An Yu smiled coldly, "So, what is my identity, what is my identity in your eyes, can you answer me?" An Yu clenched his hands.

Do you want to become as independent, honest, and courageous as Su Xiaoqiang, so that Jin Shi will look at her more.

Although it was difficult, only Jin Shi wanted it. She'll try to do it, she'll try.

"Before I say that, I want to warn you not to think I'm cold and ruthless." Jin Shi smiled lightly.

"No, I ...... I won't. You say. I won't. An Yu gritted her teeth and tried to maintain her apparent calm.

"Bed buddy."

Hearing the sound, An Yu squinted slightly, "What?" ”

"Do you think it sounds good or bad?" Jin Shi asked.

"You mean, bed buddy?" An Yu looked at him with tears in her eyes, she had loved this man for so many years, but this man said that she was just a bed partner, a bed partner, just an accessory like a quilt and a pillow?

Bed partner, this word has such a powerful satirical power in this world.

Its attack power is so strong, it seems to drain all the blood of people in an instant......

It's cold. It's extremely cold.

"I love you so much, why do you ......" An Yu stepped back behind her, a little unable to face the man in front of her at the moment, the same way, she knew where she couldn't hide.

I was reluctant to leave here, reluctant to leave Jin Shi.

She doesn't leave, she just wants to escape some extremely real problems temporarily.

For example, as Jin Shi said, she is just a bed partner.

Jin Shi took a step towards her, "That's your business." ”

An Yu looked up at him, trying not to let the tears flow, when did he start to become so pitiful and humble?

How can you allow yourself to go on like this? Bed buddy?

An Yu, An Yu, I loved someone with good intentions, and I did my best to love someone, so what, you are just a bed partner, just a bed partner! Bed buddy!

She was a little reluctant to believe what she was hearing, and then muttered, "Bed, bed partner? ”

Jin Shi's eyes were cold, and a smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. Then he turned away, not intending to pay any more attention to her.

An Yu froze in place, and suddenly his mind was a little confused. "Wait......" she stopped Jin Shi and took a deep breath. Why, why are you doing this to me? She held her breath and stepped forward to hold him. Is it that I have done something wrong, where am I bad, you can change it if you say it, don't torture me like this, don't do it? Her tone was a little pleading, and sometimes, she even hoped that Jin Shi could lie to her, even if it was a lie, it would make her feel a little better, but the words that came out of his mouth were so ruthless, ruthless that he was not even as good as treating a stranger.

She hated being so humble, but instead of facing reality, she would rather be blinded by Jin Shi's lies and sink into his lies.

"Loosen." Jin Shi glanced back at her, "Did I say it wasn't obvious enough?" ”

From the beginning to the present, An Yu has always been willing to follow him.

From the time he got drunk and An Yu stripped naked in front of him, he felt that everything was her willingness, she knew that she didn't love her, but she still had to come up and try to move him with her so-called kindness and sincerity.

A woman like An Yu will never understand that love is not something that can be obtained from humility, and her humility is nothing more than self-defeat, because she has lost herself.

Jin Shi's eyes were dark, "You better go, don't stay by my side anymore." He said lightly. I can give you a sum of money, and give me a number for how much you want. ”

An Yu shook his head, tears blurred, "No, I don't want it, I beg you, I don't want it, ...... today I didn't hear anything today, and I ...... "She knows that she is ashamed and has no self-esteem, but she doesn't want to, she doesn't want to leave the man she loves."

Raising money is of course the biggest insult to her, she doesn't want to be like other women, showing a very high appearance, swearing to tell him, I'm not for money, I just love you as a person, she doesn't want to take on this topic, because she doesn't want to leave.

"Am I doing something wrong? I can change it, I can change it. An Yu let go of her hand and stood in front of him, her eyes were full of tears, and the tears were like a water valve that couldn't be stopped, falling down, although she had worked hard, trying hard not to let the tears fall.

"I don't love you." Jin Shi took her hand from herself, and her eyes were full of truth and certainty.

But this kind of look made her a little scared.

"You...... After being together for so long, I don't believe you've never loved me. I don't believe it. An Yu took a breath and immediately stepped forward to pick up a fruit knife on the table.

Jin Shi looked at her coldly, looking like he was looking at a stranger mercilessly, and then, with a shallow smile, with a bit of mockery, turned into the bathroom, and closed the door.

An Yu sat on the ground weakly, the knife in his hand fell, Jin Shi was right, he did not have any feelings for himself, but if there was a little affection, he would not hurt her so straightforwardly, and drew a long scar in her heart, how deep the wound was, how painful the wound was, only he would know.

Who's calling? Jin Shi, this man, how could he really care about her.

Otherwise, how could he let himself take birth control pills for two years in a row every time he did not intend to give himself a future, and he didn't even feel distressed at all.

He had never, at all, thought about his future for himself.

still in his eyes, his future has nothing to do with him.

But why, he looked at Su Xiaoqiang's photos all the time, and the corners of his mouth showed the most real smile that he couldn't rest assured.

In the past, he chased her straightforwardly, and followed her all the time, but now she has Mi Shengtian, she has cooked raw rice, she is already a person of Mi Shengtian, Jin Shi still can't rest assured that she is still so obsessed with her, every time he hears about something related to Su Xiaoqiang, he rushes forward without hesitation, and tries to find out what is going on, to ensure that she must be safe.

An Yu picked up the knife on the ground. My hands trembled a little.

As long as she thought of the picture of Jin Shi and Su Xiaoqiang together, she couldn't help but feel numb on her scalp, and the suffocating feeling that grew in her heart would never be forgotten in her life.

Jin Shi, Jin Shi, what should I do to make you let go of her completely and forget her.

Why can't you see that there is a woman by your side who loves you as much as you love.

I've been waiting for you and never gone far.