A paper figure suddenly set itself on fire without fire, turned into a handful of black ashes, and escaped into the air.

I gasped violently, and when I saw the black ash disappear in the air, I realized that my run had been in vain.

I didn't have time to say anything to them, so I frantically turned around and ran back, I didn't know what the point of doing such a move at this time, but my heart told me that I had to go to see the hyacinth one last time, or I would regret it for the rest of my life. After running a few steps, I realized that if Xiao Gu had other ways to save it, maybe Huo Xinzi would still be saved now, so I kept walking, opened my mouth and shouted: "Xiao Tani, is there still a way to redo the paper figure you destroyed?" Hyacinth can't be fatal, right? ”

Kotani was confused, but said to me, "Impossible...... This is the door of life and death, and no one can survive without the paper puppet......"

Hearing him say this, my heart is cold, my steps are faster, my breathing is already a little difficult, I know that this means that my body is overloaded, but now I have no way to calm down, and I can't concentrate on my feelings, my mind is full of only the tears that Hyacinth shed at me just now, I know that even as a defective product, he has his own personality and thinking, and he still wants to protect me and let me hide behind him according to the promise he gave me at that time.

Some people often make promises but never keep them, and some people occasionally promise but will definitely do what they say.

I know that if I don't go any faster, there's a good chance it's already too late, and if I can't save the Cincinthus, if I take him with me when I just ran, what if......

I thought about a lot of ifs, no matter how I thought about it, I felt that what I had just done was too inconsiderate, and I don't know if it was because I had encountered so many things before, so this time, when I realized that Hyacinth was not completely out of control, and knew that he might not really be able to escape, I only felt a wave of chagrin in my heart.

I'm blaming myself, I'm not a narcissistic person, I don't think everything has anything to do with me, but I always feel that the death of my friends around me is inseparable from me, thinking back to Li Chun and Wang Xilai's smiling faces, even if I don't want to admit it, but I also think it's very possible, it's too late this time.

My eyesight slowly became worse and worse, I don't know what the reason was, just with the loss of eyesight, I stepped on the air when I went down the steps, and the whole person was planted, and when I got up from the ground in a daze, my first reaction was to continue to rush forward, but when I took only one step forward, my legs suddenly became weak, and the whole person lay on the ground again, looking down at my left leg that did not obey the call, I suddenly felt a little uneasy, so I reached out and touched, And I wanted to move my toes, at this time, a situation that made me extremely frightened happened, I found that my toes did not obey, I desperately tried to move my feet, but at this time I found that it did not feel at all, I don't know if it was because of the fall down the stairs just now caused some problems in my legs, but now under my control, my left foot did not give me any reaction at all.

At this moment, two complicated feelings came to me: on the one hand, I wanted to hold my feet and shout like a helpless child, and on the other hand, I wanted to stop looking at my legs and crawl forward to see what was going on with the hyacinth not far away. This time, when I fell, it wasn't far from the hole I had made, and if I climbed ten more meters, ten meters, I could see how the hyacinth was doing.

Should...... How to choose?

I didn't hesitate, the whole person made a choice before my body and consciousness, I started to crawl forward, the leg that was supposed to help me walk has now become a burden to me, it has no effect at all, my toes can't respond no matter how I move, but I don't have time to think about it now, I only feel a wave of fear This fear is born from my heart, more than the loss of my left foot, I am more afraid that I will not even see the last side of the hyacinth, I desperately crawl forward. When I climbed to the edge of the pit, I knew that I was really a step too late, and suddenly a dazzling fire broke out at the bottom of the pit, and this fire flew very high, I subconsciously covered my eyes, but then I put down my hand and looked at the center of the light source, and in the center of the light source was a person I knew very well, it was a hyacinth.

His face did not show the hideousness of being burned by the fire, and some of the rough faces were still as clear as ever, as I had seen before, but ...... His entire body had been curled up by the burn. I watched him open his mouth wide in a daze, not knowing what to say, Hyacinth seemed to sense that I was looking at him, he seemed to want to give me a smile desperately, I don't know why he made this expression, maybe it was all just my illusion, but I felt like he was really smiling at me.

Why...... Smile at me, I really don't know, I obviously - killed him with my own hands.

I suddenly understood the sense of responsibility that I had inexplicably surfaced this time, it turned out that I didn't regard Hyacinth as a real friend, the main reason why I did all this was because of my guilt, although it was said to be out of self-preservation, it was indeed I who seriously injured Hyacinth with my own hands, just as I just wanted to rush up and ask Kotani not to destroy Hyacinth's paper puppet, I just wanted to make up for the mistakes I made.

Sure enough...... I've never been a kind person.

I collapsed to the ground, there was no water nearby, the fire was so fierce that I could only watch as the hyacinth in the flame gradually burned into a piece of black carbon. Hyacinth never let out any screams, he was quiet, like a beating fireball, and that fireball seemed to contain some kind of special power, which made me feel a little at peace in the beating, but I knew that I was destined to not have peace of mind.

Because the fuel of this fire is my brother.

Ever since I took the initiative to hurt him, and then I used the power that Yehua gave me to make him completely unable to act, and then at the end, I just said it casually, only to find out that he had a will of his own, and all of this made me have to tell myself that I had just done something very wrong, and that it was my fault that I had caused him very serious damage before everything was decided.

This is what I owe him.