Zhao Mo set up a college banquet at home and invited all her classmates to participate, so Dongdong and I had another chance to get together, because she was going south to Huacheng with her parents.

On the banquet, a familiar face unscrupulously released the suppressed feelings of the past three years, we pushed the cup and changed the lamp to get drunk, maybe tomorrow we will go our separate ways, these original students who were crowded together for further education suddenly found that some of the emotions have been quietly formed, both family and friendship and romance, in short, in the face of the unavoidable separation, no one is uncomfortable.

Master Xiao picked up the wine glass and walked up to me and said, "Brother Long, it's really a pity to think that I can't go to the toilet with you in the future!" ”

"Then you and Brother Long will make a bottle first, go to the toilet a few more times, and commemorate it." Chang Jian said with a wine glass.

I picked up the wine glass and said, "Master Xiao, you said that if you go to college in the future, you won't have to buy toilet paper yourself?" ”

"It's okay, don't you still have books?"

Jin Zhongren picked up the wine glass and asked Chang Jian with a smile: "Xiao Jianjian, don't discuss the cause of Master Xiao and the toilet first, tell me about yourself, have you ever pulled Qiu Yue's hand?" If you've touched it, tell us how you feel, and if you haven't, you'll have this wine. ”

Chang Jian picked up the wine glass and drank half a glass, that's right, it was half a glass, we were all blindsided, Master Xiao asked, "What does it mean to drink half a glass?" ”

Chang Jian said in a hesitant manner: "As soon as I touched it, I was beaten down by someone, saying that I was a monkey's paw, too frizzy." ”

"Hahaha......" Chang Jian's words amused us for a long time.

"Brother Long, have you touched Dongdong's hand?" Chang Jian drank too much wine and didn't care that Dongdong was also on the table, so he asked directly.

This is stumped for me, I have always wanted to pull people's hands, but she has never given me this opportunity, I have to say in front of so many people that I have not pulled them, who will believe it?

Just when I hesitated, Dongdong picked up the wine bottle and poured a glass for Chang Jian and said: "You don't have the courage to pull Qiuyue's little hand and make fun of me, I'll tell you the answer, and then you will give me this glass of wine." ”

Dongdong walked towards me after speaking, I was very conflicted, I didn't know what kind of answer she wanted to give Xiao Jianjian, I saw Dongdong walk behind my chair and then lean down, his face almost to my ear and said: "People laugh at you, you don't drink one with him." ”

After Dong Dong finished speaking, he pouted at Chang Jian, Chang Jian was dumbfounded, and after a while, he picked up the wine glass and made one himself, of course I wouldn't let him go, I just found a reason to drink with him again, and after a while, Chang Jian's words increased, from classmates to teachers, and he spoke very energetically.

Tian Dadonkey kept looking for his classmates to raise a glass on the side, and at this time he was like a little bee in the flower bed, constantly changing his position and constantly showing his charm.

We drink the wine in the bottle glass after glass, in fact, we are drinking the memories of the past, and when the wine is exhausted, it is the time when the people are dispersed, so it is better to end this sober memory with a drunken mud.

Everyone drank a lot, Zhao Mo found a place to sleep for us, I don't know what I slept in, anyway, it was dawn when I woke up, anyway, they were all gone when I woke up, and last night's laughter completely stayed in the past calendar.

……

In July, the towering branches and leaves covered the dark road overhead, and the sunlight dripped down between the swinging gaps, dappled and swaying like starlight, and a fallen leaf fluttering in the wind swung in the air a few times before lying quietly on this fiery earth.

The boy rode his bicycle twisting and swaying, and the girl sat behind and shook her snow-white legs stupidly, and her neck leaned slightly against the boy, and her eyes fell on the boundless rice fields. On the quiet road, there were occasionally a few laborers carrying farm tools, and the young man rode lazily with a slight heat on his back, and although he walked on the road, he did not seem to be in a hurry.

A breeze blew through the girl's long hair, fluttering in the wind, and the tips of the hair occasionally swept over the young man's dark arms, and with a little coolness into the young man's heart.

The young man's forehead was covered with a thin layer of sweat, mixed with heartfelt joy on this long tree-lined road, and the girl sometimes smiled softly, sometimes slightly angry, and sometimes beat the young man's back......

The sound of the earth is so leisurely and quiet, peaceful and lazy, only the bicycle creaks a few times every once in a while, constantly destroying this tranquil artistic conception.

The young man was in a good mood humming a little song, and he also made a poem: One cloud on a sunny day, two fields of rice for a thousand acres. The eyes touch the distant mountains and the earth, and the stars and the Milky Way are low.

"I was born at the wrong time, if I were in the Tang Dynasty, I would definitely be able to live through the ages with poetry!" The boy shook his head and sighed with pretended regret.

The girl giggled and said, "If you were born in the Tang Dynasty, there would definitely be a character named Xi Da Yu in the history books!" ”

"How do you call it fooling, please use written language, you can call me like a river!"

"Haha, if the mouth is like a river, isn't that just spitting stars flying all over the sky?" The girl couldn't hold back her laughter any longer.

"This sentence is well said, in line with my sentence of the low artistic conception of the galaxy of the stars!"

The corners of the boy's mouth rose, and he couldn't help but laugh out loud at his words.

Dongdong couldn't help scratching my itch anymore, I was so troubled by Dongdong, I didn't hold the handlebars, and I twisted and fell on the grass on the side of the road, and Dongdong and I fell on this grass.

Dongdong sat on the grass and laughed at me: "It's all you stupid who caused me to fall." ”

I simply lay on the grass with a pillow in my hand, crossed my legs and said, "Isn't that because you squeaked me?" I've been driving a bicycle since I was eight years old, so I've been a driver for 10 years. ”

Dong Dong grabbed a few dandelions and blew them towards me along the wind, and then said with a smile: "I remember you said that Wu Qiong also blew like this at that time, and ended up falling under the telephone pole." ”

"Wu Qiong patted his chest and told me that he often walked this road, and he was familiar with it, but he fell headlong into the ground, I think I can tell this joke for 20 years!"

"Dragon, you see how beautiful the dandelions are, they dance in the wind and scatter all over the sky like snow."

"Yes, the initial reunion and the final separation, the price of maturity is destined to drift, unless it takes root."

As soon as I finished speaking, Dongdong had tears in his eyes, turned his back to me and said, "Why do I think you are talking about the two of us." ”

I sat up all of a sudden, I was really just talking about this dandelion, I mean unintentionally, Dongdong listened to it with a heart, but I didn't expect this situation to be the same as our situation.

I was dumbfounded when I saw Dongdong like this: Dongdong is going to cry again, what can I do?

I pointed at Dongdong and scared her and said, "Hurry up, there's a caterpillar crawling on your back." ”

Dongdong immediately jumped up and said to me: "Where is it, where is it, hurry up and get it off for me." ”

"Hahaha, it's all teasing you, there are no caterpillars at all!"

"You're such a big bad guy that it scared the hell out of me, I thought there really was some caterpillar!"

I said evilly, "yes, there are no caterpillars!" ”

After saying that, I pinched a red and green fleshy caterpillar and placed it in front of Dongdong.

"Ah......h

Watching her run away, I remembered that I still had a caterpillar in my hand, so I quickly threw away the caterpillar and rode a bicycle to chase her.

I took the cyclist's fellow student in the town and made a car to send Dongdong to the train station, and Dongdong asked me with tears in his eyes: "Dragon, we still have a chance to meet again, right?" ”

I pretended to be indifferent and said, "That is, you and your mom and dad will go home for the New Year, don't we have the opportunity to meet!" ”

Seeing her leave me, looking at the train that was fading away, it was as if the whole world had fallen on the cold railroad tracks, and two parallel lines that would never intersect carried my thoughts with her to the sky.

Since then, her world has been full of flowers, and the four seasons are like spring.

And I will still live in that icy and snowy world, but I will never see the long-haired sister in red again, and there will never be the first acquaintance I saw.

A gentle young man, a delicate daughter red, a fish ruler is ruthless, and his heart is clear.

The willow fluttering car rides lightly, the young man sighs and blushes, is frivolous and ignorant, and there is no way to look back.

The world is impermanent, speechless and holding hands, only today in the south and the north, only the rivers and lakes forget each other.

Cardamom Shaohua is gone, the oath of the year is barren, the so-called Yiren is on the water side, and the so-called Yiren is on the other side of the sky.

On the university campus, at noon time, a huge crowd rushed to the cafeteria, the flow of people in the direction of the road, cutting off the traffic on the road, and a series of horns still could not pass the boundless crowd. I walked numbly forward with the crowd with my schoolbag on my back, many messy trivial things running around in my head, and I couldn't draw a clear thought.

Although on the surface I mingled with my new classmates, in order to adapt to this unfamiliar environment, strange people and things, the underlying spiritual level has been in anxiety, maybe I am too nostalgic.

"That long-haired girl in front of you is so beautiful!"

The two obscene and unscrupulous comments on the female classmates in front of me next to me, I followed their gaze to see two girls walking hand in hand, and the back of one of the girls made my pupils shrink, the huge mental impact shook my confused soul, the familiar cartoon pattern on the clothes, the familiar hairpin on the head, the laughter that made my heart move, everything shows that this is a girl I am very familiar with.

When I saw the girl's long flowing hair in front of me, I realized that I had been living with a mask all along, and my true self had been hidden deep in my heart with the separation from Dongdong. And her appearance makes my calm heartbeat flutter, is it really you? I followed her in a daze, trying to call out to her, but I couldn't get the sound out of my throat.

Seeing that they were about to disappear into the crowd, I shouted anxiously, "Eh!"

I saw that the eyes of all the students in front of me were projecting on me, including her, of course.

The moment she turned around, my numb heart was rejuvenated, and I tilted my head and hummed a little song to look at her, and the moment she saw me, her eyes were filled with water.

"Xiaolong, you big villain, let me find it!"

Yang Yang trotted all the way up and hung directly on my neck, and I smelled the familiar fragrance again and felt the gentle oppression. My arm stiffened and didn't move, and I raised my hand and didn't know where to put it.

"Eh, I said Yang Yang, can you come down and speak, how bad the impact is in the public." I tapped Yang Yang's head with my fingers.

"Hmph, do you think I'm fat again, which finger did you flick my head with just now?" Yang Yang finally jumped to the ground and pointed at me.

"Not really, why don't we pay attention to the impact! What's wrong with this finger! I held out a finger and said.

Yang Yang grabbed my finger and bit it, so painful that I shouted: What are you doing!

"Let's see if he dares to bully me in the future!" Yang Yang let go of my finger and said.

While talking, another girl who was with Yang Yang also slowly walked to our side, she looked at us with a smile on her face, and stood there quietly without interrupting us.

"If you dare to bully again, you will have to be gnawed by you as a braised chicken paw." I said with my teeth bared.

Yang Yang took my hand and walked to the cafeteria, as intimate as lovers, and then my heart was in a trance thinking about the girl named Dongdong.

I wrote a long e-mail telling Dongdong everything I saw and heard in my dreams, and asked her to celebrate with us, to celebrate my escape from the cycle of dreams, not to be sad about it, we never started and never ended, and it was best to spend the rest of my life in peace. Dreams are so close to us, but reality is so far away from us. Time, region, culture, and the people around us are changing us all the time, from the moment you step on the train, the reality is over, and mentally we just don't want to admit this reality, and we are just struggling to break the thread. From then on, we will have our own destiny and no longer contact us.

After about two days, Dongdong emailed me back.

Dragon, if we were destined to be separated in this way, I would rather have made our relationship clear from the beginning, I would rather have you hug me when we first met, and I would rather not have made an effort to learn English in the first place. You said that you will no longer be in touch, but my heart has always been concerned about you, the environment, culture, academic and other atmosphere here is indeed much stronger than in China, but there is less a caring for you, a person who can listen to your heart, a person who talks nonsense all day long, and a person who brings me sunshine and warmth. You said it was just a dream, and you easily said to give up because of a dream? Xi Xiaolong, you remember for me, as long as you are still on the earth, I will definitely find you when I go back, no matter where you are!

In the evening self-study of my sophomore year, I looked at the snowfall outside the window in the last row of the lecture hall, recalled Dongdong's email, and silently picked up her MP3, but there was only one song she copied, that familiar song: let youth blow whose long hair, let her lead your dreams, unconsciously the history of the city has remembered your smile, the blue sky in the red heart is the beginning of life......

I lay on the table and entered into deep meditation, every time I listened to a different picture, unconsciously the corners of my eyes couldn't stop pouring out of the past, wet now, dream chaser, dream chaser, how can the dream catch up!

At this moment, I seem to be caught in the cycle of never being able to jump out, and I want to break free, but I find that no matter how hard I struggle, I can't do anything.

If the next life is a repetition of this life, it is better to be affectionate than to be ruthless.

……

Just then I was slapped on the shoulder, and in a daze, I opened my heavy eyes.

"Eh, Brother Long, what's the fuss, it's snowing outside, hurry up and go out for a walk, I'm going to get moldy in the classroom." The fat man leaned out of his bread face behind him and said with a lewd smile.

I wiped my face, shook my head and said, "Headache." ”

"Eh, why are you still crying when you sleep, like a girl."

I suddenly shook my head and suddenly came to my senses, with noisy classmates in front of me and heavy snow outside the window, "What time is it?" ”

"After the second evening self-study class, you slept for a class."

"Don't talk nonsense, I ask you what year and month it is?"

Fat Liu touched my head and said, "You slept in a daze, and you didn't have a high fever, Saturday, November 2, 2002." ”

……

End of book!