Huacheng, a city with four seasons like spring, a distant cousin of Dongdong went south to work in the early years and went to Huacheng, and after gaining a foothold, he also drove some of the family's fathers to make a living in the past, and Dongdong's father was also among them, and there was a slight surplus in some small businesses in Huacheng all the year round to support his family.

Dongdong has also been to the holiday a few times, since then deeply attracted by the cleanliness and beauty of the flower city, she once inadvertently revealed that she will go to the flower city to work and live in the future.

University A in Huacheng has become the institution that Dongdong has been working hard for, and she has repeatedly hinted to me that if we can, I hope we can go hand in hand in University A and strive for our dreams all the way. I knew she wanted me to be firm in the affirmative, but the nightmare hanging over my head was a constant reminder not to take things lightly.

I either answered vaguely or smiled and never said the clear "yes".

So far, all the things I have dreamed about have happened, I am afraid, I can't go on this road any longer, this is a broad road to despair, if I don't get lost again, the dream will come true.

After the college entrance examination in my dream, Dongdong and I were admitted to A University in Huacheng and started a new academic career. At the beginning of her enrollment, Dongdong passed the TOEFL exam in a high-profile manner, and her scores in all subjects were outstanding. It just so happened that a university in the United States opened an exchange program with our school for a period of three years, and the tuition and accommodation were all borne by the University of the United States. And my grades are mediocre, and my English is still in the stage of struggling with Level 4, and I can only sigh at this kind of pie-in-the-sky thing.

Faced with a sudden good future, Dongdong chose to give up, she said that three years is enough time to change a person's relationship, if she goes to the United States, then it is equivalent to saying that love has failed in the face of material tests. Due to Dongdong's abandonment, her father had a big fight with her and was admitted to the hospital with a sudden brain disease, her mother also fainted in the hospital in the face of this sudden change, when we rushed to the hospital, we saw Dongdong's mother full of tears and Dongdong's father full of various tubes, the doctor said that the preliminary surgery has been completed, and a week later, we need the second and third phases of the operation to hurry up and prepare the money, but in the face of this sky-high cost, I am also desperate, even if I can't make so much money in my life.

Dongdong asked me to go back to school first, and in the evening she choked up and called me and said: Long, I'm sorry, let's break up, I still lost to reality.

After that, no matter how I called, she turned off the phone, I called Dongdong's mother, and she said that Dongdong wanted to be alone and quiet, and she didn't want to be disturbed.

I went back to the hospital again, only to be told that she had already gone back to school.

I already had a premonition on the way back to school, and when I got back, my buddies went crazy, and Dongdong went to the academy in the car of one of her sons, who pursued her, to ask for leave. My dazed and helpless heart finally fell to the ground and fell to a pulp.

Although Dongdong's father completed the third stage of surgery, he still left us with his attachment to this world, and Dongdong never gave me any chance to get close except for appearing in class, I saw her at a class reunion after graduation, her eyes were empty tired, and she did not stay on my body. Later, it was said that the son-in-law was romantic, and there were many ambiguous women around him. This is the nightmare that hangs over my head, I am in the middle of the endless desert, and it is the vicious sun, which scorches me all the time, I have nowhere to hide, nowhere to hide, only to pray that tomorrow it will not rise when night falls.

When it was time to apply for the exam, it happened that the school was also on vacation, and there were only a few security guards and some homeroom teachers left, and the students could also come and go at will without any restrictions. I had similar scores to Dongdong's estimates, and I filled in A University in Huacheng as soon as I volunteered, majoring in computer science. Dongdong filled in the second choice at random, because she was absolutely confident that she could go to the university of her choice, but I carefully and carefully chose a university in Bingcheng.

Dongdong jokingly said to me: "Second volunteer, why are you so hard-working, you must have done better than me in the exam, why are you so cautious now?" ”

I laughed and said to Dongdong: "Be careful to make the 10,000-year-old ship, do you still want to find a backing, which question has the wrong answer!" ”

"You'd better not be mistaken, otherwise I won't be able to spare you for the rest of my life!"

Dongdong whispered, her lips almost touched my ears, the breath hit my face, the blue wind blew on my face, blowing my mouth dry, and my body was hot.

"Eh! It's so close to acting in the middle of the day! "Damn, just listen to the voice and know it's Fat Liu, this nasty guy.

"You have to take care of it, don't think I didn't see it when you hooked up with someone just now." Dongdong gritted her little teeth and said angrily at the fat man.

"Beauty, I found that you and Brother Long have been together for a long time and have learned badly, what is it called hooking shoulders and backs, why is it so ugly, we are an intimate interaction between lovers." Fat Liu can always find a high-sounding term for his actions.

"Why don't you say it's a reasonable courtship behavior for animals in heat?" I responded fiercely to the sarcasm that the fat man had just made to us, and Dongdong glared at me with a red face after hearing this.

"You're a dog who can't spit ivory!"

"Well, I know your dog can spit ivory out of his mouth!"

"Hahaha!"

After saying that, Liu Fatzi and I laughed tacitly, saying that we haven't seen each other for nearly a week since the college entrance examination.

The fat man asked with his bread face dark, "To be serious, which school did you apply to, Brother Long?" ”

"Why don't you ask Xu Manshan which school I applied for, why did you come to ask me which school I applied for?"

"We applied for the same school and the same major, so let's ask you, my grades are not your competitors at all, what are you afraid of?"

"One choice is Huacheng A University, and the second choice is Bingcheng X University."

"It's all good and good universities, Brother Long will be developed in the future, I don't know if he can remember me!"

"How do you speak, you did well in the exam, remember to inform me when you marry Xu Manshan in the future, I still have to go to the cave room!" I smiled obscenely at Fat Liu, and Fat Willow laughed when he saw my familiar smile!

"You two fox friends talk, I'm leaving!" Dongdong saw that the more I talked with Fat Liu, the more indecent it became, so he turned around and chatted with other classmates.

"To tell you the truth, I was asked by someone to ask you which schools you applied for." When the fat man saw that Dongdong was gone, he said to me mysteriously.

"Haha, it seems that I have a lot of competitors!"

"Eh, it's not what you think!" The fat man shook his head and sighed while pretending to be mysterious.

"Tell me who it is, it's so boring, you just want to know which school I apply for and ask me directly!"

"The Buddha said: Don't say it, don't say it, it's wrong. You can't say that you are entrusted by others! ”

Fat Liu's expression at this time was very cheap, so angry that I was smoking, and raised my hand to slap him on the back, "You are really boring!" ”

The fat man straightened his stomach forward, unloaded most of my palm power, lay on the table and pretended to moan in pain: "Ah! Brother Long, your palm shattered the meridians around me, let's see you in the next life! ”

I raised my foot to kick him again, but the guy had already seen my next move and ran away.

"After inquiring about the news, I'm going to get back to life, and we'll have dinner together at noon, I'll have a treat!"

Watching the fat man's writhing big ass made me fall into memories, time is like flowing water, carrying us forward, the wind blows the waves and rises ups and downs, a shout, I am thousands of miles away, all the repentance is like carving a boat for a sword in vain, because we can only move forward, forward, and move forward!

When the results were announced, Dongdong was 20 points higher than me, and it was precisely because of these 20 points that I couldn't get into the university of Huacheng, so I could only go to the university of Bingcheng.

Dongdong said to me with tears in his eyes: "Why, why, why didn't you tell me that you didn't do well in the exam, then I also applied for the university in Bingcheng?" ”

In the face of Dongdong's tearful questioning, I really can't say the reason that is difficult to describe.

Based on my statistics on Dongdong's usual mock test scores, I have estimated how many points she can score, and after I accurately calculated my score, I left the last subject question empty, so that it was about 15 points different from Dongdong's score, but I didn't expect the estimated score to be really within my control.

"I made a mistake in my assessment, maybe math was the last big question and gave me the wrong score." I prevaricated with her.

"You did it on purpose, you can accurately estimate your score if you don't have the right answer after every mock test, and the error will definitely not exceed 5 points, this time there is such a big error, you say that the score is wrong, don't you think your own reasons are far-fetched?" Dongdong asked me in confusion.

"Then I really don't know why that's happening."

"I remember, at that time, I also asked you why your second choice was so cautious, and then you knew your grades, right? You must give me a reason. Dongdong was not carried away by this unexpected outcome, and she quickly remembered my previous abnormal behavior.

"Did you give up because I never acknowledged our relationship? Why are you so stupid, I don't like you, I can pass notes to you every day, I can go and sit next to you and chat with you if I'm fine, I can wait stupidly for you to go back to the dormitory with me? Do you have to say that I like you? Then you listen to me, I Han Dongdong likes you Xi Xiaolong. ”

Speaking of which, Dongdong wants to vent all her emotions, not only tears, but also the sentence I like you. There were only the two of us left in the empty playground, without the teachers of politics and religion, without Brother Tai, without those funny buddies, I couldn't face Dongdong's questioning.

"I know you like me, and I like you before, but this time I really miscalculated, and I can't face such a result myself now."

Dongdong took my hand and looked up at me and said: "Dragon, look at my eyes, you said this is your favorite talking eye, I know that you have always done things in me, I don't blame you, but I want you not to hide from me, tell me the real reason." ”

Facing Dongdong's spotless eyes, I hesitated, the light she refracted made my heart ache so much, I hugged her tightly in my arms, this time she didn't dodge, her cheek leaned on my shoulder, tears flowed onto my T-shirt, and I couldn't breathe.

"Dong, I'll tell you the answer, but not now, please don't ask again, okay?"

Dongdong cried for a long time and left my arm and said, "Okay, I'll wait for your answer when you know what you want to say." ”

I cupped her face, gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and said, "I'm sorry, but trust me." ”

As soon as the words fell, Dongdong grabbed my arm and bit it hard, leaving a dense circle of small tooth marks, engraved on the skin faintly oozing red blood, and I almost cried out in pain.

Dongdong looked at me with tears in his eyes and said, "Does it hurt?" My heart hurts more than you at the moment! I want to make you hurt in my heart, remember me forever, always! ”

"Would you believe me if I said we had a pact of three lifetimes?"

"I believe, but who can say clearly about the afterlife, so why can't we grasp this life properly instead of waiting for an unattainable afterlife?"

"There are a lot of things I really can't tell you right now, maybe sometime and somewhere in the future you'll understand everything."

I hugged Dongdong tightly in my arms, thinking back to the dream that brought me endless pain, countless why my brain was ignited, the raging fire burned all the imagination about the future, at this moment I really want to stand on the top of the mountain and shout "Ah"!

I pulled Dongdong silently back to the school building, there were a thousand words to say, we finally chose to be silent, as if we were the goal on the playground, when the audience retreated, there was only a scattered silence, and the endless wind passed through the empty net.

Dongdong went to wash her face, but she still couldn't hide her slightly red and swollen eyelids.

Liu Fatzi smiled happily, he and Xu Manshan were admitted to the same major in the same university as they wished, and flew with their lovers in their high-spirited years, hand in hand with the world.