Chapter 482: Can You Think About It?
After the waiter left, the two sat down, but Tang Xun didn't speak for a long time.
"My father is going to choose a concubine for me." After a long time, Tang Xun said such a sentence.
It's just a matter of time.
"The prince still can't forget her?" Tang Jun asked.
"Forget? It's that simple. The more she wants to forget, she always finds that she remembers it more and more firmly in her heart, and she has already taken root in her heart, how can she pull it out so easily. ”
Tang Jun's face was gloomy, as if he was thinking. But he raised his head and said, "However, she is no longer there." ”
Tang Xun covered his eyes with his hand, "I know." His voice was low but weak.
"Jun, I regret what I promised them to do for us. If it hadn't been for the beginning, she might not have died. ”
Tang Jun was shocked: "Why should the eldest brother take the responsibility on himself?" You also know that when it comes to fighting, no one can guarantee that they will always be able to win and be undefeated. No one is to blame for this. What's more, you have already brought Bao'er and taken care of it, not to mention the food and clothing, all the masters are first-class...... How can you take everything for yourself? You've done a great job. She loves him, and you let go, and who understands the sorrow of how many years you have been alone? When she is gone, you take her child and treat him as if he were your own. What else do you have to do to be able to do otherwise? ”
"I ...... I just want her to live. Tang Xun said sullenly: "Ah Jun, do you know? If she survives, I'll let her know this time that I don't hate her. She didn't need my forgiveness because she didn't feel sorry for me all along. If I could, I would trade everything I had for her to live. ”
Tang Jun was shocked.
He thought that the eldest brother just didn't hate her anymore, but he never thought that it would be like this?
What about himself and Su Yingxue? What are they? Compared with their eldest brother, are they too small, and between them, is it not true love at all?
Tang Jun was at a loss.
Tang Xun didn't expect to get any advice from others. It's just that now, his status is even more unusual, and these words can neither be said to his father nor others, so he can only go to his brother to say a few words and spit out the hesitation in his heart.
Tang Xun left, but Tang Jun was even more dazed.
For several days, Tang Jun did not leave the house, claiming to be sick.
Su Yingxue didn't have any delay, and the matter of leaving had been decided, and it was going on in an orderly manner.
The night was like water, a waning moon hung in the treetops, and under the tree stood a thin figure, looking extremely lonely but extraordinarily tough, like bamboo in the wind.
Caiyun took the cloak and came out, draped it on Su Yingxue's body, and sighed: "Girl, do we have to leave tomorrow?" ”
"Hmm." Su Yingxue didn't look back, her eyes kept staring at the courtyard gate, refusing to look away.
Alas. Caiyun sighed softly. It's so hopeful, but it's still so persistent. The two of them have been fine all along, how can they say that they want to leave and leave? Liang Wang hasn't been here since that day, and he hasn't even asked people to ask.
Is this really the end of this marriage?
Caiyun stood behind Su Yingxue, sometimes looking at the sky, sometimes looking at the courtyard gate, and sometimes looking back at the lights in the room, but Su Yingxue's line of sight never changed.
It's almost time, and if it did, it would have come a long time ago, so why wait until this time? Caiyun only felt the pain in her legs, and went into the house and moved the pestle to Su Yingxue, but she refused to sit down, and the despair and urgency in her eyes were already revealed.
"Girl." Caiyun couldn't help but speak again. "Why do you bother? If we really can't let it go, why don't we stay here? ”
Su Yingxue finally sighed, "Caiyun, I won't stay." The palace is not for me. ”
"But, King Liang really loves you."
"Yes. Ryo-oh really loves me. It's just that two people stay together, and it's not just about loving each other. With a character like mine, sooner or later I will drag down King Liang. ”
"So, is the girl afraid of dragging King Liang down, so she wants to leave?"
"It's not just that. That's just one of the reasons. I love him and I want to do well, but I lose myself to do that. Neither I nor he wanted that. The other person we love used to be unique, and if we cut off all the edges and corners, then we don't love the person we once loved. ”
Caiyun slapped his head with his hand: "Girl, you are like a tongue twister, I am confused." ”
Su Yingxue smiled miserably: "Confused, it's not a good thing to avoid it." It's a pity that both of us understand this matter too well now. It's just that he won't admit it in his heart. ”
Caiyun pursed her mouth: "I don't know anything else, I just know that the girl has been waiting for him these days." Even with that, he shouldn't have turned a blind eye. However, I also think that if the girl is willing to show weakness, King Liang will definitely hurt you as before......"
Su Yingxue shook her head: "I said that I would wait for him, and I will definitely wait for him." Now, that's just the beginning. ”
When Caiyun heard this, she only felt sad. What do you think, Su Yingxue said that she would wait for King Liang for the rest of her life.
However, when the time had passed, he still didn't wait for King Liang after all.
"I'm going to leave early tomorrow morning, so let's rest for a while. Otherwise, how can the body stand it? ”
This time, Su Yingxue didn't insist anymore and entered the house. Caiyun lit the quilt, lit the soothing incense, waited for Su Yingxue to lie down, and fell asleep in the outer room.
Early the next morning, the servants had already packed their bags, Su Yingxue slowly walked outside the gate of the mansion, walked to the green curtain carriage, the coachman put down the pedals, Su Yingxue stepped on one foot, but the other foot did not move. The coachman didn't know why, so he secretly glanced at it, and then saw Su Yingxue looking in the direction of the east of the street, as if looking for something, and finally, with a sigh, stepped on.
The carriage and horses sparkled out of the city, slowly passing through the lively explanations, slowly driving out of the city gates, and gradually moving away......
Su Yingxue was full of sadness, turned her head to hide her face, tears slipped from her fingers, but the silence made Caiyun worry.
"Stop, stop, stop!" Caiyun shouted to the outside world.
The coachman did not know why, so he immediately tightened the reins of the horse, and the carriage came to a sudden stop. The convoy that followed behind did not know what was going on, and they did not see the master get out of the carriage, and they were all strange, so the steward of the team leader stepped forward and knocked on the wheel, and asked, "What do you command, girl?" ”
Caiyun tore it away, and her face was angry: "The girl is fine." Wait for the command, and then you go! ”
"Yes." The steward should go down to the back.
Caiyun lowered the car curtain, withdrew the body that blocked Su Yingxue's sight, and looked at Su Yingxue solemnly: "Girl, have you thought about it, you must go?" ”