The unknown is infinite, and what a person knows is limited, so no matter how intelligent a person is, there will always be something that someone cannot understand. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 infoPeople intervene in the world through observation, cognition and understanding, and survive in ignorance, but in the face of things that cannot be observed, recognized and understood, but it hurts us, how should people look at it? Because people are limited, they will inevitably encounter things that cannot be defeated, so how can they face inevitable failure?

Man wants to be infinite, but in his limited time, he will be limited to face all kinds of tribulations that come with his limited time. For people, it is pain, depression, madness, despair, hurting, bloodshed, and even sacrifice for no reason. People learn from it what fear is, understand what darkness is, and then, even in a dream, they will fall into the endless abyss, as if, under that abyss, there is a different pair of eyes, peeping, watching, staring at themselves with malice.

I am Gao Chuan, and I have been falling towards the abyss for a long time in my extremely dark and deep dreams......

Every time I try to open my eyes, the dark and infinite abyss seems to disappear, making me feel like I am back on earth, but I know very well that the dark abyss has never left me. Because it exists in my heart, in my limited time, in my terror and despair. When I see hope, I always think that despair is hidden in the shadow of hope.

I wanted to put an end to it once and for all, and after being relieved of that heavy responsibility, I could sleep peacefully and dreamlessly for a long time. I was so tired, and although I felt that I could and had to persevere, even if I didn't feel tired physically, my spirit would be re-energized when the new day came, and I still felt my exhaustion deeply, not from my spirit and body, but from the existence of me as a person, as a person.

When I opened my eyes again, the familiar feeling of falling was gone, and there was nothing left, and I moved my body, supported myself with my arms, and sat up from the ground. As far as the eye could see, there were ruins, the water had dried up, only the sandy riverbed remained, and the plants had all been reduced to ashes, and the ashes were scattered on the ground, and everything in sight was dyed gray and white, and there was no anger at all. It was so quiet, lifeless, only the wind howling, and the gray-white horizon stretched to the horizon that it felt like the whole world had become like this.

I was not surprised by such a sinister sight, because I had not forgotten how the world had come to be the way it was. This is the Las Vegas repeater, the war is over, Doomsday Shinrikyo, Nazis, NOG, Luna, Youjiang, Four Heavenly Courtyard Gacout, Father Edward...... The astonishing and inhuman things that make people feel invincible have all disappeared. I can't say for sure if they're completely gone, but the world was ruined by their power, and the repeater finally fell into my hands, as I had hoped.

The Las Vegas repeater has been emptied, and all the places that were once overused and distorted by the Nazis have been erased, and it is now like a blank sheet of paper, waiting for a new eraser.

That's the result, that's the price of victory.

In today's Las Vegas repeaters, even space and time are too ambiguous to be accurately measured. But this is the kind of repeater that, at my will, is competing with the London repeater and the 51st district repeater against the Doomsday Shinrikyo and the Nazi repeater. On the other hand, the Las Vegas repeater, which is in ruins, can only barely pull the enemy's two repeaters, even if it combines with two other repeaters to occupy a numerical advantage.

I stood up and patted the ashes off my pants. I've traveled far and wide to find a chance that Sakiya and Hakkei will survive. But, in fact, I didn't get much hope. The interior of today's Las Vegas repeater is like a true portrayal of the end of mankind, a terrible purge of power, so that the white Claudia, which originally had a profound meaning, did not have any remains. It's also the first time I've seen with my own eyes what a post-apocalyptic world would look like, and I'm not sure that the end of the apocalypse will be similar to the one in front of me, but it won't be much better. I walked alone in this world, as if I was walking in a future moment, in a doomsday fantasy where the end would come.

No one spoke to me, their bones were gone, and the black water of the Four Heavenly Temples had swept the world before the terrible purge that seemed to collapse the world came.

Sakuya and Hakkei are also gone, and even though they left the center of the battlefield before the war broke out, they shouldn't have been able to escape, so where can they flee in the face of the disaster that has swept every corner of the world? I walked from east to west, from north to south, and finally stopped in front of a puddle ten meters in diameter. It was the only water I had seen during this time of wandering, the shallow water just above the height of a slap on the ground, and the mirror-like surface of the water reflected my face: I knew for the first time that I still had a crow's mask on my face, so I took it off.

At this moment, it was as if I had suddenly woken up from a dream.

When I opened my eyes, I saw a familiar ceiling, including the walls and floor, all white, and the smell of disinfectant floating in the air, and I could smell the fishy smell from the disinfectant water as if it could no longer be eliminated and masked. I don't know where the gurgling sound came from, it was like boiling water tumbling, and it was like blowing air into muddy water with a pipe. I couldn't tell what the source of these smells and sounds was, but the room was like a room in a hospital hospital, which was probably the origin of déjà vu.

I tried to sit up, only to realize that my hands, feet, and torso were tightly bound to the bed by thick straps, and the whole body was lying in large figures. It's so strange that I can't help but think, am I still in the Las Vegas repeater? Is it true that the apocalyptic scene before, the memory of the battle for the repeater earlier, and the memory of mobilizing the power of the repeater to adjust the world line?

"Of course." Voices came from behind my head, and I would have liked to turn my head and see who it was if I could. There was a second person in this repeater besides me, and I was locked up in this room, what was going on?

"No, there is no second person." The voice said, "There's only one person and one ghost here." ”

I finally heard it clearly, and I finally realized who it was. I couldn't calm my heart, I couldn't tell if I was happy or mixed with many complicated emotions, and this chaotic emotion made me can't help but say this person's name: "Doctor Nguyen Li! ”

"Call Mommy." The sound she made when she opened the door pictured in my mind what she looked like and what the door looked like — Dr. Nguyen Le was still Dr. Nguyen Lê, of course, but the door was heavy and sturdy like a prison for the most dangerous prisoners. It was then that I realized that although I was awake, I was completely unable to use any kind of mysterious power, and the physical strength that was far stronger than ordinary people seemed to be gone. And the reason why I didn't feel strange before was simply because I had long been familiar with such a feeling of powerlessness - it was like returning to the reality of the hospital, to the body of that weak boy.

However, this is impossible, and the "Gao Chuan" in the reality of the hospital has collapsed.

I'm like a seriously ill person under strict care now, but it's not a "winner" treatment.

After all, am I awake? Am I really winning? Are the memories I have of my imagination or the unauthorized use of the power of the repeater to change the world line, and I have been affected to become what I am now? Where the hell am I? Why is Dr. Nguyen Le here?

I think that Dr. Nguyen Lê just asked me to call her mom, which may prove that she is not the Dr. Nguyen Le in the hospital, but only Dr. Nguyen Lê of the Las Vegas repeater - but isn't this Dr. Nguyen Le also dying with the enemy?

"No, strictly speaking, I'm not Ruan Li in the full sense of the word." Dr. Nguyen Li's body passed by me, the familiar smell and white doctor's coat stirring the air through the room like the wind. She sat on the chair next to the hospital bed with some papers in her arms, and the calm and inclusive gaze she looked at me as if I had gone back in time, and when I talked to her face to face again and again, this feeling gradually calmed the boiling emotions in my heart.

Dr. Nguyen Li ...... "I wanted to say something, but she immediately interrupted me.

"Call Mommy." She said, her gaze straining me a little.

"Mom."

"Good."

"You're not dead? What is this place? How did I end up here? How's it going out there? "I have too many questions, like bullets from a machine gun.

Dr. Nguyen Le just stared at me calmly until I regained my composure.

"This is inside the repeater." Dr. Nguyen Le said, "And I, Nguyen Lê, am not Nguyen Le in the full sense of the word, but part of this repeater...... Of course, you can still be my original mother, and I will take care of you, Achuan. ”

When I heard her say that, I suddenly didn't know what I should say anything more. A strong sadness welled up in my heart, but I didn't know who I was grieving for. "I, I'm ......" I opened my mouth, only to find that my voice was hoarse, and it turned out that I had already started crying, "everything is true, everything is over, is it?" Mom. ”

"Yes. You've won, the original world of the repeater has been destroyed, and the repeater itself has begun to rebuild. Dr. Nguyen Le said.

"They...... They are ...... with you They are all dead. "No matter what, I couldn't stop the tears in my eyes.

"Yes, all of them are dead." Dr. Nguyen Le said: "The original Nguyen Le also died, and here it is part of the repeater. ”

"But, Mom succeeded." I finally remembered the last time I dreamed of Dr. Nguyen Lê, she was carrying a suitcase and jumping into the raging black water.

"The paradise made with white Claudia preserves part of Ruan Li's personality information, and under the cover of black water, he entered the body of the Four Heavenly Yuan Jia Coconut, entered the interior of the Moon God, entered the nightmare, and finally entered the interior of Youjiang, the ultimate weapon." Dr. Nguyen Li, who was in front of her, said, "She finally identified the core of the repeater through different means. Remember? You've had the most conversation with her before the end of the Repeater World. ”

Yes, I remembered.

The words that Dr. Nguyen Le once said rang in my head:

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"This is the personality, the conscious personality that is condensing, in the cycle, in the reciprocal shaping of the world."

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"Ah Chuan, do you remember? The terrible thing about White Claudia is that it connects the spirits of the infected in a distorted way, separating the conscious and physical actions of the infected - people think they have done something but they don't, they feel like they did that, but they didn't do it. Although it is still unclear what the mechanism of the infected person is to behave in a way that is not in line with his or her wishes, it is certain that when the infected person does something bad, he does not feel that he or she has done something bad. ”

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"This is the internal mental network of White Claudia, the place where all the infected person's personality information is stored. White Claudia, a plant-like alien life that does not know its origin and identity, will use this vast amount of personality information to shape what the infected can observe for themselves, because the observation can be experienced for themselves, and the incomparably real world can affect themselves and produce feedback. ”

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"All patients who have fallen ill from Claudia White's infection have mental abnormalities based on the idea that they can shape such a world. What can come here is the non-material manifestation of the spirit, consciousness, personality, and so on, which has deteriorated to a certain extent, and what makes this lesion worsen is the diseased body. ”

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"The diseased body distorts the spirit, and the distorted spirit enters the paradise of the self, in which the personality changes, and the changed personality is connected to each other in the form of information, and the connected information shapes the new world. This new world is the real world only for the patient. ”

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"If you can understand what I am talking about, you must understand that there must be some center in this world. Any aggregation must form a center, or it is a center that already exists, releasing a gravitational pull that contributes to the phenomenon of aggregation. ”

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I know that although Dr. Nguyen Li is explaining that although it is a white Claudia worldview that belongs to this repeater world, it is actually the embodiment of a spiritual integration device.

In that battle to destroy the world, the victory was mine and Dr. Nguyen Lê's, who finally proved her theory and annihilated the enemy at the cost of the total destruction of the world.

I finally understood that although I was given control of the repeater, it was actually Dr. Ruan Li in front of me who was more directly in control of the repeater, because she was a part of the repeater, and the permission I got was just to mobilize the power of the repeater through her. (To be continued.) )