2014 Thinking about fear
It was quite difficult to get the Mar Jones family to move to the front of the scenes, unlike when they tried to complete the original Heavengate Project, where the Doomsday Shinrikyo already had the most execution power in the world. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 infoUnder normal circumstances, they would move to the front of the screen, at least when the final word was made. Therefore, how to jump out of their plan, in what way, so that they have the perception that "they must stand up, otherwise they will not be able to solve the problem" is a very key thing.
Yes, whether they come out or not depends only on how they perceive the changes that are taking place. It's not a question of whether they actually need to solve the problem they see, it's that they have to think about it. The Tianmen Project can no longer be stopped, and neither I nor NOG have the strength to resist this wave of doomsday even if we add up all the current resistants, so we must obstruct the details of the Tianmen Project, create some illusions through these details, and let the other party observe - no matter what method is used, whether it is a mouth or an action, it is useless to stand in the opponent's position and scold them, we must let them think for themselves, and draw conclusions from their own thinking that are in line with my plan.
"Neither I nor anyone else is bait in the eyes of Shinrikyo at the end of the day, and there is no such thing as us being like this, or making other people like this, but who we are. Earlier I told her that what the Bodylife had done to her was because the Doomsday Shinrito wanted to lure out other people, and that was like using her as bait and other people, including me, as targets, but in reality, I still think that I and the others are not really targets, but still bait. All that the body does is to fish for bait, for small bait for big bait, and then for big bait. I continued: "It's just that we ourselves are not dead things, and the connection between us as bait and the Fisherman Shinrikyo is so deep that the activities of our bait in turn affect Shinrikyo - where they can fish and how they can catch us is, in a sense, up to us." ”
"Is it ...... a game between a fish as smart as a fisherman, a bait as smart as a fisherman, and a fisherman?" Tomie seemed to find this analogy amusing, and burst out laughing, "What a cute idea, Agawa." She just said this, not sure whether the idea was right or wrong, and looking at the way she looked, she didn't seem to care about such right or wrong at all.
"That being said, but to really complete the idea is really powerless." I rubbed my temples and said, "I'm just a person, and my influence is still limited, but if I don't try the next one, it's always unwilling." ”
"Well, it's more fun to do something than to do nothing." Tomie replied, and it is precisely because of this answer that I have always thought that "Tomie" is full of human nature, and that it is basically a manifestation of human nature to do things just because it is interesting, and such motives are quite common among human beings. Of course, there are other animals as well. But no matter what you say, it is still within the scope of human understanding, and human beings themselves are very accustomed to it.
Don't do things for humane reasons such as "fun" and "responsibility", that's the real difference. From this point of view, "Tomie" and "virus" are still different. The crude equation that Dorothy and the color system believe that "river" equals "virus" may save a lot of trouble, control the variables within a given range, and be more suitable for quantification and rationality, but it is not in line with my aesthetics.
"Now that the general direction has been decided, what exactly should we do?" Tomie asked.
“…… Go find the Torchlight. After careful analysis again, I replied, "I think it's a little enlightening to hear that they have the ability to provoke deviations, to make things go the way they want, and to have an indiscriminate effect on the hostile themselves, which is obviously a ripple effect." ”
"Torchlight, you mean the guys from Sigma Squad? If the goal is a certain outcome, then the group of biasers is really tricky. Then again, don't they themselves have a definite goal? The argument that "we only act to create deviations" is a lie. Tomie analyzes like an ordinary person, "To create deviations just for the sake of deviations, you must have an absolute reference." When the deviation is future-oriented, it means that they need a 'original future' as a reference in order to confirm the existence of the deviation. But where did they get their 'original future'? Even prophets were able to prophesy only the part of the end that involved it, and the fact that the end was generally not biased is enough to prove that even those who specialize in creating deviations cannot make the end times come wrong - what do they think is a 'deviation'? That's certainly not going to be a general concept. ”
"Maybe it's a deviation in the details?" I guess.
"Impossible." Tomie was straightforward in his rejection, "If the deviation of the details cannot change the established result, then what is the point of such deviation?" ”
"Maybe it's because they can't be sure if there's a deviation, but they believe they've created it, so they have to try...... As is the case with the status quo, the end is an inevitable outcome, and once the deviation they have completed changes that outcome, doesn't it seldom prove themselves right? ”
“…… After all, there is no actual evidence for what they believe in until the result comes, but only their own beliefs. Tomie had a strange expression on his face, saying that there was of course mockery, but it was not just mockery, "Do you want to put some of your chips on these people?" Achuan. This is a very risky bet. ”
"You don't have a crush on the people of the Torchlight? Ajiang. I asked rhetorically.
"No, it's just that what they do is stupid and blind, and it makes me feel a little uncomfortable." Tomie said: "As for how they are, I don't have much to say, and I don't care too much. ”
"Foolishness and blindness?" Although I didn't show it, I sighed in my heart and thought: Aren't the people who are still fighting against the end and the "virus" stupid and blind? If I had been a little smarter, I would have given up on myself a long time ago. Although Tomie's mental state may be more positive and exuberant than everyone else's, I still feel that the meaning she expresses is not just mocking the stupidity and blindness of others, but hinting at something more.
It's just that I don't know what it is, and Tomie won't explain.
"It's okay to meet those guys, even if you put your chips on the chips, but Ah Chuan doesn't want to be like that." Tomie said to me in a slightly stern tone, "You have to believe in me, love me, and keep thinking." Sticking to a conventional concept will turn into blindness, and giving up thinking will turn into stupidity, so Achuan needs to keep thinking. Tomie said to me.
"The more I think about it, the more I feel stupid." I said, "The more I think, the more I feel that I am also stupid and blind, and if I give up thinking and I am stupid, it seems that it is not much better to keep thinking." ”
"Think about it the other way, Ah Chuan, by thinking about it, I recognize my own stupidity and blindness, which is the proof that I am no longer stupid and blind - you have always heard the old saying: the mentally ill do not admit that they are mentally ill, and the stupid person does not think that he is stupid." Tomie said meaningfully.
"However, thinking does not solve all problems and sometimes leads to greater difficulties." This kind of experience has happened so much in all the times I've been through. I
"Because, you haven't thought about what 'thinking' is." Think, 'What is the nature of this behavior?' Achuan. Tomie asked, in turn, "If the world is material, then what is the manifestation of 'thinking' in the material?" If one thinks that 'thinking' is important, how can one explain what 'thinking' itself is in one's own worldview? You have to go down here to really understand why it's important to 'think', and not just go on the surface. ”
“…… It's not that I haven't thought about these things, but the more I think about it, the more I come to a frightening conclusion. I replied, "If there really is an essential theory in this world that can explain all the changes in the spiritual and material planes, including 'thinking,' then before we arrive at this theory of essential unity, did there already exist users of this theory that determine all our mental and material activities at the most essential level?" In short, what I'm thinking about, is it really my thinking? Is it true that the conclusions I have come to are just those of my own thinking? If we admit that I think, therefore I am, then once my thinking ceases to be my thinking on a more microscopic or macroscopic basis, then where is 'I'? Does 'I' really exist? ”
Yes, after I began to think deeply, when my thinking moved from the scientific level to the philosophical level, when what I saw, from the intelligible to the incomprehensible mystery, the very act of "thinking" became a kind of stress and fear. It's not the stress and fear that comes with thinking, it's the thinking itself.
Even the grand unification theory pursued by Dorothy and the color system, and even the quantum theory based on hypothesis and imperfect empirical evidence, has become a source of fear - because the history of mankind is so short, and human beings themselves have so many limitations. With astronomical units as a reference, everything that human beings pursue seems to be on the other side of the universe, and there may have been someone who has pursued it or even succeeded. And we are only living in the illusion created by those beings on the other side of the universe who have mastered the grand unified theory, from matter to spirit, from thinking behavior to thinking direction, everything that we think is "self" is actually planned by them under this grand unified theory that can explain everything.
Yes, if the world is finite, closed, and the unknown is limited, and it is true that "scientific theories will be able to explain the whole universe sooner or later if they continue to develop", and we human beings who only have a history of thousands of years of civilization are not alone, then, in a certain corner of the universe, "God who has grasped the truth and explained the whole universe" has a chance to exist, and this probability is beyond imagination. What we think of as the "world" will prove to be just a "cage", and we are only "caged birds", and this cage has already been perfectly controlled by some other being.
Only the "infinite unknown" can break this state of "caged bird", only "science cannot explain everything" can give oneself some comfort, there is no need to worry that other life has already explained everything with science, only quantum is a hypothetical theory that cannot be proven, not a correct theory, in order to avoid the possibility that one's thinking and behavior have been completely controlled from the quantum level.
"Thinking itself is terrible, because even within the limits of what you know, using only what you can know, thinking can give you results that you absolutely do not want to see. Although some people say that they need to think in order to avoid the result they don't want to see, how can they prove that the result they don't want to see has not happened in the depth of the universe that they have not fully understood? How do you prove that this is not the result of what has already happened and the feedback given when the thinking behavior is carried out? "I know that I am full of fear, not just the fear of the unknown, but more of the fear of the "limited unknown", for me, "the unknown is limited" is the biggest source of fear.
Therefore, although I often think with scientific theories and logic, I don't want the world to be scientific, on the contrary, mystery can make me feel comforted.
"Even so, you can't stop thinking, Achuan." Tomie didn't seem to see the fear in my eyes at all, but said to me in an ordinary tone: "Thinking is also a kind of movement, and whether it is placed in the macro or micro level, whether it is regarded as an act of life or a natural phenomenon, it is a very necessary and beautiful movement." When you stop this movement, you lose the meaning of existence. You see, in this world, only motion is necessary and constant, and stillness has no meaning, and all the stillness that human beings currently observe is actually still in motion, and it is only the illusion of stillness presented in the limited observation of human beings. ”