She took a deep breath, then picked up the fruit knife on the ground, aimed it at her wrist, and suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, and slashed along her fair skin.

The reason why Jin Shi is like this is that she knows that she doesn't have the courage to do it to herself, "If you knew that I would be like this, wouldn't I be so decisive." She muttered to herself.

Of course she hoped for the answer, but she didn't have that confidence, the blood on her wrist fell down like a red belt, dripping on the floor, she lay down, and slowly closed her eyes.

At that moment, she didn't think about anything, she just felt that the surroundings were quiet.

"Are you An Yu?"

"Hmm."

"Su Xiaoqiang's friend?" His eyes are innocent and clean, revealing a sincerity rarely seen in the world.

"Hmm."

"Help me pour this bottle of ink onto her dance studio clothes." Jin Shi smiled at her, that smile. Isn't it like the rising sun, she has never seen such a beautiful smile on a boy's face. It's so heart-pounding, heart-pounding, it's not an exaggeration.

Do you know that my first heartbeat was given to you?

That was the first conversation she had with Jin Shi, and that afternoon, she had gone to the dance studio, opened Su Xiaoqiang's cabinet, and poured ink on her clothes.

She didn't know why she did that, and she didn't know why she didn't ask for a single reason when Jin Shi asked her to do that, she only knew that when Jin Shi handed her the bottle of ink, her heart was full and she couldn't refuse, and she was even happy because Jin Shi talked to her.

The next day, Su Xiaoqiang's ink-stained clothes in the dance studio stood late with Jin Shi at the door of the classroom.

At that time, she only thought that Jin Shi hated Su Xiaoqiang.

I couldn't help but feel guilty about Su Xiaoqiang, but in a short time, they got very close again.

He Chao is Su Xiaoqiang's left arm, so Jin Shi is her right arm, and they follow Su Xiaoqiang inseparably.

Obviously, adults say that everyone likes a polite and polite girl, is she not good enough?

So she is more well-behaved and more studious.

Slowly, she found that Su Xiaoqiang didn't have everything she had.

She is well-behaved and obedient, Su Xiaoqiang is rude and willful, she follows the rules, and Su Xiaoqiang takes advantage of loopholes and does not play cards according to common sense.

She goes home on time every day to do her homework, and Su Xiaoqiang is nostalgic for the football field every day and someone helps her do her homework.

He worked hard to study and his grades slowly improved, but Su Xiaoqiang was passive and sluggish, but he was admitted to Dom.

Why......

She's so bad, why do people still like her so much......

Thinking of the past, An Yu only felt a pain in his heart.

The sound of rustling water in the bathroom sounded in my ears, ding dong ding dong, through the door, Jin Shi's broad shoulders and a black, burly body could be seen vaguely.

A smile rose into the corners of her mouth, and in the darkness, she slowly closed her eyes.

It's just a little sleepy, she won't die, she doesn't die, she keeps reminding herself subconsciously.

It's just that it's a little sleepy, and it won't die, and people don't die so easily.

It's not that easy, it's not that easy.

The moment Jin Shi pushed open the door, what caught his eye was An Yu's thin body lying in a pool of blood, and at that moment, he breathed tightly.

Almost sanity, he hurriedly put on his clothes in a panic, hugged her and drove straight to the hospital.

He didn't say a word, but his hand holding the steering wheel was getting tighter and tighter, and it was impossible not to worry. Only he knows what kind of panic he is in.

This woman dared to do such a thing, he never imagined, how could such a weak and weak woman dare to commit suicide? How dare you?

He is not a ruthless person, but there is one thing, he feels guilty, he has never loved this woman, but he has moved this woman, this bold woman.

Almost as fast as he could, he rushed into the hospital, An Yu didn't wake up halfway, and the blood dried up at her wrist and clotted into a blood clot......

He ran fast. She was placed on an emergency bed.

"Sir, please stay. You can't go in there. The doctor's voice came out. His heart sank, and he had to be stunned at the door of the emergency room, unable to take a step.

Looking at the blood in his hands, his heart sank, and he couldn't breathe like a pile of heavy stones.

It's not that he hasn't seen blood, but no one's blood can make him feel so deeply.

He kept washing his hands, almost rubbing off a layer of skin on his hands, but he didn't stop.

You should be ruthless in doing things, now that the words have been spoken.

If she's alive. Nor should I be telling her some facts about deceiving herself and deceiving others.

If she died.

Jin Shi looked up at himself in the mirror, someone once said that his eyes were as clear and pure as seawater.

What if she died?

In the quiet night, the man sleeps on the bed with the woman in his arms, and her face is peaceful.

Outside the window, I don't know when it rained like cow's hair, falling on the ground little by little, turning the originally clean ground into damp and slowly covering it with a layer of wetness.

Su Xiaoqiang slept in a daze and heard the phone ringing in her ears.

She was about to raise her hand to take the phone, someone was faster than her.

Seeing that the phone showed Jin Shi's call, Mi Shengtian squinted slightly.

"Who?" Su Xiaoqiang rubbed her eyes and was about to take the phone as she spoke.

"Jin Shi." Mi Shengtian's voice was a little hoarse, with an aura like waking up from a dream.

Su Xiaoqiang's head buzzed, and Jin Shi had called her more than once on such a night.

A lot of the time it was he who was drunk, and his faint voice came from the other end, almost silent. "Do you love me?" Or yes. "Have you ever loved me?" And again, "Su Xiaoqiang." I want to meet you. ”

The bright light on the screen made Su Xiaoqiang's eyes a little cold, and Mi Shengtian hung up the phone without hesitation, "If you don't want to answer, then don't answer." ”

"Hmm." Su Xiaoqiang took a breath and immediately prepared to fall.

Soon, the phone rang again.

Mi Shengtian lay on the bed. hugged Su Xiaoqiang tightly.

Su Xiaoqiang's heart was a little confused, a man with such strong self-esteem and possessiveness like Mi Shengtian would definitely not want her to answer other men's calls in the middle of the night.

This annoyed her a little.

Mi Shengtian turned on the lamp, "Let's take it and make it clear." ”

"It's already clear, it doesn't need to be clear." Su Xiaoqiang pursed her lips. "Still, forget it." She said seriously.