542 Considerations for the future
And I was already prepared at the time, that is, if Qiao Tu was angry because of my words, and I had to block me again, maybe I couldn't contact her for a long time, so I would be in pain again, but if this is the case, this time the discomfort will definitely not be as strong as before, and I will adapt to it quickly, let it be, anyway, things have developed to this point, and it can only be like this. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
After waiting for a few minutes, Qiao Tu replied to my message, and she said, "Okay, I already feel that you don't have the same feelings for me." Since you've said that, I won't say anything more to you, so be it, I'm busy, goodbye! ”
After she posted this, the two of us didn't continue to chat, I thought she would block me or something, but after waiting for a long time, I found out that she was still in my friends, which means that she didn't plan to block me. But then she changed her QQ signature, and the content was just four words: things are people!
I don't know what she means by posting this, does it feel like I've changed, and then it's uncomfortable? If that's the case, does it mean that she still has me in her heart? Even if there is. I guess she's the same as me, and this feeling has faded a lot.
After meeting Wang Wanwan, a few of us played at school, and when we were done, he led us to dinner. As soon as I played, I basically didn't remember anything in my head, and today I had these unpleasantness with Qiao Tu, I forgot about it later, this time it was indeed as I expected, and soon the matter on Qiao Tu's side was diluted, in fact, this is not to say that I want this, it's just a result of going with the flow, I thought about it later, if I said goodbye to Qiao Tu like this, will I regret it then?
I think that since I have made such a choice now, I will definitely not regret it in the future, at most, I think of a girl like Qiao Tu in my heart, and in the end she married someone else, she belongs to another man, so I may feel a little regretful.
Anyway, from this day on, Qiao Tu and I didn't talk anymore, and the two of us ended indistinctly, and I also asked myself, if we were a breakup. I guess it's so, it's just a lack of a name.
Gao Meng later came to me and asked me what was going on with Qiao Tu, and she said that when she was eating with Qiao Tu, Qiao Tu drank too much. Then I told her a bunch of things about the two of us, anyway, Qiao Tu meant that the main reason for this breakup was me, I didn't want to be good, Gao Meng asked me if this was really the case.
I said yes, Gao Meng asked me: "Why, are you broken brains, you can finally reconcile, you don't know how to cherish it, you ......"
Before Gao Meng's words were finished, I interrupted her, I said, "No reason, it's just that the feeling in my heart is gone, and I don't have the idea of wanting to get married with her anymore." So I think this should be the best outcome! ”
Gao Meng sent me a series of punctuation marks, probably speechless to me, after a long time, she said to me: "Okay, if you are sincere, I won't say anything more to you, just be happy yourself, but I can tell you, Qiao Tu is very uncomfortable this paragraph!" ”
Gao Meng said here that Qiao Tu was uncomfortable, and I felt uncomfortable after listening to it, I actually hope that the two of us will break up peacefully, everyone is calm, and I don't want either party to be too uncomfortable, but it took me a long time to understand that Qiao Tu was uncomfortable at this time. It's not just because we broke up, the most reason is because she didn't think that it would be me who broke up, which made her feel that she was dumped and her heart was very unbalanced, and she felt that the two of us were in the whole process of falling in love. She should have the initiative, even if she breaks up, it should be that she has no feelings for me, she came to break up with me, but the truth is the opposite of what she thought, so she is uncomfortable.
Time passes day by day, probably because Chen Yajing and they have entered the senior year, every day she is busy making up for the courses that she has missed in the past few years, and often goes to participate in this assessment and that assessment, and also goes outside the school to do some surveys or something, under her influence, I seem to feel that I am about to enter the senior life, and I also began to think about my life after graduation, I also talked to Chen Yajing about this topic, Chen Yajing said that she graduated. I want to go to work in the company for a period of time first, on the one hand, I want to increase my experience, and on the other hand, I also want to see what she has learned in the past four years, and when she feels that her experience is okay. If it doesn't work, go back to her hometown and go to her father's to do it.
I said go back and your dad, and then what? Are you going to live such an ordinary life? Find a man to marry in a few years? That's how this life has passed?
Chen Yajing glanced at me and said, "Then what do you want?" We girls, aren't we just living so plainly, is it possible that we have to work hard like you men? Make a lot of money? How many more lovers do you have when you have money when you go back? I smiled and said, "No, I just think that among these people who have played since childhood, such as Xia Yu and Gao Meng." Chen Keke, among these girls, your temperament is harder, I always think that you should be the most promising when you grow up, but I didn't expect your idea to be so simple, just to find a good man to marry! ”
Chen Yajing said: "This has nothing to do with whether she is hard or not, anyway, I don't want to make myself so tired, but Xia Yu is a girl who has a lot of thoughts, she said that she still wants to take the postgraduate examination, I don't know if I can be admitted." If she can't pass the exam at that time, according to her temperament, she shouldn't be honest enough to do it in our small place, she is actually a very ambitious girl! Don't look at the quiet-looking ones! ”
I quite agree with Chen Yajing's words. In fact, Xia Yu, this girl has always been stronger, just say that when we were good in the past, I didn't study well or something, she would be angry, and she wanted to be admitted to a good university in Shanghai at that time, but she didn't get in, from these you can see that she is stronger, as for Gao Meng, needless to say, she and Chen Yajing's thoughts are estimated to be similar. But the conditions at her home are not as good as Chen Yajing, she must also have to work her own, and she should be more independent than Chen Yajing in life.
As for myself, my current plan is to open this studio well, and I have been thinking about it more than once. If this studio slowly gets better and better in the provincial capital and becomes such a large company, is there any need for me to go back to my hometown to develop? The market in our hometown is definitely not as big as the market in the provincial capital, but I'm a person. A little bit of family love, even if I have money and ability, I don't want to settle in other places or anything, I hope I will still live in our hometown in the future.
But this is actually not a conflict, the company is in the provincial capital. I can live in my hometown by myself, and I can ask a few people to take care of me in the future, I am the person in charge, I must be trustworthy, Chen Yajing, this girl is not studying accounting. It would be nice if this girl was willing to take care of me, of course, this is also unrealistic, people's fathers are so capable, how good it is for Chen Yajing to go to her father, there is no need to come to me, but if Chen Yajing marries me and becomes my daughter-in-law, it is possible, but I am really married to her, will I live in my hometown by myself and let her go to the provincial capital alone?
That's obviously impossible, and I don't want to marry her right now, and she probably thinks the same way I do.
In the middle of winter this year, I also went to the prison to see Zheng Hu, this guy looks in good spirits, Zheng Hu was most concerned about her mother's physical condition at the time, I said it's nothing, you just behave well in it and strive for a commutation, uncle and aunt will hand it over to me, I also asked Zheng Hu if he didn't form a gang in it, and he fought with people or something, right? Zheng Hu waved his hand and said, "Then how could I, I'm so cowardly, where do I dare to fight here!" ”
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