Chapter 221: The Yellow Crane is gone
Life is a lonely journey, and it's a one-way street.
On this road, we continue to pass by everyone, and we gradually move away from each other, whether it is from our original beginning, or from the companions we were with at the beginning, we will change.
This road is destined to be lonely, but also destined to move forward, I know that all the tragedies I have faced so far, the biggest problem is that I am very passive, I am not strong enough, I am not capable enough to deal with all this, and because of this, I am a very passive slaughtered person from beginning to end.
I'm like meat on a chopping board, and all the people who are stronger than me can come and slash me twice.
People are knives, I am fish and meat, and I want to break the game...... It can only be stronger.
But...... How can we be stronger?
I looked at the sky in the distance, I felt very lost in my heart, I knew that I was not weak now, and even stronger and stronger, but all this was not because I had received any systematic learning, I had been relying on all kinds of adventures to improve my abilities, just like Yehua, and the ghost talent fruit.
Thinking of the ghost talent, I also know in my heart that behind this matter, there must be a huge layout that I don't know, and now I realize that life is really like a network layer after layer, layer upon layer, full of doubts.
I sighed softly and said to Xiao Gu, "Then you think about it, if you want to follow me, you will never be able to come back." ”
Kotani smiled at me, "Of course, I know, you don't need to warn me anymore, I've already made up my mind, don't look at me as a child, I know a lot more than you do." ”
I have no doubt about the authenticity of Xiao Gu's words, indeed, he is a child, but although he is a child, and the Valley of the Wind is a relatively closed place in the nameless land, but I also know that the children who can grow up in such a place are definitely not comparable to the flowers in our greenhouses.
They are stronger than us, both physically and mentally.
So I nodded to Xiao Gu and said, "Yes, I can take you with me, but I can't guarantee your safety after I go out." ”
When I said this, Xiao Gu actually burst out laughing, and he said to me, "You still want to protect me...... I said, no wonder it was so difficult for you to go out with you, it turned out that you had such an abacus...... Let me tell you the truth, when I get out, I may want to protect you, but don't say that you protect me, you can't protect me. ”
I was a little embarrassed to hear him say this, and suddenly recalled the weird and strange moves that Xiao Gu used when he was in the mountain behind the knife gate, and I knew in my heart that he was really not bragging, so I could only smile at him embarrassedly.
Kotani smiled innocently, looking like an ordinary child.
The sky was slowly brightening, and looking at the silver-edged sky in the distance, I knew that even if I was reluctant in my heart, the time had come, so I said to Chunhe, "I may have to leave......"
Haruwa bowed his head and was silent.
I looked up at her fair-skinned neck, her silver hair dyed pale gold in the morning light, and it looked like ...... A fairy who doesn't eat the fireworks of the world.
She didn't answer me until it was a long time before she suddenly replied, "If one day...... What do you do if you find out that I'm not what you thought I was? ”
I suddenly smiled and said to her: "You may think that you remember the past and remember your past self, and then you think that I like you only because of the simple and pure you now, but I want to tell you that the reason why I have feelings for you is not because of who you used to be, nor because of who you will be in the future, but because you are you, and I like you only because of you, that's all." ”
Chunhe looked up suddenly, she looked at me, her eyes were full of tears, and she trembled her lips for a long time and said to me: "I'm sorry, I can't accompany you on the next road......"
I looked at her tearful face, reached out and gently wiped away her tears, and said to her, "It's my fault, I don't have the ability to take you away...... Haruwa, I won't let you wait for me, you don't wait for me, if you meet the right person, don't miss it...... I can't give you any promises, I don't want to and can't delay you......"
A string of sparks suddenly rose.
Xiao Tani's voice came out, sounding a little unconfident, and he said to us, "That...... Well, you talk first, I'm going back to get some luggage, remember, don't forget to take me with you when you leave! ”
I answered, I didn't want to stagger my eyes that kept staring at Chunhe, I was always a little uncomfortable with the name she called, but I still whispered to her: "No matter if your name is Xiao Zero, or ** and ...... You must know that in my heart, you will always be the little girl with silver hair, no matter what, no matter how you change, you in my heart will always be like this. ”
I looked at her, didn't make a sound, and said to her with my mouth.
I love you.
But at this time, Chunhe just closed his eyes and wiped away his tears, and he didn't see my mouth.
But I don't regret it, and I feel a lot more relaxed in my heart when I say these words, so to speak, I have let go of a huge stone.
At the same time, when I unloaded my burden, I also knew that the responsibility on my shoulders was actually heavier, and although I didn't dare to make a promise to Zero, I was constantly thinking about how to get her with me, how to free her from the Night's Watch.
I don't think the Night's Watch organization can give her any particularly good conditions so that she can live a particularly good life, the Night's Watch organization is very realistic, and I know that for them, if it weren't for the fact that Haruha has a certain use value, she probably wouldn't exist at all.
After I leave the Nameless Land, the first thing I have to do is to start systematic learning to make myself stronger, and then if possible, all I have to do is subvert the entire Night Watch, it is this organization that has made my life such a mess, I know that these things cannot be attributed to their responsibility, but I also know that if it weren't for Ma Shuangmu, if it weren't for the fact that these people want to live better, they directly treat other people's lives as a consumable that can be taken at will, Then none of this would have happened.
Things happen beyond control, but I also know that we still have a future that we can control, only by making up our minds and using all our strength to fight, it is not certain whether it will succeed, but if we don't fight, it will definitely not succeed.
Don't think about the rest now, all I can choose is to fight, if not, what awaits me will be death.