Thinking of this, He Nan suddenly opened his eyes, and his lazy temperament and uncomfortable feeling suddenly disappeared like a small bird flying past the window.

The woman who slept with He Nan was already the one he saw last night. After remembering what happened last night, he opened his eyes in shock, and his body couldn't help but twitch.

She had already woken up, and a pair of bright eyes were full of tenderness looking at He Nan's reluctant to open her eyes and pretend to sleep just now. At this time, after seeing him suddenly open his eyes, she couldn't help but be stunned, and after a while, she looked at him with a smile again, with a coquettish and pure face.

He Nan couldn't believe that what he saw was true at this time.

That smile was cherished in the depths of his memory, and it was also something he kept reviewing and deliberately distressing over the years, it connected his memories, and made him even more inextricably trapped in a kind of beauty full of pain.

He Nan couldn't adapt to face her again, and even more uncomfortable to see her again in this way.

I sat with her last night, drank as if I never knew her, and slept like a normal prostitute and a client, or a man or woman who wished to have a one-night stand.

There are so many things in this world that I can't believe that they have appeared in my life, and the cruel truth tells you that all this is true, and you can't avoid it.

******

"Awake? Would you like to drink some water? She asked. And she didn't turn over and get out of bed to pour water, but still looked at He Nan, motionless.

"It's ...... Where is this? He Nan didn't know what to say, so he only asked such an idiot.

At a glance, they knew it was a guest room, and they were now sleeping in a bed in a guest room in a hotel. The layout of the whole room, in every way, is the facilities of the hotel, especially the curtains that are fluttering in the wind, and the pillows they are on, these two objects that fill his vision, which he is familiar with many times of having opened rooms with women.

She seemed to have guessed that He Nan didn't know what to say and asked this inconsequential sentence, so she didn't answer him. She just said, "You were so drunk last night, drank so much and threw up four times......"

As soon as she said this, He Nan's nose suddenly smelled a stench of alcohol, not so obvious, not too pungent, probably the result of the filth having dissipated too much after the night.

"I'm sorry, I'm ...... I drank too much. He Nan said sneeringly.

She didn't answer him anything, just looked at him lovingly. This kind of gaze of hers is also fresh in He Nan's memory, even if he loses his memory ten times, it is impossible to forget it imprinted on his heart.

In the past, He Nan liked to see her kind of gaze very much, and always sat or lay down face to face with her, enjoying the love and touching of his heart, as well as the happiness wrapped in her hot feelings. And now, in such a place, after such an encounter with her, somehow, he did not dare to see it again.

He Nan immediately sat up, trying to avoid her breathtaking delicateness.

******

As soon as he sat up, He Nan suddenly realized. This discovery made He Nan's heart can't help but set off a panic.

didn't think too much, he hurriedly looked for his clothes, and didn't want to say that he didn't dare to face her anymore.

This woman who had sex with him many times many years ago, and the woman who he kept fantasizing about her ** after this and hit the plane many times because of it, at this moment, he didn't dare to face it.

However, after tossing for a while, He Nan couldn't find his clothes, not even his underwear.

"Don't look for it again, I've thrown all your clothes into the bathroom...... And mine. I'm soaking in the water right now, and I haven't washed it...... I was also very drunk last night and was too lazy to wash. Her words came from behind He Nan.

He Nan looked at the bed and looked around, but he really didn't find her clothes.

"Your clothes are soaked in the water, how can we get out?" After asking her this, He Nan didn't look back at her.

"Do you want to leave me?" There was a grumbling in her voice.

Silent. He Nan didn't know what to say.

She sat up too, wrapping her hands around his neck.

"I didn't expect that we would meet again like this...... she said softly, "We were very innocent back then, and after living in this society for so many years, we have become such degenerates, you have become a prostitute, and I have become a prostitute...... Is reality laughing at us, or is it ourselves? ”

He Nan didn't answer her. He asked a sentence that had been held in my heart for many years: "Why did you leave me in the first place?" ”

There was silence for a while, but she just sighed, but never said anything.

When her kiss landed on the side of my cheek, she said, "It's been so long, why bother mentioning it?" Say, what's the point? It's just a heart-wrenching memory. ”

"I've lived in memory for so many years, and I've endured the pain for so many years, not this time." He Nan said.

And she just asked him, "Really?" ”

He Nan said: "I want to hear the reason why you left me without even saying a word, even if it is an excuse. ”

"I ...... Don't want to say. She said: "You blame me for being ruthless, it's okay to blame me, it's okay to hate me, I ...... I'm really sorry for you, I'm sorry. ”

He Nan's brows couldn't help but lock tightly, he wanted to smooth it immediately, but he couldn't.

******

Her hands swam over He Nan's body.

After a few moments, she rolled over a few times and rode between his crotch, arms wrapped tightly around his neck, face close enough to his face that he could hear every slight breath of hers.

"I want you to ask me, while you're sober...... I can't forget the feeling you gave me. Her sweet voice was full of **.

When she sat in He Nan's crotch. Such a ** who has been entangled with him many times and has been dreamed of by him many times, he is naturally difficult to resist the temptation.

Even a man can't resist the temptation that has been fed to her mouth.

He Nan couldn't stop it, but he hoped that he could block it, and he kept forcing himself to block it, because being entangled with her now was a sin that he couldn't forgive himself.

So, he closed his eyes......

"Why? Why don't you want me now? There was a low sobbing in her voice. Do you refuse, or do you not dare? ”

"You're not the girl you used to be, and I'm not the boy who loves you like your life, that relationship has long since melted into the past, much faster than ice melts into hot water...... After entering this society, each of us has changed too much, especially you and me. You are no longer the girl I love, and I can't be the boy you love. He Nan said: "The dream has woken up, and everything is still going on. ”

She really cried.

She leaned away from him, and sat down at the head of the bed, clutching a pillow, cowering in a place he couldn't feel.

He Nan didn't comfort her, and now he didn't want to comfort her for anything.

After a while, she wiped away her tears, pretended to smile and said, "Big brother, I don't know if you were comfortable last night?" If I can't satisfy you, I, Ye Feng, am really sorry. Now I can compensate you. If you don't need to, I want you to pay my overnight fee as soon as possible, I have something to do today, I have to go back quickly......"

A kind of colic was like a sharp knife inserted into He Nan's heart.

As she spoke, she picked up a few bags from the floor where her shoes were placed next to the bed, and then unpacked them layer by layer, spread them out, and put them on for herself.

After getting dressed, she dressed up by the mirror on the wall, then held a few bags, picked up He Nan's wallet on the table, (everything in his pocket seemed to be there) stood in front of him, and said, "I also bought your clothes for you, using my money...... Although my clothes were soiled by you, I am with you after all, as a seller, I have nothing to say, I deserve it, I don't need you to pay for it. As for yours, I hope to give it to me along with last night's overnight fee. ”

With that, she tossed the bag to him, and then handed him the purse that belonged to him on the table.

He Nan didn't answer.

"I don't know how much, I'll give it all to you, with this wallet." He said.

She smiled, opened her purse, pulled a few pieces of money out of it, and said, "That's not necessary. I still want you to be a repeat customer, I can't let myself have a meal without a meal, right? It's as much as it should be......" She spread out the money she had taken out to me, shook it, and said, "Well, that's it. Big brother, if you need it next time, I hope you will look for me, I'm not too pretty, but the kung fu in bed can still satisfy you...... Of course, it's up to you to decide whether you're satisfied, right? Okay, I'm gone, need to say goodbye. ”

After saying that, I kissed him on the side cheek.

All this she did was completely the standard professional actions and words of a prostitute, and He Nan, who had slept with many women, could naturally see it at once.

And when He Nan was stunned, she had already opened the door and brought it to leave.

This room with the smell of alcohol suddenly became very oppressive and empty, just like He Nan's heart.

******

He Nan walked out of the room, looked at the house number, then walked out of the hotel, and looked at the hotel signboard.

Heart-to-heart appointment.

Seeing these three words, his heart ached even more.

Many years ago, when they were still lovers, every time they opened a room, they went to the Heart Meeting Hotel next to the university. The hotel he had just walked out of was certainly not the home they had been living in, but ...... He was sure she had brought him here on purpose last night.

But does he still like her now? Can he accept the fact that she is a prostitute now? Would he dare to ask for such a woman?

The confusion resurfaced in his mind, why did she suddenly leave him at the beginning?

There was no goodbye, no chance to break up, and he left in such a hurry, which was really ruthless and thorough.

If he hadn't seen her again, maybe he would have kept that pure and beautiful nostalgia, and now that he saw her and found out that she was so depraved, how could he still have such a memory that was originally hidden and cherished?

Everything was shattered by her presence, and she stained the clean heart of his reverent remembrance of the past......

He hated her.

After seeing the three words "heart to heart", he hated her even more.

However, he hates this society that makes people degenerate again and again, hates the festering material life that makes people degenerate, and the people who always make bad intentions pull a pure and positive person into the abyss of depravity.

In fact, isn't he falling?

There have been many times when he has hated himself more than once.

After graduating from university, he quickly owned a bar with a decent turnover on his own. He didn't have much pursuit, so he became a small boss with peace of mind, and allocated part of his time to his bar, and more time was to eat, drink and have fun, go out with bastards like Lang Dongping, drink, pick up girls, and live an almost erosive life.

He is a scumbag like this, but he knows that in this flashy society, he let himself become like this because his heart is full of confusion and disappointment in human nature.

He can't blame anyone, but he can only blame himself for continuing to fall.

******

Thinking wildly, He Nan unknowingly walked into a residential community.

It was a place he had never been before.

The roads of the community are covered with plane trees, and he walked along one road. A grove of trees appeared in front of him, and he walked nonchalantly towards them.

Walking into the woods and looking up at the sky, he realized that it was already close to noon.

He sat down on a wicker bench beside the road and stopped walking.

He drank too much wine last night, and maybe did it with her many times, so his body was indescribably tired.

As soon as he sat down, he suddenly felt a surge of sleepiness rush to him.

The place is very quiet and indeed a good place to sleep. He didn't think much of it, so he lay down on the rattan chair again, and let himself be like a vagabond, and fell asleep in a daze.

The rattan chair was leaning against the shade, and as he lay on it, his body quickly relaxed, and the fatigue on his body gradually eased a little. How could it not be easy for him to fall asleep in such a place where he felt so comfortable?

But things don't always go as planned.

Just as He Nan was about to fall asleep, a woman's "help" pierced his ears violently, and then the word mixed with crying kept pouring into his ears, and he couldn't stop it.

A person who is about to fall asleep suddenly hears a noisy sound that seriously affects his sleep, and the psychological pain of this is something that only those who have actually experienced it may know. To describe it specifically, the heart is like a boulder smashed to pieces, and the pain is endless, but I don't want to save it, but I want to die quickly at this time.

He Nan opened his eyes angrily, swooped up again, and after his body stood firm, his eyes couldn't help but search around.

The place was supposed to be quite quiet and suitable for people to rest, but I didn't expect it...... There will be a vulgar play of a man molesting a woman.

He looked around just now, there was no one here, just lying down for a while, why did such a bad scene suddenly appear? He didn't think much about it, and he didn't want to care, his conscience had long been squeezed out of the water by this society.

However, he saw it, and the woman happened to see him......