best to make herself look relaxed: "I know that if I lose you, I will also suffer." However, Tang Jun, I have lost too much for freedom, and I can't lose my life after losing so much. I love you, always have. However, we live in this world, in addition to love, we also have to face reality. I can't go down the road you want to take, and if I have to go on reluctantly, it will definitely make my life worse than death. And you, you may not be able to get used to the life I want to live. ”
Tang Jun wanted to refute. How can you say that? Doesn't that mean that you don't love me enough for you to give up everything for me, and that I love you enough for me to lose everything for you.
"When we fall in love with someone, we don't love the sacrifice they make for themselves, but the real person. And if this person completely overthrows his life because of himself, is this person still the person he loves? ”
Tang Jungang's open mouth froze.
What should Su Yingxue, whom he loves, look like? And if Su Yingxue is really as he thinks, from now on, if she lives the life of a princess in the palace, will she become like that?
There was a real fear in his heart.
If that's really the case, day after day, he's just afraid that he won't be able to love Su Yingxue as much as before.
He shook his head in fear, thinking that the thought was terrifying.
However, he felt that he was really reluctant to let Su Yingxue leave, and when he thought that she would leave, his heart was like a knife cut, and the pain of seeing blood from the knife was painful. The pain was worse than any injury he had ever suffered.
"Cher, is there really no other way between us?"
"Yes." Su Yingxue raised her head and smiled indifferently and sincerely. "I will wait for you, for the day when you get tired of the court, for the day when you want to live like that with me. I'll keep waiting. "It's just that whether I can wait for you or not is not something I can say. It's up to you to decide all of this. Su Yingxue thought about it, and mourned for herself in her heart. But how can it be good, she has already given her whole body and mind to him, and besides him, she no longer realizes that she will fall in love with other people.
This can be regarded as a bet.
"You...... Will you wait for me for the rest of your life? Tang Jun was so excited that he couldn't get it enough. He didn't expect Su Yingxue's feelings for him to be so deep. Then shouldn't he also say something and go with her?
"Ah Jun." Su Yingxue stood up, "A life can be short or long, and the future is really unpredictable, I only know that what I say now is true, but I really don't know if the future will really be as I said." However, if nothing changes, this sentence will become forever. My life has been teased by God, and no one knows what will happen in the future. Just as we once thought we would be able to find a place to live alone, but now, isn't it still changing? ”
Tang Jun blushed. What happened at the beginning, now counted, everything has changed his mind. Although he didn't say it explicitly at the beginning, when Su Yingxue mentioned her future life a few times, he understood what she meant.
After all, the reason for everything is still on him, not her.
What kind of face did he have to ask her to change with him?
Tang Jun returned to the mansion in a daze, but heard that his eldest brother had been waiting for him in the study for a long time, so he was busy seeing him.
"Prince." Tang Jun's respectful salute, although intimate, was much more respectful than before.
Tang Xun turned around and walked over to Tang Jun with a smile: "Didn't you say it, you and my brother, you don't have to be so polite." ”
Tang Jun also laughed, but he didn't answer this sentence. "The prince came to the house, why didn't he let people look for me?"
"I didn't come to you for anything else, just to talk." Tang Xun said.
The waiter refilled the tea and hurriedly withdrew.