1271 Rhapsody Answers
Unexpectedly, as soon as I left the shelter, I saw someone digging a grave. I didn't dig up the grave to see what the body was underneath, but in front of my eyes, Old Hawke buried himself, and the name engraved on his tombstone was "Takakawa". This strange phenomenon, from the perspective of the occult, is of course related to "Takakawa".
In the occult, "names" have a great power and a necessary connection, and the things that are connected by "names" have a deeper connection, even if they seem unrelated on the surface. The "Takakawa" on the tombstone here may not refer to me, or the various "Takakawa" personalities in the past, but it must have some connection with "Takakawa". This kind of connection was hard to imagine in the past, but the information conveyed by the Black Tower of the Tower about the reality of the hospital made me make some assumptions.
In those messages, three meaningful names were mentioned: "Dr. Hawke", "Inhibitor", and "Takagawa Clone". As the name suggests, it is not difficult to connect it to the current nightmare situation, and it is not difficult to come up with the possibility that the name "Takakawa" shown on the tombstone of this cemetery is related to the so-called "Takakawa clone"?
The "Gao Chuan clones" mentioned in the actual information of those hospitals8 are also a little different from the normal sense of "clones", and Dr. Ruan Li in the hospital has a few words of explanation for these "Gao Chuan clones", which does not seem to be a neat situation such as "complete cloning of a human body through guò genetic engineering", but involves the professional research of "Dr. Hawke". Dr. Hawke, on the other hand, focused on the manufacture of serum, and although he was unsuccessful, he produced a variety of inhibitors and concoctions in the course of his research. In my opinion, it is possible that all the "Takakawa" including me took the drugs in the hospital reality, and the drugs that "Takakawa" used to make physiological adjustments before and after entering the apocalyptic illusion.
If the Takakawa replicator is related to Dr. Hawke's research, then. It can be assumed that Takakawa replicator is related to these inhibitors and modulation drugs. Thinking about it a little deeper, it stands to reason that "Takakawa" is not the only one who uses these potions. In the hospital's study of the "virus", any patient with doomsday syndrome who is selected by the hospital should become a drug tester.
Dr. Hawke used "Takakawa" as a sample to create a drug that was taken by other patients with doomsday syndrome. And these patients will naturally be modified by drugs, not to mention whether their pathology will be suppressed. Their physiological changes are bound to be affected by these drugs. Since drugs are by-products produced in the process of studying "serum", these drugs are more or less affected by this research direction in terms of medicinal properties.
According to the hospital's report, although no physical existence of the "virus" has been officially observed so far, its effects on the human body have been proven. At least it is also produced from the basic level of "genes" in the human body. It is further deduced that Dr. Hawke made drugs to fight the "virus". It is necessary to go deep into the basic level of "genes" in order to have a certain range of "inhibition" and "modulation" effects on patients with doomsday syndrome.
As a result, drugs made using Takagawa as a sample may genetically erode and inhibit the bodies of other drug testers. So, will the bodies of these drug testers have a certain similarity with "Gao Chuan"? From this point of view. In the mouth of Dr. Ruan Li, who is in reality in the hospital, the only words about the "Gaochuan clone" mentioned seem to be less difficult to understand.
In the process of entering and exiting this "nightmare" several times in the past, I have verified that there is something in this "nightmare". It is definitely not just "the patients in the Peninsula Psychiatric Hospital who have taken the new medicine of the seminar", and based on the experience of the Tower, it is further hypothesized that "there is not only a mysterious organization from the apocalyptic illusion here, but also a direct reflection of the reality of the hospital." ”
Then, whether it is Old Hawke or Takakawa's Tomb, its existence has been further proven: they are likely to be the reflection of the dead Dr. Hawke and Takakawa's clone.
The date of Dr. Hawke's death must have been very close to the time when the elder Hawke buried himself. After the elder Hawke buried himself, his tombstone used the name "Takakawa", and it can be further inferred that the actual Dr. Hawke in the hospital also became a patient with doomsday syndrome, and he must have used the drugs he had researched on himself and became a member of the so-called "Takakawa clone".
The gatekeeper who appeared in front of the room of the Black Tower of the Tower, the old hunter, once said to me, "The blood of the hunters is the same". When this statement is linked to the above inference, I cannot help but conclude that the hunters in this nightmare are all Takakawa clones. On the other hand, if the Takakawa clones will become hunters, then it will be a matter of course that I, who is already "Takakawa", will be regarded as a hunter.
The hunters I have come into contact with so far have either died or lost their desire to hunt, and have been confined to one place by the influence of the deepest night: in front of the Black Tower of the Tower, or in the courtyard of the deep mansion. Their thoughts, in my opinion, are very negative, and if the appearance of the old hunter does not seem to have completely degenerated, then the hunter who now stays in the mansion of the sanctuary, praying to the "gods of the heart" and resisting contact with the outside world, is completely distorted.
These things are enough to prove the difference between the essence of "Gaochuan Replicat" and "Gaochuan", and it is also enough to prove that "Gaochuan Replicat" itself has very strict defects in the face of the malignancy produced by the "virus". Reflected in the reality of the hospital, it is likely that "Dr. Hawke's efforts have failed, and the drugs he has created are not decisive in the face of the virus." "Such a situation.
In the reality of the hospital, Dr. Hawke was the first doctor to try to make serums by using the peculiarities of "Takakawa" in cooperation with the original "Takakawa". In order to save Sakiya, Hachikei, Marceau, Tiese, and Dorothy, they had to rush to make it, and in the end, the girls did not collapse like ordinary patients with doomsday syndrome, but led them to become what they are today, and the original serum failure product was from the hands of Dr. Hawke.
I'm not blaming Dr. Hawke. I also don't think that any "Takakawa" will resent Dr. Hawke because of the original serum failure. I've always thought that the failure that followed, and what happened was a qiē. It is not the fault of any one person, for the predicament to which all human beings are confronted has been proven afterwards to be beyond the scope of what one person, or even a professional group, or even the entire human world, can properly deal with.
Even then, even now. Again, no one knows what is right to do, but something has to be done.
Dr. Hawke did what he could, and so did "Takakawa" at the time. But it's precisely because of all your efforts that you can only get a devastating result, so it makes people feel hopeless.
The failure of Dr. Hawke also announced the failure of the original "Takakawa". Right now. As "Takakawa", I once again saw the failure of Dr. Hawke. I was in great pain.
Dr. Hawke's drugs and the so-called "Takakawa Replicator". It is enough to prove how much effort he made after the first failure, and even after becoming a doomsday syndrome, he also turned himself into a drug tester. He struggled with his whole life, but it was right in front of my eyes. In the form of old Hawke, in the form of a mad hunter, dig a grave for himself and bury himself.
His desperation, in my feelings. It was gloomy and darker than the nightmare sky at this time, as if it heralded a deeper ominousness.
If all these inferences I have made are correct, no, as long as eighty percent of them are correct, then the reality of the hospital will be more severe than in the past. Without Dr. Hawke, the "Takakawa" sample and the drugs that were failures but had some effect, the research basis of the hospital's reality, and the planning system that had been made based on these things in the past will all be crumbling. Dr. Hawke may have left behind all of his research, some of his medicines, and the "Takagawa Replicator", but it is not enough to have a legacy, someone must accept these legacies and push them further to achieve higher results, in order to temporarily alleviate the impact of the loss of Dr. Hawke's death.
In my theory, the reality of the hospital is only one aspect of the "reality", but in this theory, each aspect of the change will be related to the change of the other aspects. Once the actual situation in the hospital deteriorates, it can also be seen as the deterioration of all the "real sides", including the apocalyptic illusion, the repeater world, and even this nightmare.
It's hard for me to imagine what exactly the "Deepest Night" is, but the hunter who is the mapping of the "Takagawa Clone", and even the one in the nightmare, are all affected by this "Deepest Night", which is enough to prove that the "Deepest Night" certainly cannot have anything to do with the situation of the "hospital reality" and "Dr. Hawke's research".
The fact that the hunters are not fully aware of the "deepest night", but instinctively search for its secrets and resist its existence is enough to prove that the "deepest night" is likely to be very closely related to the situation of the "Takagawa clone" itself—but this connection may be malignant.
The "Takakawa clones" may not have a clear understanding of this viciousness, just as the hunters do not know the situation in the deep night, but their instincts are warning them how deep and strict the effect of this viciousness is on themselves, and they instinctively want to get rid of this vicious influence, but they can't.
Nowadays, hunters can only pray to "the gods in their own hearts", which is enough to prove this.
The distortion of the hunters, the abandonment of the hunters, the prayers of the hunters, and the huge and unusual change of scenery that this nightmare has manifested, are by no means unjustified and unfounded.
I have to further assume that it is the defect of the drug made by Dr. Hawke, the defect of the "Gao Chuan replicator", which produces a deeper malignant change in the face of the "virus".
When talking about the "deepest night" with the connector of the Internet ball, the "power of liberation" she mentioned makes people shudder in the assumption of this moment.
The vicious "deepest night" unleashed the "power of liberation". What exactly will be liberated?
In this nightmare, it is no longer possible to stop the arrival of the deepest night. But in hospital reality, there may still be a chance. I don't know if Dr. Hawke understands the shortcomings of his medication, if he has left some emergency response, and if there is anyone else who can take over Dr. Hawke's legacy with a critical and questioning mindset. Look at what Dr. Hawke left behind, and find out this terrible malignancy. It is not clear whether even if this kind of viciousness is found, whether it is capable and whether it is too late to stop it.
I'm just praying for the people in the hospital reality, the "liberation" caused by the "deepest night". Not only will it be in a nightmare, but it will also be fed back into the reality of the hospital. Perhaps, in the nightmare, just like the information provided by the cyberball, it will be used by the mysterious organization to liberate the "monsters" in the depths of the nightmare Las Vegas in advance. But in the reality of the hospital, without the power of miracles, once the evil consequences of "liberation" are caused, they will be extremely severe.
This kind of thinking is extremely scary. The slightest connection makes the "Tomb of Takagawa" in this nightmare, and the qiē buried in the tomb, certainly have the mystery of interfering with the "Deepest Night", and conversely, if the "Tomb of Takakawa" and the things in the tomb are used to interfere with the Deepest Night, they will also be eroded by the Deepest Night. If you want to take advantage of the "deepest night", you must carry the viciousness it possesses. and the consequences of this viciousness.
Because of the enormity, depth, and distortion of "Deepest Night", I don't think so. These gravediggers are doing the right thing. This incorrectness is not only related to the sense of morality, but also to the ominousness that I have a premonition. Of course, I know what these people want to do, and the intelligence of the cyberball has revealed their identities and purposes clearly.
I don't know. Do these people understand why the "Tomb of Takagawa" exists, and what is the connection with the deepest night? However, for these people who can use the "mystery" to achieve their goals, there is no need to know the "why" at all. It is enough to know that "it will be like this".
As long as there is a connection between the "Tomb of Takakawa" and the "Deepest Night", they can use the "mysterious" power to interfere with the Deepest Night through this connection to achieve their goals. Although it is said that the people who receive the information have become crazy, as a mysterious organization, it is completely possible to obtain some fragments from the chaotic consciousness and memories of the madmen to determine the key points and success rate of their plans.
I also think that they must have been aware of the risks they face in this way, taking advantage of the night. And it is precisely because they understand, but still insist on doing so, that they cannot be convinced.
They will not regret it, they will not give up, and they have all kinds of reasons to make such and such sacrifices to achieve their plans.
Perseverance, purpose, faith, perseverance, sacrifice, unity, organization, philosophical wisdom and experience, harnessing mysterious powers—these are the enemies I will face.
I am far inferior to them in these things, but I have one that they do not have, and in my perception, the most decisive advantage.
"Jiang" is here, right in my body.
I am closer to the "virus" than everyone else is to the "virus".
It's a disaster, it's a terror, and it's a power beyond their imagination.
In this world full of "mysteries", it is not the excellent character, but the superior wisdom and rich experience can determine the qiē.
Mystery is mystery precisely because it cannot be explained and does not need to be explained. The victory or defeat determined by the "mystery" does not need any logic and rationality at all.
In the human mind, all the qiē that is driven by reason and logic is completely meaningless in the face of "mystery".
Yes, not weakly, but simply meaninglessly.
And "river" and "virus" are the source of this "mystery", which has the highest mystery. "Gao Chuan" will fail, but it does not mean that "Jiang" will fail, only "virus" can defeat "Jiang", and only "Jiang" can defeat "virus". The combination of "river" and "virus" only changes in cognition due to the difference in observers and observation angles. Based on such a conclusion, among the conclusions I can think of, the one that is closest to the ultimate answer, what I want to do is to detach myself from the perspective of normal human beings, to observe all the "real sides" that can be observed, to touch the reality that may exist, to understand the "river", to further communicate the "river". And then—
Let the "Gaochuan" and "Jiang" be unified, the interests and victories and defeats, and even the qiē. Let Gao Chuan's dream become Jiang's dream; Let Jiang's expectations be realized by Gao Chuan; Let the truth that Gao Chuan can observe, or the side of the truth, the "virus" does not exist in zài, but is replaced by "Jiang".
Yes, under the premise that "virus" and "river" are two-in-one, all observable "viruses" are observed as "rivers".
This is the craziest and most likely way to achieve a perfect ending as "Takakawa".
To achieve this, it is necessary to achieve a program where "the river can be observed anytime, anywhere, in any situation, in any situation".
As it is now, the "river" is ethereal, and the humanoid river will disappear at any time, which is absolutely not possible.
No matter what the circumstances, the "river" must not be allowed to escape the sight of the observer "Gao Chuan", and once it does, it will only be a "virus". Or it can be explained that the efforts of "Mae" unexpectedly made it possible for "Takakawa" to observe the "virus", and made the "virus" produce the nature of the river, but the "virus" instinctively resisted the observation of "Takakawa". If the "virus" is a conscious thing, then it must not want to become a "river".
I don't know if the "virus" is conscious or not, whether it is instinctive resistance, and I can't even be sure what the "virus" is. However, the limit of my knowledge as a human being can only look at the unknown thing like a "virus" through the human mind, and make all kinds of inferences and actions from it.
I've tried my best to dig through my mind, and I can't think of a better explanation or way.
I integrated the thoughts in my mind and sorted out all the fantasies on which the plan was based, all the assumptions based on the rhapsodies, and all the answers based on the assumptions, so that this qiē had an acceptable basis in its own logic. It is true that the mystery of inhuman beings does not need logic and answers, but although I have become a mentally ill person, my mind still cannot be free from the limitations of being a human being, so I still need logic and answers.
Perhaps, these logics and answers are not correct, but the limit of being a human being also makes it enough for me to reach the level of "self-recognition".
I don't need to be "right" because, in the face of the things and situations I am facing, "right" means nothing.
I want to get to the other side, just what I can accept and what I expect, not what is right for everyone.
I can't be a hero like this.
I'm ready to come to my senses.
Like those who excavated the tomb of Takakawa, there is no inherent superiority between me and them. We are fighting here, but we are asking for different things and taking different paths.
With this realization, without any mercy, I began to sweep quickly, and before these people could react—
Draw the knife! Chop!
The human body was separated from the waist and chest in front of my eyes, and it was sprinkled with internal organs and blood. And before this body fell to the ground, I had already severed the heads and bodies of a third of the gravediggers. After that, the sudden heaviness of the air, the hard impact of the impact, and the black smoke that suddenly disappeared in front of me, whistled and expanded, restrained my attack.
I turned and flipped my wrist, slashing the ropes that flew into the air and the bullets that tore through the rain curtains. The ashes of Mars were in the air, ignited in the steeply rising heat. As the flames swept in, I had swept away, serpentine, into the dead end of their field of vision, and after a few swirls, landed on the towering tombstones.
The screams and exclamations had fallen, leaving only moans of pain and bloody corpses on the ground, half of the people who had been beheaded and decapitated were dead, and the other half had put their bodies back together in their own different ways. The most conspicuous thing is the remaining corpse, which was blown up by a cloud of black smoke, and there was no trace left in an instant.
The black smoke began to billow, revealing faces with different faces, but the same expression of pain.
The Face of Black Smoke, Area 51, and—
and the accomplice of the Fifty-First District, a strange mysterious expert.
I scrutinize them, and I scrutinize them. Calm without any hatred.
Murderous in this deepest night filled with rain, ashes, and sparks. (To be continued......)