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Dr. Nguyen Lê, recounting his story of his quest for Claudia White, mentions some like-minded people who did not disband completely after the adventure, but only adopted more secretive and looser ways of contacting in order to avoid bad luck. In Dr. Nguyen Lê's adventures, the doom of killing people is repeatedly mentioned, and many people who seek Claudia White believe that it is a punishment brought about by some force because of their original intention to pursue Claudia. If the pursuit of Claudia's secret was only to confirm the arrival of the end of the world, rather than to try to undo it, it would not have been so targeted. On the other hand, can it also be proved that the white Claudia who leads the end of the world is actually a living being with consciousness, and not a plant in the conventional sense?

In any case, the end of the world has come, and Claudia White plays a key role in it, if the bad luck is also caused by it, then it is okay to think that the reason for its existence in this world is to bring about the end of the world, right?

With this in mind, the Cult of Doomsday Shinrikyo was founded. Because of the rush of time and the persecution of bad luck in the process, the structure and activities of the entire organization are very secretive, and do not overly reveal a certain purpose. For example, although I have been studying Claudia White, searching for clues about the meaning of her existence and its impact on the world, I do not directly express the idea of "saving the world" in terms of the direction of organizational activities. It tends to be a kind of neutral research, and even in order to cover up the behavior that "crosses the line" and may bring bad luck to yourself, some inhumane research will be done.

All in all, if "everyone who wants to prevent the end of the world will be doomed". Moreover, there are very few people who can realize that the end of the world has come and have the ability to take action. Then, in order to preserve the vitality of the resistance, the moral bottom line of organizing activities is actually very low. Therefore, there are also a few people with a high sense of morality, but in the end they resolutely decide to leave the organization. Of course, there will be punishment. Dr. Nguyen Li did not hide this situation at all. In fact, although she has never deliberately expressed herself, in my eyes, her work has always been on the gray edge of the moral bottom line, even. I can't deny that she may have personally presided over the immoral human body.

Now I have long since lost my position to blame her for this. After all, many of my actions are also incorrect in popular moral terms. Even though I always knew what normal morality was, if I didn't act according to that standard, I couldn't take the high ground for granted.

I care. It's not Dr. Nguyen Lê who has done anything, but her description of the Doomsday Shinrikyo is enough for me to understand what she may have done as a member of the Doomsday Shinrikyo Sect. But under the premise of the general environment, I don't think. A qiē is her responsibility.

"You, those people, including the seminar, are all Doomsday Shinrikyo?" I finally asked.

"Yes, Shinrikyo doomsday used to be a village religious organization in my hometown, and my ancestors held positions equivalent to the position of head for generations, but in my generation, the original religion has completely ended. The current Doomsday Shinrikyo is just bearing that name. Dr. Nguyen Le said, "I was one of the original founders of this organization, and in terms of the time of its establishment, the current Doomsday Shinrikyo is actually quite immature. ”

"However, before the current Shinrikyo of Doom was founded, there was already a religious organization of Shinrikyo of Doomsday, so, Mom-" I looked at her seriously and said, "What you want to say is that the Shinrikyo of Doomsday in my diary was set up based on these circumstances?" ”

"Isn't it?" Dr. Ruan Li asked rhetorically.

Indeed, the situation about the Doomsday Shinrikyo in the Doomsday Fantasy can be found in the story of Dr. Nguyen Lê. Whether it is the organizational structure, the way of behavior, the goal position, etc., the two are like mirrors of each other. The Doomsday Shinrikyo pursues Claudia White, has a low moral bottom line, and many of its actions are very inclined to "guide the end of the world", but it seems that it is not the original intention of the beginning, and it is divided into many factions just on its prayers and programs. In today's apocalyptic fantasy, the Doomsday Shinrikyo cult, which has been taken over by the "Mar-Jones family", is the most active faction, but believers like Father Edward and Father Sissen follow other doctrines. And, strictly speaking, there is no lack of neutrality and positivity in those doctrines, programs, and ideas.

In fact, a unified investigation of all the behaviors that are titled "Apocalyptic Shinrikyo" does give the impression that it is a chaotic form with no clear bias. It's just that the Doomsday Shinrikyo that people, including occult experts, often come into contact with, is the most radical and powerful branch of the Mar Jones family.

Here, I can't help but think back to the apocalyptic illusion of the past, when the Mar Jones family had not yet emerged, but the Doomsday Shinrikyo was already a rather radical cult. The existence of the Mar Jones family, then, is not actually the key factor that made the Doomsday Shinrikyo what we see today, but it can only be said that at the beginning of the establishment of this organization, there was such a tendency to manifest itself.

Just as when I observe from the perspective of Dr. Nguyen Le in this world, I see the Doomsday Shinrikyo of "chasing Claudia White while saving my life". In order to save their lives, the members try to avoid being too rebellious and rebellious, and rightfully will, in many cases, ignore and try to steer the "end of the world".

From this point of view, the biggest similarity between the "Doomsday Shinrikyo" in the Doomsday Illusion and the "Doomsday Shinrikyo" in this world is that "try to use the wrong way to get the right result." And this kind of behavior is largely forced by the environment, not what they wanted to adopt in the first place.

"In hospital reality, although there is no Doomsday Shinrikyo. But don't you think, in fact, Dr. Ender and them, as well as the spy organization hidden in the shadows. Do they all have the shadow of Shinrikyo of the Doomsday? Although the slogan and original intention are very good, in fact, there are some cruel and immoral acts. Dr. Nguyen Le said, "Personally, I think so. In your diary, there are a lot of characters, a lot of organizations, and. The characteristics of these organizations all seem to be prominent, and while they have their own positions, they also have targeted enemies. However, the entanglement between them actually revolves around the two keys of the end of the world and the Apocalyptic Shinrikyo. Although, in the story, Claudia's sense of existence is weakened, it is still a foundation that supports the existence of the Cult of Doomsday Shinri. Isn't it? ”

I have to admit that Dr. Nguyen Le is right. In the diary I wrote, the doomsday illusion involved in the first five volumes is actually the simplest, most direct, and most reflective of the relationship between the doomsday fantasy and the world today. Even, you can put the story of the first five volumes. It is seen as the basis for the expansion of the story in the future.

"Hospital reality is at the heart of Volume 6, but in the setting. But directly from the foundation, the setting of the first five volumes is denied. Dr. Ruan Li paused and said, "Actually, that volume is also a dividing line for your condition. ”

"I'm sicker, right?" I say.

"After the reality of the hospital was born. Your cognition becomes more and more difficult to get rid of illusions. Dr. Nguyen Li said, "Because, with a very small environment, it creates a setting that is above other illusions, so it feels good." It's like the core and beginning of a qiē, and there is no higher structure than it. This hospital in an isolated island is actually a very ingenious structure, isn't it? Even if there is a suspicion, but since you can't get out of the island, you can't get more information, and you can't prove that it's fake. ”

Even if Dr. Ruan Li doesn't explain this kind of thing, I have always had doubts. Because of this, even if it is named "hospital reality" for the sake of convenient narrative, it should not be 100% regarded as reality. But, in the past, there really wasn't anything more like reality than "hospital reality." Moreover, because the first impression was too deep, even if we were forced to stand in Dr. Ruan Li's position and think about the relationship between this repeater world, the reality of the hospital and the apocalyptic illusion, the reality of this repeater world could hardly be more emotional than the reality of the hospital.

Although it is easy to say the truth in the mouth of a certain situation, it is still very difficult to make yourself 100% convinced.

"Don't worry, because it's useless to worry." Dr. Nguyen Li said: "Even if you believe it now, you may fall back into the hallucination at some point, and get the clues of denial of reality from the hallucination again, and the more you follow those clues, the more you will forget what you know now." Even if you write it in a diary...... Ah, right. She seemed to think of something, "The ruins of the Ruling Bureau in the diary will erase the memories of those who enter and leave - this setting is actually very similar to your own situation." In short, to find evidence of connections between each other, you can have as much as you want, but the real challenge is how to determine that one is real and the others are illusions in so many and so complex associations. Having said this, Dr. Nguyen Li's subsequent words were softened, and I still heard them, and she said: "Because of Claudia White's existence, you patients, do have a situation of mutual influence in the spirit, so it doesn't exactly fit the definition of 'hallucination'." ”

White Claudia will allow the affected people to build a spiritual network - this is the most controversial but also the most influential statement of Dr. Nguyen Le who can realize the end times. It may seem to have nothing to do with the real "end of the world", but it is actually quite an important part.

The influence of Claudia White is not only among human beings, but also in quantum theory, mathematical formulas and physical models, showing a tendency to "destroy the world" - and at that theoretical level, matter and spirit, time and space, are no longer independent. This also means that this kind of apocalypse is roughly a complete destruction of miè on both material and immaterial levels, rather than as a simple matter of "the destruction of mankind".

However, for Dr. Ruan Li, he is still more sensitive to "changes in human beings", after all, psychology is a discipline based on human beings. She has only a general understanding of the material and immaterial at the higher theoretical level, while "Takakawa" is an adopted son and a patient. Inherited this perception. However, this kind of general understanding could not make her find a solution, so she admitted that she was actually helpless against the "end of the world". Instead. When this perception was confined to the field of psychology, Dr. Nguyen Le had many ideas.

For example, as an adoptive mother and attending doctor, her own words and deeds have indeed had a profound impact on "Gao Chuan". Even the stories in the diary are full of helpless, but unwilling despair.

"If you tell a simple story at the time. Even if you fall into the illusion, it won't become as complicated as it is now. "When Dr. Nguyen Li said this to me, he seemed to regret it a little.

To be able to learn these things from Dr. Nguyen Li's mouth is also very novel from my point of view. Whether it is Dr. Nguyen Li's new identity, or her observation of the world, and my observation of the world, the differences and connections between the two. It is by no means the feeling of a simple relationship between "hospital reality" and "apocalyptic fantasy". On the contrary, it is precisely because there is an additional "real world". And it is not possible to really recognize a "real world" cognitively, but it is true that every world has its real influence intellectually and emotionally, so. Instead, it gave me another idea.

Even before this idea was clear, Dr. Nguyen Li's description of Claudia White had already given me the shadow of an idea - from different angles, things are also different, and anyone who has received a certain amount of education will know this truth. But in science, it's not universal. The definition of science is to let things have a clear and fixed image and meaning from different angles, for example, the reason why a horse is a horse, not a sheep, is bound by the definition.

However, Claudia White denies the meaning of this definition on a scientific level, which is inherently morphological, although it can be touched and observed.

Moreover, one of the things that Dr. Nguyen Li mentioned is that whether or not Claudia White is the "core", in fact, it does play an important role in every aspect of perception.

Perhaps, as Dr. Nguyen Li said, "Although in the diary, there is no mention of Claudia White's existence in the story of the hospital's reality, but I think it should be stored in the hospital, but if you recognize its existence, the reality of the hospital cannot be distinguished from other illusions, nor can it have such a strong sense of reality." ”

Suppose that whether I observe it or not, the white Claudia is present in every story I experience, whether it is real or unreal. Then, its existence, like "virus" and "river", can be used as a basic real observation point. Moreover, compared to the "virus" and "river" that cannot be observed, the white Claudia, which can be contacted and directly observed, is indeed more practical.

In this way, does the uncertainty of the white Claudia that we observe also manifest itself in the world in which it exists?

To put it simply, could it be that the "hospital reality", "Doomsday Shinrikyo" and "Repeater World" that we have experienced so far are actually real, but only one side of the truth? It is precisely because of the limitations of human observation based on itself that we see three worlds that influence each other and depend on each other?

When this thought came to me, my scalp tingled a little, because according to this thought, my previous plan was extremely dangerous. Even any attempt to destroy one world and save another is dangerous, and perhaps it is itself a cause for the end of the world. Because, as long as the truth is also not many, but only in observation, there are many sides, and no matter which side is destroyed, it means the destruction of the real concept. On the contrary, it is the safest to be the one who is only active in the apocalyptic illusion at first, or the world that is unique in observation. However, if you imagine it on the other hand, even if you only exist in the apocalyptic illusion at the beginning, you can't represent the reality of other perspectives, such as the characters and activities in the "hospital reality", and the feeling that the end is approaching at that time must also have such a reason.

Although at that time, it was impossible to observe the "hospital reality" purely from the perspective of the apocalyptic illusion, and the "repeater world" did not exist in the zài, however, as another aspect of the same reality, they did not really exist zài, but only "outside the scope of their own observation". Since they are different aspects of the same reality, which are extremely closely related to and influence each other, they are also invisible, and their own activities are also zài, and they will affect the reality that I observe. So, will my attempts to save the world in Doomsday be corrected by those side activities?

On the other hand, because the reality is "the end of the world is coming", is it a state of "constantly being corrected by other sides" when you take out any one of the observed side worlds? Therefore, people who cannot observe and affect other aspects, and only regard the aspects they observe as the only real person, no matter how hard they try to save the world, the fate of the world will inevitably be revised to the "apocalyptic process"?

If that's the case, my plans in the past, in the reality of the hospital, and the plans of Tie Se and Dorothy, are actually wrong, and they are getting deeper and deeper. Treating only one aspect as the real whole cannot accomplish salvation. Although, the aspects that are observed on the basis of oneself also affect the other aspects, and presumably, the self that has the same mood and makes the same decisions also exists in the other aspects, however, even if the thoughts are the same and the decisions are similar, there is no guarantee of complete uniformity in behavior—no, it should be said, there is no guarantee of complementarity. To put it simply, it means that the power cannot be used together.

And the fact that the real "end of the world" is so simple and crisp that it produces a corrective force far greater than the power of the few people who are aware of the end of the world and take action.

In terms of numbers, they occupy a disadvantage, and they cannot unify all the forces and act in unison, so they have this sense of oppression and despair that they cannot handle.

Moreover, on the assumption that the whole world is real, but the perspective is different, the ideas I have generated may not fully describe the inevitability of the "apocalyptic process". But what I know alone is enough to prove why those of us, past and present, have never really seen any hope of success.

Because, perhaps, from the very beginning, the perception that guides action is wrong and biased.

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt that it might be a miracle to be able to come to this repeater world, meet Dr. Ruan Li, and hear the truth of her dictation, perhaps, there is such a power that transcends the individual, and I hope I can go further.

The situation is very bad, but because I have known that the situation is very bad, it is nothing worse if it is a little worse. Dr. Nguyen Le said that in this world, only a small number of people can recognize the end of the world, and those who recognize the end of the world will encounter bad luck once they resist, and I am not surprised by this kind of thing.

I've seen and experienced too much doom on the path of trying to save the world, and ultimately only trying to save some people.

In any case, Dr. Nguyen Le is here to show me another real possibility, and as she said at the beginning, I may be able to find a new way out of this different possibility. At least, I don't feel the need to implement the plans of the past anymore.

It's not that the plan was completely wrong, but nine times out of ten, based on the fact that even the destruction of the repeater world will be completed, it will be completed. Personally, I am not inclined to this, both emotionally and intellectually.

On the contrary, to regard all the world as real, and to work for it, to create an ending in which both the observable and unobservable aspects of the real can be saved, although it sounds slim, but it is even more inspiring.

In the past, there was no rational basis for doing this, but now that I think about the situation, I feel that there is a rational basis. (My novel "Restricted Doomsday Syndrome" will have more fresh content on the official WeChat platform, and there will also be a 100% lucky draw gift for everyone!) Open WeChat now, click on the "+" sign in the upper right corner to "add friends", search for the official account "qdread" and follow, hurry up! (To be continued......)