2011 Lover of Light

I guess I can't understand what I'm thinking about that person, but normally, it's normal to not be able to understand, and if I can understand it, I'll wonder if I'm still in a normal state. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info breathing heavily, and she had just broken free from that indescribable fear, and I don't know if the scene she had seen at this time had returned to normal, but I had never been able to shake off the delusions and hallucinations. In my eyes, the image of the painting is still distorted and color-shifting, like a faint paint oozing out of a black-and-white freehand ink painting, smearing the overall composition of the painting in a messy and hateful face, and in it it is more like a humanoid monster than a human being.

I could still hear many trivial voices, like whispers coming from those corners of my sight, like from my own mouth, and I didn't know what they were saying. In addition, there are transparent ghost-like figures floating out of the walls of the secret room, each with a pale face, like the figure in the famous painting called "The Scream...... Then there was the sound of the water, the murmuring of the water, and although I couldn't see where the water was, I could feel that the water that I couldn't see directly had overflowed my feet.

The water was rising and soon overflowing my neck, and I knew it was a hallucination, but for no reason I felt a feeling of tightness, like someone who was about to drown.

I didn't express these feelings emotionally as if they didn't come for a reason, but so realistically that they couldn't be ignored mentally and physically.

He coughed a few times and looked in the direction of the gate with a difficult look. I suddenly had a feeling, and she felt it, the wind blowing from outside the door, with an inexplicable smell.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Is the other party a god of decay? "Obviously she doesn't understand the situation very well, only in the most superficial way, but it is inevitable, after all, she has always maintained an extremely close relationship with that thing like me.

"Everyone is accustomed to using reason to know that guy, but, you have to remember, she is definitely not an existence that can be understood by human reason." I said, "If you want to reach her, just follow your sensibilities and listen to your inner voice." ”

"She? Who the hell is it? Your acquaintances? Frightened and stunned, he asked, at this time, the light that filled our field of vision had quickly dimmed.

When the light inside the pipe returned to a slightly brighter level, the three-hundred-meter-high gate was already open, and the object behind the door, which had previously been obscured by too bright light, was finally able to see a clear outline.

A bumpy female figure, standing on the edge of the door, leaned slightly over me and Ji below at a higher place than us, with an aura of trampling on something. It was a figure full of incomparable presence, as if as long as you see this figure, your eyes will invariably exclude everything except this figure. Because the sense of existence is too strong, it makes people feel the fear that their thoughts have been taken away by the other party. However, this strong sense of presence has been weakened much more than the light that seemed to melt away before.

I have no doubt that she can relegate that strong sense of presence from the past.

"Yes, who is it?" He stared at it, his voice trembling, and shouted loudly.

And the other party just laughed "hum", but it was not disdainful, nor casual, probably because he thought it was an indifferent problem.

I stared at her in silence, and at this time, her outline was still not so clear in my vision, but the familiarity with her was completely different from that of the past.

"I'm coming to pick you up, Achuan." She said this to me. And I knew she would say that.

Yes, she came to pick me up, just like countless times in the past.

"Gao, Mr. Takakawa?" He asked me for an explanation.

"It's my wife, Tomie." I replied, however, that although she was a wife, she was not a "person" in the absolute sense of the word.

"Ah...... Yes. He had a stiff expression.

There is no way to do such a big shock in my heart. I know very well that every "river", including Tomie, is enough to make people so shocked, no, in fact, it should be more shocking than I can imagine. And, if Tomie's emergence may be good news in a one-sided sense, it will definitely not be good news in a broad sense. Tomie, no matter how much other "river" it is, it will never appear for no reason, and conversely, it will not disappear for no reason. Once she is observed, and she is lost, it means that there will be some terrible situation in which even I will die and everyone else will die.

Even so, she is still my wife, and I still love her dearlyβ€”I have no doubt about that alone.

"It's Mr. Takakawa's...... Wife? He recovered from the shock, but still looked a little disbelieving.

By this time, I had already seen Tomie's appearance. Although I could only feel its presence before, or I could only see the outline, I could already be sure that she was not the other "Jiang". When different "Jiang" is represented in human form, there are differences in external details, including voice and appearance, and it is not entirely made in the same mold.

Tomie is still the same as he remembers. It's as if she hasn't even changed her clothes, no matter what kind of dangerous and harsh environment she is in, her spirit and demeanor will always make people feel at ease, even if her clothes become dirty because of crawling, she will not lose that strong and delicate beauty. The sight of her reminded me of the first time we met, in the building of the mental hospital, she had just killed the Grey Mist Demon by luck, and she walked out of the staircase.

Hairstyle, scent, make-up, costume details...... Almost every part of it is exactly the same as the neat and vigorous situation in the depths of memory.

It's like stepping out of that time.

How strong is Tomie? I can never estimate, but from what I saw and heard, she didn't feel so strong when we first met.

After releasing that terrifying sense of existence before, Tomie himself, who could already be seen clearly at this time, seemed to be losing that terrifying sense of existence, making people feel that the previous fear was like an illusion. I felt a change, she didn't seem to realize that the oppression she was under had diminished and her breathing was beginning to ease.

"Come up quickly, how long are you going to be stunned?" Tomie shouted loudly from above and threw a coil of rope down. Only then did I realize that the 300-meter gate was not a smooth road, but a cliff dozens of meters high, with mechanical stiffness layered on top of each other, forming a vertical height that was difficult to settle on, just like a threshold that a giant could easily cross.

At this time, it was as if he had suddenly woken up from a nightmare, and he took a big breath, and his expression was pale and full of disbelief, as if he suddenly doubted whether his previous fears were realβ€”I could understand this feeling, even if it was Mae, he would not always exude that indescribable sense of oppression and presence, and it was precisely because these feelings of oppression and presence would suddenly disappear like hallucinations, and it was an incredible contrast to the strong feeling before. And it's not just a matter of feeling, maybe I also fell into a deep nightmare when I didn't know it, falling into that bottomless dark abyss like a dream.

I tapped her on the shoulder, and she seemed to be frightened and took a step back to the side before she came to her senses. She pressed her head, her voice was a little difficult, but it was even less fluent than before: "This, what the hell is this...... Mr. Takakawa? ”

"It's better to stop thinking here." I make my own proposals.

"The woman...... Did the woman bring it all? Mi's voice became slightly sharper, "Mr. Takakawa, who the hell is she?" No...... What the hell is it? ”

"At least, in this state, it can still be regarded as a human being." I can only say that, and indeed I think so, that Tomie in his current state should still be the "manifestation" of human beings, but it is not certain what kind of new manifestation it will transform from this manifestation a little earlier, and after that.

"Is this human?" "All in all...... Let's go up first. ”

I'm glad that she didn't get stuck in the quagmire of the moment because of the confusion of her mind and the persistence of impermanence. What she has to do now is, of course, to "go up" and get out of this door, her logic is rarely within the scope of "human". However, although there has always been a feeling of "she will come here", it is really Tomie's presence here, which is indeed a little unsettling, and it can be regarded as one of the worst encounters for I. I think so.

Like a patient with a migraine, she staggered to the rope that Tomie had thrown down, and then she was stunned again, looking at her back, I wondered if it was because the "rope" she saw before was not the same thing as the "rope" she saw at this time. I wanted to say something, but I forgot it, saying anything at this time wouldn't ease the suspicions in her mind, and if she asked Tomie more in-depth questions, even I wouldn't be able to answer them. So far, no one has been able to fully understand "Jiang", and neither have I.

All in all, I climbed up before her, one step behind. His movements were slow, and he was completely devoid of the vigor he had in the previous battles and marches, and he couldn't describe this sluggishness and weakness with "injury", as if he had lost his soul. I grabbed her hand on the cliff-like "threshold" and pulled her up. These things that are usually sparse and ordinary, but at this moment, they make Ji constantly gasp and look tired.

All along, the combination of Qi and her equipment was heavier than I expected, and even made me think that she was actually stronger than me when she walked this pipeline with me. Although the Demonic Pattern can strengthen the physical fitness of the Demonic Messenger, compared to the enhancement I have received, the weight and strength of the Demonic Pattern still seem a little abnormal. Although he knew that there were many warriors in the ruins of the Ruling Bureau whose bodies had been modified by gray mist technology, and that he was obviously one of them, this knowledge did not eliminate the sense of abnormality.

"Are you alright?" I tapped her on the shoulder, but she just nodded, not speaking. I first looked at the scenery on the other side of the three-hundred-meter-high gate, probably because I was standing on the threshold, which had been too bright on the other side, but now I felt like it was back to normal - not that the light had diminished, but more like the eyes could get used to it. However, I don't think it can explain this phenomenon with eye habits or light restoration, because Tomie is here. The anomalies that were in the past, and the ones that seem to be back to normal now, are actually illusions - every seemingly normal moment here may be made up of a series of anomalies, and we just take the anomalies as normal in the illusions that we continue to generate.

The scenery outside the door was really different from what I expected, but it wasn't weird, and it was generally in the style of the Governing Bureau's architectural complex. The twisted and dense pipes and lines, the tall buildings that stand at different heights but cling together, the straight lines that are cut out of the messy curves, the corridors that break from one place, and the abyss that spreads downwards at the breaks, with no bottom in sight, and when you look up, you can see the lights like starlight, flickering in the dark sky like infinity.

Even so, it's still different from what I imagined. It's not a difference in the general atmosphere, it's an anomaly that accumulates in the details. In any case, the scenery outside the door should not be confused with the scenery that has already passed behind the door.

However, one thing is the same: in this anomalous landscape, which seems infinitely wide and does not know where it will spread, there are no clear road signs, no conspicuous direction indicators, and it seems that it is passable at 360 degrees, so there is a feeling that the road will be interrupted at some point. Standing in a place that is neither high nor low, looking around at this landscape, you will suddenly feel at a loss as to where to go.

Then, I turned my gaze, and Tomie stretched out his thumb and shook it, revealing a hearty, human, and uplifting smile: "I'm not too late." ”

"Of course." I thought about what kind of expression I should show at this time, but sure enough, I just smiled.

"How did you find us?" It seems that he can finally speak," ...... Your name is Tomie? Mr. Takakawa's wife? ”

"Really, it's a lot of things." Although she complained like this, Tomie did not show any unhappiness, and she replied as cheerfully as ever: "That's right, my name is Tomie, and I am Agawa's wife." She nodded at me with her thumb, "I thought you'd be here, so I did everything I could to get here." It's a good thing I arrived just in time, otherwise you'd have to find another way if no one opens the door. This door can only be opened from the outside. ”