It may be that I have developed a habit in the past six months or so, and I panic when I see someone I know, Chen Keke dragged me like this, which made me very uncomfortable, I shook off her hand and said don't catch me, I'm going home.

Chen Keke didn't pay attention to me, came up and grabbed me again, and dragged me directly to the corner of the side door next to the door, I was quite surprised at the time, I didn't see her for a while, and her strength actually became a lot bigger. was able to pull me, in fact, it wasn't that her strength had increased, but that I had lost a lot of weight now, and I hadn't exercised all the time, so my strength was less.

After she pulled me here, she took something out of her pocket and said to me, "What, I've heard about your family, isn't your family having a hard time after your father's accident?" Look at how thin you are now, you can't eat well! I have some money here, you can use it first, you helped me when I was in the most difficult time, I can't help you! ”

Saying that, Chen Keke took out a few hundred yuan from his pocket and insisted on stuffing it into my hand, this scene was something I never expected, I don't have a deep friendship with Chen Keke, and I will still be a rival when I go to school, that is, she helped her once after dropping out of school before, I didn't expect someone like her to repay me or think of this kindness, I didn't expect her to be a person who values love and righteousness, and she actually knows how to repay her kindness.

Although I was very moved, but I can't ask for this money, since she has been reduced to working as a waitress here, there shouldn't be much money, I told her that I don't want it, I stay at home every day and don't go anywhere, it's useless to ask for money, you can use it yourself.

Chen Keke refused, saying that if I didn't take this money, I wouldn't treat her as a friend, and I thought her money was dirty, she said it, and I had to take it, I said that when I developed in the future, I would definitely not forget you.

Just at this time, their manager called them, she said goodbye to me, and ran over there, I thought it was incredible on the way home, the feelings between people are really too elusive, you used to think that people who have to go for a lifetime, may suddenly become enemies, no longer contact, and you used to hate and dislike people, may also become friends, but I don't know when we all grow up, between everyone, what will be the relationship?

This year is the most depressed year I have ever had, in fact, in previous years, when the New Year, my dad was also not at home, at that time I felt that he was the same without him, how the year should be lived, it will not have any impact, but this year's New Year I miss him very much, I think even if I can let me look at my dad again, I can live a very happy year, but I understand. It's impossible.

I forgot whether it was the fifth or sixth year of junior high school, when I went out to buy food, I met Zhou Yixi on the stairs, Zhou Yixi has grown into a big girl now, and she is dressed more fashionably, she seems to be in college now. I heard before that I studied at a university in a provincial capital, and the temperament of this university student is even more different from that of high school.

She was surprised when she saw me, she must have known about my family, so after saying hello, she comforted me and made me stronger. Don't live in the past, and then her mother also went up the stairs, she left with her mother in a panic, I can feel it, she is in front of her mother, deliberately keep a distance from me, it is estimated that her mother said something to her in private to stay away from me, which I can understand, the elders are actually similar in mind, my father in their eyes, must be the kind of demon who kills people without blinking, let his daughter keep a distance from me, it is normal.

After a period of time, Chen Yajing and Chen Chong also asked me to go out to play, but I only went out once, and I went home before I played for an hour, because I am extremely unsuitable for crowded occasions now, as long as people look at me, I will feel that they are talking about me, I like to be quiet, I like to be quiet, I like places with few people.

Stayed at home until the day of the Lantern Festival, and during dinner in the evening, Guan Qingqing suddenly said that she had something to talk to me about, and she said that I couldn't go on like this. I've been decadent for too long, and I've had to think about my future, and when she said this, she said it in a very tough tone, probably trying to cheer me up.

In fact, I have been thinking about this for a long time, and I understand that this is not the way to go. I told Guan Qingqing that if it didn't work, I would go out to work, exercise, and see if I could make a name for myself.

Guan Qingqing said that I was too naïve, if I could break into the hall casually, then no one in the world would have to study, and they would all go directly to society. She tentatively asked me if I wanted to continue studying, not to mess around, but to study hard and take the university entrance examination, just like Aunt Hua said, to enrich my head first.

I directly rejected Guan Qingqing's suggestion. Seriously, I have dropped out of school or skipped school many times before, and none of them will be bored with school, but this time I am really tired of school, I don't want to go to school, I don't want to face those students and teachers, the most important thing is that I don't think I'm learning that fast at all, I go to the same mess, and we have the college entrance examination in half a year, and I have a fart to go? Do you expect me to work hard for half a year to be admitted to university?

Guan Qingqing can't help me, she said that her clothing store, this year's business is not very good, the competitive pressure is too great, if I continue to be so decadent, she will not have much ability to care about me.

Although I can feel it, Guan Qingqing deliberately said this to stimulate me and cheer me up, but it still makes me feel cold and hurts my self-esteem, I told her that I don't need anyone to take care of me, and I can live by going out by myself.

Saying that, I was about to go outside, but Guan Qingqing instantly hugged me from behind my back, she kept crying when she was done, she begged me to let me go to school to try, study hard, continue to study in the third year of high school, if I can't keep up, I will repeat the grade and continue to go to the second year of high school, she said that as long as I use snacks, it is impossible to be useless, I don't expect me to be admitted to a good university, just go to the next one, get in touch with the outside world, and increase my knowledge.

Under Guan Qingqing's repeated persuasion. My heart slowly wavered, I felt that she had paid too much for me, I thought it was for her this time, and I had to try to work hard, I wanted Xia Yu to persuade me bitterly, but I just couldn't give up. Now that I can finally be ruthless, I think that if a man doesn't push himself, he may not know how good he is.

As for where to go to school, she said that she couldn't go to the vocational high school, and the general environment was too bad, so I went to be with Zheng Hu and Shang Hairui. Sooner or later, there will be a mess, and the key high school and Pingyang High School probably don't want me, so I can go to the Railway High School, and I have also studied in the Railway High School before, so I am more familiar with it, so it is best to go there.

I found out later. The reason why Guan Qingqing let me continue to go to school was also because I listened to Chen Yajing's instigation, Chen Yajing privately found Cai Bingqian and mentioned to Cai Bingqian that I would continue to go to school, and Cai Bingqian didn't have much objection, she should continue to take our class. She was the homeroom teacher of our class, but the school remembered that she was a teacher with no teaching experience, and was afraid that she would not be able to lead the college entrance examination class, so she was asked to continue to lead the second year of high school.

At the same time, Guan Qingqing also found a relationship with the fourth brother, and the fourth brother said that he would find someone to solve my schooling affairs, but Guan Qingqing specially instructed me. This time to go to school, is my last chance, if I decide to go, I have to write a letter of guarantee to the school in advance, to ensure that I will not do anything that violates school discipline and school rules during the school period, otherwise I will automatically drop out.

Of course, Guan Qingqing didn't force me to make a decision immediately, she asked me to think about it myself, give me a few days, I thought about it at home for two days, and decided to continue going to school.

About a week after the start of school, Guan Qingqing took me to the barber shop to get my head straightened. I also bought me a neat dress, after changing, she led me to the railway high school, found Cai Bingqian, and handed over the guarantee to Cai Bingqian, when Zhao Dabao saw me, he looked very unhappy, probably afraid that I would find trouble for him, but he didn't say anything, after completing the formalities, Cai Bingqian led me to my class, but what I didn't expect was that my class was actually Lin Ruoyi's class.