The first update

In the Yongshou Palace, the children went to take a nap, Qingyu and Jian Dong'er went to the study in the East Wing, sat on the comfortable kang, and Qingyu asked people to send red date water, and let people go down. I didn't take the book at this time, I just looked at Jian Dong'er.

"What's wrong with the mother?" Jian Dong'er is going to find a book to read back, and by the way, she can discuss it with Qingyu.

The east wing of her main courtyard is also a study, but there are not so many books, there is Chery's office, because he has to accompany her, so he is busy under her nose, and when he is done, he will call her over, and the couple talk about the world, making her feel that the years are quiet.

Because of this, she also loves books, and she also likes to go into the palace to chat with Qingyu, and follow Qingyu's advice to find books to read.

"I can't have children, you know?" Qingyu looked at Jian Dong'er.

"Yes!" Jian Dong'er hesitated for a moment, but still nodded. She didn't understand, okay, why did the mother tell herself this.

"My grandmother was a stupid person, but if it weren't for that, maybe my life would have been completely different. I said to the emperor, maybe this is God's compensation for me, because in this way, I will meet him, and then I will have such a good day. Qingyu smiled, thinking of a modern saying about chicken soup, "The choice before life can be called suffering, and only after experiencing the story of life can you know how to cherish your current life." ”

"Niangniang thinks the slave is not good for the master?" Jian Dong'er is a little sensitive, she really feels wronged, the most important thing in her life is Chery.

Jian Dong'er really loves Chery, Chery is not only her husband, but also a mentor in life, because of marrying her, she realized that what she learned and did in her mother's family before was really wrong.

It is also understandable why the 'widowed eldest daughter' ranks first among the five non-marries. The reason why the eldest daughter who lost her mother and did not marry is very simple, the eldest daughter who lost her mother needs to take on the responsibility of teaching her younger siblings and supporting the court, and her temperament must be strong and not gentle enough. And women's morality, the first is chastity, and a daughter-in-law with a tough personality is not good for the family.

At that time, after she was rejected by the families, she scoffed at it, and she felt that they were nothing more than cowardice. After marrying Chery, I sometimes ask Chery, aren't you afraid of being tough? It may disturb the home.

At that time, Chery laughed and said that for him, this is not a disadvantage, but an advantage! Because a wife who is too weak is just a burden to him.

Follow Chery to learn housekeeping and financial management, follow Chery's advice, and ask Niangniang for advice on how to manage a mansion, can she do this, not only does not spend money, but also earns money?

After that, she knew that her flaws were also very obvious. Because without a mother as a role model, in addition to not knowing how to get along with her husband, it is very likely to cause family disharmony; What's more, she doesn't have the wisdom to be the mother of a house.

Before in her mother's house, she was the eldest daughter Ruomu, but she was not a mother, she was also a guest at home, so she couldn't be the master of many things. Even if she is tough, to put it bluntly, she is a girl with a key, and she is not in charge.

really has the teaching of Chery and Qingyu, so that she can fully handle the big things of her younger siblings decently and decently, so that the Manchu Dynasty praises. made those who rejected her back then so ashamed that they couldn't see anyone.

Of course she knew that Qingyu taught her because of Chery, otherwise, with Qingyu's dead house temperament, she wouldn't bother to take care of herself. So she is grateful to Chery, and she really wants to give Chery her heart to him. was so suspicious by Qingyu, of course she had to be angry.

"Of course, no. It's just that what you just did made Chery feel guilty. Because he can't give you children, you can't look at other people's lovely children. Your kind of grief will make Chery very painful. Qingyu is used to being a leader, so she is too lazy to go around the bend with others, and said bluntly.

"I just don't want him to think that I like children, that's why I'm like this." Jian Dong'er rushed out.

"Yes, but do you like children?" Qingyu looked at her.

"Slaves are not like mothers......" Jian Dong'er bit her lip, but didn't say any more.

Look at the two children under Qingyu's knees, one is clever and cute, and the other is honest and shy. In fact, it's hard not to be liked.

Sometimes, she also thinks, it doesn't have to be her own, right? It may not be bad to pick a cute child and put it under your lap to accompany yourself and Chery.

But she didn't dare, a child who had nothing to do with the two of them, put it next to them, she sometimes really didn't dare to think about whether it would be a blow to Chery if she really brought the child back.

"Yes, I'm different from you, I can't give birth, you can. So if you don't let yourself have a child, will you always have a trace of regret in your heart? This is what I am particularly helpless about, because I picked you out! So, your misfortune is caused by me. ”

Qingyu smiled, she could see that Jian Dong'er really liked Chery, and she decided to take the responsibility on herself, so that their marriage could at least have less complaints.

"Mother, are you asking me to say thank you here?" Jian Dong'er became bitter, but still looked at her, "Why?" Why did you choose me for him? ”

"I struggled for a long time before I picked you for him. Because you have suffered the most of all people, and you know how to cherish it better than they do. But I still feel guilty, even if they talked to you in advance, you all knew in advance, and after careful consideration, you should be responsible for your own decisions. ”

Qingyu smiled and took her hand, but it was also a reminder, you knew it beforehand, and now you regret it?

"So what? If I repented, what would you want to do? "Jian Dong'er thinks about it, this woman who spent four years playing Japan to destroy the country, just like Chery said, this woman has never been kind.

"I will allow you to reconcile and leave, and make this matter public in the newspaper, expressing that marriage is a matter of two people, and every woman has the right to say no, so those poor women who are abused in their in-laws' house, I use you to give them a chance to be born again." Qingyu nodded, indicating that she didn't mind at all.

"And what about after that?" Jian Dong'er looked at Qingyu stupidly, this woman is really crazy.

"What?" Qingyu was stunned for a moment.

"What about us?" Jian Dong'er pointed to her nose.

"Chery is still the prime minister, and he is the person I trust the emperor the most. That you, rest assured, what he has already given you should not be taken back. So I don't think anyone will dare to marry you, do you want me to ask the British ambassador to give you a new identity, so that you can go to the UK to live a rich and leisurely life. Qingyu smiled at her.

"Thank you for not saying it, it's your business." Jian Dong'er grinded her teeth gently, she felt that she was persuading herself to be reconciled with Chery, just letting her do the independent propaganda of the people.

"You're getting more and more like Chery, it's not good." Qingyu glanced at her with disgust, but there was a little more tenderness in her eyes, because she knew that at least now Jian Dong'er would leave Chery.