At this time, I have been thinking about how nice it would be if Chunhe could be with us all the time.

But I also know very well in my heart that in fact, Chunhe can't be with us at this moment. It's just that compared to the hard attitude in the past, today for me, she is still as gentle and playful as ever, and she is the simple and lovely little girl.

But I also know that once you remember something, you can't go back.

The methods of the night watchman are far more despicable than we can imagine, so everything that Haruha is carrying is definitely not what I can imagine, and she is not like me.

I looked at her simple smiling face, and I only felt that my heart was bored, we were destined to have no way to leave the nameless place together, and we were destined to have no way to go to the longer future together, she could only stay here, just like becoming a door, even if the door could break through all the barriers, but the door itself could not move, this is ...... As a door's greatest tragedy.

What to do?

I couldn't take this door with me, but my heart was full of her shadow.

Looking at the charcoal fire surging in the sky, the very beautiful specks are fleeting, just like the situation we are facing now.

And this time was different from before, and I didn't even dare to make any promises about Haruwa, because I knew that even if I did, I might not be able to fulfill them.

Because of Haruha, she is the door.

Unless I find another one with a cursed banished trial holder, and then take him to the nameless land, and let him locate the second coordinate to the real world, all actions will be of no use to us, but even if I find a trial holder of the Night's Watch, after so many years, I have found a second trial holder with an exiled trial model, even if I have a perfect idea in my heart, what can I do now?

Many times if there is no way to fulfill this promise, and it is a sincere promise, then you will not even have the courage to say it, and I don't want to lie to Haruwa, because I know very well what she means to me. That's why I'm even more painful and entangled, I can't give up Ma Chengcheng, she is my sister, and Lin Sui......

When I think of Lin Sui, I have an even more headache, and until now, I can't figure out how to deal with the relationship between myself and Lin Sui, and Chunhe, the three of us. I know I'm not completely emotionless, but I also know how sincere my feelings for Chunhe are, even if I probably just have a hormone flood of her in a dangerous time, but there's no denying that I really love her.

I am very sure that this kind of affection is love, although I am embarrassed to say these words to her personally, but I also know very well that I think it is not her in my mind all the time, and I know that it makes no sense for such words to be said to her, because even if I don't want to, I know that the path I want to go forward is definitely not in the nameless place, I want to go out, enter the special organization, and find the three snow Lingji.

So even though I really want to tell Haru and I want to take her away, I want to continue to see more scenery with her, but I also know that I can't say this promise, often a man can easily say a very easy and very huge promise to a woman who says he doesn't care, when he says these words, even if he feels like he is bragging, but he won't feel too guilty, because for some people, feelings can be played, but for me it's different.

First of all, I am not such a person, I am a very committed person, and I also know that this girl in front of me is a person I want to take care of with my heart, in all the difficulties I encountered before, she stood in front of me without hesitation, even if she didn't remember what kind of powerful existence she was at that time, she didn't know what kind of mission and what kind of ability she was carrying, but she always knew that she was going to stand in front of me, It is very likely that the moment she saved me, the lives of the two of us were already intertwined, and it was impossible to tell who owed whom.

I looked at Xiao Gu, who was fiddling with the charcoal fire in the charcoal basin, sighed lightly, and said to him, "Send me here, and you can go back." ”

"Who said I'm here to send you?" Xiao Gu raised his head and looked at me with an ignorant but hopeful expression, and when I heard him answer, I suddenly felt that something was wrong, so I asked him, "You won't send me here...... Do you still want to go out? ”

"That's right." Xiao Gu said to me with a reasonable face, "I originally wanted to go out, that's why I sent you here, isn't it...... That's what will bring you here. ”

When I heard him say these words to me so naturally, my heart was like a huge wave, and I hurriedly said to him: "Do you know where I am going, follow me......"

"Of course I do!"

Xiao Gu nodded and said to me, "But I know better that I must follow you this time." ”

"Why?"

I asked him, a little confused.

Kotani said to me, "I once saw a man who told me that in the future in my life, there will be a very important turning point, and he wants me to follow someone, you...... It's the one I need to follow, let me follow you, okay? Don't worry, I'm well fed, I can find food by myself, and I can also find a place to sleep by myself! ”

I looked at him and scratched my head and said, "The point of the problem is not this, I am going to the real world, you have grown up in this tuyere valley since you were a child, and I am afraid that you will not be able to adapt when you go out." ”

Xiao Gu nodded, "I know, that's why I chose to go with you, otherwise, I would have followed them to the real world just now." ”

Hearing Xiao Gu say such things as a matter of course, I suddenly felt that it was neither scolding nor scolding, and silently sighed in my heart that Xiao Gu was indeed very thoughtful, so I could only say to him: "That...... What about the elders? Aren't you also the elder of this sword gate, you left without permission...... Won't they care? ”

Hearing me say this, Xiao Gu smiled and said to me, "You know, I'm an elder...... Who else can control the affairs of the elders? Besides......" the smile on his face slowly faded, "our master...... It's all gone......"

When he said this, I didn't know how to speak, and the whole atmosphere became low again.

Yes, the person who was smiling, who was a little shy when he saw me, and who was still very embarrassed even after calculating me, is no longer there.

Hu Hansan is no longer there.