The night was dark, there was no moonlight, no starlight, everything was dark. Overhead, the sound of quiet and peaceful breathing.

Su Yingxue gently took away the arm that was hugging her waist, sat up slowly, put on a coat, and groped out of the door.

It's late at night. Everyone had rested, and at this moment, she was the only one awake.

Su Yingxue pressed her hand to her heart, trying hard to rub it out in one breath, but in the end it was only in vain.

In the chaotic world, human life is the most worthless. She shouldn't have been so uncomfortable.

However, no matter how she persuaded herself in her heart, Su Yingxue could never get out of this hurdle. Although she covered it up at the time, it doesn't mean that she really doesn't mind.

So, she really had to let go. No matter what happens in the world, it shouldn't have anything to do with her.

No one else wants to interfere in her fate, and she doesn't want to interfere with anyone's fate.

Well, just wait. When you're done with those two things, you'll exile yourself.

She is not Dong Wan, she is just a timid and cowardly person, just a timid person who needs ordinary needs but is maliciously tricked. She chose to back down.

......

Su Yingxue really let go of everything completely. She didn't read the news from Mr. Zuo's side anymore, but directly asked people to hand it over to Tang Jun. She lived the life that had passed for almost ten years.

Whether it is the displacement of people outside or the soaring prices, Su Yingxue has no impact on this side. All she was waiting for was a result. And her life is taken care of by the shopkeeper Tong, and she doesn't need to worry about anything.

There are a lot of new seedlings in the flower garden, and every day is busy from morning to night, Su Yingxue has completely lived the life of a flower farmer.

I knew that one day a few months later, at night, Tang Jun came over again. It's just that this time, there is one more person by my side.

Su Yingxue looked at the person who was sloppy, like a flower child, and looked at Tang Jun in puzzlement.

Tang Jun said: "This person has been wandering around the Su family's house for several days. When my men took him down to dispose of him, he said he was an old man in your family. ”

"Old man?" Su Yingxue looked at the sloppy man again.

The man looked to be at least forty years old, and his face was a little dirty, but where had he really seen such a look? Su Yingxue couldn't think of it.

The man was also raising his head to look at Su Yingxue at this time.

Finally, after what seemed to be a long time, the man knelt down with a thud and burst into tears: "Girl! The middle-aged man was crying.

Su Yingxue still didn't remember who this person was.

Because, she herself has not seen many servants in the outer courtyard of the Su family. It's normal not to remember or recognize it.

"Girl, I'm Li Huai, I'm Li Huai who follows the master~"

Father?

Su Yingxue was already busy taking a few steps forward and looked at Li Huai, who was looking up at her.

Memories seem to coincide at a certain moment, faintly colliding. Li Huai is the steward who follows Su Wei's side, and is mostly responsible for business contacts in other places......

"Are you really?"

"Girl~" Li Huai fell to the ground crying with tears......

Seeing that Su Yingxue really remembered that she obviously knew this person, Tang Jun's figure relaxed slightly, and at the same time looked out, and several shadows that could not be seen clearly in the dark night faintly withdrew backwards, hidden in the invisible corner.

Su Yingxue was busy making color

Yun helped Li Huai up.

"Girl, I can't get up, I can't get up." Li Huai shook his head and refused to get up. "I'm sorry for the entrustment of the lady and the girl, I failed to protect the master, I am a sinner!"

Su Yingxue then remembered that in the information given to her by Steward Liu, it was this Steward Li who followed her father to Jinyang.

So...... Su Yingxue's heart trembled.

"What was going on in the first place?" Su Yingxue asked with her spirits.

Li Huai knelt down, blaming himself and scolding himself for his incompetence while telling the original things one by one......

The night breeze cut through people's skin like a knife, and Su Yingxue was in pain.

In the end, Li Huai said: "The master repeatedly explained before his death, I must give this thing to the lady and the girl......" As he spoke, Li Huai untied his already tattered clothes, opened a patch inside the clothes, took out a small bag wrapped in oil paper, and opened it, revealing the dazzling red, white paper, red characters, and words like blood crying.

Su Yingxue's face, which had already been soaked in tears, couldn't help but twitch again, and Caiyun helped her and opened the paper with difficulty.

"Madame, Cher: I am long dead when I read this letter. I thought that I would be able to protect my wife and daughter for the rest of my life, but I didn't do it, and I hated myself very much. This time, there must be someone with a heart who deliberately slandered me, it doesn't matter if I don't have my life, you must find a way to protect yourself, and don't fall into the trap of traitors. Without my protection, you must be careful and careful, and you must be safe. Don't take revenge! No! Don't take revenge! Su Wei, word. ”

That's it?

Su Yingxue'e frowned, but looking at those words, although it had been so long, these words were indeed from her father's hand.

Father don't want to take revenge himself.

Mother don't take revenge herself.

They just want a daughter who is raised by them in the deep boudoir and knows nothing, a safe life, even if it is a blood feud, don't hug it!

This is her father~

This is the father and mother who is resentful of her~

Su Yingxue was in pain and immediately fainted.

When I woke up again, it was already the afternoon of the second day, and Tang Jun had not left during this period.

The doctor said that it was just caused by excessive sadness, so you should have a good rest. However, she seemed to have nightmares all the time, and she was not able to sleep peacefully for a moment. It's like a person who is stuck in a quagmire, struggling desperately, struggling constantly, but never waking up.

Everyone in the house was worried, waiting outside Su Yingxue's courtyard, waiting for her news. However, she didn't seem to dare to wake up, just struggling and suffering

Tang Jun called out again and again, comforting her sentence by sentence, and finally, on that bright and dazzling afternoon, she woke up.

As far as the eye could see, there was a white and blurred shadow.

"Cher...... Xue'er ......" Tang Jun called her.

Su Yingxue finally saw the person in front of her clearly.

"Ah Jun......" her voice was hoarse.

"Yes, I'm here." Tang Jun nervously grabbed Su Yingxue's hand.

Su Yingxue smiled sadly: "You say, am I a particularly selfish person?" ”

Tang Jun's brows furrowed tightly: "How could it be?" My Cher is a good girl who doesn't want to hurt anyone. He is a man who is willing to submit himself for the sake of all. However, even if you bend to yourself, you are still a real person, and since you are a real person, you will definitely have your own thoughts. ”

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