1451 is me and not me

I woke up from the haze, still having a "me" cognition, and I didn't lose any memory, as if the previous death was just an illusion, but is I really the past self now? I looked at the activity of my body and my brain, and felt the smell that filled the air. Under the blood moon, the wind howled, or the piercing or roaring waves came one after another, and the earth trembled, and the flying sand and rocks slapped against the body. Even if this body was covered in armor, it did not weaken the perception of the external environment, as if this armor was the outermost layer of skin.

The crimson and black textures are intertwined, and the armor is painted in an intricate and industrial-aesthetic pattern, and the texture of the armor is not metal, but more like an organic carapace, giving people an extremely hard feeling, and if there is anything similar, of course, it is the physical life hidden deep in the ruins of the Ruling Bureau. However, I don't feel like I've become a physical being, maybe I should say that my current self is like a shell of a pseudophysical life.

How is the difference between me now and me in the past? Myself...... Is it really fused with the dark Raven Knight? When these doubts arise, there is another question, when I think at this time, is it my past self who is thinking, or is Carmen thinking? Or is it the dark Raven Knight thinking? As soon as this question arises, there is an answer: it's just "me" thinking.

I'm still me, but I'm not the Takagawa I used to be, nor am I the dark Raven Knight. Human cells are constantly metabolized, and every once in a while they become new cells from head to toe almost from head to toe, and the accumulation of memories and experiences can also change people's personality, spirit, psychology, and other ideologies. There is such a scientific hypothesis, since the human body will be renewed once in a period of time because of metabolism, and human consciousness will also change due to various factors. When these two are combined, can the self that is formed by the combination of the two be regarded as a completely different person compared to the past self?

I have little interest in this scientific hypothesis, and in terms of competence and emotion, I admit that I am of course the present self. However, because of this, I can't say whether the "Takakawa" represented by my current self and my past self are the same. If not, then am I a continuation of my past self, or am I a radical change from my past me?

The only thing I know for sure. I also think that the only fact that is meaningful to me is the subjective perception that "I am still Takakawa", and that's it. Even if there are any theories that can prove that I and my past self are fundamentally different beings, I don't think those theories have any meaning, on the contrary, since I think I am Takakawa, that means. The assumptions and choices I made in the past were correct.

Now I am the right result.

The pitch-black Raven Knight vanished. The intricate pattern that encompasses heaven and earth is gone. When I opened my eyes, I was in the middle of a wasteland, where the hills were undulating, the vegetation was forested, and there were many man-made structures, but now the hills were bulldozed. The earth cracked, the rocks rolled, the grass and trees turned to ashes, and only the great heat and aftertaste of burning drifted through the air, and a gray mist tumbled below the knees. These are real feelings. It all makes me feel like I have returned to reality from a nightmare, I feel as if I am in a trance for a moment, and in that trance time, I am no longer the same as I used to be in every sense, but I am still Takakawa, and I still have to face this unbelievable battle.

"I'm back." I whispered.

No one here listens to my whispers, but I'm not speaking to anyone.

Suddenly, the shock wave tore through the air, rolled up a hurricane, and blew the ground, and the debris, large and small, splattered like bullets in the direction of the wind. When it was too late, it was already in front of me, crashing into my body, and they seemed to have found a target to vent, and poured all their power on me.

But I didn't feel like I was being struck, as if what hit me was not a powerful shock wave, nor those hard objects large and small, but just clumps of cotton and smoke.

I stretched out my hand forward, and with a slight swing, the air flow became chaotic, and the dust and smoke that filled my eyes seemed to be torn apart by a huge force, revealing the scene ahead.

The moon god roared, and the black water was like a stormy wave, shattered by an invisible force. A figure leapt into the air, and another shot out from the distance, smashing into the ground beside me in the blink of an eye, caving a humanoid hole. The cracks in the ground intensified again, and the air was torn apart, as if the scenery had been cut through a series of openings. There was a strong smell of blood, and when I looked where the smell came from, I saw only more corpses. That's the occult experts.

Under the blood moon, there are not many people left who are still standing on the earth like me at this time.

In the diffuse perception, the chain judgment outlined the mysterious experts in hiding, more than a dozen people, John Bull, Connector, and Anna were all still alive.

I don't know exactly how long I've been in a trance, but it's good that I haven't been wiped out yet.

Looks like I'm not late.

It seemed that everyone's attention was drawn to the fierce battle, and even those who were hiding could not take their eyes off the center of the battlefield. Although the battle scene over there was extremely large, there were not many people and monsters involved. The moon god is still raging, and the cooperation of several mysterious experts seems to be unable to suppress it anymore, compared to the huge size of the moon god, those who use different mysteries are like mosquitoes, if the moon god has human emotions, they will definitely not tire of it. The people who have been able to survive until now seem to have a certain resistance to the erosion of the consciousness of the moon god, how they did it, I don't know very well, but, it turns out, they each have the ability to survive.

However, in the face of the moon god imprisoned in the prison of the peninsula, these mysterious experts still do not reveal the slightest possibility that he will win. To put it mildly, they didn't show the core effect in the battle against the moon god, I think, if it weren't for the Four Heavenly Yuan Jia Coconut as the main attack, their existence would be dispensable, right? However, even the Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconuts were not able to gain the upper hand in this battle.

That's when I woke up. The observed scene is more lively than earlier, and more mysterious experts have begun to join the frontal battlefield, but it is still the 51st District that is responsible for the main attack, and the weakness of the 51st District has not improved in the slightest. I don't think that initially there was only a situation where the four heavenly temples Gacozi faced the moon god. It's all arrogance and missteps in District 51. Novsky, the Child of Destiny, did not end the battle from the beginning of the battle, precisely because Area 51 was wary of every mysterious organization here, and this wariness was not unwarranted and unreasonable.

The current situation is a kind of balance on the scene that has been re-achieved after more people have left the game. In addition to the containment of the moon god on the verge of collapse, on the other side, there are also warbands that interact with each other at a very high speed. In my observations, Novsky, the Son of Destiny of Area 51, has joined forces with the NOG's repeater, Marceau, and their enemy is the Alien Youjiang. Their group was extremely fast. Those who can participate in battles are those who have expertise in increasing speed and limiting speed. Even so, it was Novsky and Marceau who could pray for a central role.

There is no doubt about the strength of Novsky and the repeater Marceau, but when confronting the Alienated Right River, they still need other mysterious experts to be involved around them, so they seem to have a little bit of a relationship with the Alienated Right River. I think. Everyone who sees this scene can refer to it. Feeling the power of the alienated right river has not yet reached the end. Although I think that the alienated Youjiang and the moon god are both at ease, but judging from the scene alone, the cooperation of the mysterious organizations of all parties is still fruitful. They may not know what the appearance of the alienated right river has to do with the moon god, but they separate the two. Broken one by one, this tactical idea is still very clear, and it has been implemented very thoroughly.

In less than a second, the chain of judgments that had changed dramatically had imprinted the situation in my mind within the observation range. When I start parsing. I felt that my thinking was clearer and faster than ever. I suddenly realized that the biggest difference between thinking at this time and the past is that I did not subconsciously distinguish between objective rational information and subjective perceptual information, as if two different styles of information had some strange chemical reactions, which quickly and intuitively became a structure, and as long as we followed this structure, we could get a conjecture and an answer.

For me, the notion that my current self is more complete and powerful than my past self is natural and natural. On the other hand, I am the same as I was trying to achieve by the same plan that I had been carrying out in the past. When I was there at this time, it also proved that I had succeeded in fulfilling this part of the plan. And I woke up from a trance, maybe I didn't expect it from the alienated Youjiang, if that's the case, then my appearance will surprise her somewhat.

If I hadn't thought like that and made that choice, I wouldn't have been where I am now, but in fact, there are very few people who have similar thoughts and behaviors to me in the past.

I think my past self is amazing.

“…… So, in the past, I was not able to complete the plan, now, it is up to me to continue. "I spread my hands, and a gorgeous sheathed long knife manifested in the palm of my hand, and at the same time, a large amount of gray mist and ash swarmed over, as if it was because they had contributed themselves to make this weapon take shape.

I can't tell whether the mystery I am using at this time comes from the fourth-level magic pattern or the instinct of the electronic demon Night Raven Quark, because using this power is like instinct. The texture on this armor seems to be a huge fourth-level magic pattern, but in appearance, it is more like a pitch-black crow knight as the main body for modification.

I can feel that on the peninsula at this time, data hedging is so frequent and so drastic, and the part that is released is like a surging river. And my own body is also receiving this power as if it is a bottomless pit, and no one else is absorbing this power except me.

Under the observation of the chain judgment, the human figure that had smashed into the ground beside him had disappeared, and only a large amount of black water passed through the ground, digging a huge underground channel, and gushing out from the cracks in the earth, turning back into the shape of the Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconut. When the area where the alienated Youjiang was entangled with Novsky, Marceau and others, the black water suddenly gushed up, and everyone was involved in it with overwhelming momentum.

Alienated Youjiang, Novsky, and Marceau did not waver in the face of this sudden attack, but the faces of the other mysterious experts were not very good, but if they had time to scold the Four Heavenly Yuan Jia Coconut, it was better to seize the time to dodge. However, the scope of the blackwater eruption is so huge that almost no one can respond effectively in the first place.

Some people may think that this kind of offensive without distinguishing between friend and foe is stupid, but in my opinion, it is very reasonable. The Four Heavenly Courtyard and District 51 were not good friends of the various mysterious organizations from the beginning, and it was not reasonable to allow District 51 to act in the past. Between the two sides, there are entanglements of interests, and from the perspective of the state, what kind of seemingly stupid behavior that other mysterious organizations will do in Area 51 actually has great political intentions.

Just like now, as long as this wave of black water really engulfs everyone, the only ones who can escape are probably the three of Alienated Youjiang, Novsky and Marceau. It is true that the Moon God's side is in danger, but perhaps in the eyes of the Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconut, the precarious situation over there is the best result.

On this battlefield, there is no longer a view of the overall situation that is beneficial to all people, and some are only based on the overall situation of their own standpoint.

Just when the black water was about to engulf this group of people, including the Alienated Right River, my rapid sweep had already begun. When the invisible high-speed passage passed through the crowd, I had already arrived at their side. At the moment when the world came to a standstill, across thousands of meters, leaping from the ground into the air and falling from the air to the ground, I don't know how my movements manifested themselves in the eyes of these people, but I could tell from their slowly constricting pupils that maybe they just sensed my movements, and didn't even react instinctively.

In addition to me, it is true that the only people who can still be active at this moment are the Moon God, the Alienated Youjiang, the Novsky, the Four Heavenly Courtyards and the Coconut, and Marceau, but even these five people have begun to have considerable differences in the speed of their relative movements, as if to imply their respective adaptability to my speed at this time.

Because of the difference in the speed of their movements, and the fact that they were all below me at this moment, it was impossible for them to stop my actions at this moment, even if they joined forces. Moreover, they are enemies who fight each other, not friends who work together. (To be continued......)