The long journey quickly drained the passengers' spirits, and many of them became drowsy, and the view from the window was the same, and it was impossible to tell where they had been, but since the car was driving on the road, it probably wouldn't go to a strange place. Thinking so, I can't rest assured. I was the only one who seemed to be able to see the strangeness at noon. However, I am a mentally ill person, and I have already registered it in the hearts of these people, and no matter what I say, they will only regard it as a hysterical attack. Dr. Nguyen Le had a discussion with other experts not long ago, and it seemed quite surprising that there was a mentally ill person among the passengers in the bus, and they were quite concerned about my situation, and I think that the biggest reason was that there was really nothing to pass the time in the bus. These people didn't consider the boring journey at all, it was not the first time to go abroad to attend a seminar, and there was nothing new to Paris. They didn't carry anything to kill time, and the only thing that could cheer them up was academic exchanges, and I, as the only psychopath in the car, was regarded as an object of relief for them.

Not all experts are interested in me, even if I am a psychology major, I will subdivide different fields, and in order to avoid some disputes, few people will interject in matters that are not in my own professional field. So, it seemed to me that the passengers were divided into three parts, one seemed to be asleep, one was listening, and the last part, was learning about my condition from Dr. Nguyen Li. Dr. Nguyen Le didn't mind that other people were interested in my case. In other words, I don't know when she started to feel that her strength was insufficient and that she needed to use the ability of others to complete the study of my condition.

Dr. Nguyen Le is the youngest of the experts in the room, which is a compliment. However, it also means that some of the knowledge and experience that need to be accumulated over the years are lacking compared to those in the profession. Dr. Nguyen Le is a person who is proud of herself, however, the repeated encounters with my illness also seem to make her a little anxious. Of course, I'm just guessing this from her recent positive and somewhat adventurous choices, and I'm not entirely sure. That's what she thought in her heart.

“…… Since the beginning of cognitive impairment, there have been many complications one after another......" Dr. Nguyen Li said with a sad look as he handed the report to the others.

"Isn't there anything wrong with counting jù?" After a cursory glance at the report, the other experts all looked at each other with strange expressions, and one of them said, "Sorry, I mean, this is the patient I have ever seen with the most complications." This number jù...... Isn't that an exaggeration? You're sure that he has always been. Do you still know who you are? "A few people looked at me as if they were looking at some rare animal.

"Yes. Even if he is schizophrenic and falls into hallucinations, he does not have much problem with his cognition. Dr. Nguyen Le replied in the affirmative.

"Your record is different from the schizophrenia I've been exposed to in the past." A middle-aged woman with a kind face said: "Different personalities have split, but they all insist on using the same name, and we do not exclude other personalities from using the same name." It's the first time I've seen it. ”

"Names are a sign that distinguishes individuality from commonality and recognizes one's own existence and independence." Another male expert said: "Generally speaking, a new personality will give itself a new name. It is also an important step for the new personality to break away from the commonality of consciousness and determine its own independence and existence. Theoretically, I don't agree that using the same name is seen as a case of different personalities. He paused here and emphasized: "Doctor Ruan Li, I'm not saying that the number you recorded is wrong, I believe in your professional qualifications, but maybe you should use a stricter definition when judging whether it is schizophrenia or not, so as not to be confused with other conditions." The so-called science starts with the definition, and we use the definition to divide the different components of a thing in detail, or to study a single component, or to study the relationship between these components. In this process, the stricter the definition, the more detailed the division of things, and the more vague and intersecting the definitions, the more they will get lost in the research process. To put it mildly, I think that the multiple crossover syndromes that appeared in this child made you panic, and in the process of dissecting these syndromes one by one, the definition lost the strictness that it should have. ”

"I think so too." Another expert agreed: "In terms of numbers, the child's condition is very complicated, but because of the complexity, these numbers are problematic and too general. Although in psychology, there are often many unclear things, and sometimes, they have to be grouped together, but if you really can't find a solution, you can only think that your subdivision of these things is not enough. ”

"Thank you for the reminder." Dr. Ruan Li said calmly: "However, my ability is no longer enough, so I can subdivide his condition again. My knowledge and ability have reached the limit of what I can do. That's why I hope you can help. ”

Her calmness silenced everyone else, and after reading the number for a long time, and more reports, she shook her head after half an hour. They admit that Dr. Nguyen Li's analysis of the existing numbers has reached a limit, and they cannot rely solely on these reports to draw more conclusions, and if they do intervene in the treatment, they must have more equipment and time to think about another possible route of research. Different people have different solutions to similar conditions, but what Dr. Nguyen Li has provided is only her path, and on her own path, she has come to an end, and others are no longer able to provide much help on this path.

Dr. Nguyen Li shook his head, not hiding the disappointment in his eyes.

"I'm fine." I comforted her.

Dr. Nguyen Li cheered up and smiled, but didn't say anything more. This toss made her tired. She leaned back in the soft chair and closed her eyes, as if she were gradually falling asleep.

I am grateful to Dr. Nguyen Le for her persistence in my condition, although, from the very beginning. I don't think she can solve my problems, but there is such a person who is troubled and grieved for himself, and does everything in his power to help him, even if it is in the wrong direction. I still feel a heavy warmth in it. Dr. Ruan Li in this repeater world is more important in my heart than Dr. Ruan Li in the hospital in reality. In the reality of the hospital, her attitude towards me is that of a very simple doctor-patient relationship, but in this repeater world, we have another layer of closer relationship by mistake. When you think about it, this repeater world is bound to ruin miè. I don't know when such Dr. Nguyen Le will come from in front of my eyes, and I can't help but feel sad.

I am the executioner who drove this happening, so I never ask for forgiveness from them in this world. But even with such an awareness, the pain and pressure that must be borne will not be relieved in the slightest.

Now I am the only one who can do it. It's about cherishing every bit of time with them. The only thing I hope is that they don't compare to the other natives of this repeater world. Disappeared before my eyes earlier.

Dr. Nguyen Li's body tilted quietly, her head resting on my shoulder, and the tangible touch made my quietly cultivated sensibility gradually calm down.

When the sun is about to set, fog begins to appear on the road, making people think. The fog will grow even stronger. Walking at night in foggy weather can be very unsettling, but in front of the bus, there is a faint resting spot, just like the convenience store you encountered at noon. It is also maintained by nearby residents. The rest area, which is a little larger than the one at noon, has five or six buildings lined up along the road, with gas stations and hotels, but not all of these facilities are open to the public. Every place has its own rules, and these rules are very important when it comes to long-distance travel.

I don't know much about this, but I've heard people say it, but the long-distance drivers who come and go on this road are generally people who understand.

The car stopped, and the bald middle-aged man said a few words briefly, to the effect that he would not move forward until the smog cleared, but if the smog lasted too long, it was possible to stay here tonight, and it is expected that more vehicles on the same road would choose to do so after us, so whether you want to stay here or not, you must book a room in advance, just in case. Of course, we don't have to pay for the money that we, who are invited, and that's good news.

Although it was already time to eat, the bald middle-aged man still went to the hotel first, and he seemed conscientious to implement the reservation. The passengers also got out of the car, and I still paid extra attention to the driver, but it wasn't until all the passengers got off that he started the car and went in the other direction. There are some parked vehicles over there, which makes it feel like a unified parking lot. I didn't see the driver get out of the car in the end, and several more private cars stopped here as all the passengers were ready to go to the fast food and convenience stores.

The rest spot in this area, which was still sparsely populated, immediately became bustling, and with our group, at least more than 30 people would stay here, as the bald middle-aged man said, if everyone wanted to stay here, I am afraid that the hotel would not be able to provide so many rooms. Because, in the coming time, there should be more people stopping here.

Just as we entered the fast food restaurant, the fog became deeper and heavier, and we could see a layer of misty veil with the naked eye, and the object fifty meters away was only a hazy outline, in the current season, obviously at this moment in normal times, the light would not seem too dim, but the rich haze continued to swallow up the natural light, and even the artificial lights were like paint that was scattered in the water, leaving only a heavy yellow mist.

This kind of weather is very emotional for people, but for me, it is completely the expression of the "magic moment" in the occult. In my experience, the presence of smog at strange times and places often means the arrival of mysterious events. What's more, before that, the bus already gave off a weird smell.

Just after Dr. Nguyen Li and I ordered fast food, the bald middle-aged man who was in charge finally came, but he still didn't see the driver. Someone asked next to him, and the bald middle-aged man replied: "He has acquaintances at the gas station, so he should have eaten over there." "Others don't care, but for me, it's these seemingly coincidental circumstances that keep drivers out of sight. The driver, who was so tall, was obviously very eye-catching, but because of this strange silence and coincidental detachment. made his impression meaningless in the hearts of everyone. In my mind, this is a very obvious flaw, but to others, it seems that it is not so strict at all.

So far, I'm not among the passengers. Find someone who might be an electronic demon messenger. Their words and deeds are as ordinary as ordinary people. However, I think that the chance of an accident tonight is more than 60%, and if there is danger, it is impossible to be indifferent to the mysterious person.

I don't know who it is and what kind of mystery it has caused. However, the mystery is "chasing" us, and this feeling is gradually becoming deeper. Yes, it's not that we've been involved in a mysterious event by accident, but we've been deliberately stared at by some kind of mystery. In the beginning, it wasn't very powerful. But over time, it may be in a particular environment. Becomes violent and snarky. I absolutely do not believe that it is innocent and harmless, on the contrary, I feel that it appears. Death is bound to come.

What's the benefit of killing the experts in the car? I don't know, but the mystery that is about to strike is indeed full of malice. Compared with. Continuing to move forward in the midst of the deep night haze, without making any stops, is what I think is the best way out of the current predicament. In the occult, in a bad environment, for whatever reason, performing actions such as "staying" and "dispersing" is an act of death.

I hope that after dinner, everyone and the driver, who had not been seen for a while, will all return to the car and drive forward at full speed.

However, I also knew that, according to the habits of ordinary people, and the premonition of the dark, it was inevitable to spend the night at this resting point because of the deep haze of the night.

"I think I'm going to stay tonight." I said to Dr. Nguyen Li.

"The trip takes one day and one night, so it's nice to spend the night at a resting spot." Dr. Nguyen Li stretched: "It feels so bad to sleep in the car, I'd rather spend more time and be able to stay in bed at night." ”

"Something will happen tonight." I said very bluntly, "But don't worry, I'll protect you, Mom." ”

Dr. Ruan Li's eyes were a little stunned, her disbelief was understandable, and as I thought, she said meekly, "Then I'll rest assured, Ah Chuan." ”

Dr. Nguyen Le didn't dwell on this kind of topic, and after dinner, he had planned to meet with a few friendly experts, but I insisted on staying by my side with the excuse of worry. She hadn't objected to me before, so she couldn't object to my personal protection now. Dr. Nguyen Li was a little ridiculous, but he still didn't give me my wish. In fact, when she was in the car, other experts had already made it clear that the information brought by Dr. Nguyen Li herself could not make others go further than her. If you want to make progress, unless Dr. Nguyen Li finds a breakthrough on his own, he must start all over again in another direction, and many things cannot be solved in a day and a half. It is common sense that when dealing with a mentally ill person, it is necessary to observe and test for a long time.

So, instead of going to those people again, you might as well accompany me to investigate the situation at this rest point.

After the meal, the passengers in the bus dispersed one after another, and they also talked about this hazy weather, feeling that it was impossible to move forward tonight. Dr. Nguyen Le and I passed by the hotel and saw several people at the door, including couples with children and young couples, and I thought it was probably because they couldn't book a room anymore.

Couples with children are still trying to figure out how to go, couples have left towards the parking lot, in fact, if there are only two people, lying in the car for a night is also a good choice, however, the parking lot seems a little remote, not in terms of distance, but in popularity. There was only one street lamp in that area, which was much more eerie than the rest of the area, and the unpleasant environment made people reluctant to move around that area at night. It seems that the couple thinks so too, so they would rather brave the heavier and heavier fog and plan to continue on the road.

I think that if there is some mysterious event, they may have made the right choice than others, and of course, if they had eaten their dinner - no, just taken it with them, it would have been easier to avoid the danger that would arise. If the mystery is pestering our bus, then anyone who collides with us will probably be the fish in the pond that has been hit.

Thinking so, Dr. Nguyen Li held my arm in one hand and pointed to the gas station with the other and said, "Don't you care about the driver?" He's right there, and we're going to talk to him? ”

I looked in the direction she was pointing, and sure enough, I saw the big man of the driver, holding a lunch box, sitting with a gas station employee in a dark blue uniform, talking about something as if no one was around. Judging from this picture alone, there is nothing strange about the two of them. The anomaly I had felt in the driver seemed to have disappeared at this moment.

As we walked over, the gas station staff quickly noticed us, because few of the people who came and went needed to refuel, and few people came to this place except for me and Dr. Nguyen Li, and the air here was filled with the smell of oil. These small rest spots are often not very clean, but since you can't get on the road, you have to put up with the environment. Even in recent years, I have heard from time to time that there have been reports of tragic accidents at rest points when drivers are running long distances. Unfamiliar, remote and not very clean places often make people subconsciously look at the people here with colored eyes.

Gas station employees, in my heart, are also born with such malignancy. Although his dress is actually neat, the whole person looks very capable, giving people a full of vitality. He is about thirty years old, and has the common physiognomy characteristics of Westerners, and in my opinion, he can also score more than sixty points. He greeted us very proactively: "Good evening. ”

"Good evening." Dr. Ruan Li also replied politely, and then said to the driver very bluntly: "Mr. Driver, my child has something to say to you. ”

I didn't expect Dr. Nguyen Li to be so straightforward, but years of bizarre encounters have kept me from having stage fright at such a time. In the amazed gaze of the gas station staff, I asked the driver, "Who do you work for?" NOG, Doomsday Shinrikyo, Crew...... Dallas? ”

After Dr. Nguyen Li and I came over, we kept hanging our heads, and the black driver, whose brim and shadow had blocked most of his face, raised his head so that I could see what he looked like - very ugly, vicious, and more importantly, he had a large scar on his cheek, which should have been a scar, but its shape was reminiscent of another small, resentful face.

Probably anyone who sees this scene will subconsciously think that the reason why he deliberately avoided people's attention is precisely to avoid being affected by this appearance, but I think that the scar that looks like a small face is the most critical problem. Is this mysterious? I thought to myself, but my eyes didn't shrink from this terrifying appearance.

"I don't know what you're talking about, kid." The driver said in a deep voice, lowered his head again, and said to Dr. Nguyen Li, "Madam, I advise you not to let your child get too close to me, it will scare him." Words that should have sounded like a threat turned into kind advice because of the deep voice.

However, Dr. Nguyen Li obviously didn't mean anything to respond, she just showed a flat smile, as if to say, she didn't care about him or the situation he said, and she was not interested. I knew that Dr. Nguyen Le brought me here and put me up close and personal with this driver just to prove that I was wrong, not for anyone else or anything else. She didn't plan to have any further contact with the driver, and in her eyes, it wasn't worth mentioning whether the black driver was hideous, whether the voice was special, or whether he was kind or not.

His appearance made me wonder if I should find a time to kill him once and for all, but then I noticed it. Although I think of this driver as a "murderer" or something when I connect the eccentricities of the past, is he really a person? Even if he does possess mystery, must he be one of the dangers that may come later? (To be continued......)