244 Things are not people

And the person who just shouted at me was Grandma Xia Yu, Jiangbei and Xia Yu were full of surprise, especially Xia Yu, the expression on her face was very complicated, I thought that since the two of them were together, and they had seen Grandma, the two of them were probably really together.

Although I don't like Xia Yu anymore, I still feel a little uncomfortable in this situation, the most important thing is that I am too decadent at this time, and my hair has not been washed for a long time. People are also getting thinner and look like they are malnourished, and I came in with a painful look bent over, which was so embarrassing.

No matter how Xia Yu and I were, her grandmother was always very good to me, and at this time she was still frowning, and asked me what was wrong with me, did I feel sick to my stomach?

Just when she asked, Xia Yu's mother got down from the elevator on the side, looked at me and was stunned, and then she pushed Xia Yu's grandmother away with a disgusted face, and muttered as she walked: "His father is a murderer, and it is said that he killed a large family, it's really terrible, fortunately, our Xiaoyu broke up with him, otherwise"

Before Xia Yu's mother's words were finished, Xia Yu's grandmother told her to shut up, she said: "Adult's business, what do you put on the child, I think Tong Tong is very good!" ”

Xia Yu's grandmother's words, let me feel warm in my heart, I have a kind of urge to cry, because the stomach hurts badly, I didn't think much about it, quickly went to the doctor, after the doctor looked at it, suspected that I was dysentery caused by food poisoning, said that it was an infusion, and later in the lounge infusion, Xia Yu also suddenly pushed her grandma in, Xia Yu looked full of reluctance, after entering the house, she twisted her face to the side, I also understand, it must be her grandma forced her to come over.

Grandma walked up to me, asked, I could see that she really cared about me, but I didn't want to talk more, just called grandma, turned my back and lay down, refused to say a word more, in fact, at this time I was about to cry, I felt a little pitiful, more than half a year has passed, they are all living well, I am the most depressed, Xia Yu grandma also let Xia Yu talk to me, comfort and comfort me, but Xia Yu just didn't speak, and then her grandma sighed, patted me gently and left.

After they left, I silently shed tears, it took more than an hour to finish the infusion, at this time my body was much better, my stomach didn't hurt anymore, the doctor prescribed me some medicine, let me go, I walked alone on the way home, I felt very uncomfortable, probably absent-minded, and then collided with a boy wearing a railway high school uniform, this boy turned around and scolded me. Ask me if I don't have long glasses.

If I had been tempered before, I would have gone up and him first without saying a word, but I ignored him at this time and continued to walk, and this man still didn't give up, and came and grabbed my arm. That is, when he pulled my arm, he probably recognized me, his face changed instantly, and he muttered my name.

I just glanced at this man, I don't know him, anyway, it's not our sophomore in high school. It should be a freshman in high school, to be precise, he should be a sophomore in high school now, because we are already in the third year of high school.

I was at the railway high school at the time, and basically no one in the whole school didn't know about me, so it was normal for this person to recognize me, and then he said a few sorry words to me, saying that he was just blind and didn't recognize me, and asked me not to worry about him, I also ignored him, shook off his hand, and continued to walk.

After going home, I continued to sleep, and after Guan Qingqing came back at night, I didn't tell her about my infusion, I seemed to think that I had grown up, and I could resist anything by myself, and I didn't want to tell anyone.

The next day, when I was resting at home, Chen Yajing suddenly knocked on my door, she said she wanted to see me, let me open the door quickly, I knew that the reason why she came to me at this juncture may be that Xia Yu told her about seeing me.

Same as before. I didn't plan to open the door for Chen Yajing, I pretended that I couldn't hear anything at home, I thought she would leave after knocking on the door for a while, and then she shouted later, saying that if I didn't open the door today, she wouldn't leave.

I thought she was just saying that. And then I didn't hear her call, thinking she was gone, I continued to sleep, at seven o'clock in the evening, Guan Qingqing came back, and her exclamation came from the door. Chen Yajing didn't seem to be leaving, she asked Chen Yajing why she was here, and I felt a sigh in my heart at that time, wondering if Chen Yajing's pen was waiting at the door until now?

It's winter, how cold is it in the corridor?

Chen Yajing told Guan Qingqing that she wanted to meet me and talk to me, but Guan Qingqing didn't let her. She said that without my permission, she didn't dare to bring someone into the house, for fear that I would be unhappy, Chen Yajing continued to yell at me, saying that I didn't see her today, she kept waiting, and then Guan Qingqing entered the house, walked to my room, and asked me if I wanted to let Chen Yajing in, because it was too cold outside, I think her temper was bad enough, if she didn't let her in, she might really stay there for one night, so I let her in.

After Chen Yajing entered my room, she scolded me when she saw me, and asked me what I mean, I don't plan to make her a friend?

I didn't speak, I just looked at her stupidly, Guan Qingqing touched her and asked her to talk to me softly, she was afraid that I would be stimulated, so she said to go out to buy some food and let Chen Yajing eat at home at night.

After she left, Chen Yajing continued to scold me, but she scolded and scolded, I could still feel the concern and care from her tone, she looked at my room, pouted and said: "Look at your nest, the house is messy, and your sister won't clean up the house for you!" ”

Saying that, she was going to clean up the house for me, and she was going to fold my quilt, but there was something hidden under my quilt, and I was afraid that she would see it, so I dragged the quilt to prevent her from moving, and she couldn't stop me after a few pulls. I had to give up, and then I kept sighing, saying that I didn't become like this now, not at all like the boy I used to be.

When she said this, her tone was full of helplessness, and it was illuminated by the light. I noticed that her eyes were moist, she must have cried, and then she sniffed twice, sat quietly next to me, looked at me, and asked me if I had any plans in the future, should I stay at home like this all the time?

I didn't speak. Actually, I don't know what I planned, she said a lot of things later, basically talking to herself, after Guan Qingqing came back, Chen Yajing didn't plan to stay anymore, maybe she felt embarrassed that I didn't care about her. Before leaving, I heard Guan Qingqing telling her at the door, saying that if she was okay in the future, she would often come to see me at home and talk to me about her fear, in fact, Guan Qingqing's meaning was also obvious. It was she who suspected that I was suffering from depression and was afraid that I would be more autistic if I continued like this, so she wanted Chen Yajing to talk to me often and enlighten me, to see if I could slowly accept the outside world.

Later, one day, Guan Qingqing also bought me a CD, which was the movie "The City Full of Golden Armor", which was released a while ago. Anyway, looking at the cover of the disc at the time, I wasn't very interested, but after reading the content, I cried, especially when I saw the protagonist played by Jay Chou commit suicide, I thought of myself, and I felt that I was also pitiful, I watched this disc three times, and finally I also liked the theme song in it, which was the chrysanthemum platform, and later when Guan Qingqing was not at home and I was alone, I sang the chrysanthemum platform. And at that time, I was very easy to substitute my own feelings, and I was narcissistic and thought that I sang very well.

At the beginning of this day, I like to sing, this year's New Year, Guan Qingqing also told me that we opened a relatively high-end KTV in this place, singing in it is very cool, she also asked me to go, but I thought about the New Year's Street There are many people, afraid of meeting acquaintances, so I didn't go, but at more than eleven o'clock in the evening, I sneaked into the KTV, sang for more than an hour, when I came out, I accidentally met Chen Keke, look at Chen Keke's dress, she should now be a waiter in the KTV.

When I saw her, I was about to slip away, but she recognized her, and she came directly to grab me, and at the same time exclaimed in surprise: "Tong Tong, is it you?" How did you become like this? ”