It's obvious that Su Ya is rejecting me, she's a little unhappy, and she can't wait for me to go back, why is that? Does the basketball king also go to school here? She's afraid the basketball king will see me? It's impossible, I haven't heard that the basketball king is also studying here, and she didn't tell me that she has broken up with the basketball king, Su Ya can't lie to people, she said that she broke up, then it must be a breakup, since you have broken up, are you afraid to meet me? It's not the first time we've met, isn't that what she's like?

The more I think about this, the more I feel that my heart is so cold, I feel that I have been tossing for so long, and I have suffered so much from afar, it is really in vain, and people don't accept my love at all. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info am I worth it? I didn't even have three minutes to meet with someone, and I was sent away? I'm too pathetic.

At that time, I may have been disheartened, I didn't think there was any need to stay in Shandong, so I should go back to my hometown and take care of my company, I think so. But before I returned to the hotel, my heart softened again, I think Su Ya has just come to college now, and she is no different from the original high school student, so she should reject me so much, and she didn't break up. If you break up, you are more sensitive to the relationship between men and women, and I came to chase her at the moment when people just broke up, which may make her feel uncomfortable, so I should be excluded like this. And in order to chase Su Ya, he has suffered so much, and he has already heard a lot of cold words, if he goes back at this time, it will be too much of a man, since he is here. Just try your best.

Although I decided not to leave, I didn't continue to chat with Su Ya, I think she already knew that I was here at this time, she should have taken the initiative to chat with me, but this day I waited until it was dark at night, and Su Ya didn't talk to me, which made me a little unable to sit still, I asked Su Ya directly: "Don't you want me to come here to find you?" I feel like you're a little angry and upset when you see me today? ”

Su Ya was online at the time, and quickly replied to me, saying, "It's okay to be angry and unhappy, but I really don't want you to come to me, you better go back!" ”

I asked Su Ya why she was so reluctant to see me? Su Ya said: "It's not that I don't want to see you, you have your own company now, you are not busy in the company, what are you doing here to find me, I am still a student, I have to go to school, aren't you a little ......"

She didn't finish her words, but I understood what I meant, I said that you mean that I came here to disturb your normal life, and that I was affecting your schooling?

She said she didn't mean that, she just didn't think I had to come here. I felt unworthy of it, I was also angry at the time, I felt very aggrieved in my heart, and suddenly I exploded, I said, "It's my business whether it's worth it or not, why do you care about me." I'm going to come all the way to you and you're going to see me for three minutes? Say such a bunch of things to drive me away? We're friends, aren't we? You've known each other for so long, right? You and your classmates who just met in college haven't known each other for less than a day, and you talk and laugh with them when you eat together, I'm not even as good as them, right? I'm convinced! Lao Tzu is cheap, so cheap! I've never seen someone as cheap as me! ”

After these words were sent, Su Ya replied to me after a long time, she said: "It's me who is not good, I don't deserve you like this, go back quickly, don't come to me!" ”

When she said this, my heart was completely cold. I told her okay, I'll go back, and I'll give you your last name.

In fact, before I sent the latter paragraph to Su Ya, I hesitated for a moment, but then I thought about it. What's there to hesitate about, everyone is like this, the meaning is very clear, I haven't considered me at all, even if I stay here until she graduates from college, it is estimated that the two of us will still not be able to be together, so thinking about this, I think it is better to go back, from now on you take your Yangguan Road, I cross my single-plank bridge, I don't believe it, the world is so big. I couldn't find someone somewhere.

Of course, that's what I said, but I also know very well that it is not easy to meet Su Ya, a girl like Su Ya, who makes me so excited. Even if I was given twenty years, I might not have been able to encounter such a thing, and by that time, I would be older, and my mentality would be different from now.

But this time I'm really sad, after returning to the hotel, I looked at the ticket back, today's ticket can't be bought, I bought it the next morning, this night, lying on the bed full of the scene when I saw Su Ya today, I still keep looking at the chat history of our two noon, anyway, the more I look at it, the cooler it is, I think this may be fate, the fate of the two of us has not yet reached that point, so we can't be together.

This night, I had insomnia.

Early the next morning. I got on the bus back to my hometown, and when I took the bus, I took a photo of the station and added a sentence, saying, "I don't want to come to this place again!" ”

In fact, the purpose of my post is also to hope that Su Ya can see it. Let her understand that I am dead to her now, and I will not bother her anymore, I think I can't be regarded as being able to vent my anger, let's talk about it not long after I sent it, I found that Su Ya entered my space, and you said that she entered my space. She also praised me for saying it, which made me feel weird, what did she mean by that? It seems that since the last time she told me that her partner wouldn't let her enter my space, she didn't even enter my space, although she has been to my space recently, but very few. This time I came so quickly, and suddenly praised me, which really made me "flattered".

What does she mean by that? Feel guilty about me? Give me a thumbs up for comfort?

I guess so.

Seriously, her praise for me made me feel a lot warmer in my heart, and I had the urge to give up and go home. But in the end, I still didn't waver in my determination to go home, I said that I said that, and when I came to her again, I would take her surname, and I couldn't be too spineless.

After the car walked for a while, Gao Meng suddenly sent me a message and asked me why I came here.

I told Gao Meng the truth, and asked her to help me staff to see if I had much hope, Gao Meng listened to me, and said that according to the current situation, Su Ya really didn't want me to stay here, but it wasn't too disgusting. If I can be cheeky and keep pestering her, even if she is bored and annoying at first, but after a long time of getting used to it, I suddenly go back to my hometown, she will definitely have a sense of loss in her heart, I have to deal with Su Ya like this, just like a kite flyer, I will pester her now, no matter what she says, just be cheeky and pester her, and when the entanglement is almost over, snub her again. When the time comes, I guess she will still miss me in her heart.

I told Gao Meng don't persuade me here, I finally made up my mind to go back, I listened to you a lot in a while, I regretted going back again, Gao Meng said that it was a long time to toss, don't give up so easily. I only met with people for three minutes and left, and I couldn't pay for the journey, which was too much of a loss, and if I left like this, Su Ya didn't say anything, and I would definitely feel that I liked her in my heart. That's it, not too deep.

When Gao Meng said this, I thought about it and made some sense, but I had released such cruel words to Su Ya, if I went back at this time, it would be too shameless, I asked Gao Meng, what am I doing now? Go back to her again? Gao Meng said that you can find a place to live near Su Ya's school first, so that Su Ya thinks that I have gone back, and then I can secretly observe Su Ya, show up when she needs help, and help her when the time comes, I will definitely be grateful to me in my heart, and then get along slowly, and when we get along for a long time, it is possible for the two of us to be together.

I asked Gao Meng if this method was reliable, and what if it didn't succeed at that time, Gao Meng still joked with me at this time, saying, "If it doesn't work." I'll just wronged myself and deal with you, what do you think? ”