Chapter 6: Who's to blame
The second more
Xianfeng and the others went out after eating, after all, Jian Dong'er was here, and Xianfeng didn't like to stay here longer.
Chery actually knew that there were too many alkaline noodles in the noodles, so he guessed that Qingyu didn't think about it, so he followed out with interest.
Xianfeng and Chery walked side by side, thought for a while, and looked sideways at Chery, "I really don't want to step a child?" ”
"No, I told her that I could let his brother give birth to a daughter and send it to her to play, but she doesn't seem to be very interested." Chery said indifferently.
He actually knows Jian Dong'er better than everyone, in the first year of marriage, Jian Dong'er was really happy, she didn't expect that she could be so happy.
On the second day of marriage, Chery handed over a big Zhuangzi to her, and taught her how to take care of it. As for the expenses of the house, he will give enough money every month.
And the key to the storehouse at home was also handed over to her at the same time, at her will. Naturally, she took care of the housework books alone, and she was the only hostess in this house.
In the first few months, she was actually still apprehensive, even if she didn't dare to make up for her younger siblings openly, but she felt a little embarrassed to buy gifts and the like, and would carefully say to Chery every time.
Chery smiled, he calmly told Jian Dong'er that he still had business outside, so everything handed over to her was hers. As long as he lives, she won't spend it all. However, she had to learn to calculate, because in case he died, these were the basis of her life.
That day, Jian Dong'er cried darkly, but from that day on, she became a shrewd and capable housewife under Chery's teaching.
Then the next year, she began to realize herself, she was busy training herself, and then she was busy choosing her brother-in-law, and she was busy choosing her brother-in-law.
In the third year, she was busy marrying her younger brother and preparing to marry her younger sister.
In the fourth year, he thought that she would start to pay attention to her brother's children and would happily give her sister a big wedding. But things were not what he thought at all, she tried her best to give her sister a grand wedding, but she only sent the corresponding gifts to her brother's newborn eldest son, and then did not pay attention to it again.
Chery talked to her, and he said before that if her younger siblings gave birth to children, they could also be raised in the house, and he didn't mind this at all. But Jian Dong'er seemed to have finished their marriage and left it alone, which made him very curious.
Jian Dong'er's answer is quite normal, she is the daughter-in-law of the Jueluo family, and if she can allow her to handle the affairs of her younger siblings, it is already love, and any more will pass. She also didn't want her younger siblings to be dependent, and she never wanted to make progress.
Although Chery agrees with this, but when I think about it, I still feel that this is not the answer that is the innermost one.
And just now, his wife didn't pay attention to Sissy, and when everyone was laughing, she laughed too, but she didn't look at it. She only focuses on what she eats and how much she eats. He finally understood why his wife was only face-saving to her nephew.
She is healthy, but as long as she is the wife of the prime minister, she is forever disqualified from being a mother. With her strong nature, she began to hate children, even if it was her own nephew.
At this time, he also felt a little guilty about Jian Dong'er!
"You also know that Qingyu didn't like Rong An at the beginning. Later, I figured it out on my own, so I was very good for the children. You have to persuade her to be happy, because she doesn't have it, so she can't even watch other people's children, and if she goes on like this, she will be enchanted. Xian Fengshou smiled back, no one is a fool, not to mention, Jian Dong'er is actually like a transparent one among this group of strong people.
"You can't reconcile with her and let her start over, right? Even if I am willing, who would dare to marry her under your rule? Chery sighed lightly, if she was allowed to change, it seemed that there was only one way to leave, but this would be even more miserable for her.
"Don't like her at all?" Xianfeng frowned, because Chery's solution was just to leave, without any reluctance, but he didn't think it was feasible. It is also understood how limited this person's affection for Jian Dong'er is.
Xianfeng never felt that being good to her was love, Chery was good to Jian Dong'er, in Xianfeng's opinion, it was the same as Qingyu's helpless reception of Jian Dong'er, because they both felt sorry for the innocent Jian Dong'er, but he didn't expect that after four years, the stone should be covered with heat, right?
"Actually, it's fine!" Chery thought for a moment and sighed lightly.
He did his best, and after getting married, he never slept in the outer courtyard. Even, he moved the study to the east wing of the main courtyard, as long as there was nothing important, he would let her in, read the newspaper to her, and then explain the newspaper to her. Pick some books to show her, and help her look at the family ledger and tell her how to be more efficient.
Of course, he will also give her gifts from time to time and be intimate with her. Although they have no children, she is not lacking in love between husband and wife.
Jian Dong'er is not that ignorant, over the years, she has become more and more attached to herself, but the child has become an eternal wound in her heart. Chery can't solve this. He didn't ask Lao Gui if he could try it, but he vaguely didn't want children. It's not that I don't like it, it's that I don't want it.
"So let her know that if she can marry you, she has accumulated virtue for eight lifetimes, if it weren't for you, who would be willing to marry her? If she hadn't married you, would she have been able to marry those younger siblings and pick a good family? So, if you give too much, she forgets who she is. "Xianfeng is the emperor, he doesn't have that kind of pity, his only mercy is only for Qingyu.
"Yes, she can't have children, but over the years, you still treat her like a jewel." Chery looked at Xianfeng.
It's been ten years, and he's been by their side for five years, and Xianfeng may not have done more to Qingyu than he did to Jian Dong'er.
However, Xianfeng really loves Qingyu, that is a kind of love that can be desperate; Unlike himself, he is more caring for Jian Dong'er. He didn't actually feel guilty, but he couldn't say to Xianfeng that he just wanted to try what it was like to be good to someone.
"I've been so old for so many years, and I'm just a little bit of blood, don't be suspicious of who I am with her." Xianfeng couldn't help but smile when she thought of Qingyu and looked at Chery, "However, she has never felt guilty about me because she can't give me a child; She kept telling me that not having children was a blessing and made me laugh. ”
Chery nodded, he understood what Xianfeng meant, Qingyu never felt guilty, she lived very calmly. Because she knows that she can give Xianfeng more than children. Xianfeng also agreed, so their relationship was getting better and better.
He felt guilty, to put it bluntly, that is, he knew that in addition to money, he couldn't give everything he had to his wife like Xianfeng. If his wife was Qingyu, maybe it would be different.