1

It wasn't dawn yet.

Xue Jingsen got up quietly.

Brush your teeth, wash your face, take your books with you, and leave the dorm.

He was not in a hurry to go to his classroom and start the morning self-study of the day.

He sneaked into Zhang Qifang's classroom, found her seat, and put a bottle of nutrition express that had been prepared into her desk drawer.

At the same time, there is also a love letter.

In a corner of her desk drawer, she searched for a notebook with a light yellow cover.

The love letter was put into the notebook, and the paper with dense words was sandwiched between his intentions.

There would be a love letter she wrote in the notebook.

When he found it, he carefully put it in his pocket.

Succeed with flying colors!

His mood will be much better at this time.

With that done, he didn't leave immediately.

He thought for a moment, and sat down in her seat again, facing the blackboard.

This is where Zhang Qifang takes classes.

Sitting here every day, what does she think about?

Whether it's during class or recess, she must think of him again and again, right?

Whether it's during class or recess, he will definitely think of her again and again.

I really want to hold her hand, or hold her, and happily walk in every place that others can see or can't see.

Hey, the school's order is really embarrassing.

How long will this painful and happy process continue?

2

Xue Jingsen and Zhang Qifang's love affair is going on secretly.

At school, they don't have much contact anymore.

In front of others, he deliberately distanced himself, and even if he met, he didn't talk much.

Compared to the past, their relationship looks no different from that of ordinary people.

Everyone thought that their relationship had come to an end.

But the peace on the surface is dark with the waves of the heart.

Who would have thought that the flame of love had already ignited in the hearts of these two people?

No one will notice what a thousand words are spoken when their eyes make contact?

No one will see how many sweet words belonging to lovers are hidden in their secret notebooks or school bags.

Before every morning self-study, when the students were still sleeping, Xue Jingsen would climb out of bed early and send Zhang Qifang one snack after another.

At the same time, she sent one love letter after another to herself, and took away one love letter after another she wrote to him.

They are already in love.

Their love is thrilling and exciting, like frame after frame of beautiful scenery.

Although this way of falling in love is a bit unbearable, and the pain of missing each other is very torturous, perhaps it is because this way of falling in love that looks like cheating that just stimulates their young hearts and allows them to have more love adventures and enjoyment.

From time to time, he submitted his articles to newspapers and magazines, and every time he received the manuscript fee, his heart was also excited.

But compared with Zhang Qifang's way of falling in love, the excitement of getting the manuscript fee is just a slight wave.

However, his heart does not always set off stormy waves.

The feeling of layers of waves crashing on the beach is the most real and common.

No one knows that in this school, there is such a person who cares about you, and no one knows who the person who cares about you is.

Only each other knows.

Every time he thinks that he is thinking about the other person, and the other person is also thinking about himself, his heart will be happy.

Sweet.

Nothing is more unforgettable than this feeling.

3

A rare weekend has arrived belatedly.

They couldn't wait to run to the old place of the date.

The small bridge where the willows cling.

As soon as they met, they embraced.

There is no need to be shy, no need to be subtle, and wait for this day for a week to let the two of them release to their heart's content.

They kiss passionately.

They complained to each other.

It seems that they have to clamp themselves into each other's bodies before they feel satisfied.

And their behavior ends there.

There were no further moves.

None of them dared to cross the threshold of psychological taboos.

But such happiness makes them very satisfied.

From morning until sunset, they will be together all day.

Holding hands and wandering around the city wherever they want to go.

Only such a day will they be free to love each other and be together.

They enjoyed the day to the fullest.

In fact, the places they go to the most are not places of consumption such as commercial streets and pedestrian streets.

Parks, zoos, museums, libraries, these are the places where they are often seen.

They all like to be quiet.

They all like to be in a quiet place, enjoying the kind of happiness that looks like a small stream of water.

I don't like to be busy, I don't like to be noisy, I don't like to have too many people around.

They need to have enough time and space to release their love.

Between lovers, there will always be endless words.

The day would soon be over, and they were unconscious.

When they saw the afterglow of the setting sun on a certain street in the city, they realized that the day had finally passed again.

They don't have much time left together.

So, they grabbed the tail of time, held hands, and walked back to the small bridge of the date.

Hugs, kisses, hugs, kisses,......

They are demanding ** from each other, but they have never dared to turn the trembling of ** into a beast-like impulse.

Coming.

but they will be separated.

Because this day is still coming to an end quickly after they tried their best to keep it......

4

Su Che and Melinda wandered in such a dream, not feeling that time was difficult, nor did they feel the boredom of "tracking".

The love affair of a young person, or rather the love affair of a student, is originally simple.

Many seemingly childish and ridiculous actions often verify their true feelings.

Because that's who they are, what their emotions are about.

"I also want to go back to three years ago and find a girl to fall in love with."

Sucher said to Melinda.

"If you were asked to go back three years ago, which girl would you fall in love with?"

"I don't know."

"You don't have someone you like?"

Su Che thought for a moment and didn't speak.

"It's already eighteen years old, so there should be a girl you like by your side, right?"

"No, there isn't."

"How can you not have a girl you like in your heart?"

"Not really."

Melinda could tell his mind at a glance.

He's lying.

There must be someone hidden in his heart, but he doesn't dare to say it.

For young people like him, because his personality is more introverted, it is always difficult to talk about emotional matters.

She didn't ask any further.

"For a long time to come, Xue Jingsen and Zhang Qifang's love style will continue to be repeated like this."

"Won't anything change?"

"Something will change."

"When?"

"When a thunderbolt strikes on a sunny day."

"Oh?"

"When Xue Jingsen told me about what he was going to experience in his dream, I listened to his setting and was taken aback."

"What bad things will happen between them?"

"You'll know later, I can't tell you yet."

"Why?"

"Because I still can't figure out why he would do that in such a dream that he can more or less control."

"Does it have anything to do with Zhang Qifang?"

"Of course."

"Their romance is going to be in a hurry?"

"Yes."

"I wish I knew what was going to happen now, but why didn't you tell me?"

"Give you a suspense, and you will look at their relationship more carefully and seriously."

"Is that how you see it?"

"Yes, I want to look for clues as to why he did that."

"Let's wait and see, what should be known, will be known."

5

In fact, the relationship between Xue Jingsen and Zhang Qifang is not unknown to outsiders.

At school, Xue Jingsen was not a person who had no friends.

Zhu Shangbin, who doesn't have good grades but can speak well, is his friend.

But if you look at the friends you have made, Zhu Shangbin is actually not his friend.

I don't know for what reason, Xue Jingsen and Zhu Shangbin are not only classmates, but also at the same table, and they are in the same dormitory.

It is naturally impossible for such a "close" person not to discover Xue Jingsen's secret.

When Zhu Shangbin knew that Xue Jingsen and Zhang Qifang were in love, he was not too surprised.

After all, before this, they were already very close, although they can't be called boyfriend and girlfriend, but in everyone's eyes, they are indeed lovers.

It's just that the parties refuse to admit it.

And when Zhu Shangbin discovered Xue Jingsen's secret, Xue Jingsen wanted to hide it anymore, but it was impossible.

Once, in the bathroom in the dormitory, when the two of them were squatting in the urinal to urinate, Zhu Shangbin did not shy away from asking: "Xue Jingsen, you are in love with Zhang Qifang now, right?" ”

Xue Jingsen was stunned for a moment, and then just smiled and did not answer.

"You can't hide my eyes, we are not only at the same table, but also in the same dormitory, even bedside to bedside, your words and deeds are almost within my surveillance."

"And what do you see?"

"I know that you secretly read some letter paper every day, and I also know that you write some words every day, some are written letters, and some are recorded in your notebook."

Xue Jingsen's heart couldn't help but mention, "You peeked at my letter and my notebook?" ”

Zhu Shangbin shook his head and said, "That's a private thing, how could I peek?" If I did peek, I probably knew that you were really in love, and now I still need to ask you? ”

"I like to write some words, it's my hobby...... It doesn't matter if I'm in love or not. ”

"So are you in love?"

"I didn't ...... No. ”

"Really?"

"Yes."

Zhu Shangbin sighed, "If you want to hide from me, just continue to hide it, my dog nose is not so easy to deceive." ”

Xue Jingsen pursed his lips and didn't say anything more.

But he also knows that this person who is very "close" to him, even if he doesn't tell the truth, can see the clues, and can find evidence to prove that the two of them are indeed in love.

Not long after, during the recess, Xue Jingsen admitted his relationship with Zhang Qifang to Zhu Shangbin.

"As I expected, you're indeed in love."

"I told you, don't tell anyone else."

"Of course not. Can you tell me a little secret, though? ”

"What do you want to know?"

"Every time you go on a date, does she take the initiative to hold your hand, or do you take the initiative to hold her hand?"

"We're both very proactive."

"You've hugged her, haven't you? Is there that urge to possess her? ”

"What do you mean......"

"That's it, the physical impulse."

Xue Jingsen's face flushed.

"Yes, yes, but we never crossed that thunder pool."

"Why?"

"We all want to maintain a pure relationship and try to get away with that kind of thing."

"It is human nature for men to love women, not to mention that you are all in love, why should you be bound by the idea that you can't do this, you can't do this, and this kind of behavior is forbidden?"

"I did think about it, but that kind of thing...... Let's talk about it later, when we all go to college, some things will just happen. ”

"Well, you're such a pure, stupid young man. If it were me, I wouldn't want to wait, the future is an unknown, what you can get now but don't dare to ask for, what you want in the future may no longer belong to you. ”

“……”

"Our lives are all about regretting what we haven't done, some things you don't do now, you want to do it in the future, but you don't have the opportunity, you will definitely regret it."

"I have a long time with her, and we will always be together in the future, I am convinced."

Zhu Shangbin sneered and said: "What do you think in your heart, you know it yourself, you are so self-deceiving, I am just a bystander, everything has nothing to do with me." ”

6

Zhu Shangbin's words cast a heavy shadow on Xue Jingsen's psychology.

It's not that he didn't think about continuing to develop the relationship between the two.

But if it continues to develop, it will be the lingering ......

He also fantasized about using the most primitive way to release his inner impulse with his lover, and lingered with the ** of possession.

However, in his heart, Zhang Qifang is not only the lover in his heart, but also the goddess in his heart.

How could he defile his goddess?

Every time he hugged her, he could feel the strangeness of her body.

That is the reaction of her body, the physiological changes that occur after she is melted by love.

Perhaps, she thinks that way, too.

And although the girl's reaction is strong in some aspects, her expression is subtle, or she doesn't know how to express it at all.

Zhang Qifang naturally didn't know.

She doesn't even know how to cope with the body's reaction, and often acts helpless.

The thought of her delicate appearance, the thought of her peach-red face, made him feel an unusual impulse.

For a long time when he had that conversation with Zhu Shangbin, Xue Jingsen had been out of crankiness and couldn't concentrate on studying.

On the weekend, on a date with her again, he turned out to be afraid to hug her, afraid that she would snoop into the dirty thoughts inside him and get angry with him.

However, he could no longer hold back his fantasies......

What's more, he knew that he was in a dream now.

Nothing that happened was real.

If he didn't even dare to do what he wanted to do in his dreams, wouldn't he really leave a lot of regrets?

Be sure to push yourself to take that step, and be bold no matter what the outcome is......

Now he can no longer be satisfied with hugging and hugging, and there is no further development.

Suche and Melinda both sighed when they noticed the change in his feelings in the dream.

Su Che didn't know what to say.

And Melinda said this: "The beginning of a beautiful story, the countdown to tragedy is ......"

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