692 Repentance
Gao Meng actually dared to joke with me like this, which made me can't help laughing, and it can be regarded as relieving the depression in my heart, I also jokingly told her: "That's no problem at all, to have a beautiful woman with a good temperament like you as an object, that's the blessing I cultivated in my last life!" Otherwise, let's not wait, I won't chase Su Ya anymore, let's do it this year! ”
Gao Meng sent me a sad expression, and then said, "Alas! If only this came from the heart of your heart, but unfortunately, you were just kidding me! I'll just talk about it casually, don't joke with you, I'll be open for a while, and I'll feel uncomfortable again! ”
As soon as Gao Meng said this, I regretted it a little, I shouldn't have joked with her, I'm afraid I'm going to touch her sadness again, I told her that it's better to continue to talk about Su Ya, I can't get out of the car now and go back?
Gao Meng said: "Yes, it's finally been so far away." Pen, Fun, Pavilion www.biquge.info don't give up easily, go back again, anyway, you have already posted a dynamic and taken a photo of the station, Su Ya must think that you are going back to your hometown, you can hide near her with peace of mind! ”
I told her that I knew, and said that it was done to turn back, and I must invite her to a big meal, after speaking, I asked the driver to stop the car, saying that I don't take the car, I want to go back, the driver told me that the ticket money is not refunded, I said that whatever, he stopped the car after the incident, I went down, there happened to be a passing taxi, I took a taxi, and went back, this heart also felt ridiculous and helpless, I would also tell Su Ya. If I come back, I will follow her surname, is it possible that I will change my name to Cao Tong in the future?
It's a shame to think about.
When I returned to the hotel, Zheng Hu also sent me a message and asked me what was going on, and I only went for two days, so I went back? Didn't get it done?
If I planned to go back at this time, I would definitely complain to Zheng Hu, but at this time I had already decided to stay, so I said to Zheng Hu: "I didn't get it done with what someone told you!" Zheng Hu sent me a white-eyed expression and said, "Look at your words of worthiness, I don't want to come to this place again, if you get it, you wish you were sticking to that place every day!" ”
I said that talking is just complaining, now I'm still here, and I don't plan to go back, the photos of the station, are taken to scare Su Ya, and then I gave Zheng Hu a brief talk, saying that although there are many problems, but they are not a big problem, I will solve it well, I also asked Zheng Hu what the situation is on the company's side, Zheng Hu said rest assured, the company has nothing to do for the time being, a few of them can handle it, anyway, there is no big work, I don't have to worry.
Saying that, he also joked with me: "No, you can change the legal person of the company to me, you see that I worry more than you every day!" ”
I said okay, you pay off the company's foreign debts, and I will give you the throne, Zheng Hu said that it is better to forget it, he still works for me honestly, and he told me that he was going to be busy when he was done, so he didn't tell me more.
After chatting with Zheng Hu, I found out that just now, Chen Yajing also entered my space, and I should have noticed what I said, but she didn't praise me, and I don't know what's wrong, when I saw Chen Yajing enter my space, I was quite apprehensive in my heart, and I had a feeling of weakness, and I had a hunch that Chen Yajing might talk to me and ask me about the "origin" of this photo!
But what I couldn't have imagined was that I waited for a day this day, and I didn't see Chen Yajing talking to me, but at about ten o'clock in the evening, Chen Conflict talked to me and asked me if I was looking for Su Ya, and I didn't hide it from him, yes, she is now in college, come to her to chase and try, Chen Chong said then chase well, he won't bother me.
After that, Chen Chong didn't talk to me, as for what he meant, I don't know, but I think it should be against my will, how could he let me chase Su Ya well, he wished I couldn't catch up, of course, he didn't have any bad intentions, it was purely for Chen Ya's sake.
I basically lost sleep that night, and I couldn't sleep all the time, because I kept thinking in my heart: I suddenly "went back to my hometown". What would Su Ya think in her heart? Isn't she really going to bother with me? Don't want me as a friend anymore? Don't even say a word to me?
Anyway, it was more than six o'clock in the morning in a daze, I picked up my phone and looked at it, and to my surprise, Su Ya talked to me, she didn't just tell me, but a few hours ago, at three o'clock in the middle of the night, at that time I remember that I was already asleep, and what she said to me was: "Where are you now?" Did you go back? ”
Her words made me feel energetic instantly. I thought she wasn't going to be friends with me, so ruthless, it turned out that she knew to talk to me, and the meaning of this said, I don't know if she cares about me, but at the same time, I also muttered in my heart, even if it is an ordinary friend, I came because of her, and then went back to my hometown, she should greet me, this is normal, it shouldn't be considered to care about me.
But if you think about it, even if you care, why don't you send me a message in the morning, it has to be more than three o'clock in the middle of the night? Is it because of me that she has insomnia and can't sleep? If that's the case, I don't think I'm in vain, because no matter what I did before, I couldn't have the slightest influence on Su Ya. Now to be able to make her lose sleep and let her emotions touch because of me, that's the biggest improvement.
I didn't rush to reply to her message, because according to the current time, I haven't returned to the provincial capital, I'll wait, because I didn't sleep well last night, and I'm still sleepy at this time, and when I am happy, I will easily fall asleep. Then I continued to sleep, and at noon, I woke up, and after entering the space, I found that Su Ya had come to my space, so if you look at it this way, she should be in a hurry.
Then I replied to her message, saying that I had just arrived and was walking back, and she quickly replied to me, saying, "Well, just go back!" ”
After thinking about it, I said to her, "You just want me to come back?" You really don't want me to be there with you? ”
She replied with a simple word: "En! "This made my heart that had just warmed up a little bit start to get cold again, what the hell does this Su Ya mean, if you are really not interested in me, then just keep being indifferent to me, how good it is for me to die directly. This one will be cold to me, and the next will care about me being hot to me, how can this make me die?
I said I really don't know how to talk to you, you're weird, and I don't want to talk to you now.
In fact, what I said is also angry words, against my will, how could I not want to talk to Su Ya, Su Ya really gave me face, said that if you don't want to say it, don't say it. So be it.
After that, neither of us paid attention to anyone, I think it's okay, otherwise if we talk hotly again, I lost my temper before or something, isn't it all gray hair, isn't there still no backbone, or snub her first.
For the next two days, I have been staying in the hotel, occasionally going out for a walk, but even if it is a walk, it is far away from their school, just afraid of running into Su Ya, in fact, the chance of meeting her is also very small, but I am afraid, I have also made my QQ invisible these days, and I have not spoken to anyone, in addition to going out for a walk, I have been reflecting on my behavior. Whether it is correct or not, is there any hope for this to continue.
And in the past two days, Su Ya has entered my space more than once, many times, which makes me very happy, and I have a particularly strong premonition, that is, if I continue to pester her cheekily, as long as I stay up long enough, Su Ya will definitely become dependent on me at that time, and she will definitely care more about me at that time. Don't say you care, you will definitely pay more attention to it.
The 25th came soon, this is also the day of Su Ya's military training, maybe I haven't seen Su Ya for a few days, I miss her very much, I couldn't help it this morning, sneaked into their school, because I was afraid that Su Ya would find me, I also bought another dress, and then bought a cap to wear, their school's playground is very large, when I passed, there were standing squares everywhere, to be honest, they were all wearing the same military training uniforms, all wearing military training hats, I looked almost the same, it was too difficult to find, I didn't see Su Ya for a long time, but when they were resting, I saw that Su Ya just posted a story, she posted a photo, a photo with several girls, wearing military training uniforms, worthy of a sentence: "I am not beautiful in military training!" ”
It looks like it should be taken and released, to be honest, this photo is very good, especially Su Ya, who is really beautiful, after wearing a military training uniform. There is a unique temperament, of course, in addition to looking at her, I also pay special attention to the environment around the photo, there happens to be a relatively large cypress tree, she should be near the cypress tree.
I looked around at this time, in a far corner, there is indeed a relatively large cypress tree, not far from the cypress, there is a class is disbanding, it is estimated that it is Su Ya's class, I didn't think much about it, I quickly went to that side, my heart beat faster while walking, and at the same time hesitated to go over, because the playground at this time is basically full of new students in military training, everyone is wearing military training uniforms, I am not wearing it, it looks particularly dazzling. I'm afraid that before I came to me, I was seen by Su Ya, although I changed into new clothes and wore a peaked cap, but I always had no bottom in my heart.
When I was still thirty or forty meters away from Su Ya and them, I saw Su Ya, she was not wearing a hat at the time, so I easily recognized her, she was talking and laughing with people at the time, which made me a little unhappy. There was also a particularly thin, sharp-beaked monkey-cheeked man chatting with her in front of him, and this man didn't know what to say, so Su Ya handed the water in his hand to the man, and after the incident, he unscrewed the lid and drank the water, and after drinking, he handed the water to Su Ya, it should be that he didn't buy water, drink Su Ya's water.
Isn't this an indirect kiss, which makes me feel very unhappy, but I can't help it, I can only watch from the side, anyway, after a simple observation, I found that Su Ya seems to get along well with the people in the class, and has been talking and laughing with a few people around her, in this way, on the one hand, I am relieved, happy for her, and on the other hand, I am not happy, because if Su Ya adapts to the school environment quickly, she will not need me, and I can't help much, so if you want to make our relationship go further, it will be difficult.
After they had almost rested, they continued to stand in a military posture, at this time I felt that I was easy to become the target of other people's attention, so I didn't stay any longer, and left directly, anyway, I had already seen Su Ya today, and I was content.
As we walked towards the school gate, another Wrangler drove in the direction of the school gate. The speed is very fast, this posture is completely the style of Xingjunying when he drove to school, when the car passed by me, I saw that it was a relatively fat man, fat head and big ears, after this guy passed, I had a class in front of me that was disbanded and rested, and some of the girls in it also exclaimed, saying that this car was a Wrangler, and some people said that the car must be rich and handsome, if you can hook up with how good.
When I heard these words, I was a little speechless, these new college girls, how can they be so materialistic, when I first went to college, although girls are also more materialistic, but at the beginning most of them were still relatively simple, after all, they are still very immature, not much different from high school students, but now, it's only been a few years, it's really a world of decline.
I was still thinking about it at the time, and I didn't know if Su Ya would become material and realistic after going to college for a long time, if that was the case, such a girl would be easy to handle, but Su Ya at that time was not the Su Ya I wanted, so I didn't want her to change anything, so it would be good.
Actually, I'm quite conflicted. On the one hand, I hope that Su Ya can change and then accept me, and on the other hand, I hope that she can keep being herself.
I probably haven't chatted with Su Ya in the past few days, and Su Ya seems to be doing quite well now, I feel even more apprehensive, I think that if she adapts to the new environment and has a fixed circle of friends, it will be a little difficult for me to join this circle again, even if I am added, it must be later, and there is no preconceived feeling, so when I had lunch, I sent a message to Su Ya, and I had a smiling expression.
It was about half an hour before she replied to me, "I went to dinner just now, is there something wrong?" ”