When there was only a peak left in the room, his heart was completely calm, and the small room suddenly gave him a full sense of peace, there was no empty loneliness, no noisy noise, and in the quiet room, he could clearly hear his heartbeat.

Nothing could attract his attention, and it was natural to focus his mind on himself, and Gao Feng began to reflect, as a stubborn person, he would not have listened to other people's opinions about emotions, because he did not need others to interfere with his thoughts, but Marshady set an example for herself in a clumsy way, she opened her mind, let herself recognize her thoughts and changes, and also had a deeper understanding of her, and at the same time knew the shortcomings of the modulator clearly.

As the peak of two lifetimes, he did not modulate the extreme mood swings of people, because of this, he was not as able to find his own problems as Mashadi, and Mashadi's reminder made him realize that he did have a problem.

Gao Feng thinks that his biggest problem is not to rely on the fleet or the maple leaf maniac, nor is it that he is not unconcerned about Kalea's thoughts, and he seems to be timid and cowardly, the real reason is that he is afraid to return to the inland area, and in order to delay the return time, he has been looking for excuses to delay.

If you really want to calculate it, with the maple leaf maniac and nearly a hundred galas, as well as the fleet's perfect new energy system and more powerful short-range defense terminals, Gao Feng can forcibly break into the Infinite Forest, even if the loss will not exceed half, if he really wants to go back.

The reason is that Gao Feng has been wandering outside for many years, and he has become accustomed to this kind of life, no tribe, no family, no obligations and responsibilities that do not belong to him, and the entanglement and guilt when pretending to be three claws, in his heart, Gao Feng has always thought that he has impersonated someone else's son and nephew and stolen something that belongs to others.

Whether it was the tribe of the Black Claw, or the various help provided to him by the Xuanye family, Gao Feng thought that it did not belong to him, as a person with a proud heart, he did not disdain to do so, so he led the tribe to become stronger and stronger, in order to avenge the Black Claw, he singled out the fleet of the Thunder Crack family, and even helped the tribe create a safe underground shelter and city, but these did not belong to him, because his soul was not the cowardly three-claw.

If it weren't for Youming's appearance and without the help of the Xuanye patriarch, Gao Feng might have been living, aging, sick and dying in the tribe in this life, playing a construction game, doing his best to restore some of the glory of the previous era, accumulate a little vitality for that land of suffering, and leave one or several heirs to prove his merits, until he completely disappeared into the long river of history, so that future generations could not discover the secret that he was not the Three Claws.

Only when a person wanders, Gao Feng really finds himself, he is not the heir of the black claw in the eyes of the tribesmen, he is not the nephew of the high-ranking patriarch in the Xuanye family, he is himself, he has nothing to do with others, and there is no need to fight or fight for obligations that do not belong to him.

While enjoying the freedom of this transformation from the heart, Gao Feng didn't want to go back more and more, but he always had a reason to go back, even if the soul was not a three-clawed body, his body was still there, and tens of thousands of people needed him to guide him in the future of life and death, even if he didn't want to bear it.

It is precisely because of the resistance in his heart that Gao Feng is in a hurry to return to the inland, and at the same time he is looking for various reasons to delay the return schedule, the closer he is to the inland, the more ridiculous the reason Gao Feng is looking for, and the more afraid he is in his heart, so in front of outsiders, he is no longer as decisive as before, Kaleia and Mashadi both think so, but the real situation is that none of them know Gao Feng, they don't know what Gao Feng really thinks in his heart, and they don't know that what Lu Dao is avoiding is not the danger outside, but the pain of pretending to be another person.

Responsibility and obligation is the positioning and code of conduct of human beings in society, Gao Feng bears the responsibilities and obligations of others, he is painful for the pride in his heart, but no one understands this pain, even Gao Feng himself can not do it, to escape as a human instinctive behavior in the face of difficulties, unconsciously sway Gao Feng's thoughts and actions.

When Gao Feng thought about these things clearly, the cigar that he hadn't taken a puff for a long time had accumulated two inches of cigarette ash, and it seemed that it had already been extinguished, as if he had long forgotten the inland areas, tribes and families, Gao Feng gently knocked the ashes, and a little dark red spark suddenly appeared in the cigar tobacco leaves, and as Gao Feng pulled hard, the dark red spark burned again, just like his consciousness at the moment.

People will encounter a lot of low tide periods in this life, sometimes it is easy to pass, sometimes it is deep in it and unknowable, the peak is in such a low tide period, three years of wandering life let him be free, but also put another shackle on him, whether to be himself, or to be three claws, this is a difficult choice of tangled problems, after all, the tribe condensed too much of his blood and sweat, but as someone else alive, he felt that he began to be lost, which made him unable to distinguish between the illusion of the previous life and this era, He had struggled to retrieve his lost memories, but now he no longer had that idea.

The establishment of the fleet has given Gao Feng the capital to settle down, these things are earned by himself, of which luck accounts for a large part, but for Gao Feng, this fleet that belonged to a fantasy in his previous life is the greatest achievement in his two lives, with this fleet, the world can go, there is no need to return to the inland, involved in the strange world of the Garo.

Thinking of this, Gao Feng's eyes narrowed slightly, as if he was smoked by the smoke of the cigar, in fact, another thought suddenly came to his heart, that is, there is nothing in the inland region that is worth letting him go back to guard, whether it is a tribe or a family, because these do not have much fetters to him, including the Confusing Star and Caifeng, and even his son.

Son is more like an abstract word for Gao Feng, a person who has no father and no mother in his previous life, Confused Star has never let him see his child, maybe he is afraid that Gao Feng will take him away, maybe it is because of his mother's desire to protect, in short, Confused Star did not think of using children to deepen the connection with Gao Feng.

All kinds of past re-crossed in his heart, Gao Feng suddenly understood, his escape is not the way, he can't take the fleet forever to wander, not to mention the Maple Leaf family's urgent return to the inland, he occupies the identity of the three claws, but not the responsibility of the three claws, the tribe has developed to the present, not because the three claws are the son of the black claws, but because of his reasons, it is that he led the tribe to kill a bloody road under the wave of desert invasion, and it is also he who broke the encirclement and suppression of the tribal alliance in the strange and changeable situation in the southern wilderness, The resources and population that he thus gained from development, or the fact that he explored a passage deep into the ground and built a majestic miracle under the difficult circumstances of surviving in the wilderness, these are not because of the three claws, but because of him.

After figuring it out, Gao Feng's thoughts were cleared, all the negative emotions disappeared cleanly, at this moment he no longer had the entanglement of identity, he was him, not anyone else, and the tribe waiting for him to return would not turn their backs on him because his soul was Gao Feng.

After thinking about it, Gao Feng couldn't help but thank Marshady in his heart, this woman was at his most dazed, by analyzing his heart, exposing all the privacy in front of him, let him find the problem, maybe Mashadi has her own selfishness, but as she said, except for Gao Feng, Mashati can't rely on anyone or anything to live alone, he is everything to her.

When he walked out of the lounge, Mashadi saw at a glance that the peak was very different from just now, and the sharpness that disappeared for a long time returned to the peak, making people dare not look at each other, this kind of sharpness does not need the support of momentum, the peak is like a re-polished sword, showing it again in front of everyone.

"Your Excellency, the fleet is ready to anchor, request further instructions......."

Mashati asked Gao Feng for orders in a relaxed tone, this kind of request was dispensable, but in the bridge, Mashati's contempt reflected Gao Feng's prestige in front of the crew, Gao Feng nodded to Masati, his eyes flashed a faint gleam, and said loudly: "There is no need to moor, accelerate forward, we are confident to face any challenge ......." ”

The categorical words tightened everyone's nerves, which had already slackened slightly, and the officers all looked at Gao Feng in surprise, this kind of order had never been accepted before, and Gao Feng made a new choice, a rough road to venture forward with the fleet.