1

Xue Jingsen still got up early as always, and after washing up, quietly left the dormitory, entered the teaching building, sneaked into Zhang Qifang's classroom, and put the small snacks he had prepared into her desk drawer.

Each time, he would leave a love letter that he had written.

However, he rummaged through her notebook with a light yellow cover, but found no letter paper in it.

Didn't she write a love letter to him?

At first, he didn't care.

Since she didn't write it, forget it, as long as she sees the words she wrote, she will definitely write a love letter, clip it in a notebook, and wait for herself to pick it up.

And several times, he still didn't see the love letter she wrote to him.

What's going on?

He was puzzled, and his heart was uneasy.

In the love letter, he asks about his doubts.

However, she still did not give him any answer, and still did not leave him a word.

Why didn't she write him a love letter?

Even if you don't write, you should reply to him something.

But why didn't she hear back at all?

Sneaking through her notebook with a light yellow cover.

Aside from the record of the time when you decided to go on a date with him, there was nothing behind.

After the last date, she didn't say a word about the meeting.

After so long, why didn't she write down her mood notes?

She told him that she would develop the habit of taking mood notes, leaving all kinds of little beauties between the two of them, and also leaving bits and pieces of her life in high school.

But she didn't even write a word for a while......

What happened to stop her from writing?

He wanted to ask her face to face.

But on campus, he didn't want others to know that they had too close contact.

So, he waited for the weekend.

The days went on in torment, and the weekend finally came.

In his last love letter, he wrote that he would wait for her at the old place, hoping that she would come.

He couldn't wait to get to the old place of the date.

But on that bridge, there was only bleak autumn, only dead leaves falling one after another, only him waiting, and her figure never appeared.

His burning heart gradually cooled to freezing point and below.

What's wrong with her? What happened?

Why is there no news?

Why not come to the old place for a date?

He was angry.

And then the anger turned into panic.

The more doubts in his heart, the more panicked he felt.

He stepped on the twilight and ran back to school.

I went to the school building and turned to her classroom.

She was nowhere to be seen.

The girls' dormitory was a forbidden place for him, a boy, and it was impossible for him to enter.

Looking at the dormitory building where she was, his heart was very bitter.

As twilight came, he turned gloomily to the playground.

Next to the playground is an abandoned piece of land, which is overgrown with grass and few people.

He walked to the place where the two had met for the first time and sat down silently......

2

For several days, Xue Jingsen was uneasy.

As the weekend passed, students were returning to school.

During normal school hours, he pretended to pass by her classroom and peeked into her seat through the windowpane.

She was there, and she was talking and laughing with the classmates around her.

I don't see any change in her.

It's just that his face doesn't seem to be as ruddy as before, and he's a little haggard.

Seeing such a her, he held back his grievances in his heart, and he was even more breathless.

He had been worried about her, and she had nothing to do......

He wanted to ask her something in person, but he couldn't get close to her in full view.

Is there any way to know what is changing in her now and what is going on in her heart?

Oh yes, there's a girl who seems to be able to help him.

The girl's name was Yu Lili.

I like literature, and I joined the "Haiyan" literary club at school.

has no talent, but there is a beautiful literary dream in his bones.

Although he was not a member of the literary society, by chance, she got to know him and saw his article published in a magazine.

At first, she did not associate the author of the article signed "Xue Jingsen" with him.

A few more times, after seeing his articles in the same magazine, she suddenly thought of him.

Because he was very close to her classmate Zhang Qifang some time ago, and even rumored that the two of them were in love, it also had some impact on the entire school, so she remembered his name.

At that time, she imagined Xue Jingsen, who wrote the article, and Xue Jingsen, who was in the school, as a person.

Could they be the same person?

She didn't ask Xue Jingsen directly, after all, the two didn't know each other.

Perhaps, Zhang Qifang knows his roots, she thinks so.

So, she went to ask Zhang Qifang.

And Zhang Qifang didn't even read the article published in the magazine, so she gave her an affirmative answer, "This article was written by him, and there is nothing wrong with it." ”

There is an author who has published so many articles in magazines in a row, which is indeed a surprise to Yu Lili, who is a lover of literature.

She must get to know Xue Jingsen, talk to him about literature, and ask him how he can get his articles published, and what skills he has.

With such a talented person by her side, she can't let go of the opportunity to get acquainted.

So, in order to get to know Xue Jingsen, she got very close to Zhang Qifang, and later, she became a friend who even had to go to the toilet together.

It was naturally impossible for Zhang Qifang not to introduce Xue Jingsen to Yu Lili.

After the two got acquainted, Xue Jingsen did not hide her secrets, and told her some tips for writing, as well as some tips for submitting articles to magazines or newspapers.

Later, whenever Yu Lili wrote an article she liked, she would let Xue Jingsen look at it first, hoping that he would give her some "guidance".

After coming and going, they are more or less familiar.

Yu Lili naturally knew that Zhang Qifang and Xue Jingsen were not separated because of pressure from the school.

Not only did they not separate, but they also took the relationship one step further and became true lovers.

Of course, she also knew that Xue Jingsen always secretly sent love letters to Zhang Qifang.

The snacks that Xue Jingsen gave Zhang Qifang, Zhang Qifang would also take them out and share them with her.

Xue Jingsen thought that if she found her and asked her about Zhang Qifang, she would definitely tell herself.

In the past two days, the school's public blackboard should be used, and the members of the literary club should be responsible for filling in the content of the blackboard newspaper.

Yu Lili will attend, and she will most likely come to him again and ask him for advice on how to write blackboard newspapers and how to write textual related to the event.

Just seize this opportunity and ask Yu Lili.

3

Sure enough, that afternoon, Yu Lili went to find Xue Jingsen.

Before Yu Lili could say anything, Xue Jingsen asked her, "Do you know how Zhang Qifang has changed during this period of time?" Did something happen to her? ”

"No, she talks and laughs, and nothing seems to have changed."

Yu Lili is often with Zhang Qifang, so she naturally knows her every move, so her words are credible.

But......

"Are you sure?"

"If anything, it's some."

"Oh?"

"At night, she always puts her head under the covers and often has nightmares."

"Does she often sleep with her head covered?"

"No, she hates sleeping with her head covered. She used to tell me that it was unhygienic to sleep like that......"

"Then why did she do that?"

"Who knows? I asked her, but she wouldn't tell me, only that she was fine. ”

"You say, she also has nightmares a lot."

"yes, many nights, she always woke up."

“……”

"A few times I said something in my dreams."

"What did she say?"

"Don't, get out of here, help or something."

Xue Jingsen couldn't help frowning.

Yu Lili looked at him puzzled and asked, "Don't you know what happened to her?" ”

"I wrote her many letters and she didn't reply to my ......"

"Oh? Is it? ”

"Do you know why?"

"She didn't say ...... to me"

"But you can always see something, right?"

"As usual, she goes to class or eats every day, and goes back to the dormitory to sleep at night, and there is nothing suspicious about her."

"But why didn't she ignore me?"

"What?"

"I gave her a love letter and she didn't get back to me, I was waiting for her at the old place where we were dating, and she didn't come either."

"She didn't tell me anything bad about your relationship."

Xue Jingsen said distressedly: "I still don't believe that she hasn't encountered anything. ”

"Why don't I ask her tentatively?"

"Thank you then."

"Don't say anything to me, thank you or not. By the way, I still have something to ask you, which is about the school's propaganda this time, and each member of our club has to write an article......"

Xue Jingsen listened to her talk about what she wanted to ask him, and he gave some answers.

But his mind was even more confused.

He believed that something must have happened to Zhang Qifang.

If not, she wouldn't sleep with her head covered at night, and she wouldn't have nightmares.

No......

I don't care about you......

Help me......

It was the sound of a nightmare, in the midst of a predicament.

What happened to her that would make her have such bad dreams?

4

The days passed.

Xue Jingsen did not send any more love letters to Zhang Qifang.

She didn't ask in her own way, either.

He would go to the bridge on weekends and stand on the bridge waiting for her.

Although he had realized that she could not have reappeared.

Late autumn gradually turns into early winter.

The temperature plummeted and the weather was cold.

Wearing thick clothes every day, Xue Jingsen still doesn't feel any warmth.

His heart was cold.

I don't know when he blamed the reason why she ignored him on that date, and he made a bad move.

It is very likely that she verbally forgave him at the beginning, and she had to work hard with him to be admitted to Q University, but in her heart, she had already begun to reject him.

He had done such a terrible thing to her, and she could not forgive him.

So, she deliberately treated him in this silent way.

Say break up, she can't do it.

Maybe there is only silence, and the silence will keep him to realize that their relationship has come to an end, and he will take the initiative to leave.

Breaking up, in fact, is as simple as that.

He gradually felt that she was far away from him, and that he would be freed from the relationship between the two of them.

He did voluntarily disappear from her world.

It's just that my heart hurts so much, I feel so much pain that I don't know what to do, and I feel that this boring study life makes me feel meaningless.

Many times, he wanted to escape.

And his personality didn't give him the courage to take that rebellious step.

Time is shifting.

After a long time, he suddenly realized that they were indeed people from two worlds.

Break up in silence.

Hide in their respective classrooms and bury their heads in their lives.

The place where he connects with her world is the girl Yu Lili.

From time to time, Yu Lili would go to him and ask him some rambling words.

Occasionally, she would also reveal Zhang Qifang's news to him.

"During this time, she was visibly uneasy, and several times the teacher asked her to stand up and answer questions, but she didn't hear it, and she still sat in her seat in a daze."

"For several nights, she secretly hid under the covers and cried, her voice was very small, and she deliberately suppressed her crying."

"Her grades plummeted, and in the last monthly exam, she regressed so much that she surprised herself."

"A few times she tentatively asked me about you, but she only asked innocuous questions, such as how much you scored on the exam, what you wrote recently, and nothing else."

"I've asked her many times why your relationship has gone so bad, and she hasn't told me anything."

"Now, I believe she has something on her mind. And she always hides her heart and doesn't tell anyone ......"

"She has been sick for the past few days, has a fever, and asked the head teacher for leave, and lies in the dormitory and sleeps soundly."

"I don't know when she started collecting your articles published in newspapers or magazines, and when she had something to do, she secretly looked at ...... again and again"

"I don't know why she chose to leave you, but I can feel that she still likes you."

"What the hell happened to the two of you? Why is it so painful now? ”

……

Xue Jingsen's grades also dropped sharply.

Knowing that Zhang Qifang would collect the articles he wrote, he wrote more frequently and submitted articles to newspapers and magazines.

He got a lot of opportunities to publish and a lot of manuscript fees.

But none of that was his concern.

He only wanted her to see what he had written, and he only wanted her to collect a lot of things that belonged to him.

Perhaps, in the world of two people, there is still each other.

It's just that there are places that are not in reality, but in the heart.

Since she still likes him, why did she break up with him silently?

What happened to her that would make her so ruthless to make such a decision?

He didn't know.

It's because he doesn't know that he is very distressed.

He must find out why she chose to break up with him.

Although he forced himself to believe that it was the original date, and his misdeeds caused a lot of trouble, in his heart, he didn't really think so.

Something must have happened that made her miserable, otherwise, she would not have chosen to break up with him.

He's going to track it down.

But where to start?

There are some things that only she knows, and if she refuses to say it, who can know?

People who hide secrets in their hearts, otherwise it will be difficult to dig out something.

But do you choose to give up and not pursue it?

Do they just live in their own world until they graduate from high school, and then never see each other again, becoming strangers to each other?

He didn't dare to think about the confused and terrifying future.

How lonely would he be without her in his future......

What about her? Wouldn't she be lonely too?

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