Chapter 190: Return to the Sword Gate
Er Hei, who didn't know why, ran down with him, his injuries were very serious, and he ran with me for so long at this time, and the whole person was in a bad state, but he still gasped and asked me, "What's the matter?" It always feels like something has happened to you running down so suddenly......"
Looking at Erhei's blank face, I suddenly felt the grievances in my heart suddenly turn over, I grabbed his clothes, and my voice began to choke, "We were all wrong, what a defective product, in fact, Hyacinth still had his own consciousness just now, you don't know how sorry he was to me at that time......"
"Well, what else should I do?" Fujiguro breathed a sigh of relief and continued to say to me, "Like you said, this situation is possible, but what about this, a trial holder with a large-scale attack like this, even if you know that it is possible for him to regain consciousness, but you can guarantee that he will definitely be out of his attack range to regain consciousness?" There are chances of this kind of thing, just like gambling, but you have to know that life can't afford to gamble, so there is nothing we can do about it. β
I listened to him say what made me stunned, and it took me a long time to come to my senses and say to him, "Is this what you want to say to me?" I really didn't expect you to be such a cruel person. β
Erhei looked at me very calmly, the calm on his face was a kind of calmness after numbness, and he said to me, "No. β
I showed an angry expression, ready to interrupt him to say something, but I didn't expect Erhei's next words to give me a great flip. He looked at me with that calmness, mixed with numbness, and a hint of sadness, and whispered to meβ
"That's what the Night's Watch headquarters told me."
"You may not know what my trial is, my test is very similar to Hyacinth, but the two of us are not the same, because he is a large-scale attack, and I am a large-scale curse trial, when my trial breaks out, as long as it is within a radius of me, no one will be spared, and this kind of trial ignores all the barriers of all buildings, in other words, as long as you are far enough away from me, you will be fine, but as long as you are very close to me, no matter what, even if you hide in the bomb shelter, there will be something, This level of tryout......"
"It's very dangerous to get out of control once I get out of control, and although I have passed most of the tests, and I am about to be able to successfully become a weapon that can be bought back by rich people, I did not expect that in the last step, I was judged to be unable to do it. At the end of the day, this isn't a bad thing, and I should probably be thankful for that, otherwise I'd be reduced to someone else's common weapon...... Although this nameless place is short of materials, at least we belong to ourselves. β
Erhei's eyes became long and full of memories, and I knew that he was thinking about his past, so I slowly closed my open mouth again, because I knew that now was not the time to interject.
"At that time, of course I would resist, because at the beginning I got along too well with those researchers, although those experiments were very inhumane, but I suffered them all, and at that time my whole person had been brainwashed, and I had a feeling of winning glory for the country inexplicably, I always felt that, as they said, our actions were just, and we gave everything we had to this country, and I always thought that after the final transformation, I would become a warrior who fought for the country, I'm going to be a soldier and enter what they call a special unit - so when I know that in the last step, I'm not qualified, I can't accept the result, and I'm going to resist, so that's when my tryout got out of control. β
"At that time, I was too naΓ―ve and thought about protecting all the researchers, I thought they were my friends, but I didn't imagine that I was relieved to give my back to them, and in exchange for a cold scalpel to kill me, it turned out that we were not friends at all from beginning to end, obviously one second it seemed that we were still comrades fighting side by side, and the next second they would draw knives against me because of my flaws, in a place like the Night Watch, there is no right or wrong, only death and survival, really ......"
I looked at Erhei, who was a little choked up because of his over-emotional voice, and felt a little emotional, it turned out that what he said just now was not just the emotion he wanted to express in the nameless place, but covered all the past he had experienced.
It turns out that this sentence carries so much weight.
I was a little embarrassed, Erhei exhaled a breath and said to me: "Hyacinth's loss of control this time is destined for him to encounter an unfortunate result, this matter has nothing to do with you and is not under your control, you don't need to feel guilty at all, if you think so, it means that you are too narcissistic, because after all, the world does not revolve around you, and not everyone will have some past and future coming and going because of you." β
Listening to him say this, I realized that he said so much, and also told his past, in order to comfort me, so that I don't blame myself too much, and suddenly felt a little warm in my heart, sure enough, this man, although it looks like a black face, but I didn't expect him to be so warm in his heart, I said to him softly: "I know, can you help me up?" β
"Huh? Why do you want me to help, can't you get up by yourself? β
As soon as he said this, I suddenly felt that the whole serious atmosphere and the pain rendered by him suddenly disappeared, so I said to him with some tears and laughter, "Of course I can't get up, otherwise why would I listen to you on my stomach?" Do you really think I want to look up to you? β
Hearing that I was so damaged to go back, Erhehe, hehe, came over and helped me up, and when the two of us climbed up the stone steps together to a bright place, I saw a hint of relief in his eyes, and I realized that the last words that Erhei said were not to mention her, just to make sure that I had really come out of this haze, I was suddenly a little moved, and the new one was even more sure that this was a man with a rough appearance but a delicate heart.
As I was about to step on the last stone step, I turned my head to look at the underground, where I could no longer see anything, and remembered the knife, Hu Hansan, who was seriously injured and died, and the last man, Huo Xinzi, who cried when he turned into flames, and then recalled the picture of the first time I knew them.
Suddenly, there was a sense that things were wrong.
I sighed softly, turned my head and stepped on.