Anyway, as soon as I entered the classroom, it was boiling, most people knew me, the first one to shout at me was an ordinary man, he called Brother Tong, and then Lin Ruoyi, I remember that the two of them were not in the same class before, and they should have been divided together after the second class of high school, and the two of them were talking about it, and other people were also talking about it, I was autistic for too long because of depression, and I was watched by so many people at this time. Feeling extremely uncomfortable, hot all over, and hot face, Cai Bingqian probably noticed that I was abnormal, she asked everyone in the class to be quiet and not to speak, but no one paid attention to her at all.

I wonder how many more years she will have to continue as a teacher to establish her authority among her students.

Cai Bingqian arranged a place for me in the corner of the last row, and I didn't have the same table, but this is exactly what I want, I feel very quiet and comfortable alone, after arranging my seat, she didn't know where to give me a set of books, and said that if my academic performance can't keep up with anything, just look for her, she can help me with a little tutoring.

After she left, I tried to calm down and listen to the lecture quickly, but it was a little difficult, because during this period, people kept looking back at me, especially ordinary men and Lin Ruoyi, ordinary men kept smiling at me, which was regarded as greeting me, but I ignored him.

After class, he was the first to come over, and asked me why I suddenly came to school again, and I repeated the grade, and said that he would follow me in the future, and no one would dare to provoke him in the school at that time, and I told him that I was going to study hard and take the university entrance examination this time, and I would not be fooled.

After these words came out, he was stunned at first, but immediately laughed, and asked me if I was joking with him, when he laughed, he may see that I haven't laughed, and he understands that I am not joking, so he didn't dare to laugh later, Lin Ruoyi also came to me at this time and said Come on, I hope I can take the university entrance examination with them in the future, she said that her grades are okay in the class, and I can ask her if I don't know anything.

Chen Yajing learned that I came to school, soon came to me, she asked me if I still adapt to the campus atmosphere, if there is anything uncomfortable, just look for her, she can help me relieve my boredom, I said that I can adapt, my classmates look very good, she said thanks to my original prestige in the school, now my classmates dare not provoke me, this is good, you can study with peace of mind, do not have to think about other things.

In fact, it is not as easy as I imagined to settle down and study, especially in the first few days of my visit, everyone who knows me in the school basically knows about my father, and I sometimes walk on campus and see others talking about me. Whatever I said, I thought I was talking about my dad, which made me feel anxious all the time, but after a few days of getting used to it, it was better.

At the gate of the school, there is still a wave of people gathered every day, most of them are freshmen in high school, and occasionally ordinary men will gather there. Every time I pass by, ordinary men will call me a brother, give me enough face, once he surrounded a few high school freshmen, probably his new little brother, when I passed by. He called me brother, and when I walked away, I heard the freshmen ask him what I was from and why he hadn't seen me at school before.

Ordinary men said that my origin is too big, and they are scared to death when they say it, and ordinary men may be afraid that the voice is too loud for me to hear, so I lowered my voice and told them, although I can't hear what he said, but I can also guess a rough idea, to be honest, I don't like ordinary men to tell others about me, but I can't stop it, this matter is already an open secret.

Chen Chong, Zheng Hu and Shang Hairui will occasionally come to the school to find me, Chen Chong is now a social person, dressed very maturely, and every time he comes to school, he drives a car, 07 years will be like him at a young age to drive to school, it is not ridiculed, he still remembers Lin Ruoyi, every time he says that he is coming to me, in fact, he wants to see Lin Ruoyi, Lin Ruoyi's relationship with Chen Chong is much better now, and occasionally flirts with Chen Chong, I feel that the two of them really hope to be together in the future.

I went to school for about a week. I was almost used to it, and on the first weekend, as soon as I got out of the school gate, I found that Gao Meng was at the school gate, and there were a few first-year high school boys next to her, constantly pointing at her. I guess I'm curious she's half-blooded.

After seeing me come out, Gao Meng hurriedly trotted towards me, and I could see that she was very excited, walked up to me, stuck out her tongue, and brushed her hair with her hand. Then he gasped and said to me, "I finally saw you, it's been a long time since we've seen each other!" How are you doing? Look at how you've lost weight? Didn't you eat well? ”

I nodded at her and said lightly, maybe I wasn't enthusiastic enough, she looked a little disappointed, and the atmosphere was a little awkward. She was silent for a few seconds, then turned around and ran to the bike, took out a plastic bag from the basket, which contained some paper books, she came over and stuffed this into my hand, and told me that these were the review materials she found for me, from the first year of high school to the third year of high school, and she said that she knew that I wanted to study now, and there was only so much she could help me.

I took her information, and said thank you to her, she told me that you are welcome, I made her a little bit unrecognizable, she seemed to have something to say to me, her lips moved, but she didn't say it, just at this time Chen Yajing came out, the three of us went home together, on the way basically the two of them girls have been chatting there, I listened quietly next to me, I think to let me return to the previous talkative state, it is estimated that it will take a long time to adapt.

Let's talk about my learning situation, when I calmed down and studied at the beginning, it was still the same as reading a book from the sky, I couldn't understand anything, but slowly from the knowledge of the first year of high school, it would be more or less a little, Guan Qingqing later hired a tutor for me, and on Saturdays and Sundays, I would come to the house to tutor me, so that I felt that I had to learn much faster than listening to the honest lectures in class, so that I had learned a lot of things for a while, and then the tutor teacher also let me do a mock test paper for the first year of high school, although the test came down, I failed every subject, but it was much stronger than the previous single-digit score, and the highest score was the language score. I scored more than 40 points in the test, but most of them were given points for essays.

In fact, I was able to write a good composition because of my autism for most of the past six months, because I stayed at home every day and didn't go out, so my head was blind and fantasizing every day, and my mind was much richer and more active.

Speaking of which, I have to thank the tutors. He gave me some books privately, all of which were history books or books on the art of war, such as the Chronicles of the Three Kingdoms, Zizhi Tongjian, Sun Tzu's Art of War, etc., which I was not interested in at all before. I can also watch the TV version of Journey to the West and Water Margin, but now my temperament is a lot calmer, and after calming down and reading these, I am attracted by China's broad and profound history and culture. I learned a lot.

Especially the Three Kingdoms period, I am most interested, my favorite character is Cao Cao, although I have heard that Cao Cao is treacherous and cunning, and he is a bad person, but after reading the official history. I think a man like Cao Cao can be regarded as a man, brave and strategic, and good at using people, I think people like him can be regarded as born in our era. It is estimated that it will not be too bad.

In short, after reading these things, I am very excited, I seem to understand what I should do, how to do it, I think that since a man has come to this world, he must have something to do, he should strive to realize his own value, at least he must have a goal, and move towards the goal.

Of course, it is not difficult for people to change their thinking, but it is difficult to let this kind of thinking take root and slowly apply it to their own life and learning. It does take a long time to persist and accumulate, but I have confidence that I think no matter which path I will go in the future, I will work hard.