541 feels different
Seriously, I might as well not look at her message board, originally Qiao Tu suddenly contacted me, I was very happy and excited, but this time I looked at her message board, my heart was cold again, I found that there were several strange men to leave a message for her, I had never seen these men before, obviously she added a new person, and look at the words left by these men for her, they should meet often, for example, some people left a message saying: Tonight's meal is very appetizing, mainly there is a beauty like you, Some people say they look at you every day, but why can't I see enough? This sentence made me the most interested at the time.,The meaning is almost obvious enough.,It's expressing love to Qiao Tu.,I still want to go into this man's space to see it.,Looking for photos or something.,But he has permission in the space.,I can't get in.。 Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
Originally, I was expecting Qiao Tu to quickly agree to my request to add friends, but now after reading these messages, the expectations in my heart have slowly faded a lot, and I knew that this would be the case now. I wish Qiao Tu hadn't taken the initiative to text me yesterday, in that case, at least my mood would be calm, and I wouldn't be as uncomfortable as I am now.
At eight o'clock and almost nine o'clock, Xiao Suzi and a few of them came to work, and Xiao Suzi complained to me as soon as he saw me, saying that he and Hu Niu were busy with classes these days. It was not easy to finish the work, and they had already sent it to Sister Bai, and they said that there was no problem, anyway, what Xiao Suzi meant was to let me treat them well, and I knew they were joking, but they still said that they would invite a few of them to a big dinner tonight.
In fact, what can I say, in the past few days of the National Day, the work that Xiao Suzi and Hu Niu have done for me, the money adds up to almost 50,000 yuan, in addition to the messy cost, how can I earn more than 30,000 yuan myself. This income is already very terrifying, in short, everything is good in the future, and at ten o'clock in the morning, Sister Bai also called me again, saying that today is the first day after the completion of the holiday, she has received a lot of work, to be handed over to me to complete, this is undoubtedly good news for me, but for Xiao Suzi and Hu Niu, it is too hard, the two of them also jokingly said: "I thought you were a newly opened studio, there shouldn't be too much work, and every day is very easy, But as a result, you're busier than those big companies, and you're really going to tire us out! ”
I don't have anything to comfort them, I can only say that your salary is proportional to the amount of work, you do a lot of work, and you will be paid a lot of wages when the time comes, Xiao Suzi said that this is also true, it just so happens that he wants to buy a necklace for his object, and he has to spend more than 10,000 yuan, and he is just trying to buy one for the object.
Seriously, it's quite a little Suzi who said that. I'm still quite surprised, how old is Xiao Suzi this year, he is so young, and he can't make much money, but he is willing to spend more than 10,000 yuan to buy a necklace for his object, how much does he love his object? Think about yourself again. It seems that none of the objects I have ever paid for anything too valuable, right? At this point, I'm a little inferior to the little soda.
But on the other hand, I still think this little Suzi is a little stupid, after all, he is still young now, I don't know what the future of him and his object will be, the chance of the two of them getting married is very small, if you spend so much money to buy a necklace for someone now, how can you break up in the future? If you want to come back to others, it will look a little too bad, but if you don't want it, more than 10,000 yuan, he is not a rich second generation, how distressing it is.
Originally, I wanted to persuade him, but then I thought about it, forget it, everyone has their own way of living, and people are willing to do this, even if I say more, it's useless. And it's a good thing that a person of his age has experienced everything, if he really suffers a loss later, it can be regarded as a lesson, and if he talks about the next partner in the future, he will definitely not spend money on others so lavishly.
Of course, I'm not cursing people to break up, I still hope that the two of them can really go to the last step, but this hope is a little too slim.
It wasn't until noon that Qiao Tu agreed to my application, and after passing it, neither of us spoke to anyone, after lunch, I took a nap, and at three o'clock in the afternoon, Wang Million called me, saying that he wanted to invite the big guy to sing and eat, let me go with him, and I asked him where to gather. He said that he was in school now, let me go to school first, and on the way to school, Qiao Tu talked to me on QQ, and she said, "Huh! It's really strange.,It stands to reason that after you add me QQ.,You should be eager to talk to me.,Why are you so old for a long time.,Don't say a word to me? Don't you like me anymore? Got a new love? ”
I didn't reply to Qiao Tu's words, but asked her: "Who left all those rumors on your message board for you, who are they?" I haven't seen them before! ”
Qiao Tu replied to me: "I said it." You didn't talk to me, did you see those message boards, and then you were jealous and unhappy, so you didn't talk to me? ”
I said I'll ask you, who are they, Qiao Tu told me that some of them are her classmates. Some of them are some new friends I met in Beijing.
I said that the relationship between your friend and you is really good, so ambiguous words can also be said, Qiao Tu asked me not to think about it, she said that a few of them are that virtue, and they are bad when they speak, in fact, the relationship between them is very normal, hearing Qiao Tu say this, I suddenly felt a little ridiculous in my heart, what to say, if I used to have the relationship with Qiao Tu, I would definitely break the casserole and ask in the end. But now I don't know why, it seems that my feelings for Qiao Tu are not as deep as before, I don't bother to ask her these things, how does love go, anyway, I don't care.
This change in my heart, in fact, still makes me quite scared, after all, I really wanted to be with Qiao Tu before, and I wanted to get married with her, but at this time, it was obvious that this idea had faded a lot, and I myself felt that I was too unfirm in my feelings, and I didn't have the determination to persevere at all, if I looked at the problem from other people's perspectives. I think people like me are still quite scared, if I were a woman, I would definitely not find a marriage like me, afraid of cuckolding myself.
I told Qiao Tu that it's whatever, you can do whatever you like, I don't ask more, as soon as I said this, Qiao Tu seemed a little unhappy, she asked me what I meant by this, as if I had done something with her, I said that you think too much about yourself, I just don't want to ask so much, just want to live your own life.
Then Qiao Tu didn't continue to dwell on these things with me. Instead, he asked me directly: "Tong Tong, let me ask you, tell me the truth, do you still like me now?" ”
I don't want to talk to her about these things at this time, in fact, thanks to my own studio, this time has been busy, this feeling of busyness, makes me feel that this is the real value of men, if you blindly put your energy on feelings, then such men are most vulnerable to women's emotional control, let themselves be passive, and now we are still students. There may be many women who like such men, but once they enter the society in the future, such men are actually quite unattractive, I think if you want to keep a woman, or want a woman to die for you, blindly spoiling her, it is not okay, but to make yourself attractive, and then to attract her, so that she herself is unwilling to leave you.
I was very honest and said to Qiao Tu: "If you like it, you must like it, after all, it's been so long, I can't dislike you all at once, if that's the case." How bad a man like me is, but I'll be honest with you, this feeling has changed compared to before, it's different, I don't know why, maybe it's because we haven't been in touch for so long, or it may be my own reason, to be honest, you're very good, who can marry a woman like you, it must be a blessing in the previous life, but I always have a feeling now, it's impossible for the two of us to go to the end. And this feeling is getting stronger and stronger, this is what I said in my heart, and I don't want to lie to you! ”
After sending this passage to Qiao Tu, it was when my heart was beating faster and I started to get nervous, and I knew that it would take a lot of courage for me to say these words to her at this juncture. At the same time, I also especially want to know what Qiao Tu thinks at this time.
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