1281 Psycho Marceau
It certainly wasn't out of nowhere to extend the workshop to a week, and it was enough time for any jaw-dropping changes to happen. The study of "Paradise" will inevitably be subject to all kinds of dangerous prying eyes, and when there are already two elements behind this seminar, zΓ iNOG and Shinrikyo doomsday, it can already be concluded that almost all the mysterious organizations that can claim their names already know part of the information. And are those people interested in "paradise"? There is no need to hesitate for the answer: of course they will be interested, whether it is Claudia White or Paradise, both of them have already shown the existence of the Doomsday Shinrikyo religion, and if they are regarded as opponents, they will definitely not miss this opportunity, and I believe that there are many people who are also interested in "Paradise" itself.
According to my information, Father Edward's Saya virus seems to have been researched in a different way during the creation of "Paradise". In addition, even in the past apocalyptic fantasy, although I have not heard of Father Edward, the Saya virus still exists, and it is also the first time that it has appeared from the territory of the Mar Jones family, and the commonality between it and the current apocalyptic fantasy has proved the relationship between "Paradise" and "Saya Virus" to a great extent. Then, with the addition of Area 51's "Black Smoke Face" - its original form, known as the "Trojan Virus", has a very similar characteristics to the "Xaya Virus", which can almost be seen as evidence of the cooperation between Area 51 and Father Edward.
In last night's Nightmare Las Vegas, John Bull and Zuo Chuan have confirmed that Area 51 has reached a closer cooperation with the Doomsday Shinrikyo in this repeater world, which is undoubtedly a conceivable but still influential impact for NOG. Nightmare Las Vegas, their actions are enough to assert their position. John Bull is either on the side of NOG or on the side of Cyberball. Her attitude cannot be ambiguous on this issue, and District 51, which must recognize this, can naturally acquiesce to the fact that it will no longer be at both ends. It's a pity, but for many insiders. Sector 51, which has thus asserted its position, is thoroughly an enemy, and all subsequent actions will of course be viewed in a hostile manner, and the same will be true for Sector 51.
That being the case, it is entirely certain that the organizations and roles mentioned above will appear during the week of the workshop. It's just a question of when and with what attitude they will appear, a strong attack. Or is it a tactful conspiracy? I think that although the real purpose of this seminar is to try to create a medicine that will help resist the end of the world in a relatively mild and benign manner, the philosophical differences within the Doomsday Shinrikyo mentioned by Dr. Nguyen Le may be exacerbated at the same time as the "paradise" is made. This also meant that the Doomsday Shinrikyo members in the seminar could not all be seen as their own people. And with the support of mysterious organizations and individuals with different positions. The split and confrontation of the seminar itself is already a foreseeable situation.
But. The atmosphere may become more and more urgent, but the real danger that cannot be mitigated should be when the development of the "paradise" reaches a certain stage of technology that can be determined to take effect. Whether there's a whole theory, or just luck, as long as the first "paradises" are made. Whether or not it is expected to be the one that the workshop envisions, it will inevitably attract hostile peeps that will take the technology and transform it, ultimately forming a future in this world that is more in tune with the form of the apocalyptic fantasy.
In some ways, "paradise" must be researched and manufactured. And it must be the kind of "paradise" in the apocalyptic fantasy, regardless of what it was like in the first place, or what kind of well-intentioned people studied it.
I couldn't help but touch the two bottles of "Paradise" in my arms, according to Dr. Nguyen Li, it is not really "Paradise", but in terms of form and effect, it is very close to what was inferred. On the basis of this sample, the progress will be greatly accelerated by continuing the research. In this way, it will not take more than a month at most for the changes I envisioned above to occur.
Until then, there should be no problem, and most enemies will still choose to lurk in the shadows. After all, they can't figure out "paradise" on their own.
"Do you want me to give you a list of routine patients?" On the way back, Dr. Nguyen Le asked me.
"If you can." I replied. I think that not only will there be problems in "Paradise", but even routine patients may cause some unexpected changes. From Dr. Ruan Li's point of view, these patients, including me, are all psychiatric patients who have been affected by Claudia Bai, but from the perspective of transforming into a doomsday illusion, it may have been confirmed that nine times out of ten these patients are electronic demon messengers, and because they have mental and psychological problems, it is likely that they are specific electronic demon messengers.
I don't know many specific electro-demon messengers, but unfortunately, Marceau of this world is one of them. And, counting the time she's been away, it's hard for me not to lean on the seminar for her situation. If you think about it this way, you have a feeling of "it can't be such a coincidence", but it's hard to deny the possibility.
I would like to confirm if her name is on the list of routine patients, and if so, who is responsible for applying. I don't know much about the reality of Marceau in this world, and even in Nightmare Las Vegas, I can't be sure if I'm in contact with him or anything else. In that world of consciousness, it should not be too difficult for such a specific electronic demon messenger to disguise itself, whether actively or passively.
If there is such a person, putting Marceau's name on the list of routine consultations, at least it means that there is some kind of relationship between this person and Marceau. From this, I can learn more about Marceau's situation.
I don't think it's a bad thing to be included in the routine list, and it may cause some subjective and self-esteem damage, but the patients on the list will be highly valued during this time, and from a patient's point of view, this kind of attention is of course more beneficial, and if there is any misery among them, I can definitely get confirmation from Dr. Nguyen Li.
But, anyway. The patients being studied, from another perspective, are a group of extremely dangerous electronic demon messengers, and the people who study and treat them cannot all be like Dr. Ruan Li, completely ignoring the mystery. Therefore. The routine consultation itself was a risky test, and the invited specialists probably didn't recognize it in advance.
If I could, I would like to get to know Marceau and curb some of her malicious behavior, while protecting her from being violated by other people's malice during routine consultations. If I would like to see her name on the list of routine patients, my answer is, of course, yes.
Yes, I hope Marceau is here. It's dangerous, but it's better than her "missing" so much that I can't see it. Places that can't be touched are better.
"There's a familiar stranger on the list." Dr. Nguyen Le also hinted at something, said this to me, then took out a new mobile phone from his pocket and asked me to exchange the one I used. It turns out that a patient like me also needs to follow the principle of confidentiality during the seminar.
Without hesitation, I immediately sent a few messages outlining the current situation to the Whisperer headquarters, and swapped my phone. Same as I thought. Once you turn on your phone, in your contact profile. There is no ability to add new people at all, and all the participants and hosts have already been recorded in the mobile phone system in advance. At the same time, there was no access to the public network, and the local network for the seminar was constantly blocked. Except for the phone and message sent by the mobile phone, it is completely impossible to communicate with the outside world.
"Can't the local network be turned on either?" I couldn't help but ask.
"Further clearance is needed." Dr. Nguyen Le said, "Formally joining Shinrikyo of the Doomsday and taking on a position with a high level of demand for the Internet will allow you to gain more authority. Moreover, this phone although looks like a smartphone. But the system used is not optimized for intelligence, and the whole system is very closed. I heard that science and engineering experts are trying to build a software that can monitor changes in the number of changes in real time under the influence of white Claudia, and the first version of this software is already installed in this mobile phone. Of course, the exact effect must be collected enough to convince the experts in those fields. β
"To put it simply, it's like wearing a dog tag." When I said this casually, Dr. Nguyen Li just smiled and said nothing.
I fumbled for about a minute or so, and then I found the roster of six other patients in the archive.
As I thought, there was a girl's profile with the name "Marceau" in it. Marceau here is also a little different from what I saw in Nightmare Las Vegas, specifically, she is more dreamy in Nightmare Las Vegas, and she has a more real life in the photo. It's not just the direct perception of the look, the skin, and the eyes, it's also like a distinction between reality and surreality. However, in terms of overall outline, if I only look at the side and back, I can still recognize her directly.
The content of these patient profiles is quite detailed, including the patient's origin, background and past diagnosis. In this profile, Marceau, who has always been mysterious, is no longer as mysterious as it was when he came into contact with Nightmare Las Vegas. For example, her parents used to be ordinary clerks working in a bank, and when she was seven years old, the whole family traveled to Las Vegas, and both parents were killed in that car accident, which caused her brain to suffer physical and mental damage. Until now, her life has been a daily routine in terms of the patient's condition, and her symptoms have improved slightly during this time.
Judging from this information, Marceau's life is much calmer than I imagined, of course, there is not the slightest report on her becoming an electronic demon messenger, but just looking at this report, it is enough to be sure that even if she becomes a specific electronic demon messenger, it does not make Marceau do strange things in real life. It's as if she vented all the extreme abnormalities in the nightmare Las Vegas.
Marceau's profile may seem harmless to humans and animals, but that doesn't mean that someone else's profile is the same. The youngest of the patients ranged from Marceau, who was only 11 years old, to a black woman in her 60s. The age groups between are sixteen, twenty-five and forty, with a larger proportion of women, while there are only two men, middle-aged and twenty-five-year-olds. Although the information has indicated their brief biographical and medical history, however. I don't want to know anything about the mystical aspect.
"Mom. If my diary is all about my own fantasy. Well, there is also Marceau in reality, and, unlike Sakiya and Hachike, I don't have a more practical intersection with her. Isn't that weird? I asked. If I was just writing those things in a psychotic state and thinking of myself as a character in the story. Then, Marceau should just be a character in the story, at least, in the eyes of Dr. Nguyen LΓͺ. After all, I've never touched her in the real world of this repeater world.
"I don't think so." Dr. Ruan Li said: "In your story, Sakuya and Eight Scenes, don't you also have a realistic original version? Well, there is nothing surprising that the original version of ZΓ i Marceau exists in reality. I know what you mean. You think you've been exposed to Sakuya and Hachisei, so. You don't think you've ever been in contact with Marceau in real life β indeed, from the data, you don't have any reason or evidence to contact her. Think about it the other way around, though. Can you really confirm that you really have never been in contact with her in reality? It seems to me that since she is mentioned in your diary, this is proof that you have seen her in reality. Even if it's just a glance, she will leave a deep impression on your heart. Of course, I don't understand what was going on, but you should know. So, ask Marceau why she is in your story, and you will be the one who really answers. β
Dr. Nguyen Li looked at me with calm eyes and said, "So, Ah Chuan, why is Marceau in your diary?" β
I walked a few steps in silence, raised my gaze, looked at her firmly, and replied, "Because, she has always been in my heart." β
ββ¦β¦ Good answer. "Instead of reprimanding me for being cunning, Dr. Nguyen Li smiled understandingly. I don't know if what she thinks is the same thing as what I am trying to answer, but I think this smile, if not correct, is the most appropriate answer.
I can't explain why Marceau is in my diary from Dr. Nguyen LΓͺ's point of view. However, the truth for me is not only that of Dr. Nguyen LΓͺ, and no matter how Marceau appeared in my mind, this question is completely meaningless from other perspectives. She's already in my heart, and that's the point.
Since Marceau is here, I have to take care of her.
"Who brought her here?" I asked.
"I don't know, but I came with the host of the seminar, and this time the host was a man named Dallas. Well, sort of an old friend of mine. However, Marceau was not recommended by him, but by someone. After all, Dallas also put a lot of effort into organizing this symposium in private. Of the seven patients he visited, he brought four. Dr. Nguyen Le said.
"Father Edward......" I said, "maybe Father Edward sent it." "In the past, I have also wondered if there is some kind of necessary relationship between Father Edward and the specific electronic demon messengers, for example, he would plant mystical seeds in the consciousness of these people. Moreover, after entrusting him with an investigation of Marceau, his whereabouts have been unknown. To say that he has nothing to do with Marceau is a little unacceptable.
"Oh β another story character." Dr. Nguyen Li asked me rhetorically: "Do you think that as long as it is a character that appears in your diary, it must be stored in reality?" β
"Yes." I was serious and answered as a matter of course.
"Well, it proves that you forget more than you think." Dr. Nguyen Le said: "I don't know Marceau, I don't know Father Edward, I just saw these two characters in your diary. Now, I see Marceau, but that doesn't mean that I see Father Edward as well. β
"You'll see, I think, he's going to come here." I said, "Maybe he's changed his face and won't be recognized, but I think he'll be an expert." I believe that the person described in my diary must have something similar to him in reality. And this similarity is likely to show that he is a theologian with a wealth of knowledge and experience, and such a person must also be a very good psychologist. β
"It's also said that in these days, if you don't have a good eloquence and don't know a little psychology, you can't become a qualified evangelist." Dr. Ruan Li was relieved, "So, what do you want to show me?" Achuan. Even if Father Edward is a good psychologist, he will be involved in the research and play a positive role in the research itself. β
"No, you still don't understand, Mom." I said to her as strictly as I could: "Father Edward's attitude towards Marceau, and the paradise he wants, is not the same as the Seminar, and it must be different from you. He's dangerous. β
ββ¦β¦ I see, I'll pay attention, but I'll also emphasize it to you, Achuan. Dr. Nguyen Le Zhengse said: "The characters in the diary are just your dramatization based on the original version of reality. β
Of course I understand what she means, and she wants to say that the characters in my diary are not exactly the same as they are in the real life of the repeater. Even from the perspective of the apocalyptic illusion and the reality of the hospital, Marceau, Sakiya, and Hachikage all prove it, but the invaders are different. It's hard for me to separate Father Edward from Father Edward in this world and Father Edward in Doom Fantasy, and just as I can't think that I am two different people from myself in Doom Fantasy and myself who are now integrated into the world of the Repeater, there is any difference between the original version and the revised version.
Looking at any situation based entirely on the authenticity of this repeater world, or in other words, having only one kind of authentic Dr. Nguyen LΓͺ, of course, cannot truly understand. But it may also be an explanation of why the world of the mentally ill is difficult to understand.
Although Dr. Nguyen Le compromised not because she believed it, but simply because she preferred to think about my personal problems from a different perspective, I don't blame her for that. There's no way around it, isn't it? And whether she cares about this matter or not, I am still the only one who can handle this matter.
I am sure that Father Edward must have known that I was here, that I had noticed his existence.
Marceau is like a buffer between us.
"Can other patients get this information and cell phone as well?" I digressed from Father Edward and asked.
"Of course not. However, I insisted that you have a phone and data, so the seminar side also made concessions. If you are given this information as a form of treatment, it can be accommodated. What's more, I am your attending physician and have the most say in your situation. Dr. Nguyen Le said.
"So, when will we be able to reach patients?" I said, "I wish I could be with Marceau." β
"It seems that you really care about her, but it's to be expected." When Dr. Nguyen Li heard me say this, he didn't object at all, but just said, "In this case, you can be admitted to a psychiatric hospital in advance." Everyone else is free to travel back and forth between the villa and the psychiatric hospital during the regular consultation, but if you want to be admitted to the psychiatric hospital, you will have to stay there until the end of the regular consultation. Of course, I will visit you every day, and during the seminar, whether you live with me or not, we will not see each other at all, because I am your attending doctor, whether it is routine consultation or park development, Achuan you are a very important role. β
I was delighted by Dr. Nguyen's answer, and I couldn't help but think that since the other patients didn't have the information, she would have been surprised when I appeared in front of Marceau. But I can't help but worry about how to communicate with her. Because, although to me, she is already a very important and familiar family, but for her, isn't it like a friend I met on the Internet, and all kinds of embarrassment at the current party? (To be continued......)