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Isn't the starting point to guide the end from the beginning, but to prevent the end similar to the cyberball? I didn't expect that in this relayer world, the inside story of Doomsday Shinrikyo and "Paradise" would unfold like this. Not enough, in terms of subsequent development, it gradually brought the shadow of the Doomsday Shinrikyo in the apocalyptic illusion. From Dr. Nguyen Li's point of view, the mysterious organizations such as the Cyberball described in my diary are all taken from the Doomsday Shinrikyo to which she belongs. However, it is precisely because of the Doomsday Shinrikyo that it has become like that in the Doomsday Illusion, so, looking back at this repeater world, the Doomsday Shinrikyo where Dr. Ruan Li is located is indeed becoming more and more distorted, and sooner or later it will become the cult I am familiar with.

Dr. Nguyen Le had already given me a lot of hints when she told me about Shinrikyo that in her eyes, the organization was not a good place to belong, but only for research. She had already anticipated that in the process of this cooperation, there would be all kinds of troubles, and even threaten my life. She seemed to regret a little, and the previous accidents also seemed to be a bad omen for her.

Even so, we have no choice but to continue with this realization. Whether from the perspective of Dr. Nguyen Le or from the perspective of the apocalyptic vision, it can already be confirmed that the world is already in the process of the end of the world, and as long as we are still looking for a way to save it, we cannot be separated from the Doomsday Shinrikyo religion. Of course, we could break our promise and leave this place immediately, but so. What's in it for what you want to achieve? What's more, Dr. Ruan Li is very concerned about my condition, and he must be very unwilling to leave like this.

Even if you know it's a risk, you have to try. This kind of realization, when Dr. Nguyen Le said to me, "I'm sorry". I already felt it from her.

However, there is no resentment in my heart.

The original intention that prompted Dr. Nguyen Li to bring me here was to be full of kindness to me, and the warmth of this kindness has reached the depths of my heart.

Even if she already felt that she might have done something wrong with good intentions, she was entangled in whether it was really a wrong thing. Whether it should be continued or not. I also think that since there is still such an uncertain mood, it is okay to continue.

"My plan needs the power of Shinrikyo of Doom." I said, "For me, 'Paradise' is also a must. ”

At this moment, the "paradise" in this world has not yet officially taken shape, and the previous mysterious events were in the past. A sample of a "paradise"-like potion that seems to have been created by accident is in my pocket. The symposium will continue the study of "paradise". This sample is the most valuable thing. It is still a mystery whether the "paradise" that will eventually take shape will be the key to opening the door to the spiritual world and saving mankind, as Dr. Nguyen Le hoped, or whether it will become the kind of drug that will cause human and mental changes in the apocalyptic fantasy. But. The appearance of this "paradise" sample, and the situation involved, are a little worrying.

Recall John Bull's words, the mysterious incident was caused by the Doomsday Shinrikyo using the power of the Repeater to make a "wish". So, is it possible that the content of the wish is related to "paradise"? It is said that so far, from the perspective of the Doomsday Vision, the Doomsday Shinrikyo that invaded the world of the Repeater has not been able to use the white Claudia in this world to make a "paradise", and the evidence is that the apparent activity of the Doomsday Shinrikyo in this world has decreased significantly.

Although the high-end force of the Doomsday Shinrikyo is wizards, what really makes the Doomsday Shinrikyo huge and has strong execution and cohesion is still the psychedelic drug "paradise".

"Paradise" has not spread, and the blow to the Doomsday Shinrikyo should be very hard. However, this situation is complementary to the situation of the Doomsday Shinrikyo from the perspective of Dr. Nguyen Lê. Probably, when the seminar created "Paradise", it means that the Doomsday Shinrikyo of the Doomsday Fantasy will also regain another trump card of its own in this repeater world. In this context, it is very likely that the "paradise" that the seminar will eventually create will be the same as the "paradise" of the Doomsday Shinrikyo in the apocalyptic fantasy, and not a medicine with good intentions, as Dr. Nguyen Le initially envisioned.

I think that if you can't look at the problem from Dr. Nguyen Li's point of view, it will probably be difficult to realize this inside story of the seminar. Therefore, although Cyberball occupies a sponsor's seat in the seminar, it is worth pondering how well they know the details of the seminar. In addition, the concepts of Doomsday Shinrikyo viewed from Dr. Nguyen Lê's point of view and Doomsday Shinrikyo that invaded this repeater world from the Doomsday Illusion seem to have been confused.

In Dr. Nguyen Li's view, the Doomsday Shinrikyo of the Doomsday Fantasy is not the same thing as the Doomsday Shinrikyo in which she lives, and the former is a story-based resetting based on the latter's situation. However, I can't just look at the problem from the perspective of "only this repeater world is real", therefore, because the basic situation of each world is different, the meaning, characteristics and master-slave order of the same name will also be contradictory, for me, sometimes, I really feel incomprehensible - but if I assume that they are all facts that already exist in zài, and all of them are real situations, I will also feel that in addition to the contradictions, there are also complicated connections that are difficult to sort out.

Therefore, I am not surprised that I confuse the "Doomsday Shinrikyo" of different worlds. In other words, if we have to clearly separate the Doomsday Shinrikyo in Dr. Ruan Li's mouth from the Doomsday Shinrikyo in the Doomsday Fantasy, there will be more difficult points to justify.

So, I ended up with the argument that Dr. Nguyen Lê's Shinrito of Doom is being corrupted by the Shinrito of Doomsday in the Doomsday Vision. Moreover, in view of the statement that "every aspect of reality is influencing each other, so that in one direction, many situations that seem to have other directions of development are being corrected to the apocalyptic trajectory by a powerful force of fate", the "Doomsday Shinrikyo" that Dr. Nguyen Le sees as different from the "Doomsday Shinrikyo" in my diary is being revised. It's also very appropriate.

Before the official release of "Paradise", the activities of the Doomsday Shinrikyo were quite obscure, but this was only seen from the perspective of the intruders of the Doomsday Illusion, if NOG could have contacted Dr. Nguyen Li earlier and tried to take her perspective. I must have caught the tail of the Doomsday Shinrikyo a long time ago.

Doomsday Shinrikyo is not far from us at all, but on the contrary, right under our noses, right around us, in this seminar, which seems to be in the hands of the sponsor NOG. I think it would be very embarrassing if Netball found out about this fact and realized that it would have been possible for the workshop to come to fruition with their support.

I changed it before. Of course, I would like to warn John Bull in advance that the inside story of this seminar is even more exaggerated than they thought they would be, and they will probably do their best to stop the development of "Paradise". However, now I do need a "paradise" – not a "paradise" of Shinrikyo doom, but a "paradise" developed by Dr. Nguyen Le and specially tailored to my situation.

Regardless of what the rest of the Sadkarkyo believers think, only Dr. Nguyen Lê's mind can be confirmed. So. Until Dr. Nguyen Le completes her "paradise", I don't plan to let NOG destroy this qiē.

We stood in front of the main entrance of the observatory. The conversation is full of emotions, and we don't consciously stop at some point. Dr. Nguyen Le let go of her embrace and allowed me to catch my breath from her plump chest. The sadness, pain, and entanglement on her face seemed to be washed away by the previous choking, and her calm face once again filled her posture with extraordinary firmness.

"Is it decided? Achuan. She asked again.

"Of course. Mom. This kind of thing has already been decided. I said, "That's my mother's wish and what I want to do." I want to be a hero and save the world. Whether it's this world, or the worlds in my diary. ”

"In your diary. The desperate and tragic content is influenced by the reality of what I tell you is happening. You've forgotten some of it, you've tampered with it, but overall, it's still my desperation and negative attitude that has affected you. Dr. Nguyen Li smiled, "However, as long as this world has a future again, the desperate content in the story can disappear." Although it was a questioning sentence, she used an affirmative tone, as if she firmly believed that such a change would occur. However, her statement is not wrong to me.

Because, if the world can be saved, it must be because all the worlds have been saved. Therefore, when this repeater world gets rid of the apocalyptic process, in fact, everyone will also get an infinitely wide future. I hope that my loved ones can live in such a world in peace and happiness. I hope that no matter what Sakiya has done, whether it is caused by White Claudia, the "virus", "E", or whatever, the moment the end is lifted, it will also mean that they are all healed.

At that time, it didn't matter what my diary was, because it was just a story that happened in the past and was told by a mentally ill person.

Let those who belong to God return to God, let those who belong to the mentally ill return the mentally ill, let the daily return the everyday, and let the fantasy return to the fantasy.

So, let's let Takakawa unite every aspect of the real world.

"The plan for the development of the paradise was actually proposed when we became aware of the influence of Claudia White. However, this is a big undertaking and, although we are presiding, the assistance of experts from other disciplines is also necessary. If you want to invite experts with sufficient strength to focus on research in this direction, you have to spend a lot of effort. You must know that most of the other experts have their own ideas, and when we discuss the behavior of Claudia White from a psychological and spiritual point of view, many of them are scoffed at. "We have tried our best to prepare, but it is still a haste to start planning now. ”

"But we got the sample, and it proves that luck is on our side, isn't it?" I said so. From the perspective of the Doomsday Shinrikyo religion, in the mysterious events of the rest point, the appearance of the paradise sample in the "accidental" is indeed very timely.

"Hopefully the luck will last forever." Dr. Nguyen Le said as he opened the door of the observatory with the key, and there seemed to be no one inside. Doesn't anyone work here on a regular basis? Looking through the open door, I saw that the utensils inside were all in a discarded state. Before letting me in, Dr. Nguyen Le said to me, "If Paradise works, there should be a chance to cure conditions like cognitive impairment, and I hope that after that, you will not write a lot of Gao Chuan in your diary." You need to know. There is only one of them. ”

"Got it, Mom." I smiled, "I also think that there should be only one Takakawa." ”

Dr. Nguyen Le took a serious look at my face, and then let me enter the observatory. It was indeed inactive for a long time, and the place that should have been cleaned up from time to time had fallen into a layer of dust, which made me a little worried about whether a precision instrument like a telescope would still work well. Not long ago, I was a little apprehensive when I learned that I was going to observe the universe. Dr. Nguyen Le is not lying, and because he recognizes this, I hardly doubt that I can really see such evidence at this observatory.

But. After accepting the assumption that "every world is a side of reality", I think. It doesn't matter how real and huge the sights that can be observed from the observatory and how many measurements can be made. Because, if it's just one side of the truth. Well, what I can see at this point, no matter how rigorous and plausible it may prove to be, is not entirely true.

Compared to the eagerness to "save the world and save the people you love". Proving and understanding "how real the world is" can be boring.

It's boring, but if Dr. Nguyen Le wants to prove it to me, so be it. The new plan is already in place, and with the current situation, it is easier to wait for the rabbit than to immediately set out to find the key person. As long as Dr. Nguyen Le is on my side, there will be no situation where it is too late. The enemy's drive, action and intelligence are very strong, after all, they are also guys with "big ambitions" and "bold energy".

Dr. Nguyen Li led me through the staircase leading to the second floor and into the room behind the main hall, which was somewhat furnished like a staff room, but there was no door number on the room. Dr. Nguyen Le opened only one of the rooms, like a rudimentary dormitory, or rather, more like a cell with only beds, and took out a string of old keys. As she walked, her arms swung naturally, and the keys slammed together, making a tinkling sound that turned into a cloudy echo in the empty room.

These sounds make the place seem quieter.

The side door of the back hall has an elevator, which is not modern style, behind the rudimentary sliding gate, there is a platform, the lifting pipe is fenced by barbed wire, and there is no side wall that can be isolated from view. When I looked up, I saw that the red light was spinning, as if to warn something, and the vibration as I ascended was quite strong. In any case, these scenes make people feel that this is not an observatory, no, or rather, it is not a simple observatory, and perhaps it has served as a secret base in the past.

"What was this used to do?" I couldn't help but ask.

"It's a place to observe the stars." Dr. Nguyen Le used a relatively old term.

"Astrology? Divination? "I think it's kind of funny.

"Yes, before it was developed, this area still retains a lot of native customs, such as witch sacrifices of local religions." "Of course, it's not a cult, it's a recognized local religion, just like the Doomsday Shinrikyo of the past," Dr. Nguyen Le said. However, the Doomsday Shinrikyo of the past has been said to have died out, leaving only me as a descendant, and the religious shrine has been razed to the ground to build a department store. But there is still some heritage here...... Just like this observatory, it was built on the stargazing platform of the local religion, and it is said that when it was built, it also adopted the advice of religious people, and retained a fairly strong old-time style to serve as a landscape. Dr. Ruan Li paused and said, "However, I personally don't believe it, there is nothing boring in this. ”

"If it's a combination of religious factors, then there should be a more formal name, not just XX Observatory, right?" I say.

"It seems to be called 'stargazer.'" "I wasn't interested in anything like that, the keys were prepared and they told me where I could find them," said Dr. Nguyen Lê. Let's find out more about the specific story of this observatory later. ”

"Stargazers?" I chewed on the name, "Mom, have you mentioned this name to me before?" ”

"Maybe." Dr. Nguyen Le said. She seemed to think about why I was asking, and said, "Are you thinking about the contents of the diary again?" ”

"Well, the name Stargazer also appears in the diary, but it's not a prop for stargazing." I say.

"It's a tool for observing and adjusting the 'mystery.'" Dr. Nguyen Le said, "Actually. In ancient times, astrology had an element of mystery, and it would not be surprising if the setting of the 'stargazer' in the diary was triggered from the situation of this observatory. Personally, I don't really care about the name, but perhaps, deep down, Achuan, you like this style quite a lot. If you only hear it once, you will be impressed. ”

So to speak. The elevator came to a halt, the red light turned green, the door opened with a chirping sound, and outside the door there was a short passage of only five meters, followed by another door. As we stepped onto the passage, holes appeared in the walls on both sides, and a damp gust of wind erupted. We stayed here for about a minute and it felt like being sanitized. But even if a telescope is a precision instrument. Is such a strict measure also needed?

It really doesn't look like a normal observatory here.

"It's a ritual that mimics the local religion – the cleansing of the body before stargazing." Dr. Nguyen Le said.

“…… Don't you think this explanation is far-fetched? Mom. I said.

"In short, it's useless to complain about things that follow local customs." What Dr. Nguyen Li said was so reasonable, I was speechless.

"Did you have a nightmare last night?" Dr. Ruan Li asked digressively.

When she mentioned that, I was a little concerned. Because, I didn't do it yesterday - no, I should say, it's still a nightmare, but. The nightmare wasn't about Las Vegas and ghosts, as if the psychic effects associated with the electronic demon system were suppressed even more.

"Don't worry about nightmares, although they are probably based on the effect of reality on you, the situation that it implies will not affect reality unless you are far-fetched." She said.

I didn't answer. If I can deny what I heard and saw in my nightmare, then I would probably be a different person now. It is true that if we only take this repeater world as real, we can only regard nightmares as nightmares, and "virus" and "river" as non-existent, but since we admit that our own experiences are all stories that happened on one side of the truth, it is naïve to think that "nightmares" are not some kind of omen.

If "virus" and "jiang" are just things that "I firmly believe that if there is no zài, there will be no zài", then how would I choose? I had such thoughts, but as a result, sure enough, I still fell in love with "Jiang". I want it to exist, and even though there are so many possibilities, I am still more inclined to the possibility that it exists, as Dr. Nguyen Li said. Conversely, since we recognize the existence of "Jiang", we have to admit that the "virus" is the existence of Zài. To admit that the "virus" exists in zài, it is necessary to admit that the "hospital reality" in which the "virus" is put forward is also zài.

If we do not accept the statement that "all worlds are one aspect of reality", we will be distressed by the contradictions between each other when faced with the cosmic evidence presented by Dr. Nguyen Li and the "hospital reality" that presumes to exist because of the hope that "Jiang" will be preserved. So, of course, it is very likely that such a me, for the sake of the existence of "Jiang", denies the authenticity of this repeater world.

It's hard for me to imagine what I would have done at that time. But in any case, it must have been a very bad and wrong thing for me now. (The novel "Restricted Doomsday Syndrome" will have more fresh content on the official WeChat platform, and there will also be a 100% lottery gift for everyone!) Open WeChat now, click on the "+" sign in the upper right corner to "add friends", search for the official account "qdread" and follow, hurry up! (To be continued......)