When he woke up the next day, it was almost noon, and Jiang Ruofeng didn't know what happened last night. I only vaguely remember that I got up after I fell asleep and ran out to buy a case of beer and came back, and I can't remember anything after that.

He counted ten empty cans on the floor, that is, he drank almost a whole case of beer by himself.

In fact, Jiang Ruofeng didn't want to get drunk, as early as a year ago, he had already quit drinking.

He now had a strong delusion that the person who got drunk last night was not his current self. How to say it, the sunny and free boy of the past is no longer there.

Now I am just an empty shell, a soulless shell.

Perhaps the reason why he was drunk was because his soul was back in this exorcism last night.

"I'm getting married next month, and the date has been chosen......"

Since last night, this sentence has been echoing in Jiang Ruofeng's ears. He is not the kind of person who is reluctant to let go of the past, and there is no need to cling to the past.

Besides, what age is this?

Breaking up has long been as normal as eating, okay.

When he came back this time, he originally planned to go back after a circle, but because of Sun Ying's words last night, he suddenly decided to stay for a few months before leaving.

First, he wanted to bless Sun Ying on her wedding day. Second, he also has to determine one thing, who planned his car accident.

Although he is not the kind of villain who will repay him, ruining the rest of his life must not pass so easily.

After deciding on the doctrine, Jiang Ruofeng went to the old neighborhood on the outskirts of the city to rent a room for a short time. Since you have to stay for a while, you naturally need to have a fixed place to live.

That night, he was having dinner, and Zhong Suyu called over: "Brother Ruofeng, when are you coming back?"

Jiang Ruofeng asked half-jokingly: "Why, Su Yu misses me so quickly."

"Who misses you, it's just that I'm alone all day, it's so boring."

"I'm looking for your classmates to play, I may have to stay for a while this time, you should read more."

"Oh ......", the voice on the other end of the phone looked a little lost: "Then hurry up, I have a month to start school, if you don't come back, you won't see me again before the Chinese New Year."

"It's okay, I don't miss you very much. By the way, I will call you the tuition fee after two days. ”

"You can keep the manuscript fee for yourself first, I still have a scholarship!"

"Okay, then I'll hang up first."

"You have to pay more attention to your body!"

"......", put down the phone, Jiang Ruofeng subconsciously shook his head. This girl, every time she goes out by herself for two days, she will definitely call and nag.

However, he was still very happy to receive a call from Su Yu.

I remember when I first met, she was very depressed and even suffered from mild depression.

Jiang Ruofeng noticed that during that time, she basically rarely talked to people, did not go out to play, stayed alone in the house all day and looked at the ceiling in a daze, or stood in the yard at night and looked at the night sky in a daze.

The only thing I do after school is to bring dinner to her mother. However, although there is nothing wrong, Su Yu, like herself, sleeps late every day.

The reason why I know so much is because Jiang Ruofeng was at a low ebb like her during that time. Unemployment, breakups, and the shadow of a car accident have left him slumped, and he is alone in the house to heal!

In other words, decadence.

At first, Jiang Ruofeng thought that the little girl was out of love, which made him feel sympathetic.

Until one night, when he went out to buy cigarettes, he happened to see the girl alone in the yard in a daze, and seemed to be crying.

Jiang Ruofeng stood behind the girl for a while, originally not wanting to talk, but in the end, he couldn't help but go over and comfort him.

Imagine that a poor girl is crying in front of you, and what man can be indifferent.

What's more, Jiang Ruofeng is still a very soft-hearted man.

"Sister, what's wrong, can't think of anything?"

Hearing someone asking, Zhong Suyu wiped his tears behind his back. According to the girl's temper in the past, Jiang Ruofeng thought that she was leaving, but she didn't expect that it might be because she lived in the same courtyard and often met, so the girl didn't turn around and leave as before. Instead, after turning to look at him for a while, he asked him a very profound and philosophical question: "Brother Ruofeng, what do you think a person lives for?"

"What do people live for......", Jiang Ruofeng was stunned, yes, what do people live for?

"For ideals, career, family, love, or social responsibility. Everyone lives in different ways, for different reasons, and the things they pursue are naturally different. ”

"Ideals, careers, and family ......, so what am I living for?"

Jiang Ruofeng frowned: "Of course, you don't necessarily need a reason, to live is to live." It's that simple to be born and to live. ”

"I think that a person should be happy and easy to live, if he is too tired, if he is too miserable, is it necessary to live again? Or what do the poor live for? ”

"I can't see it, you still have a hatred of the rich ......", no wonder, Jiang Ruofeng thought that the girl should be laughed at by someone at school, or maybe she saw that her classmates were dressed very brightly, so she had an inferiority complex.

Anyway, this kind of adolescent girl has a lot of comparison and vanity, even if there are some extreme ideas, it is not surprising.

However, the facts narrated by the girl next made Jiang Ruofeng's heart pwitch.

"My dad passed away very young, and the family's expenses and my schooling expenses were all supported by my mother's meager salary working in a garment factory. Later, the garment factory closed down, and my mother opened a tailor shop by herself, but who still went to the tailor shop to order clothes these days. Our lives are getting harder and harder, but with my mother's craft, we can still barely support ourselves. Who knew that my mother had breast cancer again last year, and in order to treat her, she spent all her savings, and I didn't want to read it anymore, but my mother didn't agree. For the cost of my schooling, she borrowed money from everywhere, and now the family has a loan of more than 40,000 yuan. I thought I'd pay it back after I graduated from college, but now my mother's illness is getting worse day by day, and although I still have one year to graduate from high school, even if I get admitted to college, where will I have the money to study. ”

Jiang Ruofeng was silent for a long time, he could hear the helplessness and helplessness in the girl's words, and he also understood her feelings. Because, at her age, he himself was also anxious about the future.

"So I wonder why the poor live. Obviously living so painfully and tired, why didn't you get rid of it earlier? ”