1

"Jingsen, why is your face so ugly?"

When the two of them were dating on the bridge again, Zhang Qifang looked at Xue Jingsen's expression and was very puzzled.

"I didn't ...... It's nothing. ”

This time, after the two met, Xue Jingsen's mind always had that kind of dirty thoughts floating in his mind.

He really wants to control himself and not get cranky.

However, the more I tried to control myself, the more rampant my mind became.

When the mind is thoughtful, the mind is weak, and the physiology can't help but have strange reactions.

In front of his lover, he was ashamed that he had that unbearable thought.

He really wanted to tell her that she would just meet casually today, and not have too much contact, especially physically.

Tell me about the pain of lovesickness, and then leave.

Don't go on dates anywhere else.

It's okay to hold hands, but not to hug.

And if she really said that, Zhang Qifang would definitely be even more confused.

She would investigate why she was treated so coldly.

If she was desperate to ask, how would he answer?

Not beat around the bush?

She must be angry.

Don't say anything......

Depending on her temperament, she can also get angry.

So, now he can't explain the predicament he is facing.

"Your face is red, are you sick?"

"Nope."

"Are you feeling unwell?"

"Uh-huh...... Oh, and it's not. ”

"So what the hell is wrong with you?"

"I ......"

Her eyes widened, waiting for his answer.

But he still didn't explain, just "I" kept talking.

"There's something unusual about you today, don't you feel it?"

It was really extraordinary, how could he not feel it?

"Maybe I'm catching a cold and have a fever...... After a while, maybe it will be fine. ”

"Do you really have a fever?"

She walked over and put her palm on his forehead.

"It's really hot, let's go see a doctor."

As she spoke, she naturally took his hand.

And his body throbbed violently, and a fire rushed straight into his head, incinerating all his thoughts.

He couldn't control it anymore and hugged her tightly.

She was overwhelmed.

And his kiss fell again, his lips greedily sucking at her fragrance.

"What's wrong with you? I...... I feel like something is wrong with you today. ”

She said this breathlessly.

But she didn't get an answer.

What he gave her was a hot kiss driven by **.

Her body reacted quickly, too.

She couldn't help but melt away in his onslaught.

It fell on him like a puddle of mud.

For some reason, she realized that her reaction was a little strong today, and her body was even less like her own.

The way he expressed his affection was so passionate that she couldn't resist it.

I've never had an experience like this that I can't suppress.

The body seemed to be completely sucked away by him, and it could only be attached to his body without bones.

And, I really want to merge with him and give myself to him completely......

Suddenly, one of his hands reached through the neckline and into her dress.

She involuntarily let out an "ah".

A flame that had been restrained by herself for a long time instantly ignited her whole body.

Her mind went blank.

Instinctively, she grabbed his arm and stopped him from making any further moves.

However, he did not stop his movements.

When his hand touched the sensitive part of her chest, she let out another "ahhh

Then, she cried out in horror: "Don't! No! ”

He was startled, and his hand immediately pulled out of her clothes.

She took a few steps back, bowed her head weakly, did not dare to look at him, and her face burned badly......

2

The sun turns from cool to warm.

At this time, it is already the festival season of late autumn.

There are very few birds flying in the air.

Fallen leaves everywhere.

On the water in the river, there are also layers of autumn dreams.

Bleak scenery in full view.

The clothes that everyone wears are gradually paying attention to keeping warm.

The two were not very thickly dressed.

When Xue Jingsen's hand reached into Zhang Qifang's clothes just now, there was no obstacle.

He felt the softness of a woman.

It was a tactile experience like never before.

Very comfortable.

I really want to hold on to it and never let go.

Although the two of them were in an awkward situation at this time, he still couldn't stop the illusion of touch just now in his mind.

Silent.

Shameful and embarrassing silence.

Two restless hearts have been beating rhythmically.

I don't know how long it took, Zhang Qifang opened her mouth first:

"We ...... Shouldn't we? ”

"I'm sorry, I ......"

"Let's not do this in the future, okay?"

“…… Well. ”

Zhang Qifang bit her lip, and then asked, "If you don't do this, will you ......?"

“……”

"Will you want to stop me?"

"No, it won't. I like you, always. ”

"Sooner or later, I'll give myself to you, but not now."

“……”

"Now we have to study hard, and after graduating from the college entrance examination, we will ...... again And so it goes. ”

"Well, study hard."

"I told you that my goal was Q big."

"If you apply for this university, I will fill in the same application."

"So, we all have to work towards this goal."

"Hmm."

"Now we are only in the first year of high school, there is still a long way to go, and our grades must continue to be excellent, otherwise, we will only miss out on Q University."

“……”

"The admission score of Q University is very high, and now you and I may have outstanding grades in school, but looking at the whole city, the whole province, or the whole country, you and I have very ordinary grades."

“……”

"If we want to stand out from the crowd, we have to work harder than others."

“……”

"So, Jingsen, our love is to learn to encourage each other, not to let ourselves delay learning."

“……”

"As long as we are all admitted to Q University, I will ...... myself Treat yourself to you. ”

“……”

"You and I have to believe that one day, we will hold hands on the campus of Q University, without scruples, full of spring, and take a happy walk."

“……”

"You're going to work tirelessly for me, aren't you?"

“……”

The words are full of longing for the future.

Xue Jingsen had to feel ashamed, and couldn't help but curse in his heart for the filth of his thoughts.

The love between two people should have been mutually exhorting.

From their acquaintance to the establishment of a relationship now, Zhang Qifang has given him all encouragement.

"We must work hard, we are going to take a walk holding hands in Q University and be a happy couple."

This is what she often says to him.

When two people are together, in addition to the sweet words between lovers, the most words they say are related to learning.

Even, when dating, when talking about a difficult topic, the two of them will quarrel red-faced.

Such a woman is an angel with wings, a goddess sent by God to inspire him to grow.

How could he have such filthy thoughts and do something blasphemous against her?

Compared to her, he was ashamed of himself.

3

Some people come into your life to make your life better.

Zhang Qifang is such a person.

In the real reality, Xue Jingsen is because she loves her in her heart and knows that her goal is Q University, so she has always made herself work hard, continued to make progress in her studies, and repeatedly positioned her grades as excellent.

Until the end of the college entrance examination, he decisively applied for Q University, and received the admission letter of Q University without any suspense.

If he didn't have Zhang Qifang in his life, would he have worked so hard to make himself a good student with excellent grades?

He once told Melinda that his results weren't too good at first.

He likes to write some words to pass the boring and boring study life.

The more he complains with words, the more he feels that studying and living is like purgatory.

Not only will you not get positive improvement, but you may also be depressed and want to escape from your current life.

With such a state of mind and such a life, if he continued all the time, it would naturally be impossible for him to improve his academic performance.

Without a good academic record, it is naturally impossible for him to think about what a good university he will go to.

Judging from his academic performance at that time, if he had maintained it without regression or progress, he could have been admitted to a university.

Of course, it's just an ordinary university, not a well-known institution like Q University.

Perhaps, he didn't even think that he would become a student of Q University.

However, this is not the direction of his life.

He met Zhang Qifang and fell in love with her, knowing that her goal was Q University, he worked hard, hoping to make himself a student of Q University one day.

After his continuous efforts, he finally made his hope a reality.

Only then, he didn't get the results he had hoped for.

Xue Jingsen told Melinda that Zhang Qifang's wish is to go to Q University, even if she can't go to Q University, she must find a boyfriend who studies at Q University.

Xue Jingsen told Melinda that there are many students in the whole school who apply for Q University, but only Xue Jingsen is the only one who is really admitted.

Xue Jingsen told Melinda that if Zhang Qifang wants to find a boyfriend who is in Q college, he must be the object of her choice, and the two of them are really likely to develop into real lovers.

Xue Jingsen told Melinda that now he finally got the admission letter of Q University, but she was in a car accident and died unexpectedly, which hit him hard when he was waiting for love to come.

Xue Jingsen said to Melinda, tomorrow and accidents, we never know which one will come first, don't cherish it when there is hope, once lost, all hope will be shattered, tomorrow is coming, but after the accident, that kind of tomorrow is no longer the tomorrow I hope.

Xue Jingsen said to Melinda that no matter what, in his life, Zhang Qifang will always be a very important person, his angel, and his purest and most bitter love.

Xue Jingsen said to Melinda, but if he wants to fall in love with Zhang Qifang, even in a dream that cannot be connected with reality, this wish has come true, and he does not have too many regrets in his heart.

However, regret can never be erased from his heart.

In the dream, the more things he longed for, and when he returned to reality, the more lonely he felt.

The huge contrast between gain and loss makes it impossible for him to accept it so easily.

He seems to know this.

But he didn't allow himself to be in moderation in his dreams.

He wants to be with her, he wants to fall in love, he wants to kiss her, he wants to hug her, and later, he wants to have skin to skin with her......

He greedily demanded it in his dreams, ** more and more inflated.

And now, it's time for him to face what he really thinks.

——In the dream, two people are lovers, holding each other's hands, and happily completing the three years of high school.

4

"Qifang, please rest assured, I will never do this again in the future."

"I believe in you."

"Before we are admitted to Q University, we have to urge each other to study hard."

"Well, encouragement."

"I will put away my cranky thoughts and put excellent results in the first place."

"No, it should be me first, not academic performance."

"Well, yes, you are the favorite person in my heart, without you, no matter how good your grades are, what is the point?"

"Do you really think so?"

"That's what I've always thought."

Zhang Qifang's face had a smile.

"We are a happy couple, both now and in the future."

"Whether it is now or in the future, Qifang, you will always be the most important person in my life."

"Oh?"

"You are the angel who appeared in my life, the most beautiful goddess in my heart, and the gentle lover whom I can hold hands."

Zhang Qifang's face turned a sweet apple red.

Xue Jingsen grabbed her hand, held it tightly, and continued: "Whether all this is true or not, I will cherish it and take care of this relationship between us." ”

"It's all true,—— of course it's true."

"Yes, I also believe that all this is true...... Qifang, let me kiss you again, okay? ”

"Nope."

"Why?"

"I'm afraid you're going to do something like that."

"I won't."

"Don't do that. - That's the end of our appointment today. ”

"Why?"

"You and I are too impulsive today, we should learn to keep a certain distance now, let ourselves know how to get along with each other better, and then encourage each other to be together."

"Is this the end of our date for today?"

"Yes, it's over, it's punishment for your misdeeds."

Xue Jingsen's heart was a little lost.

But he knew that he would indeed be separated from her now.

"Okay, let me hug you one more time before we part."

Zhang Qifang took the initiative to throw herself into his arms.

He kissed her forehead.

This posture was maintained on the bridge for a long time.

And they finally reluctantly parted.

This is the end of the date for the two of them.

They have to go back to school, stay in the classroom honestly, use other people's time to play, seize their own learning opportunities, and continue to work hard.

However, it is from this day that the story no longer goes on uneventfully.

Because from this day on, everything changed.

There was an indelible rift in their relationship, and they could never go back to that pure and beautiful time......

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