In Dr. Nguyen Li's eyes, I am a mentally ill person, and what I say is valuable for the study of the condition, but it will not be treated as a real situation. NOG, doomsday truth and other words related to mysterious organizations are also described in my diary, but they have never been trusted by Dr. Nguyen Li, and even if I tell the driver these things so seriously now, in her eyes, it is probably just a seizure. Even so, she followed my ideas and allowed me to talk to the driver, which I don't think was a kind of spoiling, and in her past research, she used to let the patient move and observe at a certain rate.

I knew that Dr. Nguyen Le was not at all interested in how the driver would react to my question. No matter how outlandish his answer was, it would make sense in front of my situation. What is the difference between "answering the questions of the mentally ill" and "making jokes about the mentally ill"? If I were talking to an ordinary person, he would have felt that I was a person who was a little inappropriate because of the mysterious words in my mouth, but if he had known that I was a mentally ill person, he would not have been surprised by the problems at the time. The driver's reaction, in the eyes of Dr. Nguyen Li, is probably still in the category of "ordinary people". It's just that his temper is more short-tempered, although his voice is very deep and seems calm.

"I don't know what you're talking about, kid." The driver said in a deep voice, lowered his head again, and said to Dr. Nguyen Li, "Madam, I advise you not to let your child get too close to me, it will scare him." Words that should have sounded like a threat turned into kind advice because of the deep voice.

However, Dr. Nguyen Li apparently didn't mean anything to respond, she just showed a flat smile. It's like saying that I don't care about him or the situation he says, and I don't have any interest. I'm sure she should have seen the scar on this man's face, the kind that looked like a human face. Isn't it always reminiscent? However, Dr. Nguyen Li is so "normal", as if he subconsciously rejected all clues related to "mystery" and associated them from a less mysterious perspective.

At a time when everyone else is skeptical, or even already convinced, that there is a "mystery" in this world, Dr. Nguyen Li's appearance is like a scientific warrior. But in reality, Dr. Nguyen Le is not a believer in the Cult of Scientific Pantheon. Acknowledging that there are many unsolved mysteries in this world, he himself likes to read weird and terrifying novels and movies, and even delves into Asian occult texts - of course, from a psychological point of view, to delve into the impact of these foundations on people's psychology. In her daily life, she often comes into contact with things related to mystery, and after the mystery spreads, she has continued to do so. However, such as her. Mysterious phenomena are always "not seen".

If it is said that in the past, because this world was not completely mystified, and there were too many ordinary people who did not know the mystery, Dr. Ruan Li's expression was really normal, even in the past apocalyptic fantasy, "mystery" has never been popularized. Publicly, the people who do not know the "mystery" and do not admit the "mysterious" cannot be counted. However, even Dr. Nguyen Li's appearance is not too surprising in the current environment. The above-mentioned expression does not highlight her special difference from other ordinary people, the possibilities I have thought of these days, some clues that I have carefully noticed, and my recognition and attention to the special meaning of Dr. Ruan Li's existence in this world, so that I finally removed Dr. Ruan Li from the circle of "normal people who don't know the mystery" from the bottom of my heart.

There isn't much heavyweight evidence, but it's absolutely not normal for her to be in a constant constant disregard for mystery with a large number of people who have gone into the world of mystery. The newborn Electrodemonic Emissaries don't mind their abilities being exposed, they have passed the initial stage of having to observe the world carefully, and are ambitiously trying to rise up, using their powers to contact or create mysterious events themselves to advance their own plans. In this process, Dr. Nguyen Le has proven to be deeply involved, otherwise, she would not be standing here today. However, her vision, her thinking, all her observations and understandings, precisely because they are completely unaffected by the mystery that has existed, is the most terrifying part.

How special does it have to be to ignore the facts that keep popping up? She said that I was mentally ill, and I admitted that I did have mental problems and could not distinguish between hallucinations and reality, but her natural avoidance of all fait accompli involving "mystery" also made me feel abnormal.

Now, I think that the mysterious driver is standing in front of the two of us with such a swagger, even if he denies his mystery, I can't prove his mystery, but I still feel that even another ordinary person who has never known the existence of "mystery" is standing here, and after facing the driver's face, he will already subconsciously have uneasiness and doubt, as well as associations with the mystery. I brought Dr. Nguyen Le here and told him so bluntly about the topic of mystery, and it was not just the driver himself who had to observe and verify.

In fact, no matter how powerful and weird the driver is, how large and deep the background is, it can't affect me in any way. Even if all the experts in the bus, except for Dr. Nguyen Li, were wiped out, they would not be able to really hit me, I would be sad and sad, and I would be deeply tormented by the cruel reality that my thoughts were once again shattered, but I have experienced many such things, and I knew from the beginning that I am not a hero, and even if I make a decision, it will not be 100% achievable. So, how profoundly can the horrible mysteries that are taking place now, and which are expected to deepen later, have a profound impact on my own existence and plans?

The situation that gives me a vague and inexplicable feeling may have something to do with what is happening right now, but at the same time, I feel that this connection is not decisive. On a very large journey, I will not be surprised or frightened by the qiē encountered during this trip to the seminar. I was mentally prepared to do the trick of wrestling with an enemy of the level of "ultimate weapon". Even if the Doomsday Shinrikyo Cult, the Nazis, Area 51, Father Edward, the Black Nest, and other mysterious organizations I know of are all acting together here, making the situation more chaotic and complicated, I will never waver.

Yes. If I pay attention to them, it is only because they may be driven by the "virus", and the goal is still on the "virus" after all. And invisible. I can't touch it, I can't understand it, the "virus" that theoretically exists everywhere, in people's ignorance, in the dark abyss, pushing every deterioration of the "virus", if it appears in front of me in a more real way, my only choice is to wait for "Jiang" to strike. Myself. There is no resistance, only monsters can deal with monsters, and this is at the heart of all my plans and actions.

Any plans and actions other than this core are incidental and may be important to the individual's sensibilities, but not so important to the final result.

Such a me. There is no fear or fear of anything malignant other than the "virus" itself. I'm well aware. The self that carries the "river" is very different from the past self. Now I am qualified to think about the serum against the "virus", and anyone but the current me, even in the hospital reality. Dr. Ander and others, who condescendingly look at the apocalyptic illusion, do not have such qualifications.

So, for me, whether the driver admits it or not, it doesn't matter too much to me. than the driver. I'm more concerned about Dr. Nguyen Li, if it weren't for what is happening now, involving Dr. Nguyen Li, and then it might have an impact on the whisperers, my attention to this incident would have dropped a step or two.

The reminder of the Eight Scenes made me further speculate on the particularity of Dr. Ruan Li, and now the facts seem to be proving the correctness of this guess little by little. And once Dr. Ruan Li is the same as he guessed, and his existence is related to the "mysterious inhibition power" and "control core" of this repeater world, then the feelings that this line of work brings to me will become quite normal.

I sometimes associate the anomalies that have occurred during the bus journey with the peculiarities of Dr. Nguyen Lê, and I think that there is someone or organization that has obtained some key information and wants to try to test something among the bus passengers, and these people or organizations are the organizers of this workshop. Further, there is suspicion of changing who we, the workshop participants, were initially formed, and who are leading us along the new route - the driver and the balding middle-aged.

Compared to the balding middle age, the driver's appearance is too prominent, and it occupies more of my attention, of course, this does not mean that I have relaxed my guard against the bald middle age. However, now that I already have an easier person to identify, I certainly don't focus on the other person. The whole driver was a person who made my intuition feel abnormal from the very beginning of his appearance.

However, as I tried to confirm his anomaly and indirectly test Dr. Nguyen Li's reaction, another thought suddenly came to my mind: Is the change of our itinerary by changing our itinerary to test the rest of us? Or is it protecting those of us? In addition to this, there is also the possibility, such as killing those of us, or some of us. However, the possibility of "killing everyone" is minimal, because it doesn't seem to make much sense to do so, unless we are a carefully selected sacrifice, but since NOG is also a supporter of the workshop, the situation becomes more murky and complicated when you think in this direction. In terms of my level of brain use, it is not possible to peel back the cocoon and analyze the problem at all, and it will only make the "possibility" continue to increase, and eventually it will become a situation that cannot be judged.

So, I'm more inclined to "test" and "protect" the two possibilities. Before that, in between, I subconsciously leaned towards the first option, but when I faced the driver, his expression made me lean a little towards the second possibility. After the driver warned me and Dr. Nguyen Lê, he stopped paying attention to our affairs and buried himself in eating a boxed lunch. The gas station staff laughed and beat the circle and persuaded us to leave.

Even so, I got what I wanted to know.

Assuming that Dr. Nguyen Li's particularity has been exposed, and assuming that she has not been exposed, are two different situations. Before arriving at the rest point, all the anomalies were caused by the bus itself, but this time it was different. The foggy weather hindered the bus journey, so we had to spend the night at this rest point under special circumstances. Assuming this is a mysterious event, then, it is relative to the previous anomaly. It is full of malice.

What do the people behind the incident want from us? Dr. Nguyen Li? Or is it someone other than Dr. Nguyen Li? Or is it some research or something you carry? Suppose that this qiē is not the work of the seminar. So which side will it be?

Or is there a split in the organizers of the symposium themselves?

Either way, it's not the best option to take out the driver and bald middle-aged now. Suppose the driver and the balding middle-aged man are protectors, we lose protection, and if they are enemies, I will also lose the clues that are close to me.

This idea, initially was not, however. After talking to the driver, his expression made me make the decision to continue to wait and see, instead of using violence to kill all the suspects as soon as I came up - this is of course the most direct and quick, but if I have to do it, ignore the shady scenes. Why should I ask Dr. Nguyen Li to come over? Again, it doesn't fit my style. It's just the style of "murderers".

Around eight o'clock in the evening, the already less prosperous rest place becomes more and more eerie and desolate in the night fog, and the sound of the wind can awaken the fear of darkness in the depths of people's hearts. Even psychologists can't completely suppress this feeling of heartbeat. However, at least they can maintain normal faces, but other people who also need to stay overnight, especially those who have not been able to book a room. It's a little anxious. These people made a big fuss in the hotel, and in the end, the bald middle-aged man took the initiative to coordinate the reservation and reduce the share of our group, so that the situation eased down.

No one likes to sleep in a dimly lit car at such a time, nor do they want to continue to walk at night in such foggy weather, and the hotel is full, and the rest of the people can only do their part and negotiate with the owners of other shops. Even so, a significant number of people return to the parking lot, stay in their cars, and turn on their lights.

This time is still early from the normal sleep time, but there is no one hanging around outside. I made sure that there were no more travelers around the store before I went back to my room. Dr. Nguyen Li, I and two female experts in the same room, are not difficult people to get along with. Someone bought cards at the convenience store, and the four of us played a few rounds, and then, the two female experts looked out the window and seemed to have something special. They were in unison, and they were amazed by themselves. If it was an ordinary person, he probably just thought it was an accident, so he fooled it over.

However, these two female experts obviously don't think so.

"You feel it too?" One of them asked.

"yes, it's a strange feeling, like when you see a psychological horror scene in a horror movie, you don't know what to expect, but something terrible is going to happen." The other replied.

Her answer made both parties feel that their feelings were not groundless. Although he couldn't say why, he still turned the topic to Dr. Ruan Li.

"Don't you feel it? Ms. Nguyen. ”

"You've just described it, it's just a psychological fear." Dr. Nguyen Le said in a normal tone: "The current situation outside is indeed easy to cause psychological fear, but this does not mean that the object of this fear is real. And, since we didn't go out, we didn't need to worry about what would happen outside. When it came to "what will be there", Dr. Ruan Li had a meaningful expression, because he was too deliberate, and he immediately let people know that he was ridiculing.

"Aren't you afraid?" A female expert seriously asked, "Not at all?" ”

"Yes." Dr. Nguyen Le shrugged, threw out a deck of cards, and said, "I can't be afraid of anything that I haven't seen with my own eyes and can't use what I've learned." ”

"That's presumptuous." Another female expert quipped.

"The so-called ignorant have no fear." Dr. Nguyen Le said, "You can try to make yourself a fool. ”

The three of them laughed again for a while, and when it was quiet, it suddenly gave people an extraordinarily quiet feeling—the quiet Cheng dù was too deep and too abrupt, and there was a deep gap between it and the situation in our minds, as if there was not even a single creature around it—and I was not the only one who felt this way, and this silence was too conspicuous.

Or, should I say dead silence?

This kind of atmosphere once again brings people strong psychological fear and pressure. Dr. Ruan Li also frowned, she finally reacted a little to the abnormality. I looked at Dr. Nguyen Lê, but I was vigorously shaken by the shoulders of the other two female specialists, and I turned my head to see that they were all staring at me with a scrutinizing look that reminded me of the way doctors looked at me when I was treated in the "hospital" in the past. I immediately realized that they were confirming that I was getting sick again, and perhaps the previous gaze on Dr. Nguyen Le had made them feel dangerous.

These two female specialists have heard about my situation from Dr. Nguyen Lê. They agreed with Dr. Nguyen Le that I was in danger, not only because of my mental symptoms, but also because of my illness, and the danger to others skyrocketed. They're a little scared of me. More than the strangeness of the scene, I was more afraid that I would be affected and then have a psychotic episode, as if I felt that I was the danger that was close at hand, and the dead silence around me was just a harbinger of some kind of abnormality.

"How does it feel?" A female expert asked me.

"No problem." I said, "Don't worry, doctor, I won't hurt you." "I call them doctors, even though neither of them is a medical-related profession or job. One was heard to be a soothsayer, and the other was just an ordinary fitness instructor. However, since they were invited to the seminar, they naturally had some recognition in psychology. If it is a formal international seminar, they will not be on the invitation list, but this seminar is very personal in nature, and only the organizer decides who to invite.

Even so, since they showed great interest in my condition, I didn't mind calling them doctors. In addition, the profession of soothsayer is also quite concerning. Among these two, if there is an electronic demon messenger, the possibility of a soothsayer is naturally greater. However, neither of them showed anything special in the contact, except for their personalities. However, since he is proficient in psychology, it is naturally not surprising that he can disguise himself so well.

"Mentally ill people tend to be more sensitive than ordinary people." The soothsayer and I looked at each other for a while, as if to confirm it, before saying, "Do you feel anything?" ”

"Maybe it's a hallucination." Dr. Nguyen Le said suddenly.

"Assuming all four of us are hallucinating, that's not a normal situation." Said the fitness trainer.

"No, I don't mean this quiet atmosphere." Dr. Nguyen Le came back to his senses, looked at me and said, "However, this atmosphere can easily cause you to hallucinate and hallucinate. ”

"Of course I don't take everything he says seriously, but I still want him to feel it." The soothsayer understood what Dr. Nguyen Le meant, but persevered.

I carefully observed the changes in the demeanor of the three of them, Dr. Nguyen Li was undoubtedly the calmest one, from just now, when the death silence first hit, she was still a little stunned, but immediately returned to normal, as if this death silence was the most normal situation. I guess that perhaps in her feelings, this quietness has not reached the point of "dead silence", but just the "dead of night" Cheng dù? And is it just me and the two female experts who are too sensitive? The reaction of the two female experts was, in my opinion, very sensitive, but a matter of course. However, neither the reaction nor the question can prove whether they themselves are mysterious.

I was thinking fast as I activated the chain decision. In an instant, everything within a radius of 50 meters was in my observation due to its own motion.

However, the rooms that were supposed to be full of people all became empty.

The anomaly had happened, and I walked quickly to the window and looked out, only to see that the night was foggy and the lights were dim, but it seemed to give the scene a layer of gray.

"It's gray fog." I turned to Dr. Nguyen Le and said. Dr. Ruan Li, who followed my diary, must have understood the meaning of "gray fog" from the story setting. (To be continued......)